I will be offline for a time because last night I was talking with a friend, and it turns out that your partner can rape you, and now I need time to process that because I thought that it was a normal thing to say no verbally and physically to your partner and him still doing it because, I internalized the "woman never want to fuck and guys always so is a normal thing to force" joke that appears in movies that I thought that it was supposed to be like that.
Since talking to my friend I'm nauseous and I want to I don't know, I don't even know what I want to do or what am I supposed to do.
Last time it happened was in February and it's almost two months since we broke up so I don't even know what I should do or how I should feel
That's why I will be offline, I need to put my mind in order, to know what to do and see how am I supposed to stop talking to the group I hang with because he's there, I have to listen to his voice almost every day and see his face almost every time the group hang and I just can't, I don't want to know anything about him never again
Bye bye babies,stay hydrated and remember to love yourself I'll come back as soon as possible