I've tried to warn you...

It’s something that always intrigue me. Is there a vote that I always miss? Some influent people taking the decision for us? A secret meeting in a secret room to secretly decide? Is it a scam? A Happy coincidence? A Plot?

And why are we all accepting this things..? OO

You wrote something and people read it and just.... There’s people who didn’t like it, people who start to read, close the page and re-opened it. People who like this and never felt okay telling you for thousands of personal reasons and people who told you that they liked it and people who read it. And re-read it; And re-re-read it and.... It’s crazy.

I just want to say that I’m grateful that you spent some of your time on what people like me, put on internet. It just hit me. And I find that unbelievable and amazing.

So that you comment and help me see what you like/understand of my texts or that you just read it and left not saying a word about it:

Thank you. 

You’re amazing and I’m grateful for the attention you give to what I and other people do.

And then I was hit by a big slap of disappointment and I realized that I put far too much faith and hope and trust in things and peoples that I don’t really know things about. And you know what? I’m too old for that!.

I will consider this my Flynn Rider, take my chameleon, my frying pan and jump out of my tower of illusion and easy trust LOL, says the girl with Trust issues and face the wild world of my projects.

Hi Divi ~

📥 What is your fave fic to receive comments/messages on?

I love receiving comments on all my works..? But if I really have to chose one, I would say Are you Alright? Not because it's my favorite or anything like this -I don't have a favorite to be honest xD- But because I think it's both "easy" to read and "difficult" to leave without feeling something about it. Or at least it's how I tried to write it xD And I think that strangely, I thought the form of the One-shot for it to serve the story, where I had to think the story for the form in Hourglass or I had to sacrifice it for The Story of Yesterday. There's some kind of creator's curiosity in me when it comes to Are you Alright?. Something like "Did it work? QQ" And the more feedback, the more I know if I achieved my goal -says the Fanfictions' writer xD-

📝 What is one growth area you have for your writing?

I will answer something strange, but I think I got better in letting go? I sometimes just let the characters do things that I'm not really okay with but I'll go with it because the flow of the story is better thanks to that. Or I just try to get what the reader might have seen in the story, that I intended to put that here or not. And it's strangely relaxing and scary in the mean time but it's also extra cool. I'm sometimes surprise by what I end-up with and yeah, I got better at letting things happen and writing things that I might want to write.

🌈 What inspired you to write Hourglass?

Well, I asked Maryflower for a word and I intended to do a short story about that theme, around Christmas Eve. I knew that Froggy1988*, Adi*, Kai517* were working on a Avent Calendar and I thought that it was a fun idea. I had a busy moment, it was like hell in my life and I decided to do my own calendar because it would allow me to deal with some of those problems, while being focused on something and it would also make one Advent Calendar for the other authors who were working on theirs -so you know, they could join the fun of having something new to read each day. And also because I woke up at three in the morning with the two finales sentences of the story and I needed to write them down and do something about it.

I wanted to do something realistic and warm, and "edgy" and loving and most of all, a story with character's growing, understanding, a work in progress with a key moment to end. I created events in mirror, chapters replying each-other, elements linking everything together while following the idea of Maryflower's Snowflake everywhere and tadaaa.

I'm not sure that it answers the question xD But to make it shorter, I would say that I was inspire by Maryflower choice of Snowflake and my annual Christmas badmood linked to special depressing events in 2020 xD

Hi Adi ~

💖What do you like most about your own writing?

I like that I try different things but always in a way that -tries to- make the reader feels from the character perspective. Like how do you see, or feel, or comprehend the world when you are 9 months old or 31 years old. It's something that I really like to do ><

👻 What is one WIP you think you may never pick back up?

So many of them xD I have different versions of the same story and I know that a lot of those tries are more Dead than WIP xD.

And I have some fanfictions that I really loved at the time and that I see, now, as really not that good. I know that I won't pick them back. One was too much for me to chew and the other one goes absolutely everywhere xD

🏅 What is something you recently felt proud of in regard to your writing (finished a fic, actually planned for once, etc).

“They don’t reply in that debat. I win”

“They left in the middle of that conversation because they were afraid of my ability to prove them wrong!”

No.

No, they aren’t afraid. No you didn’t win anything. No you weren’t right.

People blocks others because life is short and they don’t have any time to lose in petty war on internet about fictional characters or fictional creation. Some people just join a fandom to chat with other fans about something they liked and don’t care about being seen as right or not. Some people just want to see more of a show, a book, a movie -a FICTIONAL UNIVERSE- and join the wild internet to do so. And chose who they don’t want by their side during that journey.

So no. You weren’t right. You didn’t prove anyone that their way of thinking was bad. You weren’t too right for them to support. You didn’t win anything. 

You’ve been left alone with your ideas because someone deemed you unworthy of their free time. You’ve been exclude out of the journey of fun of someone.