chaakuwali

Depression has no vanishing point. Instead it spreads out, until the horizon itself is defined by fog. You touch yourself but not even an ache, or a pulse arises. You not only feel nothing; you’ve become nothing. Sensationless, mouthless. Your ear buzzing with flies.

Some days I want to sit in my sadness      like a parked car, engine still

you can make nearly any object into a good insult if you put ‘you absolute’ in front of it

as well u can just add ‘ed’ to any object and it’s sounds like you were really drunk

… huh.  I thought that might just be the similarity to “floored”, and yet “I was utterly coat hangered” does seem to convey something similar.

Completely makes the phrase mean “super tired”.

Something is

I beg, but what enters is grief, tall as a shadow.  I use it like I use your name, the myth of you—

me: *accidentally tries to access an array out of bounds* Java: Haha buddy, I can’t let you do that, that could be dangerous :) C: