Knight of the Storm Chapter 8 TEASER!!!ššš
Hey!!! Since I'm taking some time to get the next three chapters out at once I wanted to sprinkle in teasers from the chapters as I finish them!!!! Since chapter 8 is now done, I wanted to give you your first sneak peek, and hopefully I can get yall another from this chapter if you would like it or chapter 9 once its been beta read!
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Lyonel came at him again. Faster this time. Angrier. The practice blade whipped toward Harwin's shoulder with vicious intent. The kind of blow that would leave bruises if it landed, maybe worse.
Harwin caught it on the flat of his own blade, felt the force of Lyonel's desperation sing through the wood, then pivoted smoothly. He let Lyonel's own momentum carry him past, let the man's body commit fully to the strike before there was nothing left to strike. As Lyonel stumbled forward, Harwin brought his blade up and tapped him once, deliberately, between the shoulder blades.
It would have ended any ordinary bout.
Lyonel turned slowly, and his cocky, self-assured grin was gone. "Do not patronize me, you cunt," he said, voice low and dangerous.
"I am trying very hard to avoid wounding your body as well as your pride in front of your men.
"My men have seen my blood before."
"They have also seen their lord command himself respectfully. Do not rob them of that memory."
Lyonel's face turned hard as stone. Then he did what he always did when anger failed him: He reached for cruelty instead."You've grown so fond of your leash, you've forgotten it's a leash at all, haven't you?" Lyonel asked, his voice dropping to something venomous.
"All these years at my shoulder, and for what?" Lyonel's words came faster now, each one sharpened to a point. "So you could stand there and pretend obedience was loyalty? So you could convince yourself that being nothing but a dutiful dog was somehow noble? That following at my heel day in and day out made you more than what you are?"
He took a step closer, and there was something almost desperate in the cruelty now, as if he needed Harwin to strike back, to grant him permission to bleed.
"You wear your servitude like armor, Harwin. Like itās something to be proud of, but we both know what you really are. A hound that's forgotten how to bite."
The courtyard held its breath. Even the wind seemed to hesitate.
Harwin felt the words cut through him, clean and cold.
Lyonelās face dropped almost at once. A flash. Regret, surfacing too late. āHarwin, I didn-ā he began.
Thinking would have softened him. Thinking would have remembered the wound, the wine, the loneliness, the weeks of watching his oldest friend devour himself one mean little bite at a time.
Lyonel had wanted to feel something, so let him feel this.
Harwin ducked low and struck him with his shoulder and forearm, hard into Lyonelās middle, angled just wrong enough to catch the healing injury beneath the robe.
Lyonel made a sound that was half grunt, half broken breath. His legs went out from under him.
He hit the dirt on one knee first, then a hand went down, the practice sword clattering away. He coughed once, harshly. Then again.
The men under the archway surged forward instinctively.
Harwin lifted one hand without looking, and they stopped. All of them, immediately. Showing without hesitation where their loyalties truly lie at present.
Lyonel stayed bent over, one arm wrapped around his side, hair hanging loose around his face. Then he began to laugh. Low at first, then ragged and painful, until at last harder. The sound rose through the courtyard like something escaping a locked room.
Harwin stood over him, breathing hard, sick with himself and satisfied in equal measure. āAre you finished?ā he asked through panted breath.
Lyonel laughed again, coughed, and spat into the dirt. āThank the Gods, Harwin,ā he said hoarsely. āThere you are at last.ā
Harwin crouched and seized him under the arm, hauling him close enough that no one else could hear. "You have gotten what you wanted, yes?" he said into Lyonel's ear, his voice low and vicious with fear and something rawer still. I don't know if you came looking for a fight because you needed to feel something, or proof that I can see that you are, in fact, still bleeding, and needed to know whether or not I fucking care enough to push back? Well, congratulations ā you have your fucking proof."
His fingers tightened on Lyonel's arm, hard enough to bruise. "Now go to your fucking room. No detours to the cellars for more wine. Go the fuck to bed and wake up sober. Be done with this foolishness, Lyonel. Or else your men and the whole bloody castle will begin to see the cracks for themselves. Go, before they see that you're coming apart at the seams and taking all of us down with you."
Lyonel's laughter died against his shoulder. For one breath, he sagged there, all the terrible bright weather gone out of him at last. Harwin held him upright. Then Lyonelās hand came up and patted Harwinās cheek, absurdly gentle.
āThank you,ā Lyonel murmured. "For everything."
Harwin wanted to strike him again. Instead, he pulled him up to his feet.
Lyonel swayed, caught himself, and looked around the yard. The men stood frozen beneath the archway, faces carefully blank in the way men looked when they had seen too much and were trying to remain loyal by pretending they had seen nothing at all.
Lyonel gave them a shallow bow that nearly became a collapse.āGentlemen,ā he said, voice rough but almost pleasant. āA stirring victory for Ser Harwin. See that his songs are written poorly. Show me some mercy and recount him as ugly or fat, perhaps.ā
No one laughed. Or even regarded him. They all kept their eyes on the stone, reluctant to meet his gaze.
Lyonelās mouth twitched as though he knew he deserved it.
Then he turned and walked back toward the castle, one hand pressed to his side, robe shifting open in the wind.
The men stood now beneath the archway with the frozen unease of those who had come expecting spectacle and been given something too intimate to name. Denys looked pale enough to be ill. Eric, who stood beside him, had lowered his gaze with the careful obedience of a man refusing to witness his lordās humiliation any longer than duty required. Then Farron took one uncertain step after Lyonel as he limped past him.
āMy lord-,ā the young man began to say.
Lyonel did not turn. Farron reached out, not touching, only offering the shape of help, and Lyonel lifted one hand in answer. No words. No anger. Not even strength enough for a jest.Only a small, dismissive motion, sharp enough to sever the offer while it still hung in the air. Farron stopped as though he'd been struck, and Lyonel continued on without so much as a glance back.
Harwin watched him cross the stones. Each step looked deliberate now, chosen with care and disguised poorly as pride. His shoulders were set too stiffly. His breath came too shallow. The robe, half open in the hard torchlight, revealed the fresh scar at his sideābarely formed, still angry red and purple at the edges, a raw seam that looked as though it might split open if he breathed too deeply.
He had wanted impact. Wanted his body to answer what his heart refused to speak. Wanted the world to crack open and bleed the way he was bleeding, from the inside out.
Harwin should have felt satisfaction in that. Should have claimed some small victory from the sight of Lyonel brought low, from the proof that even a man like him could be reminded of his own fragility. But all he felt was the weight of itāthe particular heaviness that came from breaking something you'd spent years trying to hold together.
Instead, his own shoulder ached from the blow, and his stomach sat sour beneath his ribs.
Lyonel had made it nearly halfway across the yard when one of his loose boots caught against an uneven lip of stone.
On any other night, it would have been nothing at all, but tonight it nearly took him down.
His body pitched forward. One hand shot out, found only air, then landed against the stone wall beside the narrow passage. The impact sent a shock of pain through his side sharp enough to steal his breath, sharp enough to bend him nearly double for one terrible moment. He didn't cry out. Would never allow himself that indignity. But the sound caught in his throat anyway, something raw and animal that he swallowed back down before it could escape. His teeth clenched. His free hand pressed hard against his ribs as though he could hold himself together through sheer force of will. Then, after a few moments, he straightened. One vertebra at a time. One breath at a time. Until he stood again, trembling but upright.
His body pitched forward. One hand shot out, found only air, then landed against the stone wall beside the narrow passage. The impact sent a shock of pain through his side sharp enough to steal his breath, sharp enough to bend him nearly double for one terrible moment. He didn't cry out. Would never allow himself that indignity. But the sound caught in his throat anyway, something raw and animal that he swallowed back down before it could escape. His teeth clenched. His free hand pressed hard against his ribs as though he could hold himself together through sheer force of will. Then, after a few moments, he straightened. One vertebra at a time. One breath at a time. Until he stood again, trembling but upright.
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