I started watching Supernatural April 2023 and it gave me brainrot.
My name is Zephyr and I'm very neurodivergent and disabled. I'm white. If I fuck up let me know and I'll do my best to fix it or delete whatever. No real DNI besides minors and w*ncest but I am holding hands with the block button. If you're a minor and I accidentally follow you, let me know and I'll unfollow you. There will be NSFW content on this blog, and I don't have a separate tag for it.
I'm very autistic about Castiel, and my main ships are destiel and sabriel. I love hating John Winchester. I have so many thoughts and feelings about characters and ships and the show in general and I will talk about them. Feel free to DM me, send me asks, and tag me.
my bookmark tagging system and links to specific fics with my fun descriptions below
sfw bookmarks here, nsfw bookmarks here
SFW has no real tagging system, it's just whatever.
NSFW tagging system (only mostly updated) sometimes they are based more on vibe, but I'm the god here.
shorter ph: shorter plot heavy fics
shorter lp: shorter low plot fics (porn heavy)
medium/long vms: fics with very minimal sex. some have no actual sex but arent sfw enough to throw in my sfw bookmarks
medium/long ms: fics with a medium amount of sex
medium/long hs: fics with a heavy amount of sex
on repeat: exactly what it says. these are generally my favorites even if they're not under recs. I do not remember to update this often but it says a lot about me probably.
wings: wings. porn. what else could you want
halo: halo fics. I'm in love with them.
pain: pain/blood kink. some of these are a lot
My fics! newest to oldest
the vore fic, fucking gorgeous art, Cas just thinks Dean's mouth would be comfy
my Stabfest fic, lots of stabbing, some torture, Castiel whump, happy ending I promise
thee shaving fic, I'm insane about this one, it's kinda horny
suptober23 liminal, fix it, this is the only one I don't remember writing
Dean is soup, he is. go read it. you will understand.
my 15 years of Castiel fic, fix it but much longer, my favorite of my fics
Dean birthday fic, Dean is my sponge that I project onto
I pretend this fic doesn't exist and so should you, hurt no comfort, this was my first fanfic in like a decade and it will hit you like a truck
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Six weeks after Cas' death, Dean buys a wedding ring.
It's not a conscious decision. He's been on autopilot since Chuck's defeat, going through the motions of living while feeling completely hollow inside. The last thing Cas did was die so Dean could live, so Dean's gonna pretend until it's true, because he can't let Cas have died for nothing.
The enormity of his grief is overbearing and he can't even put into words everything he's lost. How can he explain what they were to each other when they never spoke it out loud, not until Cas' last, awful speech that didn't even allow Dean time to respond?
The silence is swallowing him up, everything he didn't get to say.
And then Dean sees the ring.
It's a battered thing, shining dully in the glass counter at a pawnbroker's just outside of Topeka. It's one of a pair, and Dean snatches both of them, stuffing one far into his pocket and the other on his left hand.
The weight of it settles something in his chest.
People start treating him differently. Well-meaning strangers will start conversations in friendly, cheerful tones, catch a glimpse of his ring and the flatness of his eyes and put two and two together. Their voices will go soft, their whole demeanor shifting to a gentle carefulness. Like Dean has a terminal illness.
Good, Dean thinks. He doesn't want to be pitied but it brings him some type of satisfaction, knowing that the grief gnawing at him from the inside has become visible.
If his love couldn't be acknowledged while Cas was alive, at least it is now.
And later, when Cas finally returns to him, Dean doesn't say a word. He just reaches into his pocket, pulls out the ring still resting there. It's warm, and Cas' breath catches when Dean takes his hand and slides it onto his finger.
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when dean says “you were out there and have nothing to show for it,” it’s the “why aren’t you here instead” talking, but but can get read as “do more! do better! bring home a win!”
#text#spn#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#otp: i need you#oh destiel miscommunication…..#dean is worried sick and cas just wants to take care of everything for him via @king-lena
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#prev#not mad. worried via @angelsdean
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Dean: So not only were you ditching us, but you were also ignoring us? That's great. 'Cause we really could've used the backup. But, uh, you were too busy with, um (Clicks tongue) What was it? Nothing?
Castiel: Dean, I –
Dean: What the hell is wrong with you, man? You know, whatever. That's (Chuckles) Yeah. Welcome back. (walks away)
