“Im Going To Wake Up Tomorrow, Whatever It Takes”

I've been horny. Obviously just in my abstract ways

[Image ID: Text message reading: Did you see that spider in the bathroom appears to have taken a lover? /End ID]

just because you havent seen me post about The Character in a while doesn't mean i'm any less insane about them in private

they say you can't pour from an empty cup but i've been doing it my whole life and aside from all of these mysterious ailments it's working out great for me

theres some stuff im rather abnormal about

Wishing you a relaxed nervous system

I live a very balanced life of noticing things nobody else does and not noticing the things that literally everybody notices

yeah the doctor said they found the source of my guilt and quiet agony deep within my core. Yeah turns out there really is something physically and fundamentally wrong with me that I've been carrying my entire life. No they said they're not gonna remove it. Said its an "elective surgery" so insurance won't cover it. Anyway how are you

i’ve been so well-behaved i deserve to light things on fire now

there should be a jesus on the cross emoji. not for any religious reasons. just so I can use it for every slight inconvenience.

look i WISH more horror movies were just the directors thinly disguised fetish. instead we got all these horror movies that are just undisguised reflections of culturally hegemonic values and anxieties. like if we got some weird fetishes up in here it would probably add some variety thats all im saying.

the miserable bitch industry would crumble without me

If I keep practicing I might even be a person soon

autistically doesnt know how to say "i know youre going through some shit and i don't know what it is and i don't really need to know i just want you to know i'm here and want to be a part of your life and i want you to physically be here often and regularly so i can be there for you but it's like not a big deal or anything and you should ignore the amount of words this is taking up because it's a complicated emotion to explain but i don't want it to put pressure on you implicitly and i don't need this to be a whole conversation or to process anything" and instead just silently sends you an image related to your interests somehow