Captain Wallflower

So I feel as though i’ve reached the point in my life where if moved on/ lost most of my high school friends and I cant help but feel like i’ve just been left behind. Of course everyone grows apart over time and everyone changes which is just part of life, however, i’m feeling pretty lonely and friendless now and have spent most of the day overthinking why everyone is ignoring me. Anyway long story short on that one if anyone wants to chat or is looking for new friends I would love to get to know some new people. On to my second more personal part of this ridiculous rant that i’m sure no one will even read. I need some advice and since i’m not close enough to anyone to talk about it, i’m just going to ask strangers on the internet yay. The other night i told my boyfriend i love hime for the first time and it DID NOT go the romantic way i had planned in my head. Not only that it turns out that he doesn't feel the same and didn’t say it back. Now of course i cant force his feelings but i’m struggling to get over the crushing embarrassment and rejection and now i feel incredibly awkward around him so yeah thats fantastic. If anyone has any advice on that it would be great. So now that i’ve put all this crap out i’m probably just going to scroll and re-blog shit all night yay.