Liz - 30ish - She/They 🏳️🌈
Chaotic Dumbass
Header from the wonderful @frankiesoup
DNI - Minors - Forgot you existed
Know me IRL? That's a you problem babe
Since I want to actually give this a go, figured I could curate my nonsense into one place.
Liz (she/they) - Queer/Bisexual - Mental Health Advocate
Self-portrait under the cut (1st pic)
Fanfiction and (aspiring) novel writer, occasional artist, committed yapper
Main Fandoms: Mass Effect, Dragon Age, and BG3
Writing Thoughts tag
Art tag
You can find me on ao3 @ capnmarvl
College Professor & Social Psychologist - Research focus in secondary traumatization and compassion fatigue
Teaching tag
Herder of 4 dumb cats (Aurora, Liliana, Silas, and Deacon) with my wife
Additional hobbies: Archery, weight lifting, playing dnd, asking farm animals to stop biting me, cosplaying, general crafting
Fic list, OC list, and some art under the cut
Mass Effect Fanfictions
Shakarian
AU - Fostered Rivalry - 3-part alternate first meeting w/ Extras
1. Priority: Old Friends and New - 26k; Mature
2. Priority: Making and Breaking Amends - 44k; Mature
3. Priority: Loved, Needed, Wanted - 38k; Mature
4. How to Raise Your Human (Currently Updating!) - 5k+; Mature
5. Priority: You've Got to be Kitten Me - Standalone - 2k; Teen
You can follow my shenanigans about this series here
2. Buy in for Skyllian Five - 10k; Explicit
3. Bare Minimum Functioning Adult - 5k; Teen
4. Asphyxiation Supernova - 2k; Teen
Vetryder
New Galaxy, Same Ryder - 1.5k; General
Novel(s)
The Lives and Deaths of Maple Feychild - Tag
Main Ocs (Mostly dnd characters)
Isbel Goldfluff(she/her) - Lupine Archdruid Circle of the Beast
Valiant (she/her) - Tiefling Warlock Pact of the Archfey
Goodberry "Berry" Goldfluff (he/him) - Isbel's son; Lupine Paladin Oath of the Ancients
Maple Feychild (he/him) - Main Character of my novel; Fey Elf Bard College of Glamour
Thomas Reynolds (he/him) - Maple's LI in LaDoMF
Varian (he/him) - Mass Effect OC; Turian - Part of Fostered Rivalry
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If I had a nickel for every time I wrote a dead parents, childhood friends to lovers fic for a bioware protagonist I would have two nickels. Which... is probably something to discuss with a therapist.
Anyway, a little opening bit to Rook's whole Thing(tm). Most importantly, I need help with a name. I want to create a fake translation of the phrase 'to be loved is to be know' into 'Antivan' which is an amalgamation of italian and spanish. Open to translation ideas, leaning a little latin which would be amari est nosci.
*Important to note - Rook uses They/Them pronouns in adulthood, but as this is from a childhood perspective they use She/Her pronouns for the flashback scenes.
There was fire and there was blood and there was screaming.
Smoke filled her mouth and coated her nose in its acrid, sharp scent. Every breath was a fight, her small chest refusing to expand more than a fraction for fear of what monsters might slip past her teeth in the darkness. The hands that grabbed her were rough but not unkind. She fought them anyway. Her father had taught her to hook her fingers into claws and strike. Again. And again. And again. Until her finger tips were slick with blood and skin caked under her nails. Something heavy wrapped around her and a voice begged her to Be still, Corvita.
She threw her body as hard as she could, thrashing against the form that held her still. Her socked feet, for her boots had been by the door and her mother had sent her out the window, thumped dully against thickened hide. Her socks were wet and it had started to rain. By the sky's own anguished volition or the work of some magi, she was unsure. And uninterested. The world was burning and she was burning with it. She added her fists to her throws and screamed at her kidnapper. One strike hit something soft and she grinned at the satisfying oomph that followed it. Her mother had taught her you only lose when you give up. And so she fought. And fought. And fought. Until exhaustion dogged her every movement and her feet no longer had the strength to even make contact with her assailant.
Unceremoniously, she was dropped to her feet on ice cold tile. Her shaking legs betrayed her and she slid to the ground, heavy fabric still wrapped around her. No matter how many times she rallied the last dregs of her strength, she found her eyelids drooping again and again. Sleep found her hard and fast and fitfully.
you're such a thoughtful, insightful person and it's so nice to read anything you write that comes across my dash. my day is always the better for it!
Thank you anon that is very sweet! 😭
I live in the world of it depends and I really try to practice what I preach, always trying to take other people’s perspectives and ensure I’m not acting in a way that’s overly biased or alienating. I want everyone (*except those who actively want to hurt other people) to be welcome in this space.
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divorced couple energy ship will always be immaculate to me. we hate each other. we've seen each other naked. I know how you take your morning coffee. I will never make you your morning coffee again. get it yourself. here you go, I gave it to you anyway. you disgust me. I will always be somewhat in love with you. I will be yours forever. you're not mine anymore. you will always be mine. fuck you. let's fuck, for old time's sake. did you steal my cd? no, no. keep it.
I love your writing and art and being your mutual (I wanted to say this to your face)
I love YOUR writing and art and being your mutual 😭😭😭
You were the first person to follow me when I rejoined tumblr and I was like ‘I gotta be so cool as to not scare this person off’ (plan immediately abandoned I am who I am after all) but you didn’t immediately run away and what a blessing 😭😭😭
You come off as a kind and positive person. I'm also jealous you get to be around animals so often, and sometimes wish I could be in your place for that.
Thank you! Also this got long and weirdly personal so sorry Anon lmao
To be real on main, I spent a long time being extremely negative and pessimistic because I believed it made me a more mature person. I thought in order to be grown up (and I was trying desperately to grow up way too quick), I had to be critical of everything around me, constantly ‘well actually’-ing my way into ruining everyone else’s fun. All it really did was make me miserable to be around for anybody, myself included. Negativity begets negativity and it puts your body in a constant state of stress. And let me tell you, it’s a vicious cycle. I would find my way out of it occasionally but the pandemic really slammed me deep into a place I never want to be again. It took a toll on my physical health that I am paying back 10-fold. I made a commitment to myself and my health to break out of those negative thoughts spirals and be a source for good in this world. Inspired in part because I’ve always worn a mask of positivity while teaching, it never seemed fair to subject my students to my sour moods, and so I was always kind to them and they told me how much that kindness meant to them. And I always felt better walking away from my classes, lighter, happier. If I could put on a show for a few hours a week, why not all the time? Social psychology tells us we fake it till we make it with behavior. And well, so far it’s worked! There’s days where I’m in a bad mood and I ruminate but positivity begets positivity and it’s easier to stop the negative spirals these days.
As for working with animals, animals have always been a safe space for me. They love you unconditionally in a way that is very healing. Now when I was giving 60 hours a week to them I was in a bad place (this was not helping the stress from above as I was also getting my PhD and working at the same time I was running the rescue), but I’ve found a balance. I volunteer a handful of hours a week for organizations I like. I highly encourage people to set aside 2-4 hours, even if it’s just once a month, to do something they love, like working with animals. I know we’re all busy, but it’s important to carve out a little bit of time for yourself and things you love. I miss cat rescue. Someday I’ll go back, but for right now I’m enjoying not stressing myself out. I won’t go back until I’m sure I’m capable of setting boundaries this time.
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do i think that ttrpg’s are about having a fun silly goofy time with your friends? yes. do i think it’s inherently vulnerable to sit down and commit to telling a story with your friends where you don’t even know the ending, that it takes trust in each other to let luck in and guide you through the narrative? of course. is it also about bullying the absolute shit out of each other through five layers of narrative distance? i don’t make the rules, but yes.
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