Liz - 30ish - She/They 🏳️🌈
Chaotic Dumbass
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DNI - Minors - Forgot you existed
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Since I want to actually give this a go, figured I could curate my nonsense into one place.
Liz (she/they) - Queer/Bisexual - Mental Health Advocate
Self-portrait under the cut (1st pic)
Fanfiction and (aspiring) novel writer, occasional artist, committed yapper
Main Fandoms: Mass Effect, Dragon Age, and BG3
Writing Thoughts tag
Art tag
You can find me on ao3 @ capnmarvl
College Professor & Social Psychologist - Research focus in secondary traumatization and compassion fatigue
Teaching tag
Herder of 4 dumb cats (Aurora, Liliana, Silas, and Deacon) with my wife
Additional hobbies: Archery, weight lifting, playing dnd, asking farm animals to stop biting me, cosplaying, general crafting
Fic list, OC list, and some art under the cut
Mass Effect Fanfictions
Shakarian
AU - Fostered Rivalry - 3-part alternate first meeting w/ Extras
1. Priority: Old Friends and New - 26k; Mature
2. Priority: Making and Breaking Amends - 44k; Mature
3. Priority: Loved, Needed, Wanted - 38k; Mature
4. How to Raise Your Human (Currently Updating!) - 5k+; Mature
5. Priority: You've Got to be Kitten Me - Standalone - 2k; Teen
You can follow my shenanigans about this series here
2. Buy in for Skyllian Five - 10k; Explicit
3. Bare Minimum Functioning Adult - 5k; Teen
4. Asphyxiation Supernova - 2k; Teen
Vetryder
New Galaxy, Same Ryder - 1.5k; General
Novel(s)
The Lives and Deaths of Maple Feychild - Tag
Main Ocs (Mostly dnd characters)
Isbel Goldfluff(she/her) - Lupine Archdruid Circle of the Beast
Valiant (she/her) - Tiefling Warlock Pact of the Archfey
Goodberry "Berry" Goldfluff (he/him) - Isbel's son; Lupine Paladin Oath of the Ancients
Maple Feychild (he/him) - Main Character of my novel; Fey Elf Bard College of Glamour
Thomas Reynolds (he/him) - Maple's LI in LaDoMF
Varian (he/him) - Mass Effect OC; Turian - Part of Fostered Rivalry
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Thinking about Garrus and his little "humans want to save everyone" speech and thinking a bit too hard about it about where he could have got that impression after dealing with the likes of cerberus since the very first game — and while I do believe that humanity is inherently good and that it also holds true for the mass effect universe about as much as it does for any other species, I do believe that people are good, but something about that. Something about that "Humans want to save everyone. In this war, that's not going to happen." Something about the way he says that. I don't know, that seems like an extremely powerful blanket statement about an entire species, and he sounds like he really believes in that generalisation he's made.
Thinking about how he probably says humans want to save everyone because he's talking to Shepard, and because it's what Shepard has taught him, it's the example Shepard has set for humanity.
He tells her humans want to save everyone but what he's really saying is "I know you want to save everyone. It can't happen and it's not your fault. People will die and you need to be ready for that. Because I know you and I know you want to save everyone."
Shepard is so "You can't save everyone. But you have to try." to me
I love paragon shepard so much. i love shepard in general don't get me wrong but god something about paragon Shepard... Because paragon doesn't mean good and renegade evil. Shepard is by and large a force of good regardless of her alignment on that scale. But paragon Shepard is a Shepard who just... tries, like you said. Tries to do things the peaceful way first even if it ultimately doesn't work out that way. Tries to rise above the assholes and the idiots of the world. Paragon Shepard isn't just Nice Shepard and Renegade Shepard is Mean Shepard. That's not exactly how that works, not 100%. Paragon Shepard is Shepard who's restrained when restraint is needed, not just because she's nice or whatever but because she sees it as the smart thing to do. Every interview where she calmly answers al-Jilani's questions instead of rightfully getting upset is a feat of inhuman strength like Shepard is so known for, except it's not physical strength here. Every time paragon Shepard chooses to talk things through with someone she could also shoot to more or less the same effect, it's a choice. It's a decision she is making as a tactician, as an officer. She's playing kindness as a strategy. It's something just so... Shepard who has been through so much and continues to be put through the wringer and still sees the value in the strategic deployment of kindness and patience as her tools in making allies and handling conflict, even in a world that has rarely been kind to her in return. Idk... That gets me. It being a decision she's making every time she chooses to go the paragon route.
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I wanted to do give her something very simple but powerful and confident. I also tried to do everything opposite from design of matriarch benezia since she was sexualized and worked for saren and her outfit design was supposed to be reflecting saren’s i think
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If I had a nickel for every time I wrote a dead parents, childhood friends to lovers fic for a bioware protagonist I would have two nickels. Which... is probably something to discuss with a therapist.
Anyway, a little opening bit to Rook's whole Thing(tm). Most importantly, I need help with a name. I want to create a fake translation of the phrase 'to be loved is to be know' into 'Antivan' which is an amalgamation of italian and spanish. Open to translation ideas, leaning a little latin which would be amari est nosci.
*Important to note - Rook uses They/Them pronouns in adulthood, but as this is from a childhood perspective they use She/Her pronouns for the flashback scenes.
There was fire and there was blood and there was screaming.
Smoke filled her mouth and coated her nose in its acrid, sharp scent. Every breath was a fight, her small chest refusing to expand more than a fraction for fear of what monsters might slip past her teeth in the darkness. The hands that grabbed her were rough but not unkind. She fought them anyway. Her father had taught her to hook her fingers into claws and strike. Again. And again. And again. Until her finger tips were slick with blood and skin caked under her nails. Something heavy wrapped around her and a voice begged her to Be still, Corvita.
She threw her body as hard as she could, thrashing against the form that held her still. Her socked feet, for her boots had been by the door and her mother had sent her out the window, thumped dully against thickened hide. Her socks were wet and it had started to rain. By the sky's own anguished volition or the work of some magi, she was unsure. And uninterested. The world was burning and she was burning with it. She added her fists to her throws and screamed at her kidnapper. One strike hit something soft and she grinned at the satisfying oomph that followed it. Her mother had taught her you only lose when you give up. And so she fought. And fought. And fought. Until exhaustion dogged her every movement and her feet no longer had the strength to even make contact with her assailant.
Unceremoniously, she was dropped to her feet on ice cold tile. Her shaking legs betrayed her and she slid to the ground, heavy fabric still wrapped around her. No matter how many times she rallied the last dregs of her strength, she found her eyelids drooping again and again. Sleep found her hard and fast and fitfully.
I hope you find your way back to yourself. to the version of you that you miss, to a version of you that you recognize and identify with. I hope you meet happy again.
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