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𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐞 . . . ♡ insane hypersex FREAK for my lovers

⊹ ╰ femme enby — she they it ෴ info

I DONT WANNA be alive. please don’t let me live any longer. please please please kill me please baby put me out of my fucking misery i want it i want you tokill me

I DONT WANT control. i want you to decide what i eat, when i eat, what i wear and how i wear it. i want you to decide when i sleep, and punish me when i don’t do as you say. i really do mean it when i say ill do it all for you, just tell me. just tell me what to do and how to take care of both myself and of you. guide me. don’t let me have autonomy, i don’t want it

THERE’S AN EMPTY hole inside of me. a pit of darkness that you fill. there was no me before you, and i’ll kill off whatever bit of identity you’ve helped me have if you try and leave me.

YOURE SO MAGNETIC. everyone likes you. everyone is drawn to you. i love watching people marvel at you but HATE when they pick you. hate when you’re tied to anyone who isn’t me i wish everyone important to you was equally as important to me

I GET SO sick when i see that you have other people in your life. you have friends, loved ones, people who are special to you and those you are special to, too— but me???? me? all i have is you. all i fuckinf have is you and i have to share ???

THINKING OF YOU taking off your belt and choking me with it. your chest to my back, my hands scraping at the leather as i thrash and kick and try to choke out your pretty name…

I LOVE MY boyfriend i love him so much he makes me so so angry i want to scream at him and then maybe while im screaming he gets tired of it and stabs me or smacks me or something and then holds my face and kisses me and sigh i love my husband sosososossoooo much. he makes me SO insane makes me SO MAD and i love him

I WANT YOU to hold me down and fuck me so hard that i tremble. i actually need you so goddamn fucking bad .

I’M SO LAME i hope i die. i hope you want me to die too. i want you to want me dead, i want to get into an argument with you that ends with you giving in and forcing me to the floor and strangling me— banging my head against the ground and maybe then you’d kiss me and we can fuck yeah??? yeah??? YEAH?

HAVE YOU SEEN my amazing lovely husband?????11? because when i find him!!! i’m going to make sure he can’t EVER get away from me !1!1!1 i looove you I LOVE YOU! i want to rip myself open so you can eat me

youuuuu ohmy darling you dunno how much i want you to absolutely devour me and eat all my insides and all of my flesh and me in any way you want. you can do ANYTHING anything to me absolutely anything because it’s you. it’s you YOU you are my life. my love. please hurt me id doanythinf to get you to (especially in some horrific morally questionable ways)

I AM SO addicted to you. the way you speak to me and breathe and laugh and the way you sound when you say i love you or when you call me your wife. i want you so fucking bad and if i got my hands on you the things id beg you to do would disgust any normal person but you’re not a normal person you’re MINE my world and you not only can handle me but you WANT me . you want me sick and deranged and obsessed with you. you’re so evil for someone who acts so innocent, baby. i love it

I WANT TO cut myself everywhere. i want to slice deep, thick lines across my entire body— bleed out and watch you cry when you find me. i want you to cradle my face shakily in your hands and try to swallow your panic. i know you’d try your best to comfort me— i know you’d hide it well. i get the sick urge to make you sob over me baby BUT you want me clean so i try and stay clean ♡♡ your desires over mine always

ohhohOHMT OH MY LOVE MYBABY oh mygosh ohmy my gosh baby you’re SSO LOVELY amazinf ADDICTING i loveyou so much you make me insane youmakem y head SPIN and make me crazy jnthe best way PLEASE! please you don’t get it,, i want to dieee i wanna die but not anymore not anymore because i LIVE to love you thiais my purpose

OH MY GLD i LOVEHIMILOVEUIM I lovehim hee iss ssosososo i have nowords he is so. amazing. NONE of them have EVER COMPARED TO YOU1!1!1!1!1!!1 youuu you. i wannna EATUOU i want to eat you i want to fucking eat you and force you to look at me while i do. watch me WATCH ME!! watch me make you feel amazing, watch me please— give me attention show me you love me show me show me show me i need you I NEED YOU i do. i do. i love you there isn’t anyone else for me ONLY YOY. only you i swear i swear i swear oh babyplease please my wolf please eat me please eat me anddddd take what you’d like ♡♡♡