synopsis: malleus finally had his first intimate contact after a century of celibacy.
notes: hb finally lost his v-card and practiced what he learned on a century of theoretical studies ๐
(i didnโt write anything about rut, because i think dragons would be genetically close to reptiles so it wouldnโt make sense for them to experience it)
Malleus avoids sexual relationships before marriage, not because he hates the idea or because he is repulsed by it, but because he doesnโt see the necessity to engage into this type of activities before having his spouse. Fae marriages usually lasts centuries, so he trusted that the future would solve itself without him having to act upon his own desires.
For him there was no need to worry about those details when he could concentrate on getting academically educated, plus the fact he wasnโt even engaged yet.
The royal education always clarified the necessity of reproduction, but after all those decades of isolation he learned that maybe that moment wouldnโt come so soon.
Of course Malleus knew that sex could be very pleasant, heโs not that naive after all. He had the chance to read a fair share of books about the topic and even overhear some very peculiar stories around the castle.
And obviously he couldnโt help but feel a hint of curiosity when it came to it, specially around puberty. Differently from what most people would expect, his hormonal cycles werenโt that different from the other species and he still went trough that hell of a phase when he was a teenager. For that reason he knew how to handle himself when he needed relief, even if sometimes his hands werenโt enough to satisfy his desires.
Either way, despise the vast knowledge about โsexual intercourseโ and some of carnal urges of his own, Malleus still didnโt have the opportunity to practice what he learned.
Even after he was freed from his previous lonely routine, people were far too scared to even approach him, so he simply accepted that he still had a long journey ahead. Whatโs some more decades for someone that already waited 178 years?
When you first started to see each other he couldnโt believe his eyes, it really was surreal for him to find someone that didnโt fear or avoid him because of his high status and unapproachable facade.
He was utterly fascinated by you. How could he not adore the way your perfume clung on his clothes and inebriated his nostrils? Everything about you was honestly mesmerizing; your caresses on his face, your voice like a sweet melody on his ear, your lustrous eyes reflecting his image whenever he looked at you. It felt like he was Icarus flying too close to the sun.
You were transforming Malleus whole word with your presence and everyone around him could tell just how much he adored you.
And as someone that loves everything about you, he obviously was including the things beyond your sweet and candid interactions.
Malleus had a far share of theoretical knowledge about things surrounding intimacy, a lot of romance novels he read in the past were actually very explicit about it. He should be perfect even without practice right? No, not really.
After the first tongue kiss you shared, he noticed nothing equals to the practice, not even a century of studies. Why was it so- why did his teeth grazed against yours so much? Was he really that bad? Was his tongue too long? Was it alright to put his hands on your lower back? Or should he use it to hold your hair back so it doesnโt get on the way? When should he twitch his head to the side? Did you like it? Were you going to ditch him? Was he too tall?
Malleus wanted to make you the most satisfied person on earth, but he soon figured that he needed to catch up on a lot of things to reach his goal. He was so worried about making you happy that even the height diference started to stress him out, cuz he knew that even when you got on your tip toes you still couldnโt reach him. And what about his monstrous strength? He couldnโt even hold eggs without cracking it! Would you really be alright by his side? Was he holding your hand too strongly?
But everything was fine! Of course it was. You were so patient with him that it wouldnโt go any way other than fine, perfect even. Bit by bit you started to wash his worries away with your caring attitude.
How could he repay you after you so thoughtfully spent 30 whole minutes giving him kissing lessons? You were blessing him with the highest and most precious type of education he could possibly get.
The first intimate moments you shared were just foreplay and dry humping. He was very scared about hurting you so he tried to avoid penetration at all costs, even when you begged him to. Like really. Were you insane or simply too greedy? You couldnโt even fit it in your mouth when you tried to blow him and you still wanted to get further than that? condemnable.
But nothing lasts forever (especially when there was a whiny and needy you on top of him), so soon enough he finally gave in and decided finally do as you asked.
The first night you spent together he made sure to prepare you quite a lot with his mouth and fingers to the point you were almost fainting with the consequent orgasms. Even if he was as dying to just press your shaking legs on your chest and have his way, he still knew how necessary it was to make sure you were prepared to receive it without any excessive pain. He was aware of how disproportionate it could be when compared to most humans, so rushing wasnโt an option at all.
He read it on books, alright? Be patient.
Thatโs why he made sure everything was perfect: The mood, the low lightening, the way his dormitory was completely empty just so you could feel comfortable, he even made sure to choose that specific date of your calendar when he knew you were ovulating.
So when the peak of the moment finally came, he finally putted it in and learned why sex was such a vicious thing to most living beings. Not that the foreplay you did before wasnโt, but that- oh that was something else.
It was so good he felt like he could cry, Malleus hands involuntary tighten on your legs as his eyes rolled back to his skull. Why did he wait so long to receive such a blessing?
And well, now that he finally experienced it there was no way back. Of course he wouldnโt insist to have sex with you every time you were alone, but you could notice how he made advances on you more often and how the long make out sessions, that were once just sloppy kissing noises, now ended up on him mating pressing you on his bed most of the time.
He definitely learned things more quickly than you expected.
