broken crayons still color

when i’m having a shitty day i just remember that theo decker is probably having an exceptionally worse day

and what if i said clancy the suicidal ideation album. benefit from a shoe with no lace. i don’t want anyone know me or not see me at my lowest. where do i go from here. nothing you can do this time. i requested counsel with the counselor and he cancelled twice. blacklisted from forgiveness. hey kid get out of the road. i don’t know how much clearer they can make this, clancy is their most heartbreaking and honest album and i am so grateful they chose to share it with us

i find destiel sincerely hard to explain to the uninitiated bc it’s like. it’s an accident it’s on purpose they didn’t want it to happen they made it happen it’s a cruel joke it’s essential to the canon it’s queerbait it’s a sincere love story it’s homophobic it’s written by a gay writer it’s subtext it’s text it’s an offhanded dig it’s the centre of the universe you’re crazy you’re not crazy. and all of that is true at once