Loose Leaf Papers

haven't posted anything in awhile, life just gave me a continuous beating. However in my absences I have finished my book cover and working on the book again.

I was going to subject y'all to my very terrible handwriting, however I gave up. I normally struggle trying to write nice and legible for you to read which normally involves: my hand cramping up, many attempts, frustration with spacing, a mess up or random different edit in a line that makes me start all over again, so I don't stray from what I am originally writing and not editing differently as I write, to finally not liking the way I write a random letter.... I'm sure there is a lot more I could list. So I took a picture of my failure and just posting the digital writing of it. Unfortunately my handwriting is one of my big shortcomings, and I am far to lazy to try and make my work always look 100% perfect since I myself am not perfect and full of errors. So enjoy the poem, and my shortcomings. #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers #poetryofinstagram #poetryporn #poet #poetsofinstagram #writer #writersofinstagram #writing #writingcommunity #writersofig #spilledink #spokenword #reading #strawberry #red #succulents #handwriting #handwritten #emotion #explore #explorepage #you #feelings #time #creative #food #foodporn #human (at San Antonio, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVlMAiSLTGX/?utm_medium=tumblr

"Do you ever just want more?" A random piece I wrote sometime in 2019, was looking for another one but found this one. Seems relevant... Do you ever just want more? #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #poem #poetry #poetryislife #poetrycommunity #writingcommunity #writersofig #writersofinstagram #write #writersnetwork #quoteoftheday #expression #foodforthought #questions #you #spilledink #spokenword #deep #thoughts #phone #sound #growthmindset #literature #change #photooftheday #simple #read #reading #wordgasm https://www.instagram.com/p/CTMuWGlrQNy/?utm_medium=tumblr

Something from my vault. " I become standing putty, these subtleties knock me out." #poetsofinstagram #poetrysociety #poetryporn #poetryislife #poetsofig #poetry #writingcommunity #writersofig #writersofinstagram #writersnetwork #writing #spilledink #spokenword #ice #heart #emotions #subtle #eyes #poker #masks #simple #small #smile #you #me #us #wall #fool #photooftheday #happy https://www.instagram.com/p/CSSdlmbrsHN/?utm_medium=tumblr

" I'm blinded, so blind by such beauty " I haven't posted in awhile, thought i continuously write a poem at least a week if not every few days, I just never feel like my quality is great...mainly because i write fast and at times leave errors/typos on top of never having the best punctuation. Originally English was my worst subject in school. All I do is try my best and do my best self-edits however self-critiques can be heavy even if what you create is good. What a mess it is, nonetheless I'm going to try to post a bit more frequently, just have to post new things since I'm still slowly in the process of self-publishing and I am not trying to post the rest of the book until it's finished. #poetry #poetrysociety #poetryofinstagram #poetryislife #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers #writingcommunity #writersofig #writing #writersnetwork #spokenword #spilledink #blind #sun #smile #brilliant #shadow #laugh #sound #echo #instagood #photooftheday #photo #quoteoftheday #expression #feelings #her #read #you #thoughts https://www.instagram.com/p/CSJt178rjbT/?utm_medium=tumblr

Haven't opened my journal that i write in for a... Let's say decent time. Was going to write a whole new piece but saw an older wax sealed poem from a few years back in my journal, I decided to post. #poetry #poetsofinstagram #poem #poetsofig #poet #poetrysociety #strongwomen #writingcommunity #writersofinstagram #writersnetwork #spilledink #spokenword #waxseal #handwritten #wordgasm #photooftheday #parchment #photo #knight #sun #world #faith #shine #you #us #safe #teamwork #love #together #strength https://www.instagram.com/p/CPa9KZzB8Yx/?utm_medium=tumblr

" could it be maybe we were only to be star-crossed lovers?" I wanted to write a poem down by hand but had no paper, only blank checks, a wax sealed piece, so I opted for the wax sealed piece and had to write tiny for it to fit. Nonetheless i put a typed version of the poem in next slide to read, since you'd have to be a mouse to read it. #poety #poem #poetsofig #poetsofinstagram #poet #poetryislife #poetryporn #handwriting #handwritten #handwrittennotes #photooftheday #photo #spilledink #spokenword #words #wordporn #writingcommunity #writersofig #writersnetwork #waxseal #emotions #heart #space #forgotten #time #life #you #us #stars #body https://www.instagram.com/p/CPEw5dKheOB/?utm_medium=tumblr

"...i can feel myself being entranced by that hidden smile." . . . . . . . Its the simple things. The small things. My exterior, frosty walls around my heart melts. I become standing putty, these subtleties knock me out. Each encounter, every time never fails. From my stand point, when i appear you never seem displeased. Times before people would hide behind poker faced masks, nowadays people are shrouded by fabric which hides our poker face. Yet still upon the closer look, I see the eyes crease. Perhaps i am a fool, perhaps it's just common courtesy, or just being nice. But fool I am, for i can feel myself being entranced by that hidden smile. Real or not, made in my mind eye. It's the simple things. The small things that get me. #handwriting #handwritten #spilledink #poem #poetsofinstagram #poetry #poetryofinstagram #poetryisnotdead #poetryislife #heart #smile #mask #knockout #fool #affection #feelings #emotions #melt #you #me #us #joy #express #expression #smile #hiddengems #wordgasm #words #wordporn #instagood #photooftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CO9Nl_Ihss4/?igshid=1g7klmko7k585

Got to use the butterfly wax seal recently. It's used so seldomly, maybe only once before. Will be posting a few pieces soon. #wax #waxseal #poem #photooftheday #photo #blue #parchment https://www.instagram.com/p/CO7oiF5h1K7/?igshid=c2sw83wknkxw

" slowly we fight for light..." It's always kind of hard to decide what to post, i have so many things in the fire which is why there is delays with the frequency of my post. #poetsofinstagram #poem #poety #photooftheday #poetrysociety #poetryofinstagram #poet #writingcommunity #wordgasm #writersofig #writersnetwork #writing #writeaway #words #plants #evergreen #strength #time #us #you #me #memories #heart #emotions #feelings #growth #growthmindset #positivevibes #spokenword #spilledink https://www.instagram.com/p/CM4pl2Vhr_2/?igshid=1xs9dzpfj50y6

One of the most recent piece, that I don't actually think it's terrible. #poetsofinstagram #poety #poem #poetsofig #poetrysociety #writingcommunity #writersofig #writing #writersofinstagram #writersnetwork #write #read #wordgasm #wordporn #words #numb #empty #hollow #mess #lost #feelings #emotions #life #3amthoughts #3am #spokenword #spilledink #alone #heartbroken #you https://www.instagram.com/p/CLm9TjFh-ti/?igshid=11j4bmunggsp7

Incase this is TL;DR for most of you, bullet points: •i wax seal hand written letters and poems •this was me trying to set my level up •pictures of my set up I've had for almost a decade. I have so many different pieces of writings I want to share, but can never choose one, I always feel like they're unfinished and need to be edited again and again. But to fill the lack of posts I am posting a wax sealing i did recently that i feel accomplished/proud of. I've wax sealed and handwritten letters/poems for people in my life if you're were important to me, that I would dedicate time to handwrite you something.... though i still have poor handwriting so it takes a lot of attempts to make the writing in them nice. But this is me trying to setup my level with sealing. The sealing is the easiest part, and less stressful then me activity seeing my terrible handwriting, and trying to make it look nice for someone. Not going to lie the set up looks sketchy, but I made it when i was 19 and I wasn't born in the time period where they had more nice set ups for wax seals stuff, so I stole a syrup thing from JIM'S and used a Big Red can to heat up the wax. I could buy a modern one, but mine has character to it. I would post the poem was written in the letter, but since it was paid for with a smile, I think it is best to keep it sealed up for only the one it was written for. #poem #wax #waxseal #setup #backstory #handwritten #handwrittennotes #handwriting #photooftheday #bigred #syrup #candle #flowers #you #secret #important #indecisive #heart #feelings #proud #happy https://www.instagram.com/p/CKP5WoTBw_z/?igshid=scya7zz2zxec

Two short lines. Wanted more, but more took away it's impact. Have a few things I'm working on, finished one i was excited about, but i don't think it should be shared, it stays special that way. #poetsofinstagram #poem #poetry #poetsofig #poet #poetryporn #poetryisnotdead #poetrysociety #poetryislife #writingcommunity #writersofig #writing #words #wordgasm #small #simple #spokenword #spilledink #sunset #beauty #her #you #time #moments #freeverse #read #photooftheday #smitten #happy #god https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ006dvhT0u/?igshid=hb0ej2puzclg