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Hayden Anhedonia is one of the very few people who have crafted music that actually makes me FEEL feel something,, in a weird way it's a comforting thing to listen to, feel and analyse her music because it's the most eloquently patient things I have had the joy of reading and listening to.

It was amazing to feel seen when understanding her YouTube video of 'The Ring, The Great Dark, and proximity to God' and how she reflects such raw emotion in her work,, I'm always influenced and in awe at the things she creates so I thought it was high time I posted a drawing of her 🫶

I still feel like Im in the bottomless pit of hell™ at the moment, but I'm steadily getting better, trying to at least- so I'll be posting around the times I feel healthy enough to do so!

I'm actually quite proud of this.. I coloured by basically having it as a digital colouring book with the colouring layer on a multiply blending mode. I haven't properly used ibis paint as an actual art app in years, as I usually use it to edit my artwork to look less shit 😭 so this might be bad- I have no clue about the standard of digital art as I am not well versed on the matter🫡

This was an addition to a Dennis Whitaker piece on the right side of the dove, but I desperately wanted to post and colouring that boys hair is not for the weak- so it's gonna take me a little while longer to finish it, meaning it will be in a seperate post.

Everything used: 2B pencil, Prisma colour pencils, a white gel pen and blue/grey green highlighters as a base colour. Also sneak peak of the Whitaker edition! :

Uhh I'm not the biggest fan of this drawing- it is old; I couldn't edit it in post very well and it did have Cahara in the back, but I became tired of continuing the drawing. Also, woah!! Uploading twice in a week?? I know right.