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i want to be a sweet and friendly girl but there’s all this anxiety. and the horrors

and rage

yeah and also the rage

I love doing nothing, what I don't love is the inevitable overthinking that comes with doing nothing

sometimes i think adulthood just means constantly searching for and chasing that joy you so effortlessly felt during your childhood

I love being alone <- girl who has known nothing but loneliness her entire life and so has no choice but to take comfort in it

the older i get, the more i need time & personal space to be as boring as possible

studio ghibli romances be like mmm what if we didn’t kiss, but instead both spiritually matured as people because we met each other

girls vs getting over anything thats ever happened to them in their life

One thing I’ve noticed about people in or entering their 30s is they don’t make as many compromises anymore. If someone doesn’t meet them halfway, is not up to standard, is just not where they’re needed to be, they’re just like “ok cool” and they move on from the person. Which is not to say they’re less empathetic or understanding, but more that they have learned that time is their most prized possession and they’re not willing to make massive compromises on it. They are not obsessed w the idea of fixing someone (bc the concept of fixing a person doesn’t really exist). They simply move on to someone who is up to par. I want that. I want to always move w the awareness that time is my most priceless belonging and I can never buy it back. Ever. So I have to use it wisely

i sometimes forget that this is everyone’s first time on earth too. like. this is my first time seeing a butterfly this color. but its that little girl’s first time seeing any butterfly, ever. and i accidentally left a bag of groceries at the store after paying and now i’m cursing under my breath and it’s like. there a thousand other people out there who did that today too. and a thousand more from yesterday. and. like. we’re not actually alone. and we’re not actually failing. at least not in a way that a few billion people haven’t before you