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#𝙱𝚁𝚄𝚃𝚄𝙻𝙸𝚂𝚃 . . . ❕ independent multimuse blog : ft. canon and original muses. iconless, low acitivity, highly private. written by dory / titan, he / them, 21+. LOW ACTIVITY ! affiliated w : @/damnatius, @/eclipsedt, @/nihilify ! find me on @/yokayi / @/seireitei ... icon cr.

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nacho varga the man you are

#tbd.#he's jesus he's the antichrist he's holding my sanity #it's been YEARS and i still think of him #might move some of my muses will see miss writing kinda

hiatus ! i started work ( yippie! ) but it's very demanding, so give this a like & i'll shoot you my discord, mayhaps we can even write some fun little things on there while i commute. i'll be back after may 14th !

#beating the unemployed allegations #but discord writing seems v appealing rn<3 #i'm moving discords btw so <3 yeah <3 #anw hope you're all doing okay !

Salam sheikh, hope you’re having a blessed ramadan. I was wondering whether it’s permissible in Islam to perform ninjutsu if one were isekai’ed to the world of Naruto or if it would be considered shirk. Jazakhallah khair

#this is why allah sent fanna your way #eclipsedt

ramadan kareem! i hope you all have a blessed month

#OOC.

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@damnatius ( . . . ) EVERYTHING'S DERAILING .

the soil beneath their feet is soft, gently gives under the pressure of their steps, the path, a yet untrodden trail off the main road from town, is moon - plated, blades of grass are frosted under silver beams. brutus adjusts the shovel that digs into his shoulder, throws a cursory glance over at beth who trudges along. the past few months have been . . . how can he even begin to describe the status of what they have when they refuse to name it, when the duration of the investigation, and the time spent in her presence, feel like a slide down a marble slope that ends in a headbutt which sees him sprawled on his back with a halo of dancing stars beth plucks from around his head. it's been a kinetic whirlwind to say the least, and tonight is no different.

' it's not too bad, ' he means the night, but she understands it differently, the way she always does, untying his discursive knots with deft fingers and a defter tongue — ( he can vouch ).

' everything's derailing, ' they had stopped, and brutus eyes the turned over earth as beth speaks. he could hear the faintest, almost ghostly promise of more in her voice. he'd started detecting it after the second month, the bells tethered to her vocal cords, all he had to do was tug in the right places to hear them ring. too bad he was lousy with a map, best he could manage to get out of her was a sarcastic comment or a snort.

#BRUTUS KANE / IC.#DAMNATIUS / BETH CHILDS.#i dont know what this is<3

do u love me

going against my family 2 propose 2 u rn

#it's hard to say no when your icon is beth

angrygod-deactivated20240509

@brutulist / HANK SCHRADER — ❛ I CAN TELL YOU'RE UPSET , WHAT HAPPENED ?

she paints herself like rain : tears rolling , a quiet cry , and a little bit of shelter to keep herself steady . it's a beautiful act , something akin to nobility . ( she thinks hank will like it . men like him love a damsel in distress , love to save and save and save — reaping the rewards of their ego at the cost of their sight . ) a watery gaze refuses to meet his , trembling lip becoming something of a side effect . a planned parting of lips , a hesitated word , and then nothing at all . [ take the bait , idiot . ] what happened , what happened , what happened . . . hank says this as if he is anyone to divulge to , as if he is a safe space in the pseudo storm she allows him to see . mari swallows a smile , pretends it is a sob instead . she sets her words like bait , structured carefully to tempt the savior that hank tries to be . ' i s — sent a draft of . . of my novel out . ' a sniffle , wiping at her nose . ' they s — said it wasn't accurate , wasn't something th — they wanted to publish . but it's — ' she shakes her head , almost as if abandoning the thought . ' google can o — only help so much , i guess . ' the trap is set , the bait dangling over the man's head , and mari imagines herself posed ; knife in hand , drawing every word outward like surgery . ( she'll find his weak spot eventually . )

brutulist

LIGHTS, CAMERA, AAAAND ACTION ! . . . ZOOM ON : MARI DAI . . . the darling du jour, she bursts onto the scene with shirley temple sweetness, cross - my - heart - and - hope - to - die sincerity, tears so thick and heavy they’re almost minerals. against this display of emotion, hank operates in the cramped space of memory ; the awkward hand that tentatively hovers above her shoulder is straight out of the fly - paper paged manuals on social skills he’d tossed aside during his first year of college, and the midnight reruns of csi episodes. it doesn’t take him long to fall back on the tired big time cop routine, to start catering to the red of his blood, the blue of his uniform ( nevermind the civilian clothes ), and the white of her innocence. ladies and gentlemen of the audience, meet hank schrader : an overinflated balloon floating whichever way the mari dai - driven wind blew. ‘ whoa, whoa, whoa, now hold on just a minute, ‘ he scratches a furrowed eyebrow with his thumb, pinpoints her with his gaze — ‘ who died and made them the pull - it - sir or whatever prize committee, heh? ’ laughter is almost a reflex, but the smile remains in the aftermath. ‘ tell you what, you say the word, and i’ll go talk to 'them, yeah? tell ‘em straight, mano - a - mano ’

#HANK SCHRADER / IC.#ABSOLUTEHORROR / MARI DAI.#give him time ... he'll clock on soon enough and realise what she's asking for #he's gotta go thru the macho routine first

myst1cals

INVISIBLE LIFE .. an assortment of quotes from the invisible life of addie larue by V.E. schwab .

perhaps an enemy's company is better than none.

never pray to the gods that answer after dark.

what is a person, if not the marks they leave behind?

there is a defiance in being a dreamer.

nothing is all good or all bad. life is messier than that.

don't you remember, when you were nothing but shadow and smoke?

the old gods may be great, but they are neither kind nor merciful.

do not mistake this kindness. i simply want to be the one who breaks you.

i do not want to die as i have lived, which is no life at all.

was any of it real?

you are not capable of love.

if you loved me, you would have let me go by now.

love is hungry. love is selfish.

want is for children. this is need, and need is painful but patient.

were the moments of beauty worth the years of pain?

it is sad to forget. but it's a lonely thing to be forgotten.

i confess, i do not want a master, and i have yet to find an equal.

you belong to me.. with me.

the rise isn't worth the fall.

you can't make people love you. if it isn't a choice, it isn't real.

it is easier to be alone among so many people.

i know your heart my dear, i know when it falters.

it will hurt and it will pass. all things do.

you move among them like a ghost.

you have called and i have come.

#INBOX.

memesaus

HOWL’S MOVING CASTLE SENTENCE STARTERS : quotes taken from the 1986 novel ‘howl’s moving castle’ by diana wynne jones.

“i think we ought to live happily ever after.”

“i hope your bacon burns.”

“you must admit i have a right to live in a pigsty if i want.”

“yes, you are nosy. you’re dreadfully nosy, horribly bossy, appallingly clean.”

“control yourself.”

“i’m going up to my room now, where i may die.”

“if i give you a hint and tell you it’s a hint it will be information.”

“you’ll exploit me.”

“i’m dying of boredom. — or maybe just dying.”

“i’m dying of boredom.”

“go to bed, you fool. you’re drunk.”

“i assure you, my friends, i am cone sold stober.”

“typical! i break my neck trying to get here, and i find you peacefully tidying up!”

“you have no right to walk into people’s castles and take their guitars.”

“it is quite a risk to spank a witch/wizard for getting hysterical about their hair.”

“a heart’s a heavy burden.”

“my shining dishonesty will be the salvation of me.”

“why did you pretend to run away?”

“i’m a coward. only way i can do something this frightening is to tell myself i’m not doing it.”

“i’ve got a hangover.”

“no, you hit your head on the floor.”

“he’s fickle, careless, selfish and hysterical. half the time i think he doesn’t care what happens to anyone as long as he’s alright.”

“is that all you can do in the face of tragedy?”

“is that all you can do in the face of tragedy? make toast!”

“they said 'over my dead body!’ so i took them at their word.”

“things are going round and round in my head — or maybe my head is going round and round in things.”

“a fickle heart is the only constant in this world.”

“help me, someone! i’m dying from neglect up here.”

“interesting things did seem to happen, but always to somebody else.”

“i must apologize for trying to bite you so often.”

“she was remorseless, but she lacked method.”

“you are a terror, aren’t you?”

“now i’ve got something i want to protect. it’s you.”

“tantrums are seldom about the thing they appear to be about.”

“some of your are pretending to notice me at last.”

“doors are very powerful things. things are different on either side of them.”

“apply your fiendish mind to the matter. or even think, if you know how.”

#INBOX.#was this my meme tag ...

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better call saul (2015 - 2022) // being christlike - ted hughes

#IGNACIO VARGA / STUDY.#nearing the end of my rewatch shaking crying throwing up #all the halo imagery the stigmata wounds ....#nacho varga the man you are

brutu1ist

what a privilege it was to matter to you . . . ft. @e1ght8all

#IGNACIO & JULIAN / DYNAMICS.#E1GH8ALL / JULIAN REEVES.#OH TO BE SO CLOSE - TO BE /SO/ CLOSE TO FREEDOM #AND TO LOSE IT ...#the night's spent just trying to wish a new reality upon themselves #to imagine it so many times it almost feels real & THEN !#AND / THEN /#anw i am normal ^_^#they're dating in my head ^_^#they're over at papa varga's rn and living their best lives ( delusional )

@eclipsedt : movie nights were an excuse. an excuse to drape a blanket over their laps. an excuse to share a bowl of snacks. an excuse to have the little game of tug before it gave her an excuse to lay against his side. an excuse to rest her head against his shoulder and to doze off, the movie entirely disregarded. only one problem … ' I’m cold. ' she murmurs, nearly half-asleep. she wants him to drape his arm over her shoulder.

WHATEVER THEY HAVE ( a friendship, right? ) IS A RESULT OF MANY SMALL MOVES : similar to an invasive species ( were they called hogweeds? ), he encroaches on her space day by day . . . it starts innocuously — a plant in his left hand, a paper bag of groceries in the other, and a smile that won’t take no for an answer. then there’s his trademark bibimbap and the chase around the kitchen armed with chopsticks and determination, somewhere among the many nubbins of trinkets, there’s the forgotten lighter ( totally not on purpose, what are you accusing him of? ) and the box of cigarettes on the windowsill, at one point, a loud crash and many porcelain shards later, he promises to buy her a new ashtray ( it’s yellow & honeybees decorate its edges, he makes a comment about how it fits the decor ). he’s already chosen a mug to call his own, and accuses her of theft when she uses it, nevermind that it's hers to begin with, but now it sits in the stream of luminous glow from the TV, steam curling into the air. she shifts, jabs an uncomfortable knee into his thigh ( she’d make a good fighter, he notes, but she’s more of a nurturer, the red of roses suits her better than that of spider lilies ) so he shifts, too, stretches his arms and yawns ( oldest trick in the book ) and rests his arm behind her . . . the voices from the TV are caught on a ruminative journey about life and love, they drone on and on, weaving into an auditory blanket that tucks them both in, almost puts her to sleep ( feel that? a head on his shoulders ), and then she speaks : it’s different than the colorful cast of the movie she’s chosen, softer and closer and makes the thump-thumping of his heart unnatural. ‘ really? i thought you were nurit, ‘ there’s something akin to pride that unrolls across the slopes of his words, and the smile that dangles from the end of his sentence feels almost feline in the satisfaction it brings him. but he’s been a teenager once, and still speaks the language of what they refuse to name, so he shifts again, his arm lowers from its comfortable position across the sofa and onto her shoulder ( she’s warm and it almost melts the thoughts right off the folds of his mind ) he faces forward, sparing her only a cursory glance.

#HAN GUNWOO / IC.#ECLIPSEDT / NURIT.#hi ^_^#he's annoying ^_^

e1ght8all

if you were a waiting room, i would never see a doctor. i would sit there with my first aid kit and bleed. @brutulist.

#IGNACIO & JULIAN / DYNAMICS.#E1GHT8ALL / JULIAN REEVES.#I'M IN PAIN WOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!#that gif of chuck hitting his head that's me rn btw #I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS #THEY'RE INSIDE THE FOLDS OF MY BRAIN #ASH IM SQUEEZING YOU LIKE A SQUAKY TOY #posts that changed the trajectory of my life #i'm actually ^_^ normal about them #everyone kindly exit the premises as i - ( breaks down into tears )#no because they drive me insane #to find softness at the heart of violence .....#i clung to your hands so something human might exist in this chaos...#NAILING THIS TO YOUR DASHBOARDS SO YOU ALL PERCEIVE ASH'S TALENT

firstfullmoon

ocean vuong “let no one mistake us for the fruit of violence—but that violence, having passed through the fruit, failed to spoil it” vs richard siken “the gentleness that comes, not from the absence of violence, but despite the abundance of it”

#IGNACIO & JULIAN / DYNAMICS.#hey do you ever just ( breaks down in tears )#E1GHT8ALL / JULIAN REEVES.

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an independent & selective multi - muse writing blog for a collection of characters from the world of breaking bad and better call saul . extremely heavy content will be consistently present , tread lightly . twenty one and up only . read carrd before following : # BE WORSE , featuring muses such as mike ehrmantraut + walter white + saul goodman . established february , 2023 . AS PORTRAYED BY KOI .

#this is a banger 🔥#anw still thinking abt koi's jimmy kim meta #PROMO.

do you all ever think abt just HOW much the cartel have engraved themselves into nacho's life and his v being ? from the skull lodged in his shoulder to the salamanca blood transfusion, they've been slowly taking over his life but also his entire identity

#MOBILE.#TBT.#need to update the roster / reblog memes / finish reaching out #but nacho ... nachito ...

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