How Did You Get Here?

ai generating my suicide note cause I couldn't think of anything

STOP SCATTERING MY ASHES IM STILL ALIVE

Hey boss man can't come in to work today. I'm just not feeling the love. You know how it is. Not feeling the love. At all

completely sober in the club googling WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

grief is so crazy like what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. does she know i loved her. i miss her so much. i catch myself doing things she used to do. i wish i could call her. i miss her so much. i do a crossword puzzle. i cry while washing the dishes. does she know i loved her? my heart feels like a hummingbird. i miss her so much. what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. what if i forget.

I’ll be honest ladies I don’t know where to let go of all this shame

I lied put your clothes back on. I don't know how to fuck and I'm scared

i'm a simple girl: i see sunlight on the water, i find god

i hear the laugh of someone i love, i find god. the setting sun fills my room, i find god. i eat fresh strawberries off the vine, i find god. someone rests their head on my shoulder, i find god.