mori (that's me [that's my name {hi}])

[clearly experiencing symptoms of mania] oh i get it! im finally normal!

I'm sorry for spamming begging posts so hard but I have $17 to my name, still owe my roommate $400 for rent and am down to 6 eggs, 2 packets of oatmeal and a container of peanut butter. If anyone is able to spare anything at all I can't even begin to explain how grateful i would be. and am. for every penny of support that I have received. literally would not be living without all of you and I have not expressed my gratitude for that as much as I could. thank you.

i tend to think of angel girls as like mostly just a bird but with additional neuroses induced by impossible-to-meet expectations

you are required to be and act anti-racist

thinking and hoping you're not racist isn't enough. i am talking specifically and especially to white trans people whose political ideology and differing axis of oppression makes them feel immune to racially motivated missteps and behaviors

i think walking into an abandoned building should put me at risk of getting turned into some kind of creature and it's transphobic that it doesn't

i just think you should be able to walk in and see it covered in some kind of mysterious goop that infects you if you touch it

Hookup culture is so convoluted these days and I don't meant that in a way that is dismissive of the act in of itself but rather that you used to be able to just have a few drinks with a girl and then she'd put her eggs in you or vice versa nd then maybe you'd stack colored pebbles together for a few hours but nowadays she always has to try and poison your wine which I suppose I can't really complain about because I also try to poison hers while slipping antidote into mine but she does the same so we get mad at each other and grapple for a while and then she stings me with her stinger or injects venom into me with her fangs or what have you and THEN finally gets to the oviposition. It all just feels a bit overcomplicated to me and you can't even stack colored pebbles afterwards because you're still paralyzed from the venom

The most basic, intractable fact about mental illnesses is that you simply cannot willpower your way out of them. The only exceptions to this rule are the ones I have, which continue to disable me due to lack of determination and other grave personal flaws