Broken and Day-Dreaming About Gentlemen

I just wrote “Since I’ve not received a response to the initial email I am unaware of an alternative solution.”

I hate the fact Neil couldn’t keep it in his pants and fucked the whole series.

We lost a shit ton of world building and back story. Like all the damn side characters were just decimated. Their forgiveness arc was lacking.

They were 8th graders. So 13+

1. Gave them two consecutive verbal directions and tried to move on after 3 minutes. The directions were 1. Open Clever 2. Click on Tinkercad

2. Said aloud “The instructions were.” Multiple times.

3. Called out kids when they asked why we weren’t progressing. “Well some of us are still staring at the Clever log in.”

4. Called kids over the microphone system to move to a different area because our internet port couldn’t handle 50 kids. They didn’t listen the first or second time.

Apparently one of students is related to Jeremih. My new parapro (who is African American) told us both about this.

I vaguely knew that this was a song…(I’m white…but chronically online)

My other parapro (who is ten years older and not social media savvy, and frankly “that white”) looked up the song and proceeded to read the lyrics aloud.

I’m sitting in my office second hand embarrassed and dying. Her delivery was so deadpanned.

I was terrified also since our superintendent was in the building giving out awards…

She was like “haven’t you grown out of it?”

I listed all of the times I’ve had issues since I was a literal child. Think skin breakouts, eye swelling, and nasal issues.

I make the mistake of saying I would choose a Siamese cat if I could have one (like said friend).

“Can’t you take something or do something about it?”

I love my dog, but I don’t love her species enough to take shots regularly or take more meds every day. The hairless cats are not only expensive but maintenance heavy.

I’m never getting one. The cat distribution system tried when I was under 8 and with my Polish grandma on the streets of Chicago. She stopped me before I could even touch the orange striped kitten meowing for affection. (I still remember)

Sevenish years ago I ordered fabric from Spoonflower in a certain Disney owned space property theme. Received said fabric, designer immediately gone from site.

NOW I ordered a couple of Needlepoint canvases that were leftist and sassy on Etsy. Let’s just say one was critical of the U.S. president. Again received said canvasses. Shop no longer found.

(For context the children run the home. Parents don’t discipline or parent. They live across from the school and the current student is late every day.)

Thank you so much for this reply. ❤️

I’m trying to remain positive. I have no time or energy to dwell.

My Drs. Have been amazing.