a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Hi, I don’t want to post this on facebook or twitter or snapchat or whatever so i’mma post it here. I absolutely can’t wait to start counseling. I have to wait until the 19th which really sucks but at least I have an appt. I’m fairly certain I’m depressed. I’m so irritable and tired all the time, my appetite is barely there, and when I do want to eat I crave junk. When I get home from work I don’t want to do anything. All I want to do is sit and do nothing for the rest of the day. I don’t want to socialize or take care of any of my responsibilities. It’s like I put all of my emotional energy into work and interacting with the students and then when I’m done I’m absolutely wiped. I used to be excited about working and I loved the kids but now I kind of dread it everyday and I think they can sense it. I hope not, I try to be as peppy and motivational as I can be, but kids are pretty observant. I hate the way I’m feeling and I hate that I have to wait so long to see someone.

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