is steely dan still together

My life is falling apart and I don’t know what anyone wants me to do about it I don’t wan to live stop involving rme in yr shit

Finally admitted to my sh tendencies and might get snitched on. Who even cares anymore at this point

cried again at school today omfg

And IM the one who has to relax fine okay

if your son killed himself and your 2 other kids want to kill themselves as well then maybe it’s time to look inwards or just go away forever

why do they do this to me everyoje in this family just pretends like nothing they do to me hurts me they always act like they’re going through more shit than me why do my mom and stepdad act like my eldest brother killing himself affected them when they don’t know him at all and reject me getting help I don’t understand they only care about how my brother is taking it which is okay but they act like I can’t and won’t kill myself

like what does he get out of making me feel like this I can kill myself like my brother and like how you want to like oh my god you act like nothing can affect me and that’s why I apparently treat you like shit YOUUU make yourself miserable I TRY my best to make you feel better you always deny anything nice I feel like I’m obligated to do for you