yeah I started the full-time position just under 2 weeks ago and it is A Lot™️

lmao so like I knew this was coming but we’re expecting our salaries to get slashed next year by about 30%. I start full-time next week (well, I’ve been full time all spring and summer but now will get paid for full-time). Just did the math and I’d be making almost $8 less per hour than I do right now skdbdkdkdj

the amount of fucking disrespect fat people endure on a daily basis just for existing and then have to bite their tongues because nobody would care about the ugly one makes me fucking livid and I wanna gut every single person who’s ever stared and made unnecessary humiliating comments or back-handed compliments and just made me feel subhuman and saw me as someone with low confidence to manipulate or used my body to make themselves feel better and then conditioned me into staying quiet and taking it or laughing about it and using food to cope with it in private just perpetuating that fucking cycle I’m gonna lose my FUCKING mind

everyone is just especially horrible today

It’s been a minute since I’ve been on this account. But I guess here is where I should be ranting about how into this girl I am and it makes me very scared and giddy at the same time. Every cringey or gross or embarrassing thing she tells me about herself literally only makes me like her more.

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