I ain't gonna lie, I lost the load

i'm beavvers on stuff if you still want to keep up with an old man

(Bleeding Hearts Club)

i don’t post here a lot but i do wanna say that i rap pretty regularly now and i’m pretty good at it so fuck that lil solar avada nigga that was trying to come at my raps with his lil mush mouth ass but that’s 4 years behind the point, this girl tried to link w/ me on a dating app and it didn’t work out for the specific day and she just got really tight and was like “it’s now or never” so i was like “okay i guess never then, have a good one” and then the next day she asked what i was doing but i never responded and now she’s been at our last 2 shows (”our” being the rap group i’m with, bleeding hearts club, check it out maybe) and the mature thing to do would be to leave it alone, which i’ve been doing but if she come to 1 more i gotta air it out it’s only right, also i have this thing with girls where i just focus on 1 really really intently and i’ve gone from being complete strangers w/ this girl to....i could even say....friends? with her and another thing w/ me & girls i’m very attracted to having absolutely nothing in common w/ girls and guess what? your boy is sprung i tell you what boy howdy i’m really just typing all this because i’m not at the point where i’m ready to just say fuck it and toss the shot out there but give it time your boy will be back on his bullshit eventually. I also also feel like i’m not supposed to work a regular job and really just want to entertain people in some way shape or form so fingers crossed on that too, okay thank you for reading hope you’re doing well c:

(Brian Beavers)