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Im not sure if i wanna be in this fandom anymore it was nice being active and interacting with ppl here because im usually just a bystander with my little account screaming over things by myself but i feel like there’s nothing here for me anymore,, and i’ve lost my motivation to draw so this acc is basically dead :/ Love the friends i’ve made tho you lot made me feel so happy to be here! One of the things that almost made me reconsider from leaving is that i’m gonna lose all the connection i have with the friends ive made in here :( but i dont have any energy to feel happy here anymore and also with the artblock and stuff so.. I don’t think i’m going to deactivate but please feel free to unfollow :) also i’m more into anime/manga these days (have been for years but i just made a new account) so if we share the same interest or you still wanna be mutuals please let me know and lets be friends there!!!💗

tour is almost two weeks away and i can't help but tear up at the fact that louis and louies have created such a beautiful and comforting space at his shows that during live performances of walls and defenceless, the lyrics "i looked you in the eyes, saw that i was lost, for every question why you were my because" and "i hope im not asking too much just wanna be loved by you" have garnered a totally different meaning, these verses by a lyrical pov are really heartbreaking bc he loved so much he lost himself only to be left alone and not receiving the love he deserved to the point he had to beg for it, but now during the live performances you can see the absolute joy and happiness on louis' face when crowd sings these lyrics to him. these two are two of many such wholesome moments during live shows that i can't wait to witness once the tour starts, eagerly waiting to see louis being the happiest on stage doing what he loves the most <3

he lived with a man for a good decade so

my physics teacher in highschool and college physics prof both talked about how he had a forbidden love w his pal fatio lmao

wow physics and calculus are gay pass it on