lestat calling nicki his “bipolar boyfriend” breaks my heart because what do you MEAN nicki died before he had a name for what he was feeling and why he was feeling it, let alone any treatment for it?? what do you MEAN lestat learned the term as it came about in the 20th century and recognized it in the memories of his dead first love????????? what do you MEANNNN

For the people that are so shocked that Hit the Lights was originally written as a Nicki song, the show did the EXACT SAME THING with Why Do I Have to Feel? The CONTEXT was Lestat singing it to LOUIS. But then the very next episode Daniel says that it is for NICKI. So why wouldn't people think the same thing with Hit the Lights, when the lyrics so obviously fit Nicki and NOT Gabriella. (and if you really think they fit Gabriella... well, it is in those moments I am reminded that Americans are lucky to read at a 5th grade level)