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30 year old getting back into writing after a decade of not doing it.
Asexual and possibly Aromantic but love fictional romance
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Lewis Pullman Characters (Rhett Abbott, Bob Floyd, Bob Reynolds, Rocco Gauthier).
Johnny Storm - specifically Joseph Quinn
Marvel Characters (Kurt Wagner/Nightcrawler, John Allerdyce/Pyro, Pietro Maximoff/Quicksilver, Joaquin Torres/Falcon, Matt Murdoch/Daredevil)
DC Characters (Clark Kent/Superman, Jimmy Olsen (2025), Red Hood/Jason Todd,
One Piece (Says current as if it hasn't consumed my brain since 2005).
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Summary: After teasing and disobeying Bob, you get your well deserved punishment.
Warning: Choking (yes this is the bicep choking fic), dash of size kink, lots of sex, oral (both receiving), language, mean dom Bob bc I'm a whore
"Darlin'. Behave." His voice is low, gravely in your ear. His fingers gently squeeze the flesh on your hip. To others, it looks nothing out of the ordinary. Just Bob, whispering sweet nothings to his partner.
If only they knew.
You let out a confused hum, tilting your head up to face his. The smile on your face is innocent, unassuming. The same smile that Jake swears was the key to him figuring out that you were married to Bob, stating that y'all looked like 'you just stepped out of a movie musical from the fifties'.
You didn't wear long dresses and skirts because you felt a kinship to a particular decade.
Rather, the extra fabric made it easier to cover yourself while Bob fucked you in his truck.Â
Which is exactly what you wanted to be doing right now instead of watching Jake and Bradley argue over a round of pool.
Usually wrapping his arms around your waist and pressing your back into his chest did the trick. Apparently watching two grown men argue was too distracting.
So you began to move your hips, subtly grinding your ass against his crotch. Bob simply squeezed the flesh of your hips, sending a subtle reminder back.
That just wouldn't do.
God, you had been aching for him all day. And yes, it was a bit greedy to still want him after he gave up arriving on time tonight in order to eat you out. Truly, you had hoped the act would be enough until you two returned home.Â
But he just looked so good in his white T Shirt. Bob was always handsome, but you loved it when he dressed casually. The soft fabric of his shirt hugged his muscles that he didn't show very often. It seemed that people often forget that Bob had to stay physically fit for his job, that he also had to do two hundred push ups.
You never forgot.
"Just a little bit longer, then we'll go home. Kay?" Bob whispered before pressing a soft kiss to your cheek.
You nodded your head, despite being unsatisfied with his response. Stilling your body, it appeared that you understood his request.
Bob slung an arm around your shoulder, his hand near your breasts, but just out of reach. Your thighs clenched at the sight of his fingers, thinking about how earlier he had used them to make you come so hard your legs shook.
So your hips began their ministrations again. To onlookers, it looked as though you were simply swaying to the music playing from the old jukebox.
Bob knew the truth.
The grip he had on your hip tightened, his lips trailing from your forehead to your ear, "What did I just say?"
"I like this song," you stated, shrugging your shoulders. It was fun, seeing how far you could push him. Bob was pretty good at keeping up the facade, as if his cock wasn't growing erect underneath his jeans.
If things were up to you, his cock would be growing inside you while your back was pressed into the mattress.
Instead, you were still at the Hard Deck, Bob seemingly determined not to break.
"Y'know I'm gonna fuck you when we get home, right?" He whispered, pulling you closer to him, hoping the promise would be enough to satiate you.Â
"I know," you said with a sweet smile. No one thought anything odd of your exchange because it looked like a normal conversation you and Bob were having.Â
If only they knew.Â
Your hand trailed up from his thigh to the back of his neck. His hair was soft, curling thanks to the hat he had on. That old trucker hat that he always wore when he wasn't in uniform.Â
Bob let out a strangled grunt upon feeling you tug his hair. The sensation only lasted for a few seconds, your hand moving quickly back to his thigh.Â
He was stunned, or so he appeared.Â
His arm swiftly moved up your chest. Your eyes bulged upon feeling his bicep against your neck, restricting your airway.Â
The action was brief, his bicep gone before anyone could see anything. But the sensation, how easy it was for him to choke you, how he didn't have to move his arm that much because the muscle was so big, remained in your brain, replaying over and over again, your thighs clenching.Â
"That made you wet, didn't it?' He asked, chuckling. As if he just witnessed something amusing, rather than choking you in public.Â
"Why don't you go check?"Â
His stare burned into the back of your head. You didn't need to look, you knew his icy blue eyes were narrower, his nostrils flaring as he thought about what you just implied.Â
"You heard me," you whispered, words smug.Â
Bob's hand moved quickly. It wasn't a hard slap, but it made your eyes widened. Within seconds after slapping your face, that same hand was now gripping your chin, tilting it upwards so he could press a kiss to your lips.Â
No one noticed.Â
He had been so fast, that it looked like he was simply cupping your chin to kiss you.Â
How sweet.Â
No one noticed how his hand was trailing up your thighs, slipping under your skirt, moving towards the space in between your thighs.Â
No one noticed how his eyes widened when his hand felt your soaked folds rather than cotton.Â
âThis whole night?â Bob asked.Â
"Wanted to be ready for ya," was the only explanation you gave him.Â
It was all you needed.Â
Bob didn't let you get that far into the house. As soon as you reached the living room, your knees were on the carpet. The soft material brushed against your face as your legs were pried apart.Â
"Ya think you're so big for that fucking stunt, don't you?" His hands were rough, grabbing your hips, pushing them towards his.Â
A desperate moan fell from your lips upon feeling his clothed erection against your bare ass.Â
"Should have fucked you right then and there. But you'd like that, wouldn't you?" You couldn't help but let out a needy whine upon hearing the sound of him unzipping his jeans.
"But you'd like that too much, wouldnât ya?" His voice was sinful, low and gruff as he repeated himself, indicating he wanted a response.Â
It took some time for Bob to be this comfortable around you. He didn't want to overstep any boundaries, and quite frankly, part of him was worried you wouldn't be into it.Â
He was so wrong.Â
For as much as you liked being in charge, there were times where you didn't want to make decisions, to think through every action. You wanted to be daring, to be reckless.Â
Most of all, you wanted someone to reign you in, to call the shots.Â
It worked out well, for Bob only had so much control in his daily life. He didn't call the shots, that was ultimately up to his pilot. He couldn't control what others did up in the air.Â
But in this moment, he could control you. Could mold you to how he saw fit. He could make you cum over and over until your legs shook or edge you till tears ran down your face.Â
He had options, choices. Something he reminded himself as he felt your bare cunt grinded itself against his denim covered crotch.Â
His large hand found your ass, roughly grabbing your soft flesh, practically marveling at your curves.Â
âOnly want you Robby. Only you,â You pleaded, your voice music to Bobâs ears.Â
âGod, youâre so soft,â He murmured into your ear, his fingers finding their way to your soaked folds, âWant all of ya.â
You moaned as his fingers thrusted into you, finding that special spot with a precision and quickness that only Bob possessed.Â
The sound of his name said in broken moans filled the air, mixing with the lewd sounds of your wetness as his fingers continued his ministrations, his thumb finding your clit.Â
With anyone else, youâd be embarrassed by how desperate and loud you were. But god, his fingers were so thick and made you feel so fucking good. Bob knew your body like the back of his hand, every curve, every spot that drove you closer to the edge.Â
And youâre so close, you need just a few more thrusts, a few more rough circles drawn on your clit and you would be seeing stars when you closed your eyes.Â
But you didnât deserve that. Not after what you just pulled.Â
Which is why Bob responds to your tears and pleads when he pulls out with a harsh slap against your cunt. Pleasure laced pain courses through your body, your own fingers gripping the rug for purchase.Â
âDonât you dare. Turn around and show me how bad you want to come and maybe then Iâll think about it,â Bob ordered. His words caused your walls to clench around nothing.Â
You maneuvered your body so that you were now looking up at him. His erection was straining against his clothes, his cock impossible to ignore.Â
Quickly, your fingers found the buttons of his jeans, undoing them enough so you could easily pull down both his pants and boxers to his knees.Â
Your mouth all but salivated at the sight of his cock, now resting against his abdomen.Â
Bob had the prettiest cock you had ever seen. It was perfect, not too thick, curved ever so slightly, which allowed him to hit that spot with every thrust.Â
You moaned as your lips touched the plush tip, tongue lapping up the precum that had formed. The vibrations sent shivers down Bob's spine, a deep grunt falling from his lips, his hands gripping your shoulders.Â
He used his hands to gently guide your mouth further down his cock. Your cheeks hollowed out, trying to take in as much of him as you could.Â
"Just like that sweetheart, f-fuck." Bob could maintain his composure thousands of feet up in the air, but as soon as your pretty mouth was wrapped around his cock, all bets were off. Your mouth was heaven and he loved how eager you were to show him you were able to take so much of him now.Â
Drool began seeping down your chin as your head bobbed up and down, taking in as much as you comfortably could.Â
His call sign never stood for baby on board.Â
"Ya want me to come in your mouth? Or that pretty little pussy of yours?" His words made you want to rub your thighs together, an urge you were desperately fighting, not wanting to risk any more punishments.Â
You looked up at Bob and he wished he could take a picture. Wide eyes and your mouth wrapped around his cock. You were beautiful and all his.
And boy, did Bob Floyd fucking love it.Â
His fingers gripped your chin, guiding your head away from his cock, "I asked you a question darlin. You gonna give me an answer or do I need to teach you some manners again?"Â
"I want you to come in my pussy. Please."Â
Bob chuckled, "So polite for a dirty little girl. Turn around."Â
And that was your punishment. He'll fuck you, he'll let you come, but you couldn't see him unless he let you. You couldn't kiss Bob unless he wanted to.Â
He entered you swiftly, eliciting a near scream from you.Â
"Robby!"Â
No one had ever made you feel so good, so full before. Bob wasted no time, knowing you were prepared thanks to this afternoon.Â
"Fuck, taking my cock s-so good, angel," his voice was shaky, his breath hot on your ear. Even if you were in trouble, he couldn't help but praise you.Â
You tilted your head up, hoping he would act on pure instincts and kiss you.Â
His lips ghosted over your face, cerulean eyes nearly all but closed as he reveled in the feeling of your warm cunt clenching around his cock.Â
"S'big Robby, I-"Â
"Shhh," he pressed his lips to your forehead, "You don't have to think. Just let me use that pretty little pussy of yours."Â
He snaked an arm around your neck, tightening his grip so his bicep pressed against your throat. Now you had no choice but to look up at him.Â
Broken, choked gasps filled your living room, swirling with the sounds of Bob's hips meeting yours. All you could do was take it, his cock repeatedly brushing against the spot that made your toes curl and your back arch in pleasure.Â
Before you met Bob, you didn't think that spot even existed.Â
"You gonna make a mess all over my cock? C'mon baby, you can do it," Bob flexed his bicep, further restricting your airflow.Â
That one movement broke the dam. Your legs shook as white hot pleasure ran through your body. Bob, ever the doting husband, was quick to wrap an arm around your waist, holding you up while your orgasm took over your body.Â
"Please don't stop," you're begging and you don't care. Every thrust prolongs your pleasure. All you can focus on, all you care about is your husband and how his cock is sending you to a pleasurable bliss.Â
"S'pretty, want another one," Bob's chest was pressed against your back, his hand snaking to just above where you two connected.Â
His fingers, calloused from years of work, felt heavenly on your clit.Â
The pleasure was now rolling through you in waves. Each thrust, each swipe of your clit sent you reeling. If it weren't for the arm Bob and around your neck and collarbone, you weren't sure you'd be able to hold yourself up.Â
"C'mon baby, so fucking pretty. Know you got another one in ya. Fuck, you feel so good. C-can't believe I get ya all to myself, love you s'much," his words were beginning to slur, as if he was drunk off of you.Â
It was one of your favorite parts about having sex with Bob. When his words began to slur, when the only things he could intelligibly say were praises for you, the only thing he could focus on was you.Â
Between Bob's praises and the circles his thumb was drawing on your clit, your eyes closed as pleasure took over your body again. You were screaming something, could feel your throat strain as you spoke. But what exactly it was, you couldnât say.Â
A large hand cradled the back of your head, the other maneuvering your legs so they were wrapped around a lithe waist.
When you opened your eyes, you found yourself lying on your bed, a pair of blue eyes staring back at you.Â
"Hey darlin," Bob's voice was soft as his nose glided over your cheek, "Wanna keep going?"Â
You weakly nodded, your hands reaching up to his hair.Â
"Use your words darlin," Bob reminded, fucking his head down to press gentle kisses and nips across your neck.Â
"Want," you whined, causing Bob to sink his teeth into your collarbone, "Want you to come inside me Robby! Please!"Â
A low, guttural groan came from your husband, "Fuck, how did I get so lucky?"Â
His mouth trailed down your body, leaving kisses all over. Your fingers flew to his shoulders when you felt his nose brush against your clit.Â
"Robby, you said-"Â
"I know," his breath was hot on your most intimate part, "But I just gotta taste ya first, okay?"Â
Bob couldn't help it and you knew it too. Yes, he got to taste you earlier. He knew it was bad to be greedy, but your cunt was an exception.Â
So he didn't feel bad when his tongue found your soaked folds, lapping up your arousal. It drove Bob wild, getting to taste you. He had to fight the urge to grind his hips against the comforter, wanting to come inside you.Â
Your fingers were threading themselves in his sun kissed hair, needing something to hold onto as he groaned against your cunt.Â
"S'good," Bob moaned, sending vibrations all along your body. Wanting to keep you ready for him, he thrusted a finger inside you.Â
"Robby!"Â
Bob simply smirked, knowing your walls could feel the cool, smooth metal of his wedding band. He continues making languid thrusts against that spongy spot, the one that he knows drives you wild, makes your legs shake.Â
Besides, you were still being punished. You wanted to come so badly tonight, so Bob was going to make you come.
Over and over again.Â
Your back arched as his tongue continued to lap at your clit, sensitivity surging through you.Â
While your release came in a smaller wave this round, it was still intense. Your fingers gripped the soft strands of Bob's hair, hips jerking upwards in a shameless attempt to get more of Bob's mouth.Â
"What's wrong? Thought ya wanted my cock darlin," Bob smirked when he pulled away.Â
It was impressive how after five years he could still take you by surprise. You open your eyes, his words making you want to sit up.Â
Instead, your husband's lips crashed onto yours, his large hands pushing you back down to the mattress.Â
"Asked ya a question darlin. Gonna give me an answer?"Â
Two could play the game.Â
Your fingers gripped his hair, nails brushing against his scalp as you tugged on the locks, pulling his head back.Â
"You gonna fuck me?"Â
You could only place a few love bites on his neck before you were back on your knees, face against the pillow.Â
"When did you get so bold?" The rural drawl laced his deep voice, his breath hot on your neck.Â
"Since you stopped fucking me." That was the final straw. Bob quickly lined his cock to your entrance and thrusted in without a warning, sending you practically reeling.Â
"Fuck Bob!"Â
"That's what I'm trying t'do," he snarled, his hips quickly meeting yours.Â
Any smartass comment died in your throat when Bob's bicep pressed against your neck. God, it was easy to forget how big and strong he was. He tried to hide it, tried to make himself small, make himself blend in by hunching over, by not taking up as much space.Â
Which was why you loved it when he displayed his strength. He didn't have to flex much, if at all, to have the muscle against your throat, restricting your airway.Â
"Can tell how much ya love that from the way you're clenching me so tight."Â
You could only let out a strangled hum of agreement, too busy focused on how fucking full you felt every time he bottomed out.Â
Bob knew you were getting close. He could tell by the way your breath quickened, your walls clenching around his cock, not wanting it to leave.Â
Bob was also very close. Had been for quite a while. But he was raised to be a gentleman and you deserved to come several times before he did.Â
His free hand trailed down to where you two connected. Just a little more attention to your clit and Bob would have you right where he desperately needed you.Â
All you could do was take his cock, take in the scent of eucalyptus that surrounded him, mixed with the sweat that came from his hard work.Â
"M'so close," you weakly groaned, fingers finding purchase in your comforter.Â
"I know, just a little more. You can wait for me, I know ya can. Fuck I'm so lucky, married to ya. Ya gonna take it all too, aren't ya? Fuck, I love ya so fucking much."Â
He released the grip he had on your throat, turning your head so he could capture your lips once more.Â
That was what sent you reeling. That's what made you see galaxies when you closed your eyes. The only thing you could focus on was how good he felt, fucking you, coming inside of you, filling you up with everything he had.Â
For what seemed like ages, you two were frozen in place, trying to catch your breath.Â
"Darlin, I'm gonna pull out now, 'kay?" Bob finally said, gently pressing a handkerchief to where you two were connected.Â
"Can we shower after this?" You mumbled.Â
Bob pressed a kiss to your shoulder, "Course we can."Â
Summary: Kidnapped to be a sacrifice, a demon offers you a chance to become his queen.
Content: Demon!Void x Fem!Reader, mentions of death, human sacrifice, insane cultists that worship the Void, kidnapping, a mix of comic and Thunderbolts description of Void used.Â
Technically, it's supposed to be God!Sentry today (*technically yesterday, but I had a migraine the past few days - sorry :(), but as I started writing, Void took over, and now I have swapped the stories over.Â
Word Count: 1.5k
Chanting.Â
That was all you could hear; it wasnât in English, nor did it sound like any other language you knew. It was rhythmic and deep, with multiple voices overlapping as they chanted.
Attempting to move your body, youâre met with resistance and the clinking of chains. The freezing, metal digging into your ankles and wrist. Pulling on your wrists harder, you attempted to move your hands closer to your face to remove the material covering your eyes and tied around your mouth to keep you silent. You were barely able to move your arms before they were pulling the chains taut, and the burn from the metal digging into your skin became too painful.Â
The scent of incense started to fill the room, and you could feel the heat being placed around your body - you assumed they were candles with the sound of them being placed near you. With the flickers of heat coming close to your body, you froze - you were not going to risk knocking them over and causing a fire when you couldnât see, nor could you free yourself.Â
With each line of chanting continuing and getting louder, you could feel the flames flicker and grow. Even with the flames growing, you felt goosebumps prickle across your skin and a shiver run down your spine. It wasnât fear per se, even though you were terrified at the situation, it was anticipation. Anticipation for what was coming, anticipation for whatever you were being used for, anticipation that was lingering deep in your soul and calling out for someone or something you didnât know, but your body and soul were craving this.
Suddenly, there was silence, and that was scarier than everything you had seen so far. You donât know how long the silence lasted, trying to strain your hearing to hear any movement or sound in the room, but nothing was making any noise.Â
Feeling a cold brush along the bare skin of your leg, you froze. It wasnât the touch of an object or a person; it didnât feel physical but rather like crackling energy, radiating power and possession. The energy continued to trail along your body, moving from your leg, up your stomach, between the swell of your breasts, before moving to your face. It held your cheek, and your body acted instinctively, turning your head to press into whatever it was. The entity was pleased with your reaction, if the fact, it was tracing small circles on your skin and warming from the ice cold it previously was to a soothing warm glow was anything to go by.Â
When it caught the material tied around your eyes and mouth, you heard the first sound since the chanting stopped, a deep growl that shook you to the core. From the entityâs shape on your cheek, you could feel it moving and adapting with sharp claws, tearing through the material and letting them fall off your body onto the cold slab you were laid out on. Blinking a few times, you allowed your eyes to adapt to the light coming from the candles around you. The faint glow illuminated the room you were in. From the looks of it, it appeared to be an abandoned church with boarded-up windows. Walls covered in archaic symbols in either red paint or blood - given your current predicament, you were leaning towards blood - and several cloaked figures kneeling in the centre of the room next to a giant pentagram-looking design with multiple symbols intricately drawn on it.Â
The claws continued to rub soothing motions along your cheek. Out of the corner of your eye, you noticed that four other tendrils were heading towards the chains on your wrists and ankles. With a crunching sound, the metal around your joints was shattered, shards of metal hitting the slab of concrete you were on with a thunk. The sound reverberated around the silent room, and with it, you noticed the cloaked figures flinching and looking at one another. The cool touch of the tendrils adjusted your position, so you had moved from being chained to the slab to sitting upright. At first, you had thought that it was your eyes adjusting to the lighting in the room, but as your eyes adjusted and noticed that the tendrils that were holding you and the clawed hand on your cheek did not belong to a human. The tendrils were wispy and smooth, wrapping and coiling around your body, acting as a protective barrier around your body. The hand on your cheek moved until it was under your chin and tilting your head up so you were staring at the being that it belonged to. The being was humanoid in shape, though they were covered in darkness with no clear detail outlining its body, and it had several tendrils extending from its back that were what was petting you currently.Â
âYou are unharmed?â the voice growled, deep and slightly distorted. You could feel your voice get caught in your throat as you attempted to answer before nodding in answer. If the way the tendrils were continuing to wrap around your body was anything to go by, they were pleased with your answer. Removing the hand from your chin, the being walked over to the kneeling cultists, giving off an aura of power that caused a shiver to run down your spine. Even as he moved away from you, the tendrils were attached to your body.Â
âOh Lord Void. We are your loyal subjects,â the leader of the cultists said, still kneeling near the pentagram. âWe offer you this young woman as a sacrifice to you; all we ask for is a fraction of power in return.â
You had adjusted your body so you were now sitting on the edge of what you realised was a sacrificial altar. You had tried to get off the altar, but the tendrils attached to Void had been determined to keep you in the area.Â
âIf I refuse?â, Void said, walking around the pentagram, not looking at the cultists, but the condescension in his voice was clear.Â
âThen ⊠Then we will keep the sacrifice, Iâm sure we can find plenty of use for such a pretty little thing.â The cultist ground out, obviously not planning on having the demon that they summoned not acquiesce to their demands. âThe summoning spell demands a sacrifice for power. No Power. No Sacrifice.â
âMortals and trying to fill the emptiness of your lives with the growing need for power. How pathetic.â Void mocked, raising his hand and with a lazy flick of his wrist, the cultists vanished into a wisp of shadowy smoke, as if they never existed to begin with.Â
A gasp left your lips before you could stop it, and Void turned again, now facing you clearly. Moving with long, deliberate strides, Void stood in front of you watching you carefully with something you couldnât quite place - it wasnât softness per se, but it was not threatening or mocking.Â
âMy pretty little queen,â Void broke the silence, moving his hand back to your cheek as the tendrils coiled back into his body. âSuch a beautiful offering from such pathetic creatures. Maybe I should have been more merciful to them.âÂ
âAre they dead?â you asked, finding your voice as you rubbed the raw skin on your wrist from the chains. âThe people who brought me here?â
âA queen should not concern herself with the fates of ants.â
âWill they come for me again?â you ask, reframing your question so the Void would understand why you wanted to know about their fates. You werenât concerned about what happened to them, but rather if those who had broken your sense of safety were still a threat to you.Â
A deep rumble escaped the Void, and his hand froze on your cheek. âNo harm will ever befall my queen again.â
Nodding slowly, watching the demon curiously. He was continuing to hold your cheek as he stared at you, his other hand resting on your knee, teasing the heated skin under the hem of the dress you were wearing.Â
âWhat happens now? Iâm assuming, returning to my normal life is out of the question.â
âObviously, the emptiness of this realm will no longer be your home. You will return with me, as my queen, to my domain with my subjects.âÂ
âWhy me?â
âYour soul calls to mine, my queen. Iâve yearned for millennia to feel that call.â As he speaks, the hold on you gets tighter as if the demon is trying to keep you tethered to him. If he lets you go, you will disappear forever.Â
You think about your life at the moment, with nothing working out at the moment, the struggles you face and the lack of connection with those around you. It is risky, it is insane, but part of you believes him, that his soul is calling to you and vice versa.
Allowing the pull to take control, you bring your hands up to rest on his cheeks, feeling the smooth, wispy skin before pulling him down. Pressing your lips against his, you allow the call, the pull, the connection or whatever it is to take control. The second your lips are on his, a spark burns through your body, feeling as if every nerve ending in your body is on fire. Void uses the hand on your waist to pull you closer, deepening the kiss as if he is trying to memorise your entire being through the kiss.Â
If the life you will have with the demon is anything like the kiss, you are willing to throw caution to the wind and allow this connection to drag you to his domain. If it means he will keep you by his side as his queen.
just thinking about âlike I canâ bradley on this fine Thursday evening (and every other day)
Oh my god, you and me both! (Heâs never not on my mind, letâs be honest đ) Cozy, domestic Bradley has been both the bane of my existence and the object of all my desires of late.
Delicate Sensibilities
Summary: After a long week and having spent too many days apart, Bradley gives his girlfriend quite the eyeful.
Pairing: Bradley âRoosterâ Bradshaw x Female Reader
Length: 1.5k
Bradleyâs lounging on his couch half watching the game on tv and half aimlessly scrolling on his phone waiting for you to get home.
Youâve been having to work late most days this week because of some tight deadlines with a difficult client. He feels like heâs barely seen you in the past four days.
And it didnât help that youâd slept at your place last night.
Alone. Without him.
Coyote had even accused him earlier tonight of moping and bringing down the vibe at the Hard Deck. Which he wasnât wrong and Bradley can own up to it. He was definitely guilty of sulking.
He just missed you.
Itâs all he can do to try and play it cool- the game completely forgotten- when he hears open his front door, letting yourself in with the key heâd given you.
Youâd technically had one since you first moved to San Diego. One that had been for emergencies back when the two of you were just friends. But heâd made a big show of giving you a new one a few weeks back when heâd realized that heâd wanted you to have one as his girlfriend. It was a distinction heâd felt was important to make, it wasnât a step heâd wanted to miss out on taking with you.
As heâd expected, youâd taken the opportunity to tease him about. âOh, you love me,â youâd practically sang, as he took the old one off your keychain and replaced it with the new one. But heâd seen the look in your eyes as you traced the shiny new key with your finger when you thought he wasnât looking.
Bradley hears you drop your things to the floor with a heavy thunk, he can practically feel the withering glare youâre probably giving your work tote and laptop as you kick off your shoes with a clatter one by one.
He counts your soft footsteps, knowing each one brings you that much closer to him. His torso already turned towards the entryway to see you the moment you step into frame.
And then there you are.
Your face just as familiar to him as his own. Heâs known every version of you. The girl heâd grown up with, his best friend, the woman of his dreams. Still his favorite person, then and now.
He thinks he sees your shoulders release the slightest bit when your pretty eyes meet his.
Bradley didnât realize just how parched heâd been for you until heâs drinking you in. It still knocks him in the chest sometimes, that youâre here and youâre his.
âThereâs my best girl,â he greets you, hoping to see those dimples of yours.
He can tell youâve had a long day, an even longer week. You look tired, but youâre still the most beautiful thing heâs ever seen.
âJesus, Bradley,â you groan.
He sits up straighter, alarmed. âSweet girl? Whatâs wrong?â
You heave a full bodied sigh. âI feel like Iâve been hanging on by a thread all week and then I come here and see you like this? Itâs like you want me to have a full blown Victorian Crisis.â
The melodramatic way you fling your arms out to the side would make snort under normal circumstances, if he wasnât still bouncing between confused and concerned.
Bradley looks down at the comfortable clothes heâd thrown on once he got home from being kicked out of the bar for being- as Fanboy called him- a straight up bummer. All he was wearing was his favorite pair of jogger sweatpants and a soft, worn shirt that heâs pretty sure has a hole under the armpit.
But it wasnât anything you hadnât seen before. In fact, youâd stolen this particular shirt on more than one occasion. Which now that he thinks about it is probably why heâd gravitated towards it in the first place.
âI- Huh?â
âI mean, look at how much above the ankle skin youâve got on display over there, Bradshaw.â You point a finger towards his feet, his eyes follow to where the elastic cuff of his pants is slightly pushed up on his calf. âFrankly, itâs indecent.â
Heâll never get tired of that teasing gleam in your eyes. Youâre such a menace, but he wouldnât want it any other way.
Bradley tips his head back against the couch and laughs. âShould I be worried about your delicate sensibilities, kid?â
âThat would be nice since you clearly have no consideration for my poor nerves,â you lament, bringing the back of your hand up to your forehead.
âShould I cover up then?â he asks with a smirk.
âLetâs not make any rash decisions. Weâre close enough to the seaside that I should make a full recovery. Salt air and all that jazz.â
He lifts an eyebrow and then tugs up the pant leg on the other side. âHow are your poor nerves now?â
Bradley sees you fighting to keep from giving into that grin he knows would take over your whole face if you let it. One that would be wide and bright and just for him.
âI toil all day to earn a living and to help the government fund my boyfriendâs paycheck-â Bradley snorts, amused. âAnd you tease me? In my delicate state?â
He toys with the hem of his shirt before he shucks it off and tosses it to the side. âHow about now? Does this make things better or worse?â
You purse your lips together as if youâre pondering, but he doesnât miss the appreciative way youâre looking at him.
âUnclear,â you say after a minute. âI think Iâm too far away, but also Iâm pretty sure my distance vision is officially shot.â
âCanât have you dealing with a Victorian Crisis and eye strain.â Bradley pats his thigh in invitation. âWhy donât come on over here, that way I can catch you if you have a fainting spell.â
âSuch a gentleman,â you say, finally walking towards him.
He bites back a moan at the sight of you shimmying up your skirt in front of him, just slightly higher than it needs to be for you to settle yourself on top of him.
His hands come to rest on your hips as you run your fingers through his hair. And low rumble escapes him as your nails gentle scrape against his scalp. The way heâs so gone for you, just one touch and you basically have him purring like a cat.
You lean in and nudge your nose against his.
âIâve seen too much of a computer screen and not nearly enough of you this week. And all of this, a lot,â you say, gesturing at him. âYouâre too damn handsome for your own good. Youâre easily the best thing Iâve seen all day, Bradley.â
He feels his ears get warm at your words and the affectionate way youâre gazing at him.
âThink youâll need some smelling salts if I kiss you?â Bradley asks. He cups your face in his hand, letting his thumb skim over your cheekbone.
âThereâs only one way to find out.â
âCâmere,â he murmurs.
Bradley slips his hand behind your neck and pulls you close. You lean into him easily, pliantly, easily. Like being in his lap- in his arms- is the only place you want to be.
Thereâs no sun flares or orchestral strings, none of the things in those movies you like to put on when youâre stressed or sick. But he knows he can give those ones a run for their money. If thereâs one thing he knows how to do, itâs how to kiss you.
He shows you with his mouth just how much heâs been longing for you. How much he needs you. How much he wants you.
Bradley smiles to himself when he hears that hitch in your breath, the way you do when he skims his tongue under your bottom lip. Your arms tightening around his neck as you press yourself against him until thereâs not an inch of room between the two of you.
âMissed you,â you hum against his lips. He feels his fingers flex on the soft swells of your hips.
âI missed you too, sweet girl.â
Bradley watches as the corners of your mouth curl upwards, as you twirl some of his hair around your finger. âOh, I know. Nat texted me a photo of you earlier tonight, you looked like a sad puppy sitting there in the corner by yourself.â
He groans and scrubs a hand down his face.
âBut clearly, I didnât fare much better. The slightest hint of a manly ankle bone and you almost sent me into a state of female hysteria.â
âSo, the ankle is what does it for you then, kid?â
âAmongst other things,â you allow, trailing a finger down his chest.
He catches your hand and tangles your fingers with his. âAnd how are you feeling now? Should I order those smelling salts?â
âI think Iâll manage without them,â you say. âBut you should probably kiss me again for good measureâ.
âI can do thatâ, Bradley grins.
He drops kiss after kiss on your cheeks, your nose, your forehead until youâre laughing and smiling with those dimples on full display. Just the way he likes you to be.
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Pairing: Rocco Gauthier x Veterinarian!Fem!Reader!
Summary: While working an overnight shift, a mysterious rain soaked man comes into your emergency veterinary clinic with an injured turtle in his hands asking you for help.
Warnings: 18+ Minors DNI! Smut, Fluff, Mentions of Animal Injuries, Mentions of Medical Procedures, Rocco is just a softie in this (and yâall know how much I love writing soft guys), Iâm not a veterinarian but for plot Iâm doing a few things that probably wouldnât happen in normal situations like this!
Smut Warnings: Unprotected P in V Sex (wrap it up), Oral Sex (female and male receiving), Fingering, Face Grinding, Hair Pulling, Dirty Talking, Dry Humping, Gagging, Swallowing, Spit/Drool, Use of Good Girl, Rocco talks a lot during sex âąïž, Aftercare!
Authorâs Note: Rocco (my beloved) is finally here and ahhhh, Iâm so glad. I loved Rocco in Riff Raff and Iâve been wanting to write for him for so long! Now itâs finally here :D Hope yâall enjoy <3 (P.S. The amount of times I rewatched certain scenes from Riff Raff to try and get every detail right is insane and it should be studied lol)
Word Count: 22,050
The storm was merciless. The rain didnât just fallâit came down in torrents, a solid wall of water hammering the city until everything blurred into streaks of light and shadow. Streetlamps shone like dying stars through the downpour, their glow refracted in puddles that spread wide over the sidewalk, slick as mirrors. Neon bled red and blue into the wet pavement, streaking like a giant mix of watercolors. The gutters roared like open veins, carrying cigarette buttes, oil-slick rainbows, and scraps of paper away into storm drains that gurgle with the effort of a dehydrated man.
Rocco was soaked through. Head to toe. His leather jacket clung to his white t-shirt like a second skin, heavy, dragging at his shoulders with every step. The water had long since found its way past the covering, sliding over his chest and down his spine until his shirt was stuck against his skin. His black jeans were saturated, clinging sodden around his legs, cold and stiff with weight. Every step made his boots squelch, his socks sloshing like wet sponges.
The air pressed in close and hot, thick with humid. Much to Roccoâs disgust, he could feel himself sweating beneath it all, his own heat trapped under his wet clothes, adding to his misery. Each inhale filled his lungs with heavy air that smelled of ozone, bitter gasoline, metallic tang from the rusted street signs, and that earthy mineral stink of dampened concrete.
His light brown hairâusually pushed back carelessly from his faceâwas plastered flat to his skull, strands slick against his forehead and temples. Droplets streamed from it constantly, sliding down his neck, dripping beneath his collar and crawling down the line of his back until it felt like fingers trailing there. His face was bathed in water, running into his eyes, slipping into his mouth, dripping steadily from the scruff along his jaw. It was like walking through a shower that had no end, he was soaked through and through, and was raw from the chill of it.
He cursed under his breath, every step heavier than the last. Fifteen minutesâŠThat was how long the walk shouldâve been. A quick trek back after a few drinks. He had chosen caution over convenience, leaving his car in the barâs parking lot rather than risk letting the whiskey in his blood settle in behind the wheel. It seemed like a smart idea at the time, but only two minutes into the walk, when the sky had cracked wide open and the storm started, he had regretted it bitterly, because he couldâve been home already. Dry in the comfort of his own bed.
Then he saw it.
At first, it was just a shape on the slick sidewalk ahead, blurred by reflections from the neon diner sign across the street. He mightâve walked pastâchalking it up to just some trash, a lump of something that had washed up from the gutterâif it hadnât twitched. It was a stubborn, deliberate movement, fighting against the flood that flowed towards it which ruined its progress.
Rocco stopped dead in his tracks.
The fat raindrops clung stubbornly to his lashes, each blink clearing one bead of water only for two more to fall into its place. He squinted through the veil of rain, vision sharpening just enough to catch the weak, stubborn twitch of life crawling across the sidewalk.
âWhat the hellâŠâ He muttered, voice muffled by the roar of the storm. He slogged closer, his boots sucking at the pavement with each step, water splashing high against his calves. The lump moved again, dragged backward by the current sluicing toward the gutter before stubbornly fighting forward. Rocco crouched down, his knees popping in protest, damp denim stretching tight over his thighs. His hands reached forward, fingers trembling from the cold, and when he lifted the small, solid mass into his palms, his breath caught.
A box turtle.
It wasnât tiny, not a delicate thing fit for a glass tankâthis one had weight to it. Substantial and alive. Itâs domed shell fit snugly between both his hands, larger than he expected but not unwieldy, slick with rain that slid down in thin rivulets. The turtle squirmed weakly, its small claws scratching against Roccoâs calloused skin, the scrapes dulled by the wrinkles that soaked his palms. The motions were feeble, like paddles trying to push it free from his hold, more instinct than strength.
âWhatâre you doing out here, buddy?â He asked, the tenderness of the question slipping out before he could stop it.
Then his eyes caught on it.
The crack.
A jagged fissure ran across the shell, splitting the patterned mosaic in a crooked, unnatural line. The edges were sharp, splintered like broken pottery, and rainwater streamed through it mercilessly, like it was carrying a makeshift river on its back. Blood welled faintly in the split, a dark bead that thinned to pink as the storm diluted it, slipping down over Roccoâs skin before vanishing into the deluge.
His stomach turned at the sight, jaw clenching until his molars ground together, and for a moment his breath stuck in his throat.
âAw, manâŠYour shellâŠâ He said, words rough with distress.
He stared down at the little creature in his hands, chest aching with something sharp and heavy. How long have you been crawling like this? How far have you dragged yourself through this storm, cracked open and bleeding? The thoughts hit one after the other, each one worse than the last. What happened? Car tire? Bicycle wheel? Some asshole who didnât even stop to check on what cracked beneath their feet? His chest hollowed out at the images, and anger flickered underneath, hot and protective.
He was hopingâpleading silentlyâthat the turtle wasnât in too much pain. But looking at the split, at the jagged line where its natural armour had been fractured, he knew the thought was a useless one. The wound was bad enough that even heâa man with no veterinary trainingâcould see the risk written all over it.
Rocco angled it closer, studying its face. The small head had retreated partially into the shell, as though embarrassed by its own fragility. Rainwater traced over its patterned skin, a rough mix of greenish-brown and pale yellow markings that swirled like tiny brushstrokes. Its eyesâbeady, glassy, shining black as wet pebblesâblinked once, quick and uncertain. The beak-like curve of its mouth jutted forward, stern and ancient, and for some reason that made Roccoâs throat ache. A creature this small shouldnât look so old and so dignified even when bleeding.
âI knowâŠâ He murmured, his voice catching, pushing by the lump that was forming, âI must look pretty scary to you, huh? Iâm gonna help you thoughâŠâ The turtleâs head tucked a little deeper, but not all the way inâas if it didnât quite have the strength or maybeâŠAs if it trusted him just enough. That thought hollowed Rocco out and filled him all at once, a dizzying ache that clenched at his chest.
Adjusting carefully, he slid one hand beneath its belly and pulled it against him, cradling the domed body against his chest where his t-shirt was stuck to his skin. He was mindful not to press on the crack, every movement delicate despite the way the rain hammered down like fists against him. The turtleâs claws scratched faintly at the cotton, weak but persistent.
âI got you buddyâŠâ He whispered, bending his head slightly so his dripping hair shielded the turtle from the rain. His light brown strands clung heavy and slick against his temples, as drops ran down his jawline and onto the creatureâs shell in slow, steady taps.
He pushed forward through the curtain of rain until he spotted an alcove aheadâan old convenience store, long abandoned, its shutters half-rolled and rusted with neglect. The doorway was deep enough to cut off the downpour, and Rocco ducked into it with relief, leaning his back against the cold corrugated steel.
The air inside the little space was stale, a cocktail of mold, dust, and old cardboard, but it was dry at least. He shifted the turtle in one arm and dug his other hand into the tight pocket of his jeans, tugging out his phone. The denim clung so stubbornly it felt like trying to peel away tape, and when he finally pried the device free, water splashed against its screen from the rain streaming down his face. Droplets plopped onto the glass in fat beads, distorting his reflection into a blur.
He swiped at the screen with the heel of his palm, smudging the drops, the motion clumsy, while his hand trembled with urgency. The turtle moved again, claws scraping lightly at his shirt again as if reminding him to hurry.
âYeah, yeah, hang tight, buddy. Iâm trying hereâŠâ He muttered. Quickly he unlocked his phone and opened Safari, his thumb moving in careful strokes: 24 hour emergency vets near me. The letters blurred a littleâsome from the droplets dripping from his lashes, some from the strain in his eyesâbut he forced his focus tight.
The search results spun for a heartbeat before settling into a list. Relief surged like a pulse through his veins when he found one, an emergency clinic, ten minutes on foot. He memorized the street names, the cross-intersections, running them against the mental map of the city that was etched into him from years of wandering it on foot. Then he shoved the phone back into his pocket, water squelching at the fabric, and shifted his arms again to secure the turtle.
âAlright,â He whispered, lowering his chin to glance at the faint gleam of those black little eyes that were now peeking up at him, âWeâre gonna get you some professional helpâŠThen youâll be good as newâhopefully.â He added, stepping back out into the storm. The rain battered him mercilessly, drumming on his leather jacket, soaking through to his skin, but he forced himself to ignore the heaviness that dragged at his limbs. He tightened his grip against the turtle cradled to his chest, careful not to jostle it, whispering low assurances every few blocks.
âAlmost there, buddy. Just hang in thereâŠâ
The city seemed half-asleep around him. Closed storefronts hunched under the rain, their awnings sagging with water, their neon signs flickering dimly as if even electricity couldnât be bothered to fight the storm. Bars still open gave off muffled laughter and the faint thrum of music, their doorways glowing warm with yellow light, but each time Rocco passed one he pushed faster, his boots splashing through wide puddles that swallowed the sidewalks. The turtle shifted occasionally against his shirt, and each faint scrape of its claws against the cotton reminded him to keep moving.
By the time he spotted the building, he almost thought his eyes were playing tricks. The clinic was small and squat, barely distinguishable from the row of darkened businesses beside it. The only thing that set it apart was the bright red 24 HOUR sign mounted above the entrance. It blazed like a beacon through the storm, its glow refracted into blurry halos by the curtain of water. If not for that sign, he wouldâve already been fumbling for his phone again, thinking it was closed and there was no use trying the door.
Rocco slowed as he approached, his boots dragging water into the shallow dip of the doorway. Through the rain-smeared window he could see a waiting roomâbarren, empty chairs lined against pale walls. Only one overhead light was on, far back near a desk, casting the place in an uneven half-gloom. It felt quiet, hushed, almost fragile in its stillness compared to the roar of the storm pressing against the glass. Night shiftâs gotta be slow, he thought. Maybe even lonely.
He shifted the turtle carefully in his arms and reached for the door. The handle was slick under his palm, and when he pulled it open, a tinny chime rang outâa soft, old-fashioned bell that echoed through the empty room.
The shift in atmosphere was immediate.
The air inside was cool, crisp with faint notes of disinfectant and lavender hand soap. It bit at his damp clothes, sending a shiver down his spine. Droplets fell steadily from his hair, from the hem of his jacket, from the cuffs of his jeans, pooling onto the wooden floor beneath him with quiet plops that seemed to echo in the silence. His breath came out ragged, the sound loud in the absence of other noise.
From somewhere deeper inside the clinic, a voice called out.
âIâm coming, just give me one second!â
Roccoâs head lifted, his ears almost straining toward the sound. The voice was smooth, warm, and it was carrying a calmness that cut through the nerves that wound tight in his chest. He shifted his stance, adjusting the turtle carefully, his eyes locked on the glow of that back room.
He could hear the small pattering of footsteps and the creaking of the floorboards. Then you appeared.
You stepped out into the half-light, wiping your hands with a paper towel. The sight of you almost startled himâyou looked put together in a way that contrasted sharply with his own sodden mess. A fitted navy-blue scrub top hugged your figure, the sleeves rolled neatly to your elbows, tucked into jogger scrub pants that were cinched at the waist. The laces that were tied tight emphasized the curve of your hips, the lines of your frame and a pair of freshly cleaned running shoes finished the outfit, practical but sleek.
Roccoâs mouth went dry at the sight. His eyes traced you in an instant before he caught himself, but the image stuckâthe clean professionalism, the warmth radiating off you despite the hour. He realized, distantly, that his own appearance was pitiful by comparison. His jacket clung dark and heavy to his shoulders, his white shirt transparent in patches where it plastered against his skin, revealing the outline of his chest beneath. Water dripped steadily from the ends of his soaked light-brown hair, streaming down over his jaw and neck. His jeans sagged with their own weight, cuffs dark and swollen around his bootsâif he wasnât wearing a belt there was a big chance the denim wouldâve fallen to the floor from the water that was soaked in the material. He mustâve looked like the storm had chewed him up and spit him out.
You gave him a small smile anyway, gentle, unbothered.
âSorry about that, sir,â You said, voice lilting and kind. âIâm the only one on shift and I was just doing a bit of cleaning.â
Rocco cleared his throat, a low rasp that came out rougher than he meant. He gave a small nod, trying to shake the self-consciousness prickling at him.
âItâs okayâŠI, uhââ He lifted his arms slightly, drawing your gaze down to the reptile pressed against him. âI found this little guy on the street. Heâs got a broken shell.â Your gaze softened the second it dropped to the turtle nestled against Roccoâs chest. The tough set of your mouth eased, and the warmth that touched your features hit him like a small flood. You stepped closer, your steps unhurried but certain, eyes fixed on the poor animal as though the rest of the world had slipped away.
Rocco straightened instinctively, shoulders tightening, spine pulling taut. His body betrayed himâit was a reflex he didnât control, it was as if some part of him wanted to look steadier, taller, and worthier beneath your attention. And when you drew near enough that the stormâs chill couldnât mask your presence, he felt itâthe faint heat radiating from your skin, a glow against the cool air-conditioning that bit into his wet clothes.
Then there was the scent. At first he thought he was imagining it because it was so light it almost slipped past him beneath the smell of soaked leather and rain clinging to his own body. But it was there: soft, delicate, and sweet. A milky warmth, like marshmallows roasted too long over an open fire, browned at the edges, then melted into silk. The fragrance wound into his chest, clung to his lung, and settled there. Even though it was barely there, it was unforgettable.
You clicked your tongue softly, the sound gentle but weighted with sympathy.
âAw, manâŠPoor little guy. Let me have a look.â Rocco carefully adjusted the turtle in his palms, lifting it toward you. The reptile squirmed faintly, its claws brushing weakly against his shirt, before his hands shifted the fragile body into yours. For a fleeting moment, his cold, rough fingers brushed your warm ones. The contrast startled himâthe softness of your touch, impossibly smooth, like cashmere warmed against skin, against the battered callouses and raw chill of his own.
The turtle looked bigger in your hands, its domed shell stark in contrast to the curve of your fingers. You tilted it gently, turning it so the light could spill across the jagged crack in its shell. Your brows furrowed, lips pressing together as your eyes studied the damage.
âHeâs definitely banged up,â You said, keeping your voice steady, âBut itâs nothing that canât be fixed.â The words washed over Rocco with a relief that was so sudden his knees felt weak, as a small tremor rippled up his frame. He crossed his arm, hugging himself against the sharp bite of the cool air on his rain-slick shirt.
âIs he gonna be alright?â He asked. You lifted your eyes to him, and the smile that tugged at your mouth was small but potent, almost devastating in its simplicity. Sweet. Kind. It cut straight through the storm still clinging to him. He felt warmth bloom in his stomach like an ember catching flame.
âOh yeah,â You assured, âHeâll be just fine. Luckily you brought him in, though. Iâve seen plenty of people take these little guys home and try to tape their shells up, only for them to get infections and pass away,â You shook your head, âGlad you made the right decision.â Roccoâs throat bobbed as he lifted one hand, dragging damp fingers across the back of his neck. Droplets of rain slid down between his knuckles, dripping into the collar of his shirt. His eyes flicked down to the turtle in your hands.
âI couldnât trust myself doing something like that anywayâŠIâd rather a professional help him, yâknow?â You let out a small laugh.
âWell, you definitely came to the right place.â You said, stepping back and turning slightly, keeping the turtle steady in your hands, âYou can follow me if youâd like. Iâll get you a towel so you can dry offâŠI think we even have a pair of scrubs you can change into. Better than freezing your butt off in those clothes.â
A thunderous rumble rolled overhead, rattling the quiet clinic, vibrating faintly through the floorboards. The storm pressed its weight against the windows, trying to claw its way in. Rocco gave it a moment to pass, shoulders tense, before murmuring, âThat sounds great. Thank you.â
He followed as you led the way, trailing a step behind. He gave you enough space so that he wasnât crowding you, but he stayed close enough so that he could watch the subtle sway of your hips in the low light. It was indulgentâselfish evenâbut he couldnât help himself. Something about the contrast between your composure and his drenched disarray made him feel unmoored.
The hall narrowed, dim shadows spilling across the floor until you triggered the motion sensor of the next room. Amber light flickered on overhead, softening the edges of the sterile space.
Rocco blinked, his eyes adjusting. The procedure room was crisp and clean, the air laced with the sharp bite of disinfectant and faint traces of latex gloves. A steel table dominated the center, gleaming faintly. Chairs lined the walls, waiting in silence, and the cabinets stood tall, their opaque glass fronts hiding the array of medical tools inside. The hum of fluorescent bulbs buzzed faintly overhead, a backdrop to the soft mews of cats somewhere deeper in the clinic.
You set a plastic box on the table and unfolded a small towel inside, then gently lowered the turtle in. Its claws tapped faintly against the sides of the plastic, scratching with each hesitant shift as though it were pacing in its own miniature way.
âJust going to leave him here for a moment while I grab you the scrubs and towel,â You said, glancing at him once more. The amber light struck his face as he looked at you, highlighting the shock of blue in his eyes. Clear, steady, shimmering even in exhaustion. For a second, your breath stalledâhis gaze holding yours for one beat too long before you turned quickly, and slipped past him.
Rocco swallowed hard, the taste of rain thick in his throat. His eyes dropped back to the turtle, leaning over the table to watch its small body shift. Each tiny patter of its claws against the box was quiet but insistent, the sound threading into the silence.
Meanwhile, you padded down the hall, opening a storage closet with a quiet creak. The air inside was cooler, dry, carrying the faint must of cardboard and fabric softener. Rows of supplies lined the shelves in neat stacks, and you scanned them until your gaze landed on a pile of pale green scrubs, stacked fresh from the laundry.
You sifted through them, fingers brushing the clean cotton, until you found the largest setâan extra-large. It wasnât ideal, but it was better to grab something loose than clingy. You hoped he wouldnât take it as anything but practicality. Then you reached for towels, thick and still faintly warm from the dryer earlier in the evening. You pressed two to your chest, their softness radiating a muted heat against your forearms, a small luxury against the chill of the air.
When you returned, you found the man where you had left him: bent over the table, shoulders sloped forward, the lines of his frame haloed by the amber light overhead. The turtle shifted restlessly in its plastic bin, claws ticking like a soft metronome against the sides, the sound faint but insistent in the hush of the clinic.
You tapped lightly on the doorframe, the sound sharp in the sterile quiet, and his head turned. Those blue eyes snapped to you, quick, alert, before softening.
âYou can use the room across the hall to change and dry off,â you said, holding the folded bundle of pale-green scrubs and towels out in front of you. âOnce youâre done, I can throw your clothes in the dryer so theyâll be good as new.â For a moment he just looked at you, as if weighing the simple kindness of the offer. Then, slowly, a small smile tugged at his mouthâtentative, shy in its way, but it struck like sunlight breaking through stormclouds. He pushed himself away from the table and stepped toward you, his boots squeaking faintly against the floor. When he reached out to take the bundle, the brush of his fingers against yours was warm now, stripped of the clammy chill from before.
âItâs really appreciated,â He murmured, his voice still carrying that rasp the storm had left behind. He gestured down at himself, at the sodden denim clinging heavy to his legs, the translucent shirt plastered to his chest. âCanât tell you how good itâs gonna feel to get out of theseâŠâ You gave him a little smile, tilting your head.
âYeah, I could imagine that it doesn't feel too comfortable.â A low, humorless chuckle escaped him. He shook his head, droplets flicking loose from the ends of his light brown hair.
âFar from it.â He moved past you then, shoulders brushing the air where your warmth lingered, and disappeared into the room across the hall. The overhead light flicked on at his entry, bright and sterile, before the door shut behind him.
You let out a quiet breath you hadnât realized you were holding, turning back toward the table. The turtle dragged one claw against the towel youâd set in the bottom of the box, the faint rasp oddly grounding. You reached for a fresh pair of gloves, the latex snapping lightly against your wrists, and crossed to the cabinet, grabbing a vial of pain medication that was cool when you picked it up, and clinked softly against the tray you set it on. You unwrapped a sterile syringe, slid the needle through the stopper, and pulled back the plunger with slow precision. The liquid climbed the barrel, pale and clear, and you recapped the needle with practiced care, setting it aside. You wouldnât begin without him. Not when his protectiveness was written in the way he carried the little creature through a storm.
Peeling the gloves off, you dropped them into the bin with a muted snap. At the sink, the water hissed cold across your fingers, the lavender soap foaming pale and sharp, clinging to your skin even after you rinsed. You dried your hands slowly, listening to the storm grumble faintly outside, the building creaking beneath its weight.
Then there was a knock on the doorframe again, low but sure.
He was back.
Rocco stepped into the room, his soaked clothes bundled in one hand, the other clutching a towel loose around his shoulders. The scrubs hung a bit baggy over his torso, but they framed his body in ways that drew the eye regardless: the short sleeves left his forearms bare, lean muscle taut beneath clammy skin, veins raised faintly along their length. The damp light-brown strands of his hair were towel-tousled now, no longer dripping but curling slightly as they dried, framing his face with a rugged softness.
âHere, Iâll take those,â You said, stepping forward with your hands outstretched.
He handed you the bundle without hesitation, and as he did, something subtle drifted between youâclean and sharp, sage and citrus, warmed faintly by the storm still clinging to his skin. It was masculine, but soft at the edges, the kind of scent that could linger on a pillow, that could belong to anyone and still feel intimate. It curled in your nose, slipped into your chest, and you found yourself holding your breath for a beat longer than necessary.
âIâll be right back,â You informed, quickly shifting past him before you betrayed yourself in your stillness, making your way to the laundry nook, where you fed his clothes into the dryer, and turned the dial to quick dry, pressing the button soon after. The machine roared to life with a groan, shaking faintly on its hinges as heat began to build inside. A wave of fabric-softener sweetness seeped into the air, warm and clean, cutting through the faint antiseptic tang of the clinic.
When you slipped back into the procedure room he was already standing by the plastic bin again, leaning over the turtle, and you could see his face softening as he watched.
âI didnât catch your name, by the way,â You said gently. He startled slightly, head jerking up as though he hadnât heard you return. His cheeks flushed faintly, pale skin warming just enough to betray him.
âItâs Rocco,â He replied after a beat, voice low, his eyes holding yours, âHow about you?â
âY/N.â Your lips curved softly around the syllables, before turning back toward the cabinets, the hinges groaning faintly as you swung them open. Inside, the shelves were lined in meticulous rowsâboxes of gauze stacked like bricks, labeled bottles of disinfectant, sterile packs of cotton swabs sealed in their paper wrappers. The air that drifted out was cool and faintly metallic, edged with the lingering tang of antiseptic and faint starch from laundered linens.
You plucked a few pairs of gloves from a box, their powdery latex snapping cool against your fingertips as you tucked them under your arm. Next came the small vial of veterinary-grade super glueâits sharp, acrid scent pricking at your nose even through the sealed cap. You gathered reinforcement gauze packets, their sterile paper crinkling faintly in your grip, and slid a pair of surgical scissors from their slot, their steel tips catching the amber light overhead with a fleeting gleam. Finally, you reached for a bottle of disinfectant and a handful of cotton swabs, the weight of all the items stacking until your arms were full.
Turning back, you carried everything carefully to the table, your shoes whispering against the linoleum as you moved. You placed the tools down one by one in an orderly row beside the turtleâs container, the clinks and soft rustles almost ceremonial in the hush of the room. The turtle shifted faintly at the sound, claws scraping at the towel like a soft protest.
From across the steel table, Roccoâs voice rumbled low, almost absentminded, as though the words slipped from him without thought.
âYou have a very nice nameâŠâ The comment caught you off guard. You paused mid-motion, eyes flicking up to his. His gaze wasnât teasingâit was steady, softened, and achingly earnest. A warmth bloomed in your chest, quick and unexpected, and you found yourself smiling before you could stop it.
âThank you,â You murmured, the simple reply carrying more weight than it should.
You tugged on a fresh pair of gloves, the latex hugging your fingers snugly with a faint snap. The faint powder dusted your skin, cool beneath the stretch. From the tray, you lifted the syringe youâd prepared earlier, its needle still capped. With practiced ease, you uncapped it, the tiny hiss of air against steel slicing the silence.
âAlright, buddy,â You said softly, reaching into the container to cradle the turtle in one hand. His shell felt slick under the latex, heavier than you remembered, his claws feebly brushing against your palm as if objecting to the sudden lift. You turned him gently, angling his body so that the base of his tail was exposed. âItâs gonna be a little poke, but then you wonât feel anything while I work.â The needle slipped in with a swift precision, the smallest prick of resistance giving way beneath the pressure. The turtle hissedâa thin, strained sound, more exhale than voice. You hummed, rocking him faintly in your palm like you would comfort a child.
âI know, budâŠIâm sorry. But now you wonât be in any painâŠâ You withdrew the needle, recapped it with a firm click, and dropped it into the sharps container with a muted thunk. The sound echoed strangely final in the quiet. Carefully, you set the turtle back down onto the folded towel, adjusting him so he could rest with minimal strain. His movements were already growing languid, the medication working its way through his small body, pulling him toward a soft, merciful haze.
Across the table, Roccoâs voice cut in again, tinged with amusement though his eyes were gentler than his tone.
âYou always talk to the animals?â You smirked faintly, stripping your gloves off with a snap and tossing them into the bin before pulling on a fresh pair.
âWell, itâs just good bedside manner,â You quipped, tone light, though the truth sat beneath it. âBesides, if thereâs someone else in the room, I get to pretend Iâm not talking to an animal who doesnât understand a single word Iâm saying.â A low chuckle rumbled from his chest, warm enough to ripple across the sterile air between you. He dragged his fingers across the scruff at his jaw, nails rasping faintly against the coarse stubble.
âSoâŠâ You began, your voice quieter now, your eyes flicking up briefly to meet his through the fan of your lashes, âWhat were you doing walking around in a rainstorm?â Rocco leaned heavier into the edge of the table, the towel around his shoulders shifting as he crossed his arms. The fabric of the scrubs pulled faintly over the line of his chest, his damp hair curling loose at the ends where it brushed against his forehead. His eyes stayed on you, though, watching as your hands moved with care over the setup.
âWell,â He started, his voice rough but steady, âI went to a bar, had a few drinks. Didnât really think it was a good idea to drive home, so I decided to walk. Then it started raining.â He shrugged, the motion slow, deliberate, like the weight of it pressed into his shoulders. âSo I didnât get caught out there by choice, if thatâs what youâre thinking.â You hummed softly in reply, nodding as you lined another strip of gauze across the tray. The scissors clicked quietly, the sound delicate in the hush.
âI seeâŠThatâs very mindful of you.â You commented.
He rolled one broad shoulder, dismissive in the gesture though his tone carried something steadier. âI know my limits.â You felt his eyes still on you, the weight of his gaze like a tangible warmth against your skin. You didnât glance up this time, instead letting your words fall gently between you as you worked.
âThatâs always a good thing,â You said, your voice even, but faintly touched by approval. Rocco didnât want the silence to reclaim the room, didnât want the storm outside to be the only voice filling the air. His gaze lingered on the neat arrangement of tools on the tray before flicking back to you.
âDo you always work the overnight shift here?â His tone was curious, softer than before, as though he was looking for any excuse to keep you talking. You turned slightly, reaching for a shallow stainless-steel container. It was cool beneath your gloves, the metal catching a faint reflection of the amber light above.
âNo, no,â You replied, shaking your head gently as you uncapped the disinfectant and angled it to the side. The liquid poured in a smooth ribbon, glugging faintly as it filled the dish. A sharp, sterile tang cut through the softer background of lavender soap and fabric softener that still clung faintly in the air. âIâm usually the morning shift. Had to cover for someone tonightâfamily emergency.â You capped the bottle with a firm twist before setting it aside, turning back to him. Rocco hummed low, the sound rolling out of his chest like distant thunder, grounding in the quiet.
âIs this your first patient of the night?â You looked up at him through your lashes, and a small laugh slipped past before you could help it. The sound was warm, light, and it loosened something tight in his chest.
âWell, we do have some animals in the back that are staying overnightâcats, a couple of rabbitsâthat I need to check on every so often. But apart from thatâŠâ You tilted your head toward the little reptile resting in his makeshift enclosure. âYeah, this little guy is my first official patient.â The corners of Roccoâs mouth curved into a faint smirk, his blue eyes catching the light as though amused by some private thought.
âGlad I could do you the honors of being the first of the night then.â You tried to tamp down the answering tug at your lips, but it was uselessâthe smile came anyway, small and wry.
âHopefully this doesnât trigger more turtle-related emergencies,â You murmured. Roccoâs laugh came low and unhurried, a sound that wrapped around the sterile space and made it feel less clinical.
âI donât think thereâll be more stray reptiles roaming the streets this late at night,â He said, shaking his head as though the image amused him. Droplets clung stubbornly to the ends of his damp strands of hair, catching faint glimmers from the overhead light. âI think youâll be okay.â You gave a small shrug, dipping the end of a cotton swab into the disinfectant. The tip darkened instantly, glistening wet.
âYou never know. Where thereâs one, thereâs probably more.â
âThatâs true,â He admitted with a faint hum, his gaze still resting heavy on you. There was weight in itânot uncomfortable, but noticeable, like he couldnât quite look away. âIs it often that you get a turtle with a broken shell coming in here?â You shook your head slowly as you lowered the swab, your hands steady and practiced.
âIâve gotten a few here and there over the years,â You said, voice even, though your brows pinched faintly at the sight of the blood welling again in the crack. âBut itâs definitely a rare sight.â Rocco pressed his tongue to the inside of his cheek, the gesture tugging at the muscle along his jaw.
âGuess I got lucky finding this little dude then.â He smirked again, not as sharp this time, more relaxed. âI can be one of your memorable visitors.â Your stomach dipped unexpectedly at the smoothness of his tone, the natural way the words rolled off him like he wasnât even trying. You bit the inside of your cheek lightly, forcing your focus back on the turtle.
âShould take your picture,â You murmured, half under your breath but audible in the hush of the room. âPut it up on the wall of fame. You could be the first one on there.â Rocco chuckled, the sound low and rough, catching somewhere between amusement and disbelief. It broke over you like warmth cutting through the stormâs chill still pressing against the walls.
âI wouldnât be opposed to that,â He replied, voice carrying that same quiet rasp, softened by something you couldnât quite name. You leaned closer to the table, gloved hands steady as you guided the soaked cotton swab across the jagged fissure. The turtle flinched faintly at the touch, claws scraping weakly against the folded towel, but the pain medication dulled his reaction to little more than a twitch. The diluted blood smeared in thin ribbons, dark red seeping into the gauze before fading into pale pink streaks as you blotted again and again, until the wound was clean enough that the sharp edges of broken keratin gleamed under the light.
Rocco hovered across from you, leaning his weight into the table with forearms braced against the cold steel edge. He didnât look awayânot once. His blue eyes tracked every motion, from the way you pinched the swab with careful fingers to the soft circles you dabbed across the shell. He breathed heavier than the moment called for, his chest rising and falling beneath the borrowed scrubs.
âSo what happens now?â He asked, voice low.
âNow,â you murmured, setting the spent swab aside with a faint snap against the tray, âWe make sure his shell holds together long enough to heal.â You lifted the small tube of veterinary-grade super glue, the acrid scent spiking the air between you instantly, sharp enough to sting your nose. A thin needle tip gleamed as you angled it toward the crack.
Rocco straightened unconsciously, his damp hair brushing forward as though pulled by some invisible tether. His eyes followed the tiny bead of glue as it welled at the tip and dropped onto the fissure in a perfect, glassy dome. You worked slowly, deliberately, letting the adhesive bead in small globs, filling the fracture without drowning it.
âThink of it like patching pottery,â You explained softly, your voice filling the silence as much for him as for yourself. âThe shell will knit over time, but this keeps everything stable so he doesnât risk further damage while it heals.â Rocco hummed, the sound rough and thoughtful, like distant thunder pressed tight against his chest.
âHow long does it usually take?â
âMonths sometimesâ You admitted, angling the turtle carefully to let gravity spread the glue along the fissure. âSometimes longer, depending on their health. Heâll need the reinforcement for now though.â You set the vial aside and reached for the gauze strips youâd cut earlier. You pressed one across the shell, aligning it carefully over the glossy line of adhesive, then smoothed it down with the flat press of your gloved fingers. The fabric clung almost instantly, the glue seeping into its fibers and hardening against the fracture. Rocco shifted closer, his forearm brushing the table as he leaned in, the faint scent of sage and citrus clinging to himâcleaner now that the storm had begun to dry on his skin.
âSo youâre basicallyâŠBandaging a rock,â He said, the smirk audible even if his mouth barely curved. You huffed a laugh, pressing down another strip.
âA living rock, yes. One with a stubborn streak, judging by how much heâs wiggling about here.â You commented.
âGuess Iâve got a soft spot for stubborn fighters.â His words were aimed at the turtle, but his gaze flicked to you, sharp and fleeting, before returning to the shell. You kept your hands steady, though your chest tightened faintly at the weight of it.
âIf he keeps that streak, heâll heal up just fine.â You informed.
As you layered another strip of gauze, Roccoâs voice dropped quieter, almost hesitant. âWould I be able toâŠTake him home with me and care for him while he heals?â The question made you pause, your gloved hand hovering over the turtleâs shell. You lifted your gaze to him, brows pinching faintly.
âThat would be a bit of a feat,â you said honestly, though your tone was gentler than the words. âHeâll need spaceâsomething larger than that plastic bin. And a heat lamp, at the very least. Youâd need to be diligent with his care.â Roccoâs mouth quirked, more determined than daunted.
âIâve got space. More than enough, actually. If all it takes is a lamp, attention and some room, I can do that.â His blue eyes locked on yours, steady and unblinking, as if daring you to question his resolve. You studied him for a long beat, then nodded, smoothing the final strip of gauze into place
âAlright then. If youâre serious, itâs doable, I could grab you some brochures and stuff for caring for reptiles and such after this. Heâll have a better chance if heâs somewhere stable anywaysâŠâ Rocco leaned back slightly, exhaling through his nose. Relief cut through his posture, loosening the line of his shoulders.
âPerfectâŠThen itâs settled.â His voice carried a finality, a quiet claim that made something stir low in your stomach. You peeled your gloves off, the snap echoing in the sterile hush. As you reached for a fresh pair to tidy the tools, Roccoâs voice came again, smoother this time, carrying a thread of something more deliberate.
âWould you mind giving me your number? Just in case Iâve got questions about his care.â Your hands hesitated mid-motion. The implication hung in the space between youâpractical on the surface, but colored by a weight that had nothing to do with reptiles. His gaze held yours when you looked up, steady and unflinching, and the faintest ghost of a smile tugged at his mouth. You could feel your pulse catch in your throat, and you coughed it out of your way.
âOf course,â You said, the words softer than you intended. You tugged one glove free, reached for a notepad tucked against the back wall, and scribbled your number down in quick, looping ink. When you tore the slip free and held it out to him, your fingertips brushed his as he took itâwarmth against warmth this time. His thumb smoothed over the corner of the paper, as though memorizing the texture, before he slipped it into the pocket of the scrubs. His eyes stayed on you a moment longer than necessary, blue burning steady in the amber light.
âThanks,â he murmured, the rasp of his voice carrying something unspoken with it.
You only nodded, turning back to the turtle, though your heart thudded heavier than it should have for such a simple exchange.
âââââââ
The weeks that followed slipped by in a rhythm you hadnât realized you were craving until you were in the middle of it. What began as a simple exchange of numbers quickly grew into something that rooted itself into your daily life.
Every morning, without fail, your phone buzzed with a message from Rocco. At first, it was strictly updates about the turtle: a blurry photo of him nestled beneath the glow of his new heat lamp, the faint shimmer of glue and gauze visible along his shell. Can you tell if heâs healing right? His words were plain, cautious, carrying the weight of someone who didnât want to get it wrong. You always answered, sometimes circling his pictures with digital ink, sending back reassurance: Looks good. The edges are knitting the way they should. Keep the lamp at this height.
The photos kept coming. And slowly, the captions grew less clinical, more personal. A snapshot of the turtle with his head poking out curiously from his shell, claws pressed against his makeshift terrarium. Caught him trying to make a break for it. Think heâs definitely getting better. Another imageâthe turtle sprawled lazily in the warmth of the lamp, his eyes closed captioned with: Canât blame him. Wish I could nap like that.
You smiled every time, sometimes letting out a small laugh. The conversations branched out to a bunch of different topics; music, movies, hobbies, work. Sometimes, the messages came late at night. Heâd send a grainy photo of the turtleâs shell under lamplight, then linger after your reassurance, spinning into casual questions: Whatâs the weirdest patient youâve treated? Was it busy today? You could tell through the messages that his tone was always soft and curious, never really pushing too far, but the undercurrent was thereâlike a thread stretched taut between you, waiting to be pulled.
By the third week, the texts had evolved into calls. The first time, youâd been caught off guard, your phone buzzing against your thigh while you washed dishes. His name flashing on the screen with a tiny turtle emoji you had added beside it. Youâd answered hesitantly, but the moment you heard his voice, the hesitation evaporated.
Rocco sounded different over the phone. Lower, smoother, like the rasp had settled into something intimate just for you. You could hear the soft rustle of him moving on the other end, the distant hum of city noise muted through his window. He asked questions that came easy, and you answered without overthinking, surprised at how natural it felt to tell him about your day, your patients, your odd habits of double washing your dishes before using the dishwasher. He told you about what he did with his days, looking after his newfound pet, and keeping tabs on him throughout the day as he worked.
You talked for two hours that night. Three the next time. By the fourth call, it was closer to dawn than midnight when you finally forced yourself to hang up, your cheeks aching from smiling, your body buzzing as though youâd downed three cups of coffee.
There was banter, too. Flirty, but subtleâlike a game he was careful not to ruin by pushing too far. Heâd make offhand comments that lingered. Didnât realize vets had such nice voices. You sound like youâre smiling when you talk to me. Or, you should switch to treating people instead, because I would fake a few injuries just to get checked-up on by you. Youâd roll your eyes at your phone, but your chest would bloom warm all the same, heat settling under your skin.
By the sixth week, it had become a fixture of your dayâthe anticipation of his name lighting your screen, the quiet pull of his voice in your ear. That was when the question came.
It was late, and you were curled on your couch, blanket tangled at your waist, the faint smell of chamomile tea steeping from a mug gone cold on the table. Roccoâs voice crackled softly through your speaker, the turtle rustling faintly in the background of his line. Youâd gotten up from your seat and started talking about weekend plans, about how busy the clinic was with an influx of springtime strays. There was a pause, a comfortable silenceâthen his voice shifted, lighter, tinged with a smile you could hear.
âSoâŠDo you ever do house calls?â
You blinked, laughter slipping out before you could stop it.
âHouse calls?â You questioned, stopping midstep. You had been pacing your apartment, knowing that it was the only thing you could do as you were talking to him just to keep your heart rate down.
âYeah,â He confirmed, amusement weaving through his tone, âYou knowâŠIn case the patient canât make the tripâŠStrictly professional, of course.â You leaned your head back, looking up at your stuccoed ceiling, biting your lip, feeling your pulse kicking higher in pace. For a second you debated playing it safe, but then you remembered how long it had been since you had seen him, and how you felt in his presence. If you werenât at work that night and he was trying to pick you up at a bar you wouldâve gone home with him so truly what would the difference be if you decided to take your chances now.
ââŠWellâŠI only do house calls if thereâs some dinner involved in the visit,â You commented, tone airy but laced with something suggestive beneath. The silence that followed was short but electric, heavy with what might come next. Then his laugh broke it, low and rough and certain.
âI can arrange that for sureâŠHow about this Friday?â The speakerâs tiny mesh rattled faintly with the depth of his voice, as though it wasnât quite built to carry a sound like that. Each word vibrated through the quiet of your apartment, so low it felt like it brushed your bones, buzzing faintly against your palm where your phone rested.
âYeah, sounds good to me,â You said at last, your voice warmer than you meant it to be, betraying the grin pulling at your mouth. âShould I bring anything?â There was the faintest shift on his endâthe creak of old springs, the sigh of fabric. You imagined him sinking deeper into his couch, one arm sprawled over the backrest, phone balanced in his palm. His answer came after a heartbeat, the hum before it low enough to roll through you.
âMaybe your favorite wineâŠâ His tone lingered, thick with suggestion, each syllable a brush of velvet through static. Then, smoother still: âAnd yourself, of course.â You smirked at his tone, âOhâand obviously any of your veterinary equipment,â he added, humor roughening the edges of his voice, âJust to keep the illusion youâre coming over for a house call.â The laugh slipped out of you before you could smother it, bright and light in the quiet room. You dragged a hand over your face, pressing your knuckles against your lips as though that could tamp down the way your cheeks ached from smiling.
âSolid plan,â You teased, circling back toward the couch. You dragged your fingertips absently across the spine of a book on the end table, grounding yourself. âJust send me your address and Iâll be there atâŠâ You trailed off, deliberately dangling the silence like bait, pulse quickening in your throat. He didnât leave you waiting long.
âSeven,â He responded, the number low, certain, like it was already etched into stone.
âSeven,â You repeated, softer, tasting the word like a secret.
The quiet that followed wasnât emptyâit was charged, alive with the sound of your breath against his. Neither of you broke the silence quickly. The weight of his presenceâfiltered through speaker, through staticâwas steady, and you found yourself wanting to stay suspended in it, like the world beyond your walls could wait.
Then his voice came again, softer this time, the rasp catching faintly as if it wasnât meant to be spoken aloud: âLooking forward to it.â You smiled againâhelplessly, hopelesslyâpressing the heel of your hand to your sternum as though that might quiet the sudden thrum of your heart.
âMe too,â You whispered, the words escaping before you could shape them into something more casual.
ââââââ
The week dragged like honey from a spoonâslow, thick, every day stretching longer than it had a right to. Every text from Rocco lit your phone like a match, every call hummed through your chest like low thunder, and the promise of Friday grew heavier until it was all you could think about.
By the time the day arrived, the anticipation coiled tight in your stomach, the whole city seeming to move in deliberate cruelty just to test your patience.
When you got home from your shift that evening, the air of your apartment felt differentâbrighter, restless, like it was holding its breath along with you. You dropped your bag by the door and went straight to the bathroom, steam soon curling thick against the mirror as the shower hissed to life. The hot water drummed against your skin, sluicing away the dayâs fatigue and replacing it with a feverish energy. You lingered longer than usual, running a sugar scrub along your arms and legs until your skin gleamed, the faint scent of vanilla and citrus trailing after you when you finally shut off the spray.
Wrapped in a towel, you padded back into your bedroom, bare feet whispering against the hardwood. Your bedspread was already scattered with the casual chaos of preparation: dresses laid out in careful consideration, jewelry glinting in the lamplight, shoes in a mismatched line.
Youâd told yourself not to overthink it, but your pulse betrayed you, hammering higher as your eyes settled on the dress youâd chosenâa soft lilac number, simple at first glance, but flattering in ways that made your breath catch. The fabric was light, supple, with the faintest sheen that caught the glow of your lamp. The neckline dipped just enough to hint at the curve of your breasts which was accentuated by the white lace bra that you wore beneath, and the hem skimmed mid-thigh, brushing the tops of your legs when you shifted it against your skin. The way it hugged your waist and flared slightly at the hips made it feel subtle and effortless, but undeniably feminine.
You had fixed your hair just right, coaxing it into a style that wasnât too messy, but fit the look just right, before brushing some sheer gloss onto your lips until they looked soft and bitten. When you leaned back slightly, you caught yourself smiling at your reflectionâbright and nervous, but radiant.
The final step was your perfume. You lifted the glass bottle from the dresser, the familiar weight cold in your hand, and spritzed the warm air once, twice. The scent unfurled immediatelyâvanilla cream softened by a touch of milkiness, with a faint undercurrent of sandalwood that grounded it. The fragrance clung to your pulse points, curling close to your skin until it felt like part of you.
Quickly, you reached for your small purse, the supple leather cool beneath your fingertips as you looped the strap over your shoulder. The faint, comforting scent of itâwarm hide and polish, like a bookstore bound in old bindingsârose faintly to mingle with the vanilla-sandalwood perfume curling close to your skin.
You crossed the apartment in quiet, bare feet whispering against the hardwood. The kitchen glowed in low lamplight, its counters gleaming faintly. There, waiting exactly where youâd left it, stood the bottle of wine youâd chosen yesterday evening after circling the aisles too many times: a 2018 Merlot from Napa Valley. Its glass was dark as garnet, the label cream-white and gold-etched, the cork sealed tight with a velvet-red cap. You slid your fingers around its neck, lifting it from the counter, its weight a grounding anchor in your hand.
Your phone buzzed once as you set the bottle against your hip, and you pulled it free, thumb quick as you typed Roccoâs address into Google Maps. The little blue line appeared, carving a neat route through streets you knew by heartâtwenty minutes, give or take. Your stomach tightened at the number. Not long at all.
For a moment you lingered in your kitchen, pacing from the counter to the couch and back again. The hem of your lilac dress swished around your thighs with every turn, brushing your skin with whispers of fabric. The perfume warmed under the motion, releasing soft pulses of vanilla and cream that followed you like a secret. You smiled faintly to yourself, shaking your head before snagging your keys from the bowl near the door, and slipping on your flats.
The lock clicked shut behind you with a sharp metallic bite. The hall was hushed, filled with the faint detergent-clean air of the buildingâs vents, and you moved swiftly to the stairwell, heels tapping in light rhythm down the concrete steps. The garage air hit next: cool and metallic, tinged with the smell of damp asphalt and motor oil, a faint echo of rain still clinging in its shadows.
Within minutes you were sliding into your car, the leather seat cool against the backs of your thighs. The wine bottle settled snugly against your purse on the backseat, the clink of glass against itâs zipper quick and delicate. Your perfume bloomed in the enclosed space, mingling with the faint lemony-clean scent of the air freshener clipped to your vent.
The engine hummed alive beneath your hands, steady, grounding, and you hooked your phone into the dashboard mount. The map blinked, steady and blue, guiding you forward as you eased out of the garage.
The city streets spread before you, wet from the previous nightâs storm. The pavement gleamed slick and black, reflecting the sodium glow of streetlights and the neon blush of storefronts like streaks of watercolor. Tires hissed faintly as they sliced through shallow puddles, and every stoplight painted the windshield brieflyâamber, green, redâeach hue casting its own atmosphere across the cabin. The hum of your tires, the faint purr of your engine, the occasional wiper sweep: it all blended into a rhythm that synced with the restless thrum in your chest.
When the map finally announced your arrival, your eyes had already found it: Roccoâs building.
It was small, a weathered brick apartment block perched above a strip mall. The bricks were a patchwork of russet and umber, worn down by decades of storms, faint white efflorescence spreading like ghost veins across their surface. A laundromat anchored the far corner, its tall glass windows spilling harsh fluorescent light into the rain-slick street. Inside, machines spun like silver cyclones, their rhythmic whir humming faintly even from across the road.
Next door, a shuttered tailorâs shop sagged under the weight of its own faded sign, the painted letters peeling at the edges, a striped awning still dripping from the storm. Beside it, a convenience store flickered with life, its neon beer sign buzzing in uneven green, the aisles inside glowing sharp white against the dark. Above it all stretched a row of apartment windows, blinds crooked, some glowing with the dull amber of lamps, others dark and hollow.
You pulled into a space across the street, cutting the engine. The silence that followed seemed louder than the drive itself. For a beat, you sat gripping the wheel, staring up at the second-floor windows. Somewhere behind one of those rectangles of light, he was waiting.
The wine bottle felt heavier when you lifted it again, the smooth glass cool against your palm, the embossed label brushing your fingertips. You tucked it against your purse and crossed the street. The night air carried scents in layers: faint fryer oil from the convenience store, detergent-laced humidity spilling out from the laundromat, the sharp tang of wet concrete still steaming faintly under the streetlamps.
The stairwell entrance yawned beside the convenience storeâs doorway, a narrow mouth of concrete painted with old graffiti. You stepped into its shadows, heels tapping softly against worn stone steps, and found the buzzer panel streaked with rust.
Your finger pressed the small square marked 2D. The metallic buzz rattled in your chest, ringing three times before his voice broke through the tiny speaker, rough and magnetic even through static:
âHello?â
A smirk tugged at your lips instantly. âItâs Y/N.â
The lock clicked without hesitation, the sound immediate, certain.
You pulled the heavy door open and climbed the narrow staircase. The carpet runner was threadbare, frayed at the edges, its once-burgundy fibers dulled to brown. Overhead lights buzzed faintly, their glow uneven, casting crooked shadows down the hall. You counted the doors as you walked, each brass number dull with age until you reached 2D.
You knocked, soft at first, then firmer. From inside, you heard itâmetal clanking, hurried footsteps, a muttered curse. Then his voice, muffled but rich:
âComing!â
The lock snapped, the knob twisted, and the door swung wide.
Rocco filled the frame, hair pushed damply from his forehead, strands curling stubbornly at his temples like he had just gotten out of the shower no more than an hour ago. He wore a light brown button-down, unfastened enough to show the crisp white tee beneath, and a pair of black jeans that clung in all the right ways. Whether they were the same ones from that stormy night didnât matterâthey looked good. More than good. Fitting and complementing his form.
His eyes dragged over you, sharp and unguarded for a moment, before his brows lifted slightly.
âHey,â He greeted, voice low, casual but not quite steady.
âHiâŠâ You replied, heat blooming in your chest as he stepped aside, motioning you in. The apartmentâs atmosphere swallowed you immediately.
The living room was well lived-in: a dark tan leather couch sagged comfortably in the center, its cushions bearing the imprint of years. A black leather armchair slouched nearby, a stack of magazines half-fallen against its leg. The coffee table between them carried scars of useâcup rings, faint paint smudges, a half-burned candle melted into its glass jar, and a lighter left beside it.
But it was the floor that caught your eye: a wide tarp stretched over the hardwood, layered with splatters of dried paintâcrimson, ochre, cobalt, black. A ladder stood in the middle like a throne, its steps crowded with chaos: jars of acrylics, stiff brushes fanned out in old coffee tins, tubes of oil paint squeezed until their middles buckled, a palette knife crusted with dried gold, a mason jar half-filled with cloudy water.
There were a few paintings propped on large canvases against the far wall, tall and raw, their surfaces alive with broad brushstrokes that twisted and tangled into abstract storms of color. Crimson dragged through cobalt, ochre layered in thick ridges that caught the light like scars, black cut in sharp slashes that seemed to swallow the air around them. They werenât neat or pretty, but they carried something urgent in their strokes, something restless. You found yourself staring longer than you meant to, imagining him pacing in front of the canvas, shirt pushed up his forearms, brush gripped tight as he debated the next strike of color. You could almost hear the soft drag of bristles over fabric tarp, the faint curse under his breath when a stroke didnât land quite right.
Your gaze moved on. In the far corner of the room, just below one of the two narrow windows, stood the makeshift turtle enclosure. It was larger than you expected, occupying its corner with quiet authority. The storage bin had been retrofitted with a mesh lid secured by clamps, the glow of a heat lamp spilling down in golden sheets that turned the creatureâs shell into a polished dome of amber.
Your chest loosened at the sight, a smile tugging unbidden at your mouth. A small sigh slipped past your lips, quiet and soft, like an exhale you didnât know youâd been holding.
Off to the side, a narrow staircase leaned against the wall, its metal railing climbing straight up to the loft above. You could see the suggestion of his bedroom up there, you could see his thick plaid comforter from where you stood and it looked neatly set up.
And thenâthe smell. It wrapped around you in layers, thick and grounding. The tang of tomato sauce simmering low, deep and sharp with oregano and basil. Garlic, rich and pungent, butter-softened until it clung to the air like velvet. A hint of bread crust browning, its yeasty warmth curling into everything else until the whole apartment smelled alive, like comfort and hunger woven together.
You turned, catching a glimpse of his kitchen. It was small but busy, an organized disarray that somehow still read as clean. A wooden spoon, stained red, rested across the rim of a pot where sauce burbled in low, thick bubbles. The stoveâs light cast an amber glow against the backsplash, warming the counters where a cutting board still held half-chopped parsley, flecks of green scattered like confetti. A dish towel was slung over the handle of the oven, the faint golden glow within hinting at garlic bread crisping to perfection.
Roccoâs hand brushed yours as he reached around you for the wine bottle, his thumb grazing over the embossed label as he took it from you. He glanced at it, then at you, a smirk tugging at his mouth.
âMerlot,â He murmured, voice rich, warm with amusement. âVery fitting choice.â You lifted a shoulder, shrugging lightly, but your smile betrayed you.
âHopefully itâs still good.â
âIâm sure it is.â He flashed a brief grin, one corner of his mouth higher than the other, then tapped the neck of the bottle against his palm. âIâll finish everything up, then pour some out for us.â He turned back toward the kitchen, his shoulders rolling as he moved. The fabric of his button-down shifted over his frame, catching faint creases of light as he crossed the small space. You found your eyes tracking him without meaning toâthe way he hunched slightly to stir the sauce, the sure motion of his wrist as he tested the bread, the low curve of his back as he reached for two glasses from the cupboard. The kitchen light cast his hair in faint bronze where it curled at his temple, and for a moment you forgot to breathe.
âNeed any help?â You asked, voice cutting through the hum of the oven fan. He glanced back over his shoulder, blue eyes catching yours, softened by the glow of lamplight and stove. His smirk curved again, faint and easy.
âIâve got it handled, you can keep looking around if youâd like.â The offer felt more intimate than casualâas though letting you wander was letting you into something private. You nodded softly and let your gaze drift again, drawn toward the turtleâs enclosure. You stepped closer, heels muffled by the tarp as you crouched slightly to peer inside. The turtle was awake, head lifted, mouth busy as he tore into a leafy green with quiet persistence. The steady crunch and scrape of his mouth against the vegetable was oddly endearing, grounding in its smallness. His shell caught the glow of the lamp, gleaming faintly golden, the line of the fracture no longer raw but still in the process of healing.
âHeâs looking really good, Rocco,â You said, the words leaving you in a tone softer than you expected. A smile tugged at your lips as you let out another little sigh, warmth blooming low in your chest. You turned your head, glancing over your shoulder toward the kitchen. His attention was fixed on the food, but your words drew his gaze up to you. âYouâve done a really good job.â The faintest blush bloomed high on his cheeks, visible even in the amber light. His mouth tugged in a crooked smirk, but his eyes betrayed himâblue, steady, softened by the quiet hit of your praise.
âWell,â He started, voice shy at the edges, âYouâre the one who guided me through it and gave me advice, so I canât take all the credit.â You pursed your lips, tilting your head just slightly at his comment.
âYou did all the work though,â You countered. Roccoâs lashes flickered, a subtle flutter that betrayed the fact that he wasnât used to the flattery landing square in his chest. He glanced back at the simmering pot, stirring the sauce once more with a slow, deliberate motion.
His voice was softer when it came this time, almost conceding, âI guess youâre right.â The fragrant sauce enveloped the apartment even more, the sharpness of oregano and garlic really clinging to the air. You wandered as he worked, fingertips brushing along the battered wood of his coffee table, then pausing before the canvases propped against the wall, looking more closely at them. They felt urgent, restless, a language in pigment.
âThese areâŠBeautiful by the way.â Rocco glanced over his shoulder, wooden spoon still in hand. His laugh was low, a quick huff meant to deflect.
âTheyâre not much. Just a hobby. Nothing good.â You turned back toward him, brow arched, lips quirking.
âYouâre kidding, right? There are people who would pay for pieces like this.â His blue eyes flicked up, locking onto yours for a beat before sliding away. His smile was crooked, dismissive but not unappreciative.
âThanks for the encouragement, but⊠I doubt it.â
âIâd buy one,â You said simply, your tone even but weighted enough that it landed like a stone dropped in still water. That made him pause. Spoon stilled, steam curling around his wrist. He looked at you with something unreadable in his gazeâpart disbelief, part something heavier. Then, a small, rough chuckle escaped him, softer than his usual.
âMaybe Iâll make you one, then.â He murmured, and you could feel your pulse ticking faster in your throat.
By the time he plated up the spaghetti, the silence between you was not empty but full. He twirled strands onto each dish with care, spooned sauce heavy over them, then added a golden-edged piece of garlic bread to the side. A fork and spoon nestled together in each plate like partners. He uncorked the wine with a practiced motion, the soft pop cutting through the hum of sauce, then poured ruby liquid into two glasses.
You joined him, brushing close as you lifted plates and glasses, the warmth of his arm ghosting against yours in the small space. Together you carried everything to the couch, where the low lamp light pooled amber against the dark leather cushions.
You sank into the couch beside him, close enough that your knees brushed and neither of you shifted away.
The fork felt light in your hand as you twirled the first bite, pasta winding in glossy spirals before you lifted it. The sauce clung thick and rich, pooling at the curve of the tines, dripping faintly with every small shift. When it touched your tongue, the flavor bloomed instantly, almost startling in how vivid it wasâripe tomato simmered down to velvet, the sharp bite of garlic softened with butter, oregano sparking through with a fragrant green warmth. You caught the whisper of basil and the faintest shadow of red wine cooked into the sauceâyou hadnât noticed a bottle anywhere, but it was evident it was thereâeach note unfolding in layers until it felt like the taste filled your whole mouth.
It was good. Not decent, not passableâgood. Better than good.
The moan slipped out before you could swallow it back, low and pleased, the sound rolling soft from your throat. Your eyes fluttered closed for half a second as you savored the richness, and when they opened, you found Rocco watching.
His gaze had snapped to you immediately, caught like a moth to flame. His blue eyes lingered on the parting of your lips, the way your expression softened in pleasure, before he tilted his head faintly, a smirk tugging at his mouth.
âGood?â He asked, voice almost teasing, though pitched low enough that it brushed across your skin like velvet. Heat crawled faintly up your neck as you swallowed and nodded, smiling despite yourself.
âVery.â The answer seemed to settle something in him, his smirk loosening into a grin that curved one corner of his mouth higher than the other. He dug into his own plate, twirling a forkful with the easy grace of someone whoâd done it a hundred times before. He bit down, chewed quickly, then lifted his brows with mock solemnity.
âGreat,â He replied after a swallow, leaning back into the couch, shoulders easing. âCause itâs the only meal I can make.â The unexpected candor caught you off guard, and laughter bubbled up bright and unrestrained. You tipped your head back, the sound spilling into the low amber-lit room. He watched you openly, blue eyes steady, the smirk softening into something warmer as though your laugh alone had shifted the entire atmosphere.
You reached for your glass of wine, fingers curling around the delicate stem. The glass was cool against your fingertips, condensation slick where it had caught the roomâs warmth. You tipped it to your lips, sipping slow, letting the Merlot roll across your tongueâdark and velvety, full of black cherry and plum with a whisper of spice that lingered at the back of your throat. It was smooth but strong, warm enough to curl low in your stomach.
When you lowered the glass, your lips shone faintly with the stain of red. Your tongue flicked out, quick and instinctive, to catch the last trace of wine that clung there. The motion was small, thoughtlessâyet his eyes tracked it instantly.
âWine still good?â He asked, too casually, the corner of his mouth twitching faintly. His gaze darted down just for a breath, to where your tongue had swept slick across your lips, before cutting back up to your eyes. You let the moment stretch a beat too long before nodding, tilting your head slightly.
âDefinitely. Pretty strong, but itâs good.â
He lifted his own glass, the wide mouth of it dwarfed in his grip. His hand looked almost wrong against something so fragileâthe stem swallowed by his fingers, knuckles sharp, veins faintly raised beneath his skin. The motion was hypnotic, the small tilt of his wrist as he brought it to his lips, the flex of tendons along his forearm when he tipped it back. His throat bobbed with the swallow, a slow roll beneath stubble, and you had to force your eyes back to your glass before it became too obvious that you were staring.
He nodded in agreement, setting his drink down again, though his gaze lingered.
Conversation wound on, light at first, casual, but the space between you shiftedâsomething looser, warmer, threaded with undercurrents neither of you named aloud. Your knees brushed again, but this time you didnât move away. The fabric of your lilac dress swished faintly as you shifted, and the hem rode higher, baring a longer sweep of your thigh to the amber light.
You noticed the way his gaze faltered, caught there. Blue eyes dipped low, tracing the curve of exposed skin, and his jaw tightened just slightly, a faint pulse flicking beneath the hinge.
Your own eyes betrayed you in turn. You found them drawn back to his hands, the way one rested against his thigh as he leaned into the couch. His fingers flexed faintly, restless, the tendons sharp, the breadth of his palm wide enough that you imagined it spanning the entirety of your waist if he set it there. The thought made your stomach tighten, a pulse low in your belly.
Your gaze darted upâand caught him again. He wasnât subtle about it now. His eyes had shifted to your neckline, where the movement of your laugh had tugged the fabric of your dress just enough to reveal the faint edge of white lace beneath. His throat worked visibly, a small swallow as if his body had betrayed him in its urgency.
The tension was no longer a suggestion. It sat thick in the air between you, palpable, thrumming with each stolen glance, each purposeful brush of skin.
You finished the last bite of pasta slowly, twirling the strands with unnecessary care just to ground yourself. When you set the fork down with a soft clink, Rocco moved almost immediately.
âIâll go soak these,â He said, his voice low, carrying a rasp that hadnât been there before. He collected your plate and his in quick succession, his fingers brushing yours lightly as he slid the dish from your hand. The touch lingered just enough to spark across your skin, deliberate and steady. Before you could answer, he was on his feet. He moved with an ease that belied the storm of tension in the air, striding to the kitchen. You heard the quiet clatter of ceramic against steel, the rush of hot water hissing as it filled the sink. He didnât linger. The water was shut off just as quickly, the plates left to soak.
When he returned, he carried the wine bottle by the neck, its dark glass catching the light. He held it loosely, shoulders relaxed, but his eyes found yours instantly, steady and unflinching, before tipping the bottle towards you.
âWant a top-up?â He asked. You glanced at your glassânearly drainedâand nodded. The small smile that curved his mouth in response sent a ripple of heat through your chest. He leaned forward, filling yours first, the stream of ruby wine gleaming like liquid garnet in the dim light. The scent rose instantlyâdark fruit and spice unfurling between youâbefore he poured his own and set the bottle down with a muted clink on the table.
When he returned to his spot beside you, the couch dipped under his weight. He sat closer this time, so close that the warmth rolling off his body brushed against your bare thigh. You hadnât fixed the hem of your dress, and the lace edging of your bra peeked just faintly above the neckline, calling him like a siren again. His eyes betrayed himâflicking there, dragging lower to your thighs, then back up as though he hadnât meant to linger. But the hitch of his breath gave him away.
You swirled your glass lightly, watching the wine lap at its edges before lifting it to your lips. His gaze tracked every motion. The way the glass touched your mouth. The way your lips parted just slightly to let the wine slip in. You caught him watching and arched a brow, smirking faintly.
âSomething on your mind?â You asked, tone light, teasing. His grin was crooked, the corner of his mouth tugging upward.
âJust wondering if you always make drinking wine look that distracting.â You laughed softly, the sound curling between you like smoke.
âMaybe youâre just easily distracted.â You replied.
âThatâs a possibility,â He admitted, leaning back into the cushions, but his gaze didnât stray. It stayed locked on you, on the shine of your lips, on the exposed slip of lace. His hand flexed against his thigh as if restless, aching for somewhere else to be. The silence between you grew thicker, charged. Without the distraction of food, there was only thisâwarmth and tension threading tight.
You leaned forward, setting your glass down on the table slowly, before turning towards him. The scent of his cologne threaded with the earthy tang of paint that clung to the air now that the smell of the food had faded away. The sage and lemony citrus mixed into this clean, natural scent, it was almost non-existent in a way. You leaned in just enough that your shoulder brushed his, your voice dropping softer.
âYou knowâŠâ You murmured, eyes flicking to his mouth, âI donât think youâre as subtle as you think you are.â His laugh was low, a rough scrape that tugged at the edges of your chest.
âI donât think you mind it though.â He shot back.
And you didnât. Not even close.
Your eyes flicked down, helpless, to his mouth. His lips were parted just slightly, soft and plush in the amber glow, the faintest sheen catching where the lamplight touched. The thought of them against yours was enough to make your stomach coil. You dragged your gaze back up, and there he wasâblue eyes already on you, unflinching, scanning every inch with no shame at all.
The heat rose in your chest, thick and dizzying. You swallowed the saliva pooling in your mouth as your pulse thrummed like a second heartbeat in your throat. You shifted closer, the lilac fabric of your dress whispering faintly as it brushed against his jeans. The subtle scrape of denim against the smoothness of your thigh made your breath catch, and you werenât the only oneâhis chest rose sharply, a faint hitch of breath betraying how much the nearness was undoing him.
You leaned in, closing the space until your lips hovered just over his. Barely there. The heat of his breath mingled with yours, carrying faint notes of Merlot and garlic. You let your mouth ghost over his, brushing the barest edge, teasing the promise without delivering. Your exhale fluttered against his lips, and his met yours in return, shallow and uneven. He leaned forward instinctively, chasing you. You pulled back by the smallest measure, a spark of mischief alight in your chest. The denial drew a low huff of laughter from him, warm and rough, rumbling through the narrow space between you.
âYouâre teasing meâŠâ He rasped, voice catching on the edge of a smile. You smirked, tipping your face until the tip of your nose nudged his, a tender, playful brush.
âThatâs the whole point,â You whispered, your words spilling like a secret against his mouth. His breath shook, a soft shudder breaking loose from his chest, and it tugged something deep inside you taut. Your hands rose, almost without thought, cupping his face. The heat of his skin seeped into your palms, stubble rasping faintly beneath your thumbs as they swept along the hard planes of his cheeks. His eyes flickered half-shut, lashes trembling, and thenâhe broke.
He kissed you.
The contact was immediate and hot, lips pressing firm, parting, claiming. He kissed like heâd been holding it back for too long, like restraint had finally snapped. His mouth slanted against yours, pulling, coaxing, deepening with every pass. He tasted of wineâdark fruit, velvet warmthâand something rawer, wholly him. Your lips parted to his, tongues brushing, testing, until the kiss became hungry, wet, a rhythm you couldnât step out of if you tried.
His hand slipped down, spanning the curve of your thigh. Fingers spread wide, gripping gently, then tighter, squeezing as if to memorize the shape of you. Heat flared low in your stomach at the pressure. His other hand slid to the small of your back, broad and warm, pulling you flush until your chest pressed hard to his. The exhale broke from you in a hot huff through your nose, the sound muffled into his mouth as he swallowed it whole.
When you pulled back, it was only to breathe, foreheads pressed, noses brushing. The air between you was traded, stolenâyour exhale became his inhale, his became yours, each breath thick with the taste of wine and want. His grip at your back tightened, tugging you impossibly closer, a silent plea you couldnât ignore.
So you moved, swinging one knee over his hip as he pulled you forward so you could settle into his lap. The couch dipped beneath you, his thighs steady and solid under the weight of you, spreading slightly so he was in a more comfortable position. His hands caught your hips instantly, anchoring your body to him as you straddled his body. The hem of your dress rode higher with the motion, fabric pooling up, baring the smooth line of your thighs. He glanced downâquick, unguardedâeyes flicking like a thief hoping for a glimpse beneath. His breath hitched when the motion teased the possibility of lace.
He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into him fully, until chest pressed to chest, heart to heart. His gaze trailed up, caught by the neckline of your dress, where the faint scallop of white lace peeked above the lilac fabric. His eyes lingered, reverent, hungry, before lifting back to yours.
They shone in the low light, blue glistening like wet paint, filled with something fierce and tender all at once. His voice was roughened, thick, but the words were soft enough to unravel you.
âYou lookâŠStunning tonight.â The honesty of it hit like a blow. Heat burned high in your cheeks, your lips curving in a trembling smile you couldnât hide. You leaned in, brushing your mouth to his again.
âThank you.â You whispered, kissing him harder this time, pouring your gratitude into the press of lips, the push and pull of heat. His mouth opened to yours instantly, tongues tangling, messy and desperate. His hands slid up your back, broad palms skating over the arch of your spine before slipping lower, lower, until his fingertips brushed the hem of your dress. He didnât stop. His hands slid beneath, slow but sure, the warmth of his skin searing against yours as he settled his palms just below the edge of your underwear. The faint rasp of cotton at his fingertips drew a low groan from deep in his chest, swallowed into your kiss.
His mouth broke from yours with a shuddered exhale, his breath spilling hot across your cheek as his lips dragged lower. He kissed along the edge of your jaw, slow, reverent, like he wanted to map every angle of you with his mouth. The stubble on his chin grazed your skin in a way that made you shiver, that faint scrape like fire drawn gently across tender flesh.
âGodâŠâ He whispered between kisses, voice husky, words trembling at the edges, âYou look so pretty sitting on me like this.â His lips brushed the hollow beneath your ear before he nipped there, the sharp catch of teeth soothed by a lingering kiss. His hands flexed against you, fingers digging harder into the thin fabric bunched under his palms, tugging you closer until your chest pressed fully against his.
The air thickened with scentâyour perfume blooming warm and sweet, vanilla and sandalwood twining with the faint citrus-sage clinging to his shirt. He practically huffed it, nose buried in your throat, his inhale ragged like he was trying to breathe you in and keep you in his lungs forever.
âYou feel so fucking warm in my arms.â He murmured, almost a groan, the word melting against the sensitive skin of your neck, as he nipped at your throat, softer this time, and you gasped faintly, your hand curling in the fabric of his shirt. He shifted his mouth lower, dragging kisses down to where your pulse thrummed hard beneath his lips.
âAnd youâre the sweetest thing Iâve ever held,â He whispered into the heat of your skin, teeth grazing lightly before he sucked, leaving a faint mark that made your stomach coil. His voice was a string of reverent confessions, punctuated by the press of lips, the scrape of teeth, the hush of breath.
His hands slid higher, tightening at your hips as he dragged you across the rough denim of his jeans, the friction biting and delicious, making your breath catch in a sharp exhale that you felt bloom hot against his hair. He nuzzled deeper into the slope of your throat, his face pressed into you as though he could burrow inside your scent and live there forever. Each inhale he drew was ragged, trembling, his breath clinging to your skin in damp, heated patches that smelled of wine and warmth and something rawer.
âYou know what I didnât go look at when I was giving myself a tour of your apartment?â You teased, your words lilting soft, playful, cutting into the thick air between you. He stilled, just slightly, lips ghosting your pulse before he pulled back enough to see you. His eyes were half-lidded, blue darkened like stormwater, his voice broken on its edges.
âWhat?â He asked.
You caught your bottom lip between your teeth, leaning close, letting your whisper brush across his mouth. âYour bedroomâŠâ The effect was immediate. His chest swelled on a shaky inhale, ribs pressing flush to yours, and you felt the tremor run through him as his thumbs pressed into the waistband of your underwear. A crooked smile tugged faintly at his lips, boyish and hungry all at once.
âI could give you your own private showing right now if youâd like.â Heat flushed your chest, and you pressed harder into his lap, denim rasping deliciously against you. A little hum slipped from your throat, breathy and unrestrained.
âSounds like a great ideaâŠâ Your lips ghosted his ear as you added in a conspiratorial whisper, âMaybe we should have a dress codeâŠâ His brows pulled together faintly, forehead creasing as his lashes flickered.
âDress code?â His voice was hoarse, like the words barely made it past the knot in his throat. You leaned close enough that your nose skimmed his jaw, your lips grazing the corner of his mouth.
âUndergarments only.â The way his laugh brokeâlow, a little incredulous, muffled against your shoulder where he pressed his mouthâmade your stomach coil tight. It vibrated through you, warm and intimate, like he couldnât believe the audacity but loved every second of it.
âIt seems like youâve had this planned all alongâŠâ He theorized.
You hummed softly, tilting your head, lips curving as you replied, âNo⊠everything just fell into place perfectly, thatâs all. Chalk it up to pure coincidence.â His fingertips traced along the edge of your underwear, teasing you with every brush, before sliding fully around to cup your ass. His palms fit there as though they belonged, warm and broad, squeezing once with a kind of possession that had your spine arching into him.
âAlrightâŠâ He murmured, voice rough, lips quirking into crooked smirk. âIâll give you the benefit of the doubt.â Your smirk deepened, heat sparking at the base of your spine as you pressed back into his touch.
âSo does that mean I can take this off then?â You teased, your fingers brushing over the top button of his shirt again. His eyes narrowed faintly, dark with want and intent, before his mouth curved.
âAs long as I can take this dress off you afterwards.â You wet your bottom lip slowly with the tip of your tongue, savoring the weight of his gaze on the motion.
âDeal.â Your fingers worked the button open, then the next, each little pop of thread and fabric a spark of heat in the air. The edges parted to reveal the soft cling of his white t-shirt beneath, the thin cotton stretching faintly over the rise of his chest. He leaned forward as you slipped the shirt off his shoulders, hands leaving your ass just long enough to help shrug it free. The fabric whispered to the floor, forgotten, as you trailed your fingers back down, slipping beneath the hem of his t-shirt. You gripped and tugged it upward, the cotton dragging over his frame, revealing his pale skin inch by inch. Broad chest, lean muscle, the faint ridges on his stomach shifting as he inhaled sharply. Your fingers brushed across him as you pulled the shirt higher, and his muscles flinched under your touch, tiny shivers rippling across his chest like the faint twitch of strings plucked taut.
Freckles dusted across his skin in a variety of shades of browns, scattered starkly across his entire torso chest and shoulders. You wanted to trace each one, memorize the map of him. Around his neck, a thin chain glintedâa simple silver loop that carried a small pendant, flat and old-looking, the kind that looked like it could open, a secret tucked close to his heart. It caught the light when the shirt cleared his head, a gleam of intimacy you hadnât noticed before. Your fingers curled around it briefly before his hands found you again, returning beneath your dress with a hunger that was less hurried and more carnal. His touch slid high, hiking the fabric up, until the bottom of it bunched around your hips. His breathing picked up, hot and uneven, ragged in the quiet of the room as his eyes dipped lower. When the sweep of your thighs gave way to the reveal of white cotton and lace, his exhale brokeârough, heavy, almost pained with how much he wanted you right then and there.
There was already a little damp patch blooming against the pale cotton, and the sight of it nearly undid him. His mouth watered at the evidence of your arousal, his tongue twitching against his teeth with the desperate urge to taste, to drag his lips lower until he had you unraveling on his tongue. Instead, his handsâwide, hot, trembling slightlyâslid higher. The lilac fabric rode up and up until it whispered over your shoulders, before he tugged it off completely. The dress fell in a careless heap with his shirts, leaving you perched on his lap in nothing but matching lace and trembling skin.
Rocco leaned back just enough to look at you, and the blue of his eyes darkened almost black. His chest rose sharp beneath you, ribs straining against his thin frame like he was trying to breathe around the sheer sight of you.
âChristâŠâ He rasped, voice roughened, breaking at the edges. His hand came up, cupping the weight of your breast through the lace, fingers splaying wide, thumb brushing across the swell until your nipple tightened and pebbled under the thin fabric. The sound he let out was nearly a groan, his jaw slack as if he couldnât believe the reality under his hand.
âLook at you,â He whispered, leaning forward until his mouth pressed against the tops of your breasts. His lips were hot and damp, dragging heated kisses across your skin before he licked slowly, tasting the faint salt of you, tasting the perfume still clinging like sugar and sandalwood to your collarbones. His mouth trailed lower, until he reached lace. His lips closed around one peak, sucking, his tongue flattening against the damp fabric until it clung slick to your nipple. You gasped, fingers threading through his damp hair, tugging lightly, guiding him closer. He hummed against you, the vibration shooting through your chest, and nipped gently at the lace-covered bud, just enough to make you gasp again.
âSo fucking perfect,â He murmured against you, lips shining with spit. âWish I could tear this lace right off, see you bare for meâŠâ His teeth grazed again, a playful scrape, before he sucked harder, leaving the fabric darkened and wet.
Your hips shifted helplessly against his lap, pressing harder against the rough drag of his jeans. The pressure bit delicious and raw, enough to draw a soft gasp from your lips. His hands left your breasts, sliding down with a kind of hunger that was both desperate and controlled, gripping your ass tight. He pressed you down, grinding you against the hardness beneath denim until your breath stuttered and a faint whine caught in your throat.
When he finally pulled off your chest, his lips were wet, the lace of your bra gleaming with spit in the lamplight. He looked at you like heâd never seen anything more devastating, his breath hot and ragged, puffing across your skin in bursts that made you shiver. He pressed his forehead to your sternum for a second, trying to catch himself, before suddenly shiftingâhands hooking under your thighs as he stood.
âYouâve still got your jeans on!â You pointed out, legs wrapping around his torso on instinct, clinging as his hands supported you with effortless strength.
The heat of your core pressed into his stomach through the thin barrier of cotton, and his breath hitched, his words hot against your ear: âTheyâre just going to have to come off once I get you on my bed.â You kissed along his throat as he carried you, your lips tasting the faint tang of his skin, his cologne mingling with the earthy trace of paint. Your teeth grazed his jaw as you tugged at his hair, and he groaned low, staggering only slightly as he reached the metal staircase. Each step creaked beneath his weight, his grip tightening around you, steady, determined, his breath catching when you kissed beneath his ear.
When he reached his loft area, he set you down carefully at the edge of his bed. The plaid comforter sank beneath your weight, soft and plush against your bare thighs, the fabric cool where your heat had already soaked through lace. You leaned back on your hands, looking around as he flicked on a lamp. The dim light painted the space amber, glancing over posters tacked to wallsâold films, stark art prints, raw sketches that felt like glimpses into his head.
But then he moved in front of you, and everything else blurred. He stood tall, shadow falling over your body where you sprawled on the comforter. His chest rose and fell, pale skin gleaming faintly in the light, freckles scattered like constellations over his shoulders. His chain glinted once at his throat, catching the lamp glow.
You looked up through hooded eyes, lips parted, then let your gaze drift down to his belt. You met his stare again, holding it as you leaned forward. Your fingers slipped under the worn leather, brushing heat into his skin as you tugged the buckle open with excruciating slowness. His breath hitched audibly, and he let out a shaky laugh, low and rough.
The buckle clicked free. Your fingers trailed to the button, sliding it open, then tugged the zipper down until the metal teeth parted with a soft rasp. His jeans loosened instantly, hanging low on his hips. He pushed them down in one smooth motion, the denim falling to pool around his ankles. What was left made your mouth water.
His erection strained against the thin cotton of his boxer briefs, heavy, outlined perfectly against the pale fabric. The sight alone made your thighs clench, a pulse deep in your belly. You leaned forward, pressing your mouth to him through the fabric. The taste of cotton and faint salt filled your tongue as you licked along his length, wetting the cloth until it clung, transparent and darker in spots where your saliva soaked through. His groan was guttural, head tipping back, his light brown hair following his movements, throat bared while his hand found the back of your neck, holding you there gently but firmly.
âFuckâŠâ He breathed, the sound breaking, raw. You kissed along the thick outline, teeth grazing lightly, dragging just enough to make him gasp. The heat of him pulsed against your lips, twitching faintly beneath the thin barrier, as you squeezed him through the damp fabric, your hand wrapping around the weight of him. He felt hot, solid, heavy even before he was freed, and his hips jerked faintly into your touch, betraying how close to the edge the teasing was driving him.
Your fingers hooked under the waistband at last, tugging it down slowly. The cotton slid over his hips, and then he was revealed to you fully.
He sprang free, thick and flushed, veins ridging up his length in sculpted lines that caught the dim light. His cock curved slightly upward, heavy and aching, the blunt head slick with pre-cum that glistened like pearl at the tip. He was thick enough that your fingers itched to wrap around him just to feel the full breadth, long enough to make your breath stutter with a pulse of need low in your gut.
You swallowed, mouth pooling with saliva at the sight, your lips parting instinctively. A hot rush swept through you, equal parts awe and hunger, as you gathered spit in your mouth and let it drip slowly into your palm. You wrapped your hand around him, slick mixing instantly with the pre-cum that leaked down his shaft, spreading it in glossy rivulets.
Your hand moved slowly at first, stroking him with deliberate care, letting the spit-slick glide of your palm work down the heavy length of him. The heat under your hand was staggering, each twitch of his cock making your wrist shift, veins thick beneath your touch. His pre-cum leaked steadily, pearling at the swollen head only to smear down under your strokes until he gleamed in the amber lamplight.
âGod, RoccoâŠâ You whispered, your voice low and hot, words tumbling out like confession. Your thumb circled lazily over the tip, spreading his slick wider. âYouâre so fucking big. Look at youâŠAlready dripping for me.â Your tongue darted out to wet your lips, your mouth watering as you tilted your head, gaze locked on his length. âBet you taste so good.â
The groan that tore from him was ragged, breaking low in his chest, his head tipping back for a second like he couldnât bear the weight of your words. Then his eyes snapped down again, sharp blue, pupils blown, watching every twitch of your hand. His breath was already heavy, chest rising and falling fast, like heâd run a sprint to get here. You leaned forward, lips parting as your tongue flicked out, pressing right into the slit at his crown, as the hot, salty taste coated your tastebuds. His hips jerked involuntarily, a strangled gasp escaping as his hand tightened at the back of your neck.
âHoly shit, Y/NâŠFuck.â His voice was wrecked, strained, and it only spurred you deeper. You licked slow circles around the head, letting your saliva mix with his slick until he was wet and glistening, then you wrapped your lips around him, sucking the tip into your mouth and hollowing your cheeks, applying gentle pressure as your hand stroked the rest of his length.
The sound he made was guttural, torn from somewhere deep, his breath hitching sharp. His thighs flexed under your palm where you braced him, nails digging into the thick muscle instinctively as you bobbed your head lower, taking more of him into your mouth. Your lips stretched around him, the salty-slick weight pressing heavy on your tongue as your throat began to tighten against the intrusion.
His fingers dug harder at your nape, not forcing but grounding, trembling slightly with restraint. He tilted forward, his hair falling in damp curls around his temples, framing his face as he looked down at you. His jaw slackened, lips parted, chest heaving with every breath as he watched himself disappear between your lips.
âYouâreâŠChristâŠYouâre beautiful,â He rasped, hips rutting just the slightest, helpless in their hunger. You took him deeper, gagging softly around the thickness. His whole body tensed at the sound, panic flickering across his features. âShitâIâm sorryâŠâ He gasped, pulling slightly at your hair as though to free you. But you pulled off firstâsaliva stringing from your lips to the head of his cock in shining strands that glistened in the lamplight, coating your chin. Your eyes lifted to his, wet lashes fluttering as you smirked faintly, breathless.
âItâs okay,â You murmured, voice husky. âI want it.â Before he could respond, you swallowed him down again, determination fierce in your movements. You sucked harder, letting it get sloppy, your spit running down his length in wet ribbons as you bobbed faster. The wet sounds filled the loftâmessy, obscene, your lips working around him as you stroked the base with your hand.
Rocco lost the rhythm of his breathing, his groans spilling free, raw and desperate. His hips thrust forward despite himself, small shallow ruts that pushed him deeper into your throat. You gagged again, eyes watering, but you held firm, squeezing his thigh harder, nails biting into him as you swallowed around him. The heat coiled in him like a breaking wave. His breath stuttered, ragged, broken into gasps.
âY/NâŠIâmâŠFuck, Iâm closeââ His warning was cut short by a guttural groan as his cock pulsed thick on your tongue, spasming hot and urgent. His release hit the back of your throat in sharp bursts, salty and warm, flooding your mouth as he thrust one last time with a desperate rut.
You swallowed him down, every drop, your throat working around him until he sagged above you, shuddering with the force of it. His hand on the back of your head, his other braced against his thigh as his long body folded slightly, a heavy, guttural sigh breaking free. When you finally pulled off, you did it slow, letting your lips drag the length of him until the head slipped free with a wet pop. Spit and slick gleamed down your chin, glistening in the dim light as you smiled up at him, eyes hazy with heat.
âJesus ChristâŠâ He groaned, his voice filling with praise and awe, as he shook his head, âFuck, that was so good.â His hands came to cup your face, his rough palms hot against your spit-slicked skin. He hauled you up into him, mouth crunching to yours in a filthy, desperate kiss. His tongue pushed by your lips, roaming your mouth so he could taste himself on your tongue, groaning like it was too much. The kiss was messy, wet, his lips devouring yours, spit smeared between you as his hand slipped away to shove his jeans and boxers down fully, kicking them aside.
When he pulled back, he was panting, eyes wild and heavy-lidded. His hand slid down immediately, slipping between your thighs to press against the damp lace there, your wheeling core clenching around nothing in anticipation. His fingers pressed slowly on the fabric feeling the heat and wetness that had soaked clear through seeping onto his skin.
âYou got that turned on from taking me in your mouth, hmm?â His voice was a low growl, threaded with disbelief and lust. You nodded, breathless, lips parting on a shaky laugh.
âFelt so fucking good hitting the back of my throatâŠCouldnât resist getting turned on by it.â His answering groan was low, hungry, vibrating through your chest where his mouth brushed yours again. He tapped his fingers against your clothed pussy, feeling your hips chasing the touch. His lips curled into a lust-drunk smile.
âLay back so I can return the favour.â He murmured, voice thick with intent. You shifted back slowly, your eyes never leaving his. The cool plaid comforter kissed your heated skin as your back met the mattress, the fibers rough against your shoulder blades, grounding you in the middle of the fire his body had stoked. Your feet slid up onto the bed, knees bending to part your thighs in an open invitation. The soft stretch of your white lace panties pulled tight over the heat between your legs, and the sight of you like thatâopen and waitingâmade Roccoâs jaw clench visibly, the cords in his neck standing out for a moment.
He crawled forward, his knees sinking into the mattress until his long torso filled the space between your thighs. Your legs immediately cushioned him, your heat brushing his skin, pulling a sharp breath from him. He leaned down, catching your mouth again.
The kiss was feral, messyâhis lips claiming, pulling, devouring. His tongue pressed past yours, tangling, tasting, claiming the breath right from your lungs. You moaned into him as the soft weight of his cock, still damp and heavy from your mouth, dragged against the soaked gusset of your panties. The wet pressure made your hips jerk, chasing him, and you gasped into his mouth. He tore away, lips slick and swollen, his forehead pressed to yours as he panted.
âFuckâŠI could ruin you right nowâŠCould fuck you right into the mattress. But I gotta control myselfâŠHave to taste you first.â He rasped. The words scraped over your nerves like an electrical current, setting everything into an inferno. His mouth dropped to your neck, teeth grazing before catching skin just enough to sting, soothed instantly by the hot drag of his tongue. He licked a trail down, reverent and dirty, until his lips hovered over your collarbone. His hand slid behind your back, and with one flick, your bra clasp came undone. He leaned back just enough to strip it free, the lace loosening and slipping down your arms until your breasts spilled bare into the open air.
A slow smile appeared on his kiss bitten lips.
âFuck meâŠâ He whispered, his shimmering blue eyes drinking in every detailâthe rise and fall of them with each breath you took, the way your nipples pebbled, the suppleness of the flesh. Then his mouth claimed you again. He bent low, hair falling loose in strands that brushed soft along your chest as his lips closed wetly around one nipple. The heat of his mouth was staggering, tongue swirling, sucking deep until your back arched and your nails tangled in his hair. He lavished one peak, wet and messy, before shifting to the other, his spit clinging, his tongue flicking until both of your nipples were pebbled and aching. His groan vibrated against your skin, as if he couldnât get enough of the taste.
When he finally pulled away, his mouth trailed lower, dragging a spit-slick line down the center of your stomach. His chain brushed lightly over your skin, cool against your heated flesh, while his tongue traced a slow path toward your waistband. His teeth grazed the lace there, tugging lightly before he lifted his gaze. The look in his eyesâwild and tender at onceâstole your breath as his hands slid down your sides, his broad palms soothing hot and steady over your skin, sending goosebumps to the surface until they settled right at the waistband.
Rocco peeled your panties down inch by inch, the delicate fabric clinging damply to your heat before sliding over the length of your legs. You lifted your hips to help him, legs shifting out of the garment with a slow, deliberate grace, the cool air of the loft rushing against your damp skin. The sight of youâsoft thighs parted, glistening where arousal had spilled overâmade his throat work visibly as he held the lace in his hands.
For a moment he didnât move. He just lifted the panties to his face, eyes fluttering shut as he pressed them to his nose and inhaled. His chest rose sharply, a low sound rumbling from deep in him, raw and absolutely feral. When he opened his eyes again, they were darker, stormier than before and his lips curved into a smirk, as his rough voice spilled into the charged air.
âIâm going to be keeping thoseâŠâ Your thighs clenched instinctively at his words, the ache inside you tightening like a coil. A laugh escaped you, breath and, unsteady.
âYou can do anything you wantâŠâ His smirk deepened, boyish and wicked all at once, before he tossed the lace onto his jeans watching them settle against his clothes. Then his focus snapped back to you like heâd been magnetized, as if nothing else existed in the world but your bare body stretched out on his bed.
Rocco climbed down the mattress, shoulders rolling broad and steady until his palms pressed against the backs of your thighs. His hands spread wide, the rough heat of them searing into your skin as he pushed your legs upâbent knees pressing toward your chest, thighs parted wide. The position was both vulnerable and claiming; he had you open, framed perfectly, and his hungry gaze devoured every inch.
âChrist,â He murmured, eyes drinking in the slick sheen between your legs, the way you glistened in the lamplight. He settled lower, flat on his stomach, his jaw brushing the inside of your knee as his arms snaked around your thighs. His grip was strong, dragging you down toward him until your hips tilted into his mouthâs territory.
The first drag of his tongue was along your inner thigh, hot and slow. He tasted the dampness there where arousal had slicked your skin, groaning at the faint salt of you as if even that was enough to undo him. His stubble rasped faintly against the tender flesh as he kissed lower, trailing spit-slick paths down toward your core. You were trembling already, watching the crown of his head dip, watching him get closer.
He looked up at you thenâblue eyes locking with yours, steady, unrelenting. His voice came low, filthy and coaxing.
âLook at you dripping for me. You want my mouth, donât you?â Your breath hitched, your hands curling in the comforter beneath you, fisting the fabric.
âYesâŠGod, yesâŠâ You whispered. But he only smirked, tongue flicking the very edge of your thigh.
âDoesnât sound convincing enough, Y/N. Beg me. I want to hear how badly you need me to taste you.â Heat flushed high in your cheeks, shame and hunger tangling until you whined, hips lifting helplessly.
âPlease, Rocco. I need you so bad. Pleaseââ He hummed, pretending to consider it, eyes narrowing with teasing cruelty as his lips brushed your skin but never where you needed.
âBetter. But not good enough. Give me more.â A whimper tore from your throat, and your hands darted to clutch his wrists, fingers digging into the veins that ridged his forearms.
You were desperate now, trembling with want, words spilling out broken and sweet. âPlease, Rocco. Please eat me. I want your mouth on me, I canâtâŠFuck, I canât wait anymore, pleaseâŠâ That did it. His smirk softened, lips curving as he pressed a tender kiss to your thigh.
âGood girl,â He soothed, voice like gravel dipped in honey. âThatâs what I wanted to hear.â
And then he was on you.
His mouth crashed into your core, tongue flattening hot and wet against your folds. He licked a long, feral stripe from your entrance to your clit, groaning like heâd been starved for you his whole life. The sound vibrated through you, shuddering along your spine. His tongue shoved between your folds, nosing, licking, sucking greedily until his whole face was slick with you.
âGod, you taste so fucking sweet,â He rasped against you, the words hot and wet on your skin. âAnd itâs like itâs never endingâŠâ His eyes stayed on yours even as his mouth worked you, the intimacy of it so overwhelming you could hardly breathe. You writhed beneath him, gasps and moans spilling raw from your throat, legs shaking where he held them pinned. He licked into your entrance, tongue fucking you shallowly, teasing the depth it could go, before dragging back up to suck your folds into his mouth. The slurping was obscene, wet, filling the loft until it sounded like sin itself.
âRoccoâŠFuckââ Your back arched, fingers tangling in his hair, pulling, guiding. He only pressed in deeper, nose nudging your clit as he sucked hard, his tongue swirling over you until your cries pitched higher. Your hips lifted without thought, grinding down against his mouth, chasing the friction of his tongue, desperate for more pressure on the throbbing bundle of nerves at your core. Every drag of his mouth sent sparks ricocheting through you, sharp and sweet, but the way he pulled backâlicks turning into teasing flicks, lips brushing the edge of you without giving you everythingâmade you whine out loud.
Rocco lifted his head just enough to breathe, his lips glistening with your arousal, chin shining slick in the dim light. His blue eyes locked on yours, pupils blown wide, and his voice came rough and low, ragged from restraint:
âKeep grinding on my face, Y/NâŠMake a mess of me.â The command made your entire body clench. A gasp tore free as you buried one hand in his hair, tugging, guiding, grounding yourself in the feel of his damp curls tangling between your fingers. Your thighs trembled around his head, your breath spilling out in broken bursts.
âYou want me messy, huh?â You whispered back, your voice shaky, threaded with heat. His groan vibrated against your skin, his lips curving into a grin even as his tongue flattened and pressed harder against your clit.
âYeah, sweetheart. Ruin meâŠFucking drench me.â The words unraveled you further. You rolled your hips down onto his mouth, grinding, chasing the pressure, whimpers spilling helplessly from your throat. His nose nudged your clit as he sucked, the rhythm obscene, wet sounds filling the loft like a symphony of sin.
Then his hand slipped lower, fingers dragging along your slit before pressing inside, slowly. Two thick fingers stretched you open, sliding into your heat with a slick ease that made your back arch off the mattress. He curled them up, finding that spot inside you that made your breath hitch and your thighs clamp tighter around his head.
âFuck, Rocco!â You moaned, tugging his hair harder, your hips rutting down against the dual assault of his mouth and fingers.
âThatâs it,â He rasped against your clit, never stopping the suction, his tongue swirling hot circles around it, âTake what you needâŠIâve got you.â Your head tipped back, lips parting as your moans tumbled out raw, unrestrained. You couldnât have stopped yourself if you tried. Each curl of his fingers sent shocks rippling through your body, every stroke slow and deep, deliberate, hitting that aching spot inside. Coupled with the relentless swirl and suck of his tongue, it was overwhelming, unbearable in the best way.
âI canâtâŠIâm gonnaââ You gasped, the words breaking, trembling as your whole body shook beneath him.
âYes, you can.â His voice was a growl, muffled by your heat, his fingers thrusting harder, tongue dragging faster, relentless. âCum for me, pretty girlâŠGive it all to me.â Your body seized around him, the coil inside you snapping with a feral, blinding rush. A scream tore from your throat, high and raw, your back bowing off the mattress as you shattered. Your thighs clamped hard around his head, grinding down helplessly on his mouth as your orgasm ripped through you, shaking every limb, trembling with the violent relief of it.
He groaned into you, greedy, sucking harder, fucking you through it with slow, curling thrusts of his fingers. He didnât stop until the spasms began to ebb, until you were shuddering beneath him, gasping for breath, nails tangled tight in his hair.
At last, he pulled his fingers free with a wet sound. Before you could recover, he spread your folds open with his thumbs, his tongue lapping up every drop of your release, groaning like it was honey straight from the comb. He licked you clean, savoring every spill, every tremor, until your thighs trembled uncontrollably. When he finally leaned back, his face was soaked with youâchin, lips, stubble shining with your slick. A crooked smile stretched across his mouth as he kissed the inside of your thigh, then again, softer.
âFuck, RoccoâŠâ You whispered, voice hoarse, chest still heaving. âThat was so good.â
He laughed against your skin, the sound muffled, boyish, tender. He nipped lightly at the plushness of your thigh before replying, rough voice full of warmth:
âWhat can I sayâŠâ He smirked up at you, blue eyes glinting. âI always finish my dessert.â Your breathless laugh spilled out, shaking with aftershocks, and you couldnât stop the grin that broke across your lips. He kissed your thigh once more, then your mound, leaving a wet spot there, before trailing his mouth higher. He left a damp path of kisses up your stomach, your chest, your throat, until finally he reached your lips.
He kissed you deep, his mouth tasting of you, slick and sweet and intoxicating. You moaned softly into it, the sound low and helpless, your arms wrapping around him to pull him closer. He fed you your own arousal, tongues tangling, the kiss messy and consuming. It was filthy and tender all at once, so intimate it made your chest ache, before pulling back.
âWe should get under the covers. Iâm kind of getting a bit chilly.â He whispered. You smirked, your lips curving with mischief, though your voice came out hoarse from moaning.
âSounds good⊠But youâre going to have to help me a bit.â You shifted your thighs experimentally and let out a breathless laugh. âThink my legs are numb.â His laugh broke quick and warm, a sound that vibrated against your bare chest
âThatâs one of the best compliments Iâve gotten in a while,â he teased, dipping his head to kiss your cheek before slipping his arms beneath you. He lifted you with ease, one hand supporting your back, while the other slid under your thighs. The sudden sweep of motion stole a small gasp from your throat, but you curled instinctively into him, nuzzling your lips against the side of his throat as he carried you up the mattress. His chain brushed your collarbone, the pendant catching briefly on your skin before sliding away.
He tugged down the thick plaid comforter, and eased you beneath its warmthâhot from where the two of you were laying moments prior. The fabric settled heavy and soft across your body, smelling faintly of detergent and himâsage, paint, and salt. Then he climbed over you, pulling the covers up over his shoulders until the two of you were cocooned in shadow and warmth. His chain dangled loose against your chest, the cool pendant glancing off your skin before coming to rest just above your sternum.
Rocco leaned down, his roughened palm cradling your cheek as though you were something precious. His lips found yours again, and this kiss wasnât gentle. It was moltenâwet, insistent, hungry. His tongue swept against yours, tasting you deeply, groaning as he pressed harder, chest flush to yours. You whimpered into the kiss, curling your arms around his shoulders, pulling him closer until there was no space left.
His hips shifted, and you felt the hard length of him pressing insistently against your core. The blunt heat of him through the soft drag of your folds made you gasp into his mouth, your lips breaking from his as you whispered, desperately:
âI want to have sex⊠if youâre up for it.â
Rocco froze just enough to pull back, his forehead resting against yours, blue eyes blown wide but steady on you. His voice came rough, threaded with sincerity, âIâm always up for it. JustâŠWant to make sure I donât overwhelm you too much. We donât have to do everything in one night. Iâd like to keep seeing you after tonight.â
The confession cracked something tender inside you. You reached up, cupping his face in both hands, your thumbs brushing his sharp cheekbones. His skin was hot beneath your touch, flushed, trembling faintly from restraint. You kissed him once, soft and sure, before whispering against his lips:
âI want to see you again too. And heyâŠYou wonât overwhelm me. I just really want to feel you.â
His lips split into the smallest, softest smile, vulnerable and reverent all at once. He nodded, whispering, âAlrightâŠâ Before crashing back into your mouth. The kiss was wild now, desperate. Your thighs opened wider beneath him, making room for his body to settle between them. One of his hands slid down, broad palm stroking over your hip, then lower until his fingers wrapped around his cock. You felt the motionâthe slick sound of his spit-slick strokes as he pumped himself, the blunt heat dragging along your folds as he guided himself through your wetness. You gasped at the sensation, your hips jerking instinctively, chasing the pressure.
âReady?â He asked, his voice low and gravelly, lips brushing your cheek as his chain swung and the pendant kissed your collarbone.
You nodded, eyes locked on his as your thumb stroked along his stubbled cheek. âReady.â He pushed forward slowly, the thick head slipping past your entrance, stretching you with exquisite precision. Your back arched, your breath stuttering out on a broken moan as the burn and the fullness melted into pleasure.
âFuckâŠâ He moaned, his head dropping to kiss your wrist where you cradled his face. âYou feel so good already.â His voice was ragged, reverent, as he pushed deeper, inch by inch, until his hips met yours and he was buried fully inside you.
âRoccoâŠFuck, youâre huge. Youâre so perfect.â Your words broke into a whimper as your walls fluttered helplessly around him. His hand gripped your hip, squeezing gently, grounding himself into you, his hips moving to push just a little more against your cervix. The two of you groaned together at the fullness, the intimacy of him feeling every pulse. His forehead pressed to yours, noses brushing, your breaths tangled. The pendant swung down, bumping lightly against your chin with each tiny tremor of his chest. You tilted your head, lips parting, and took it between your teeth, the cool metal clinking softly against them. His groan was guttural, his blue eyes snapping open to watch you hold the chain in your mouth.
âJesus, thatâs so fucking hot,â He complimented, hips jerking faintly. Then he kissed you with the pendant still between your lips, the kiss wet, sloppy, filthy. His tongue tangled with yours as the cool metal pressed between you, his moan vibrating into your mouth. One of his hands slid up, finding yours, threading your fingers together, holding tight, as he pulled back just enough to thrust forward.
The drag was slow at first, deep, hitting places inside you that made your toes curl. You moaned into his mouth, the pendant clinking faintly as you clutched it harder between your lips. His thrusts built rhythm, hips driving into you with a deep, consuming pace.
âGod, you feel so fucking good,â He whispered into your mouth, his voice breaking with each thrust. âSo tightâfuckâyouâre perfect, Y/N. Taking me so deepâŠâ
You whined, the words shooting straight to your core, your encouragement spilling out broken and eager. âDonât stop⊠Please donât stop. You feel so good inside me.â His thrusts grew rougher, deeper, the sound of skin meeting skin sharp beneath the muffled comforter. Each stroke bottomed out, his cock dragging every nerve raw, your walls clenching around him in helpless pulses. His chain swung with every movement, the pendant bumping against your chin, against your lips, as though marking every thrust.
He buried his face in your neck, groaning, kissing, biting softly. His words poured out hot and cracked between each thrust: âSo fucking beautifulâŠSo sweetâŠGonna fill you up, Y/N. Youâll take it all, wonât you?â
âYes,â You gasped, your nails clawing into his back as your body arched into him. âPlease, Rocco. Fill me.â
That undid him. His hips stuttered, thrusts breaking into erratic ruts as his moans deepened into something guttural, primal. With one final push, he buried himself to the hilt, his cock pulsing hot as he came, spilling deep inside you.
The warmth spread thick, filling, your walls clutching him tight as you moaned at the sensation. Your body pulsed around him, milking him through it, each spasm drawing out another rough groan from his chest. His long sigh escaped ragged, satisfied, as he kissed frantically along your neck, your jaw, your cheeks.
At last, he leaned back, his hand brushing your chin to tug the pendant gently from between your lips. He let it fall against your chest before capturing your mouth in a slow, reverent kiss, tongues brushing tenderly now, softly.
âThat was so fucking good,â He whispered against your lips, his voice warm and broken with awe. His forehead pressed to yours, his chain resting cool between your heaving chests, as his body stayed close, still buried inside you, unwilling to let go. His skin was hot under your palms as you dragged your hands slowly down the planes of his chest, feeling the way his ribs rose and fell, the scattered freckles beneath your fingertips, the faint flutter of his heart still racing under your touch. He hummed, low in his throat, leaning down to brush the gentlest kiss against your lipsâsoft where every kiss before had been hungry.
âGonna grab a warm towel for you and clean you up,â He murmured against your mouth, voice rough but tender.
You smiled, tilting up just enough to kiss the tip of his nose, your lips brushing there with playful warmth. âThat would be nice.â
He chuckled, kissing you once more before pulling away carefully. The slide of him leaving your body made you gasp faintly, the warmth of him spilling out of you in a hot trickle. He caught the sound with a crooked little smirk before bending to grab his boxers, tugging them on in one smooth motion. Then he trudged down the narrow stairs.
For a moment, you lay there catching your breath, listening. The faint rush of water came from below, a quick hiss and shut-off, then his footsteps returned, steadily. His silhouette reappeared at the top of the stairs, curls pushed damply back from his forehead, eyes softened with something warm as he crossed to his dresser. He pulled free a folded pair of boxer briefs and a worn t-shirt, setting them carefully on the mattress before tugging the covers down to reveal you again.
The cool air kissed your skin, but then he was there, kneeling between your legs, towel warm in his hands. He wiped you with slow, deliberate care, catching the mess of him still dripping from you. His touch was steady, reverent, his head ducking once to press a kiss to your knee as he worked. When he finished, he set the towel aside, unfolding the boxer briefs and guiding them gently up your legs. His fingers brushed along your thighs as he helped you slip into them, pulling them snug into place before taking the t-shirt and easing it over your head. The cotton fell soft against your skin, heavy with his scent.
It made you laugh softly, warmth bubbling in your chest at how careful he was. He let out a long, quiet sigh, tossing the towel to the floor before climbing in beside you. The mattress dipped, then his arms came around you, wrapping you in his warmth, his chest pressing firm against your back as he drew you close. His breath tickled your hair when he spoke, voice low, content:
âIâm glad you made an exception and did this little house callâŠâ
You let out a small laugh, teeth catching at his forearm as you nipped him playfully. âWould only do it for you.â
He smirked at that, the sound of it in his voice as he pressed a gentle kiss to your temple. âPerfectâŠThatâs what I like to hearâŠBut next time Iâm going to be taking you out.â You nodded.
âSounds good to meâŠâ You replied. Then he buried his face into your hair, his nose nudging at your crown as he settled, nuzzling deeper until his whole body seemed to melt around yours.
Pairing: Bob/Robert Reynolds/The Sentry/The Void x Thunderbolts!Fem!Reader
Summary: The Thunderbolts go to a club downtown for the night, and while there Bob and Sentry are having a tough time watching you flirt with a guy.
Warnings: 18+ Minors DNI! Smut, Fluff, and Jealousy (the spicy triforce). Bob and reader are both aware of each other's feelings but want to remain friends to not ruin the team dynamic in case things go sour. Sentry is extremely jealous in this, and we love jealous Sentry I sayâŠHeâs also a bit possessive butâŠThatâs him lol, Bob is just trying to be a good guy and keep things calm, but Sentry is really ripping into him for fumbling the ball.
Smut Warnings: Semi-Public Sex (happens in a private washroom, but itâs inside a club), Unprotected P in V (hahahahaâŠplease wrap it up), Fingering, Oral Sex (fem! Receiving), and a Praise/Worship Kink cause Sentry and Bob are pleasers just trying to stake their claim lol, thereâs also light choking, and some dirty talkâŠ.And Overstimulation to a degree. And some aftercare.
Authorâs Note: Jesus lord, I loved this request, and I loved the ideas that came from it, and thank you so much for requesting it! It was so fun to write this possessive type of Sentry, and I loved writing the clashing dialogue between Bob and Sentry too. Whew, thank you again @leopard-skin-pillbox-hat-ok for such a fun little thing!
Word Count: 10,244
The music was thrumming like a heartbeat Low, slow, and thick with heat. Everything in the club was moving like smokeâdark, senseless, and breathless. The lights stuttered across the floor like strobe-starved lightning, painting bodies in quick colourful flashes of red, violet, blue, and green.
But Bob wasnât looking at the lights, or the crowd, or the Coke Zero he hadnât touched, or even his teammatesâwho were scattered around the booth behind him, too caught up in cheap liquor, bottles of beer, and loud conversation to notice the slow-motion train wreck unraveling across the club floor.
His attention was on you, and it felt like he was two minutes away from being pronounced dead.
You were standing at the bar with your back turned slightly to him, talking to some guy with a drink in his hand and too much confidence in his stance. It looked like he had forgotten to button his shirt up completely and his chest was puffed out and exposed like he was a bird trying to perform a mating call of sorts. It was easy to spot how he was flirting with you, he would lean in close and say something, and you would return the favour by doing the same. Bob swore every time you moved closer to him it felt like the world was shifting beneath his feet.
Because your dress wasâ
âGod made flesh.â Thatâs what Sentry had called it the moment he saw you walk out of your room tonight, and he hadnât shut up since.
It was satin, maybe. Something dark and indulgent and soft. It hugged you like heat and spilled inkâclinging to every line of your body like it had been painted there. The hemline flirted with your thighs as you shifted your weight, fluttering like it was in love with your legs.
And those legsâBob was going to have a stroke. They were crossed casually at the ankle, and the muscle of your calves were perfectly defined in heels that made your whole stance shift in the kind of way that rewired his brain chemistry. They pushed your hips out just enough to make his breath catch. Your waist cinched so elegantly it looked like it had been sculpted. And your skinâwhich was shimmering in the club lightsâlooked like something a god would ruin themselves to touch.
And thatâs exactly what was happening.
âLook at her,â Sentry hissed from somewhere behind Bobâs ribs. Every syllable was thick with acid, and pure, unobstructed worship, âSheâs glowingâŠAnd so fucking open tonight. She should be at our side. In our lap. Not fawning over that little man-child with mousse in his hair.â Bobâs jaw clenched at the rage that echoed through his head.
âS-Sheâs not fawning,â He muttered under his breath, his knuckles going white around the glass of Coke Zero he was holding, âSheâs j-just being friendly.â He added, fluttering his lashes in the strobed haze.
âLook at her. Sheâs leaning in! He touched her hip when she laughed, did you happen to miss that part?â Bob let out a huff.
âI didnât miss anything.â He replied, bringing the rim of the glass up to his lips to cover the way his mouth was slightly moving.
âThen explain why youâre sitting here doing nothing while he tries to take whatâs ours.â Bob exhaled through his nose, slow and shaky, taking a fake sip of the carbonated beverage, feeling his grip tightening around it slightly, like he was going to possibly break it. âYou made the choice. Not me. I wouldâve taken her in our bed by now. I wouldâve lit the fucking sky gold with the sound of her voice.â Bob dropped his hand to his thigh, fingers digging into the loose denim of his jeansâthe ones you had convinced him to buyâlike he could claw the heat out of his skin.
Across the club, you tilted your head back to laugh. That kind of laugh. The one Bob had heard a hundred timesâbut never when it wasnât his words that caused it.
And you lookedâGod, you looked like every dream he wasnât allowed to have anymore. One hand resting lightly on the bar, nails painted in something subtle that caught the colored lights like stardust. Your other hand gestured as you spoke, animated and bright, your shoulder dipping as you leaned in again, saying something to the guyâwho took it as an invitation to move closer. He was smiling. He was saying something back.
You nodded at him, smiling with the widest one you had, and tapped your glass against his before taking a sip.
Bobâs eyes followed the movement of your throat as you swallowed, his heart beating too loud in his ears.
âSheâs not even thinking about us.â
âS-Shut up,â Bob hissed quickly, but it was loud enough to make Walker glance over briefly before going back to his beer and the conversation the rest of the group were having behind him.
âYou think you were noble, donât you? Waiting, respecting her and the teamâŠYou think that means something when someone else can just step in and touch her like that?â Bob wiped the sweat off his brow, as the heat began to curl within him, but it didnât seem to help. He could feel itâthe static under his skin, like something golden and furious was trying to claw its way out from inside him.
âYou said no to her. You told her she was too important to risk. Now look at her.â You pushed your hair out of your face with a laugh and turned just enough to give Bob a partial view of your profile. The lips gloss he watched you apply at the beginning of the evening in the reflection of someoneâs car window glistened. The lights behind the bar lit up your eyes like candlelight through amber glass, and you still didnât see him looking.
That hurt worse than anything.
He shifted in the booth, uncomfortable in his own skin, and burning hot. His foot tapped against the sticky floor beneath the table, a stuttering rhythm that matched the beat of the musicâor maybe it was matching his panic.
âThis is when I wish I had my own fucking body,â Sentry growled, âAt least then I could make my own decisions instead of running them by a human whoâs afraid of his own fucking heartbeat.â Bob flinched. It was small. Barely a tremor across his shoulders. But the heat that followed was almost unbearable, as it sunk into his bloodstream. It pulsed beneath his skin like magma, like light trying to find the cracks in his weak mental armour. His fingers twitched against the table, then he curled them into a fist before dropping it into his lap, trying to hide the shaking in his hand.
âShe should be with us,â Sentry snapped, âIâd be on my knees every night for her, Iâd hold her in my arms and love her the way she deserves, and she certainly wouldnât be pressed against some arrogant fuck like that.â Bobâs eyes flicked back to you, just in time to see it. The guyâs hand moved to your waist, sliding around to pull you in closer. His mouth was way too close to your ear, and your face tipped slightly toward him, smile still soft, lips parted.
And Bobâsnapped.
His body lurched forward like something had yanked him by the ribs, and the booth creaked. The table shook when his knee slammed into the bottom of it.
Walker and Ava both turned their heads at the sound, but Bob didnât move forward again.
He sat back down, hard, chest heaving. His elbows braced on the table. His hands pressed flat to the surface to steady himself, shaking. And the golden light beneath his skin flickeredâjust for a secondâvisible, crawling like electricity beneath his veins.
âBob?â Yelenaâs voice cut through the haze like a blade. Her brows were drawn, beer still in hand. She leaned across the table. âYou okay?â
He didnât answer, he didnât even try to look up at her. He was staring at the floor, like it was safer than looking back up at you.
âTell her to back off. Tell her weâre in the middle of planning out how to quietly rip the arm off that guy touching Y/NâŠâ
âBob.â Yelenaâs voice sharpened, knocking on the table in front of him, âHey.â His jaw clenched.
âIâm fine. I-Iâm fine.â He responded, feeling a bead of sweat dripping down his temple.
âBullshit.â She shot back. Then she was moving around the table, boots scuffing the floor. Bob tried to avoid her, turning his face away, but she caught him by the jaw fast, fingers sharp and rough, twisting his head toward her. The moment her eyes met his, she immediately connected the dots.
âOh Jesus Christ.â She hissed, realizing his eyes werenât just blue anymore, they were streaked with little tendrils of gold exploding in the irises and hazing over the pupils.
âLet me take it from here,â Sentry whispered, âClearly youâre not handling it.â
âI-I said Iâve got it.â Bob groaned, squeezing his eyes shut like he could shove Sentry back down by sheer willpower.
âGot what?â Walker called from across the table, leaning his arm along the backrest, âWhatâs going on with him tonight?â He asked, motioning to Bob. Yelena didnât answer. She was too busy calculating how far they were from the nearest exit. Bob rubbed a hand over his face, trying to cool the flush from his cheeks, trying to breathe through the pulse climbing in his throat.
âIâm controlling him,â He muttered, âHeâs pissed but Iâm controlling it.â Walker leaned forward a bit, catching the gold that began to shimmer even more in Bobâs irises.
âDoesnât look like it,â He commented, eyes narrowing at the shimmer that caught in the strobe lighting, then slowly Walker's gaze drifted across the club, over the pulsing bodies, and past the sharp glow of the bar lightsâlanding on you.
You were still tucked close to that guy, still laughing, and still glowing in that dress, like the universe was trying to punish Bob through you. Walkerâs face twisted in understanding, his lips twitching up with cruel amusement.
âOh,â He drawled, âOhhhhhh.â Yelena didnât even look up to him, she kept her eyes trained on Bob.
âWalker, I swear to god.â She warned, already hearing the chaos brewing in his tone.
âYou guys look parched. Iâm gonna get another beer,â He said, grabbing a spare glass off the table, âAnd maybe a water for Bob before his brain starts draining out of his ears.â Walker added, pushing himself up from the booth, stretching like he had all the time in the world.
âWalker!â Yelena snapped, but it was too late, he was already moving.
âOh good,â Sentry crooned inside him, smug and mocking, âWalker. A real man. Watch and learn, Bob. A simple waltz up to the bar, a charming line, a hand on her armâeasy extraction.â Bob let out a long, agonizing groan, pressing a trembling hand to his temple to try and ease the headache that was starting to bloom.
Meanwhile, Walker was on the move. He weaved through the crowd with a practiced ease, long stridesârelaxed in the most approachable way possibleâglass in one hand, beer bottle in the other. The lights flickered across his white t-shirt and a few girls near the edge of the dance floor gave him lazy once-overs as he passed. He smiledâsmall, effortlessâand tipped his head in greeting, before continuing his journey. He didnât stop until he was directly beside you.
You didnât notice him at first, you were too wrapped up in whatever your bar companion was saying. But the moment Walkerâs shoulder nudged yours gently, you turnedâsurprisedâand the guyâs arm slipped from behind your back, falling away like it had never belonged there to begin with.
âHey,â Walker said casually, setting the beer and the empty glass down on the bar, âFancy seeing you still upright. Thought youâd be buried in that guyâs awful smelling cologne by now.â You raised an eyebrow at him, confused and slightly amused.
âExcuse me?â You said, watching Walker lean in just enough for the crowd and the music to blur around you both, his voice low and loaded with too much amusement to be harmless.
âYou might want to ease up on the flirtingâŠBobâs halfway to going supernova back at the booth.â He said, propping his elbow onto the bar. He smelled like strong wheat from the beer he was nursing, but he still seemed levelheaded enough to know what he was saying to you.
âBob?â You questioned.
âYeah,â Walker nodded toward the table, where Bob sat with his head in his hands. From where you stood you could see the faint glow of the veins in his forearms, like someone had poured sunlight into them, with the crown of his hair fluffed and messyâprobably from him ruffling it in his hands. âYou knowâyour broody golden retrieverâŠThe one whoâs got the sleeper build of a house?â
âHeâs notââ You huffed, âHeâs not mineâŠâ Walker snorted at the comment.
âCouldâve fooled me. Pretty sure you own at least seventy percent of his emotional stability and sanity at this point.â Your eyes narrowed at him as you took a sip from your diluted tequila pineapple.
âWe agreed, okay? It was mutual. We said it would be a bad ideaâif things went wrongââ Walker held up a finger.
âRight, right. Let me stop you there, Professor Logic. Because right now Bobâs glowing like a fucking star over there and Sentry has been pacing inside his skull, dying to come out. So clearly this little âmutualâ agreement is not really holding up.â You stiffened.
âHe hasnât;ât said anything.â Walker laughed under his breath.
âOf course not. Itâs Bob. Heâd rather implode than inconvenience anyone. But maybe you should go get your sight checked, sweetheart, because youâre acting absolutely blind if you think feelings just vanish because you both agreed to not âruin the teamâ.â
âHey, that's not fair.â You muttered.
âIsnât it?â He shot back, standing a little straighter, âYouâre over here flirting up a storm while Bobâs swallowing the sun god. He wanted you. He still wants you, and just because he respects the boundaries you two have, it doesnât mean yâall are fully over things. Get what Iâm saying?â You glanced again toward the boothâjust in time to see Bob brace his hands against the table like it was the only thing anchoring him to this plane of existence. Even across the room, you could see the way his chest was rising and falling too fast. The light beneath his skin had intensifiedâglimmering like heat lightning under the surface of his forearms.
Your voice dropped low. âWhat do you expect me to do?â
Walker blinked at you, incredulous. âI donât know, go over there and calm the guy down? Maybe take him somewhere private and talk to him before he fucking levels the building?â He leaned in a little closer, his tone dropping into something more serious, less flippant. âY/N, itâs Sentry. He doesnât particularly have a track record for waiting or being nice about things that donât go his wayâŠGod complex. Remember?â
You swallowed, nerves climbing up your throat like vines. âAnd you think I have that kind of power?â
Walker didnât laugh. He didnât even smirk. He just looked at you with the flattest, most terrifyingly honest expression youâd ever seen on him.
âIâm very sure youâve got his soul in your hands by this point,â He said, voice sharp and quiet. âNow go. Before the floor starts vibrating.â
You hesitated, looking back at Bob againâhe was shaking. Hands trembling like static was crawling up his arms, light flaring under his skin in pulses that didnât sync to the music anymore. His jaw was clenched. His whole body coiled like a live wire seconds from snapping.
Walkerâs hand landed briefly on your shoulder, grounding. âGo, Y/N.â
You didnât need to hear anything else.
You set your glass down with a soft clink, the condensation from the cup already dampening your fingertips. Then you movedâshoulders squared, eyes locked, heart racing harder than the music pulsing through the clubâs foundation.
The crowd pressed around you like water, dense and shifting. Heat clung to your skin, sticky with sweat and perfumeâan overwhelming blend of cheap gin, sugar-rimmed cocktails, body spray, smoke, and that faint metallic tang of overstimulation. Neon light sliced through the dark like a broken kaleidoscopeâflickering greens, bleeding reds, and deep violet strobes that stained everything in shadow-glow and fleeting brilliance.
You pushed past a couple tangled together mid-dance, the womanâs laugh sharp and high-pitched, her partnerâs cologne a cloud of amber and pine that made your nose twitch. Your heels stuck momentarily to the floor in patchesâspilled beer or soda underfootâbut you didnât stop. Didnât slow. Because you could see him now.
Bob.
He looked like he was breaking open.
Yelena was still in front of him, tense and braced with her arms folded, her whole body coiled like she was trying to intercept a detonation. You reached her, placed your hand firmly on her shoulder. She looked up at you, eyebrows already drawnâbut one glance at your face was all it took. She didnât say anything. Just nodded once, jaw tight, and stepped aside to return to her original spot in the booth.
And thenâBob.
His head lifted, slowly.
And when his eyes found yoursâit was like gravity halted in his mind.
The gold in his irises was brighter now, sparking outward like little sunbursts, threads of molten light veining toward his pupils. But it was the look on his face that undid you. The moment he realized it was you, standing there, reaching for him. All of that raw, volatile tension melted into something that looked like disbelief. Like hope.
His shoulders dropped a fraction. Not relaxedâno, he was never fully relaxed when he was like thisâbut the storm behind his eyes shifted, just enough to make room for something else. Something softer. The glow faltered like a candle wick flicked by breath, almost like it was a display of relief.
Slowly you reached forwardânot grabbing, not pulling, but touchingâand let your fingertips drag over his forearms, before your hands found his wrists. You could feel his skin burning, damp from sweat, and his pulse was bounding against your touch, as if something was ready to snap beneath the surface. You curled your fingers around his wrists with deliberate gentleness, and leaned forward.
The light behind you turned gold for a momentâjust a flare, like the universe was echoing the chaos inside him. Then the shadows returned, and it was just you in front of him, wrapped in heat and pulse and light. Then your scent hit himâit wasnât perfume in the traditional sense. Not heavy. It was perfectly you.
It was citrus firstâsharp, bright, alive. Like cracked-open blood orange rinds in summer. Zest clinging to skin. Tangy and awakening. Then came the softer notes. Something warmer underneath. A trace of sugar and salt and skinâlike sunlight on bare shoulders and the faintest whisper of crushed mint leaves. It was dizzying. It was you. The way you always smelled when you were flushed and warm and a little too close. Bob inhaled like he was starved of it, and Sentry sucked it in like it gave him a new life source.
Then you leaned even closer.
Your body was just shy of touching him, but he felt the heat of you radiating off your skin. Like you were burning through your dress, through the space between you. He could see the outline of your shoulder rising and falling with each breathâtoo fast. Just like his.
Thenâyour voice.
It wasnât loud. It didnât need to be. It was spoken directly into the space beside his neck, close enough that he could feel the shape of the words before he could understand them. Your breath was warm, and carried the scent of alcohol on itâsweet, sharp, sticky.
Pineapple juice. Cool and sugary. The bite of cheap tequila clinging to the edge. And something cooler than thatâmint, from whatever cocktail youâd been nursing. It made the air between you feel electric.
âCome with me,â You said, your lips barely brushing the shell of his ear, voice low, tight. Bobâs pulse stuttered. His mouth parted on instinct, like he wanted to say your name, or please, or thank you, or yes, but nothing came out.
Only a nod.
His whole body moved like it wasnât his ownâshoulders curving toward you, the heat in his veins recalibrating, his spine straightening just enough to stand.
You didnât let go of his wrist as you pulled him through the crowd.
He followed behind like a shadow tethered to your spineâquiet, massive, burning with a light that wasnât fully human. Every step sent heat crawling along your skin, your grip on him like a lifeline.
You moved fast, past the dance floor and toward the back hallway lined with faux-industrial brick and flickering sconces trying too hard to mimic candlelight. The music was muffled here, pulsing through the drywall like a heartbeat trapped behind ribs.
The private washroom door stood at the end of the hallâsleek, black, and marked with a gold âSTAFF ONLYâ plaque. You didnât hesitate. Just reached for the handle, shoved it open, and dragged Bob in after you.
The door shut with a click that sounded louder than a gunshot. Then the lock turned under your fingersâdecisive, final.
It was dim inside.
Not in the way that suggested filth or neglectâbut in a way that almost feltâŠdeliberate. The club had clearly spared no expense here. There were soft amber bulbs tucked behind frosted glass sconces, casting a faint, honeyed glow that made the marble counters shimmer faintly. The walls were a deep slate gray, matte and textured, broken only by a massive, ornately framed mirror that stretched across the length of the main wall above the sink. The countertop was pristine, black quartz polished to a gleam. A vase of dried eucalyptus sat beside the soap, filling the air with a clean, herbal sharpness that cut through the lingering sweat and smoke on your skin.
The moment you turned to face him, Bob was already braced near the sink, one hand gripping the edge like he needed it to keep standing. His chest was heaving. The golden veins beneath his skin were glowing more than everâflickering like wire left too long in the fire.
You crossed the room, slow but steady, until you were standing just in front of himâbarely breathingâwith a bit of space between the two of you so you werenât crowding him.
âWhat the hell is going on with you tonight?â Your voice was a mix of caution and heat. Not cold. Not scolding. But demanding in a way only someone who knows the truth of a person could manage.
Bob didnât answer. His eyes flicked up to yours, and for a second, it wasnât just him.
It was both of them. Bob and Sentry.
That glow behind his irises was too alive. Too bright. His jaw was locked, his pulse hammering visibly in his throat, the cords in his neck drawn tight like wires on the verge of snapping. When he didnât speak, you stepped closer.
âI thought we agreed,â You said, softly. âWe said it was a bad idea. That it could ruin everything.â
Bob finally opened his mouth, but the voice that came out was not fully his.
âThat wasnât my agreement.â His tone was deeper. Not menacing, but vast. Like something old and radiant had peeled up from beneath the surface of his soul. His shoulders twitched like he was trying to contain something stretching underneath his skin.
You stared at him, mouth parted slightly.
âI didnât get a say,â Sentry added through him, his tone thick with restrained hunger. âHe locked me out of that conversation. Said it wasnât safe. Said you deserved better than both of us. But Iâve been watching him crumble over you every night sinceâŠAnd itâs not fair to me that I need to watch that when I have no choice but to follow whatever he says!â Bob jerked his head slightly, like he was trying to shake the voice off, but you saw itâthe way his pupils dilated, the way his hand on the counter tightened until the stone cracked faintly under his palm.
âThat guyââ Bobâs voice finally surfaced, raw and hoarse. âT-The way he touched youâyour waistâyour shoulderââ His throat bobbed. âI couldnât breathe.â
You stepped closer to him, still not enough to invade his space.
âI wasnât going to do anything with him.â
âThat doesnât matter,â He croaked. âY-You were smiling like that. You were laughing. Not at my words. A-And he got to touch you.â His hands curled, trembling, and you realized then: he wasnât angry at you. He was in agony.
âBobâŠâ You breathed.
âI told myself I could handle this. I thoughtâI thought staying away w-would make it easier,â He whispered, forehead bowing like he was seconds away from collapse. âBut then I s-saw you tonight, and you were justâfucking perfectâand all I could think was how badly I-I wanted to touch you. Not Sentry. Not the god. Just me.â
Your breath hitched.
The air in the room shiftedâless like breathlessness now, and more like a burn. A shared ache. The kind you only ever get from not touching someone you need.
âYou think I donât want you too?â You whispered, eyes locked on his, not daring to move. âYou think that was easy for me either? You think I donât go back to my room every night and have to lie in a bed that smells like you from your laundry detergent leaking into my sheets?â Bobâs breath hitchedâhis whole chest trembling with it. His lips parted like he might say something, but he didnât. He just stared at you with that look. Like you were the only thing keeping him stitched together. Like if he blinked, you might vanish.
Your next breath barely made it out. âI want you. Even when I try not to. Even when I say I donât.â There was a long pause in the room, just the sound of your breaths and the thumping bass of the music outside the enclosure of the washroom.
Then suddenly, Bob moved.
It wasnât violent. It wasnât even rough. But it was immediate. Like something inside him snapped loose and came tearing to the surface. His hands were on your face in less than a secondâbig and hot and trembling at the edges. One cupped your cheek, the other cradled the back of your head, fingers threading through your hair as his forehead dipped to yours. The air between you ignited.
And then he kissed you.
It was not sweet.
It was not soft.
It was desperateâan open-mouthed, spine-scorching, knee-buckling kind of kiss that tasted like panic and longing and gold-lit hunger all poured into one unsteady breath. His mouth slanted over yours like he was trying to carve your shape into his bones, like he was afraid heâd never get another chance. And God, he kissed like he needed you to keep existingâlike heâd die if he didnât.
You gasped into it, just onceâsurprised not by the kiss, but by the heat behind itâand the second your knees gave a tremble under your heels, Bob caught you.
He growled low against your mouth, not Sentry, not quite Bobâjust that middle place where desire lives. His arm locked around your waist, and he spun you with frightening ease. Your back hit the cool edge of the quartz sink counter, and then his hands were everywhereâgripping your hips, dragging them flush to his, his fingers digging into the hem of your dress like he couldnât figure out whether to lift it or tear it.
You moaned into his mouthâquiet, bitten offâand he groaned back, kissing you harder, deeper, messier.
It was sloppy. Wet. Your lips sliding together again and again as your breaths came sharp and heated. His tongue brushed yours and it felt like fire jumped between your ribs. You couldnât even think. You were clinging to his shirt like it was the only thing holding you upright.
Bob pulled back just a fractionâjust enough to pant against your lips, his breath catching on every syllable.
âYouâre not stopping me,â He whispered, voice shredded with disbelief, âYouâre not telling me to stopââ
You kissed him again before he could finish, grabbing his jaw, tilting him into you, dragging your teeth across his bottom lip as his hips pressed tighter against yours. And God, the way he reactedâhis fingers twitching against your waist, his hips stuttering forward like he couldnât help himself.
âG-God,â He hissed, and the heat of it pulsed out of him like an aftershock.
His hands dropped to the backs of your thighs, slowly despite the chaos. His palms swept up your legsâwarm, wide, shakingâuntil he was holding you just beneath the curve of your ass. Then he lifted. You gasped as he hoisted you effortlessly up onto the counter, the cold stone biting against your skin through the dress, the sensation making your spine arch.
Bob stepped between your knees and immediately pressed himself against you again, lips finding yours in a kiss so deep it tilted your head back. His hand slid up the column of your neck, cradling your jaw, his thumb brushing just beneath your ear like he needed to memorize every inch of you.
And thenâhe moaned.
Not loud, but raw. Pained. Like the taste of you was killing him and healing him at the same time. His tongue swept into your mouth, slow and slick, and your hands tangled in his hair, tugging hard enough to make him groan againâdeeper this time, almost guttural.
His hips rocked once into yours, slow and hot, grinding into the space between your thighs, and you gasped against his mouth, your nails digging into his shoulders. It felt like every part of him was begging for contact, like he was trying to melt into your skin. His fingertips dug into your waist as he pressed his hips forward again, slower this time, savouring the way your body responded to him, how your thighs widened even more to cradle his body.
Your fingers untangled from his hair, reached down to curl your fingers around the wrist of the hand that held your waist, guiding him toward the skin of your thigh, skin to skinâyour dress had ridden up high enough that he could feel the heat of you radiating through the minimal barrier you still wore. His breath caught. You pulled back from the kiss just enough to whisper.
âTouch me.â The syllables broke him open immediately. He didnât ask if you were sure. Bobâs hand slid upwardâslow, shakingâand then it was there. The pad of his fingers brushed the damp, sheer fabric stretched over your aching core, and he gasped so sharply his forehead thudded softly against yours.
âOhâGodââ He whispered, voice breaking on the edges. âYouâre alreadyâJ-Jesus, youâre so wet.â
You whined, head tilting back slightly, lips brushing his jaw, and Bob nearly lost it right then.
âIs it for me?â He breathed, fingers still resting there, just barely pressing into the heat between your legs. His voice trembled, and it wasnât just Bob anymore. Sentry laced every syllable with awe and hunger.
âTell me itâs for me,â He begged.
You nodded, lashes fluttering, as heat crept up onto your cheeks. âAlways for you.â
He let out a noiseâhalf groan, half prayerâand his hand moved. Gentle at first, like he was afraid to break you. His thumb found your clit through the soaked fabric, rubbing in slow, languid circles. Just enough pressure to tease, not enough to satisfy. Your thighs tensed around his hips, your fingers curling into his shirt.
âOh my god, Bobââ
That shattered him.
His mouth dropped to your neck, open and hot, breath thick against your pulse as he worked you with growing intensity. He mouthed at your skinâkissed and nipped his way up to the underside of your jaw while his fingers kept moving, pressing deeper now, sliding the soaked fabric aside with a gentle kind of desperation. His fingertips met your slick heat, and the soft, wet sound of it made him moan like he was being touched instead of you.
âY/N,â He rasped, âYouâre d-dripping⊠I h-havenât even done anything to you yetâJesusâ
He slipped two fingers between your folds, not insideâjust gliding through the mess youâd already made for him. His thumb resumed its rhythm on your clit, and your whole body jolted in response, a soft cry leaving your lips. Bob was panting.
âI wanna drop to my knees. I wanna taste you. Right here. Right now. Please.â The words were guttural. Frantic. Worshipful. Sentry was behind them, clawing upward like holy fire, but Bob was still thereâguiding him with restraint, grounded by the weight of your body in his hands.
You grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him towards you, crashing your mouth into his again. He kissed you like he was drowning and your breath was the only oxygen that could save him.
Without breaking the kiss, without warning, two of his fingers slipped inside youâslow, thick, and deliberate.
You gasped into his mouthâsharp and shudderingâyour spine bowing against the sink as your thighs clamped tighter around his hips. The stretch made your legs tremble. You fluttered around him, hot and soaked and so desperate for him it almost hurt.
Bob groaned like the feel of you was enough to knock him out cold.
âOhâGod,â He hissed against your mouth, his forehead dropping to yours as he stilled his hand for just a moment, overwhelmed by how tight and wet you were. âJesus Christ⊠Youâre so perfect inside. So warmâclenching around me like you need it.â
His fingers curled inside you.
You moanedâloud and brokenâyour body jerking in his grip. The sound echoed in the marble and tile of the washroom, obscene and beautiful.
âY-Yes,â You whimpered, nails digging into his shoulder blades, âDonât stopâBobâplease donât stopââ
His mouth kissed down your jaw, hot and open, and his other hand slid up your throatâgiving it a gentle squeeze, holding you steady like he didnât trust anything else in the room to support you. His fingers began to move inside youâdeep and slow, keeping them curled just right, searching for that perfect spot. His thumb stayed at your clit, rubbing in firm, tight circles, coaxing more slick from your body with every grind of his palm. Every stroke was deliberate. Precise. Designed to make you fall apart for him.
âSo good for me,â he breathed against your neck, his voice cracking with need, âSo fucking pretty like this. Dripping for me, clenching around meâfuck, baby, youâre singing for it.â
You whimpered again, your thighs shaking.
âI knew youâd be like this,â He groaned, thrusting his fingers deeper, harder now, the wet sounds of it nearly enough to make you come on their own. âSo fucking sensitive. I bet you could come just like thisâon my handâif I kept going. You want that? You wanna soak my fingers?â
You couldnât even speak. You nodded, breath hitching, your mouth open in a silent plea.
Sentry surfaced again in his voiceâdarker, deeper, reverent.
âShe was made for this,â He growled from behind Bobâs teeth. âFor us. Look at how she falls apartâso soft for us. So fucking holy between her legsââ
Bob kissed your cheekbone, your temple, your jaw, between every ragged syllable, his fingers never stopping their rhythm, driving deeper, stroking harder.
âIâd worship you every day if you let me,â He whispered, lips brushing the shell of your ear now. âIâd wake you up with my mouth, Iâd pray at your thighsâIâd give up the sky if it meant I could die with you wrapped around my fingers like this.â
Your breath hitched violently, knowing it was still Sentry projecting through Bobâs mouth.
He kissed the hinge of your jaw, and then the corner of your mouth, his thumb pressing firmer against your clit as he felt you start to pulse harder around him.
âY-Youâre close, arenât you?â He panted, his voice breathless and holy, âI can feel it. God, I-I can feel it. Let go for me, Y/N. Let goâcome for usâplease.â
And with a soft, choked sob, you did.
You shattered around his hand, back arched, mouth parted in a desperate cry as your orgasm slammed through you like a wave of white-hot electricity. Your walls fluttered and clenched around his fingers as your thighs shook and your hands clawed for purchase against his shoulders, his chestâhim.
Bob groaned like your orgasm was something he could feel.
He didnât pull away.
He kept his fingers deep inside you, slowly working you through it, coaxing every last tremor from your body with soft murmurs against your throat.
âThatâs itâŠYouâre such a good girl.â He rasped. The voice had shiftedâricher now. Darker. It vibrated behind your ear like a drumbeat made of light and thunder. Reverent. Possessive. Starved.
Sentry, of course it was him.
You barely had time to react before his hand slowly slipped free from youâslick, trembling, and soaked. You gasped as he dragged his fingers up, just enough for the cool air to kiss your wetness and make your thighs twitch. And thenâ
He lifted them to his lips.
He licked you off himself with obscene patience, tongue flattening to savor the taste, eyes fluttering shut for just a second like he was drinking in divinity.
A low, broken moan rumbled in his chest. âMmmâfuck, you taste like you were made for me.â
When his eyes opened again, they werenât just Bobâs anymore.
Still blueâbut ringed in a molten glow so vivid it felt like looking at the edge of the sun. Gold flecked and shimmering. Two forces inside one gaze, breathing in sync. Worship and hunger, restraint and ruin.
Both of them.
âYou feel that?â He murmured, pressing his forehead to yours as his still-wet fingers traced the curve of your jaw, smearing your slick along your cheek like a mark. âThat was you. That light in me. That burn. Youâre what keeps us sane.â Another kissâsofter, gentler, but so hot it made your breath hitch.
âI need more,â Sentry groaned, voice rasping like smoke and lightning. âI need to taste it from the source.â
You swallowed thickly, still panting, your thighs twitching as aftershocks rolled through you. He kissed the corner of your mouth again, and then dropped his lips to your throat, mouthing at your pulse point as he whispered, âHelp me. Help me take these off you.â
Your panties.
His hands were already sliding beneath the hem of your dress, brushing along the backs of your thighs as he began to drag the soaked fabric of your underwear down inch by inch, reverent as a priest unwrapping holy cloth. It clung to youâdrenched, ruinedâand Sentry groaned when you lifted yourself up slightly so the fabric slipped past the curve of your ass. You wiggled around, as he slid the underwear off you completely, crumpling them up in his hand, like he was planning on holding them the entire timeâor to steal them so he could have them as a keepsake to remember this night.
He dropped to his knees in front of you like a man possessed, the dress bunched up at your hips now, your bare thighs spread on either side of his broad shoulders.
The sight of him down thereâgold-flecked eyes wide, flushed lips parted, hair wild from your handsâit was nearly enough to make you come again.
âYouâre the altar,â Sentry said, voice low and trembling with need, âAnd Iâm the fucking disciple.â
And then his mouth was on you.
No hesitation.
No teasing this time.
Just devotion.
His tongue licked a long, slow stripe up your dripping slit, and he moanedâloudlyâlike he was finally allowed to breathe again. Then he latched onto your clit with a kind of desperate reverence, flicking it, sucking it, licking it in the exact rhythm heâd found with his fingers.
His hands slid up your thighsâwarm and huge and tremblingâand gripped your hips, holding you in place as he worshipped you with his mouth. Every movement, every wet sound echoed in the marble air. His groans blended with your broken moans, his tongue devouring you like he was starving.
You threw your head back, one hand flying to the counter behind you, the other tangling in his hair.
âSentryâBobâfuckâŠBoth of youâŠPleaseââYou begged, panting like you were in heat. Your voice only fueled the hunger.
He growled into you, the vibration sending another jolt through your spine, and his hands tightened on your hips.
âI canât get enough,â He groaned between strokes, voice wrecked and thick. âI could die here. Right between your thighs. Heaven and hell, all at once.â
You felt another orgasm buildingâfast, blindingâyour breath catching with each wet circle of his tongue, each drag of his mouth over your clit, each filthy moan he spilled against your folds like worship.
And just before you shattered again, he looked up at you.
Eyes glowing gold. Lips soaked in you. His voice broke the last thread of restraint you had:
âCome for me again, goddess.â
And you did.
Violently. Beautifully. Every nerve ending setting alight with the crash.
You cried out his nameâor maybe both their namesâas the pleasure crashed through you, seizing your thighs around his head, dragging his mouth deeper as your body gave out.
But he didnât stop.
He licked you through it, past it, deeperâdrinking from the source like heâd promised, moaning like your taste rewrote his soul. When your body finally slumped against the mirror, still trembling, still slick and wide open for him, he rose slowly from his knees.
His lips were red. Glossed in your slick. His breath was heavy.
And when he leaned in again, cupping your face with one hand, you leaned into his touch like your neck had melted, jelly-soft and pliant beneath his palm. Your body still trembled in the aftermath of your orgasmânerves frayed, thighs twitching, your breath a ghost of what it once was. His touch grounded you, burned you, and worshipped you all at the same time.
His gaze drank you inâlips wet, pupils blown wide and gold, voice dipped into something low and wicked as his mouth ghosted the edge of yours.
âWhat a great introduction, hm?â he murmured, the words dragging across your pulse like velvet-wrapped sin. âYouâve never really met me before⊠not like this.â
The tone in his voice was soft. Sweet, even. But beneath it was the weight of something divine. The kind of reverence that made your spine ache and your thighs twitch all over again. He kissed you before you could respondâslow and consuming, dragging the taste of yourself across your tongue as if to remind you what heâd just done.
You whimpered into it, and he smiled against your mouth, a low hum vibrating from his chest.
âBut Iâm not done yet,â He whispered into your lipsâso soft, so sensual, it made you clench reflexively around nothing. His hand slid from your cheek to your throat again, not to gripâjust to feel your pulse. To feel how hard it was racing beneath his palm.
âIâve barely begun to show you what itâs like,â He added, nuzzling his mouth along your jaw, the edge of your ear. His voice was molten honey, golden and dripping into every breath. âTo be worshipped by a god.â
His hand on your thigh curled inward again, slowly dragging up the bare, damp skin until his fingers slid between your folds once more. You gasped, your hips twitching against the marble counter as he stroked you lazily, like he was testing to see just how sensitive you were now. His lips ghosted over your jaw, kissing along your cheek until he reached your temple.
âYouâre shaking again,â He murmured, tongue peeking out to taste the salt-sweet sweat clinging to your skin. âYou gonna fall apart for me one last time, sunshine? Hm?â
You nodded without hesitation, breathless and dazed.
âGood,â He breathed, curling his fingers over your thigh again, dragging your legs open wider. You were still trembling when your hand reached down between your bodies, fumbling with the buckle of his belt.
He hissed quietly, the sound a shudder against your skin as you worked it open. The clink of the metal was deafening in the quiet of the washroom. You felt the tension in his body ripple the moment the leather slid free of the claspâhis hips pressing forward involuntarily as you popped the button of his jeans.
âW-Weâre still in the club,â you whispered against his mouth, panting lightly, tasting yourself on his tongue. âPeople are gonna wonder where we are⊠Iâwe should deal with this and then go home. You can fuck me properly at the compound. Iâll let you take me apart in the shower. Youâll have me screaming your name all night, Bob, I promiseââ
But he shook his head before you could finish.
One hand came up and cupped the side of your face, the other curled under your thigh again, holding you open with trembling reverence. He leaned inâkissed you hard, deep, so full of hunger it felt like he wanted to swallow your words down and burn them into ash.
âNo,â He breathed against your lips. âNo more waiting. Weâve waited long enough.â You felt the bulge in his jeans throb against your thigh as he growled, low and full of restrained power.
âIâm gonna fill you right here,â He whispered, kissing the corner of your mouth, then lowerâyour cheek, your throat, your collarboneâevery word pressed into your skin like a brand. âIâm gonna fuck you so slow and so deep, youâll be leaking with me when you walk back out into that club.â His fingers brushed your jaw again, holding you steady, trembling. âAnd you wonât be able to do a thing about it.â You gasped as he said it, your fingers slipping under the waistband of his boxers, finding the velvet heat of himâhard, pulsing, so heavy in your hand.
âIâll make you wait to clean up,â He murmured, kissing beneath your ear now, voice dark and golden, âLet you walk around soaked in me until we get back to the compound. Then Iâll take you again in the shower. Iâll fuck you slow under the water with your thighs shaking around my hips, and Iâll do it just to remind youâŠâ
He kissed youâhard. Deep. With teeth clacking together, and tongues battling, before pulling back.
ââŠWho you belong to now.â
The words sent a sharp, hot pulse through your spine.
You could barely breathe.
He nudged his jeans down just enough, and you helpedâsliding the fabric down over his hips with frantic hands until he was free. The thick length of him brushed your thigh, hot and pulsing, and when you looked down, your breath caught.
The tip glistened in the light from the pre-cum dripping out of it, the head was flushed a blush red as if it was dying to be inside you. He looked unrealâgodlikeâand you were dizzy from the sight of him alone.
Your thighs spread wider, instinctive. Wanton.
âIâve dreamed of this,â He whispered hoarsely, his hand gripping the base of himself, guiding the tip to your slick folds. âSo many fucking nights. I thought Iâd die with the taste of you on my tongue and never get to feel this.â
And thenâslowlyâhe pressed in.
The stretch made your breath catch, your spine arch, your thighs tighten. He was careful. Controlled. Like the act of entering you was a ceremony. You whimpered, body pulsing around him as the thick head of his cock breached your entrance, and then more. Inch by glorious inch. So slow it hurt. So perfect it made your eyes sting.
âDear l-lordâŠâ Bob groaned, burying his face in the crook of your neck, kissing the sensitive flesh there. âYouâreâGodâyouâre gripping me like you were made for thisâŠâ You cupped his jaw, pulled his face up to look at you as he sank deeper, until your bodies were fully joined. Chest to chest. Heart to heart.
And thatâs when you saw it.
His eyes.
The constant battle.
Blueâbright, tender, full of reverent awe. But flickering beneath? Gold. Liquid fire. Sentry. The godâŠAching for more. Needing to lose control again. And for a momentâjust oneâBob blinked like he was trying to hold them both together for you.
âBobâŠâ You whispered, stroking your thumbs over his cheeks. âI see you.â
He choked on a breath. His hips rolled, slow and trembling, dragging himself out an inch before sliding back inâsmooth, deep, deliberate. His eyes fluttered shut and then open again, barely able to hold your gaze. You cupped his face tighter, grounding him. His body shook with restraint.
âYouâre both here,â You moaned, barely audible. âAnd I want all of it.â
Bob groaned into your mouth and kissed youâso slow this time. Like he was memorizing the shape of your lips with his own. Then his hips began to move again. Long, fluid strokes. Deep, sensual. Every grind sent heat coiling through your belly, and every time he slid inside you, the air in your lungs thinned.
Your legs wrapped around his hips.
Your hands held his face like prayer.
And his thrusts grew stronger.
Still aching.
But with that edge.
That divine, desperate edge.
The god was surfacing through every roll of his hips, every whispered groan, every broken syllable of your name. You could feel it in the way he filled youâperfectly. Over and over. Each time deeper. Each time just a little more heated. His body coiled like a storm, the breath behind his moans glowing brighter with every thrust.
âMine,â He groaned, forehead pressed to yours, âYouâre mine. Always been mineâŠâ
You nodded, clinging to him. âYours.â
His hands gripped your hips tighter.
And the light in the room began to flicker.
As if the whole club could feel what was happening in the dark.
In the holy quiet, where gods and mortals broke together.
His thrusts became less measuredâstill deep, still slow, but trembling at the edges with something close to ruin. The kind of surrender that came from months of restraint finally breaking. Each roll of his hips ground deeper into you, filling you so completely you swore you could feel him in your chest. The wet sounds of your bodies meeting echoed in the marble air, obscene and beautiful.
You clung to him, fingers dug into the muscles of his back, your thighs tightening around his hips with every thrust. Your foreheads pressed together. Noses brushed. Breaths mingled.
And then his mouth found yours again.
You gasped into itâsharp and high as a particularly deep thrust hit the spot inside you that made your toes curlâand Bob moaned into your mouth like it tore something sacred from him. His tongue slipped between your lips, slick and hungry, tasting you with a reverence that made your chest ache.
You kissed him back like you were trying to memorize every second.
Tongue against tongue. Teeth catching lips. Moans swallowed between gasps.
âY-Y/N,â He groaned, barely audible. âYou feel so good. So fucking good around meâso tight. Youâre pulling me in like you want to keep me forever.â
âI do,â You whimpered, voice cracking with need. âI want to keep you. All of you.â
And that broke something in him.
His thrusts deepenedâslower, but harder now. Grinding into you so completely you could barely breathe. The counter beneath you shook. The mirror behind your spine rattled faintly with each rhythm, like even the room couldnât hold this kind of heat.
You could feel him tremblingâevery muscle drawn tight beneath your hands, his hips beginning to stutter with every roll forward. His breath came out in harsh bursts against your cheek, and when he buried his face in the crook of your neck again, he let out the rawest moan youâd ever heard from him.
âIâm close,â He gasped. âY/NâIâm gonna come. Iâm gonna fill youâfuckâI wanna know that youâre going to be dripping me all night.â
You cried out, tightening around him. Your own orgasm was on the brink againâhigh, searing, right there at the edge.
âDo it,â You begged, voice breaking. âCome inside me, Bob. Pleaseâneed to feel it. Need to feel you lose control.â
His hips falteredâjust onceâand he groaned through gritted teeth, his body coiled like it couldnât decide whether to detonate or dissolve.
And thenâhe reached between you again, his thumb finding your clit one last time.
âCome with me,â he whispered, voice burning gold and low and full of promise. âLet go, sunshine. Let go with me.â
You clung to him. Kissed him.
And you shattered.
Your cry tore from your mouth and into his as he kissed you againâhot, open, gasping. Your orgasm hit hard and fast, convulsing through your body as your walls squeezed around him like you never wanted to let him go.
And thatâs when he followed.
His hips stuttered, slammed in deep one last time, and then he was moaning into your mouthâloud, guttural, his tongue still tasting you as he spilled inside you. You felt every thick, hot pulse of him, the way his body shook against yours, how he trembled through it like the pleasure was too much, too full, too holy.
You stayed like that.
Locked together.
Mouths still joined, breath shallow, bodies twitching in the aftermath.
When he finally pulled back just an inch, his lips ghosted over yours. His forehead dropped against yours again, and you felt him shakeâevery exhale breaking against your cheeks.
âJ-JesusâŠI-I think I was blacking out during that.â Bob laughed softlyâstill breathless, still inside you, his face pressed into the crook of your neck like it was the only place he knew how to breathe. You could feel him twitch inside you, still hard, still so achingly present even in the aftermath of all that heat. His breath was warm and sticky against your throat.
You laughed, tooâjust a littleâlow and shaken but real.
âI couldnât tell who was in control,â you murmured, dragging your fingers gently through the sweaty strands at the back of his neck. âHopefully heâs not mad I called him Bob.â
Bob pulled back just enough to meet your eyes, lips curling in a crooked grin that barely held together at the corners. He kissed you onceâsoft, quick, like a punctuation markâbefore resting his forehead against yours.
âIâm sure h-he doesnât care,â He said, voice hoarse and honey-warm, âHeâs definitely shut his mouth nowâŠH-Heâs been talking my ear off all night. Especially when you were with that guy.â
You smirked, brushing your thumb along the curve of his cheek. âSentry⊠The god of jealousy.â
Bob hummed a low, amused sound in his throat. âWe were both jealous. He justâŠH-Has a really bad w-way of handling it.â
Then he turned slightlyâstill inside you, and you gasped at the movementâhis body shifting as he reached out and slapped the silver button on the paper towel dispenser with the side of his palm. The mechanical whir filled the room in a way that felt both hilarious and wildly surreal.
âWhat are you doing?â You asked, brows furrowed in amused disbelief. Bob grinned, pressing a kiss to your neck, then leaned forward again to turn the faucet on with one hand.
âMaking sure we donât stain that pretty little dress,â He murmured, grabbing the paper towel and wetting it under the warm water. âItâs p-probably already ruinedâŠBut we shouldnât make it worse, and w-we should at least do some damage control on itâŠIâll pay for the d-dry cleaning.â
You laughedâreally laughed this timeâand he smiled into your skin like it was the best sound heâd ever heard. Bob gently wrung out the warm paper towel over the sink, his body still braced between your thighs, chest rising and falling with labored breaths. The faucet murmured behind him as he turned it off, and the only other sound was the distant thud of club music vibrating faintly through the floorboards beneath your heels.
Then he leaned back slightly, his hands moving to rest lightly on your hips as he looked down between your bodies to assess the aftermath.
He sucked in a quiet breath, eyes narrowing slightly. âHuh.â
You blinked at him, trying not to laugh. âWhat?â
Bob tilted his head, considering. âItâs not t-too bad,â He said, voice still rough and fond, âBut I might have to ask you to c-clench a bit when I pull outâjust so I can press this t-there and stop the cum from dripping out before you get your underwear on.â
Your brows lifted. âSounds like a planâŠSpeaking of my underwear thoughâŠWhere are they?â
Bob glanced around like he was replaying the last thirty minutes in his head, then leaned over your shoulder and reached for something just behind the soap dispenser.
âT-Thought they got lost,â He muttered with sheepish relief as he picked up the damp, balled-up fabric, still slightly warm from your skin. âThank goodness t-thatâs not the case⊠Wouldâve been pretty bad if it w-was.â
You bit back a grin, your voice teasing. âWouldâve had to walk back out to the club bare underneath this dress, huh?â
Bob groaned softly, burying his face in your neck for a beat. âDonât t-tempt me.â Then he pulled back again, lips brushing your cheek as he met your eyes. âReady?â
You nodded once, steady, and clenched instinctively around himâtight, holding him for one last second. Bob hissed quietly at the sensation, groaned, and then slowly, gently pulled out.
The loss of him made you gaspâa subtle ache, a sudden emptinessâbut he was already moving, already bringing the warm, damp towel between your thighs with a kind of reverent tenderness that made your breath hitch. His touch wasnât clinical or rushed. It was slow. Careful. Like he was scared heâd hurt you if he moved too fast.
You watched him.
Watched the way his brow furrowed in concentration, the way his lower lip was caught between his teeth as he wiped you clean with the warm wet paper towel. It brushed between your folds with gentle pressure, catching his release as it began to spill out of you. He dabbed and swept delicately, making sure not to press too hard, his other hand holding your hip, grounding both you and him to the moment.
And the whole time, he was glancing up at you, watching your faceâchecking, silently, for any sign of discomfort.
Your chest swelled.
The intensity of it hit you like a fourth climax, softer this timeâemotional instead of physical. This was Bob. Always Bob. The way he cared, the way he noticed, the way he never made you feel like you were too much.
You reached up, both hands rising to cradle his jaw as he finished, and his gaze flicked up to you just in time for your mouth to catch his.
You kissed him slowlyâno hunger, no urgency. Just tenderness. Just that aching, quiet thing that had been living in both of you for months.
When you pulled back, your voice was hushed, but it carried all the weight of truth behind it.
âSoâŠâ You whispered, brushing your thumb over the very very light stubble along his jaw, âI guess weâre throwing that whole âno dating for the teamâ thing out the window, huh?â Bobâs lips curled into the softest smile, something crooked and reverent and completely undone.
âS-Seems like it,â He murmured.
And then he kissed you againâgold-lit, warm, and entirely his.
Just posting this to keep myself accountable and organised. With school holidays starting next week, I'm going to be able to write more and am very happy with that - especially since I've been so sick this term,
My current system I have is a bigger fic written by me, followed by 1-2 reblogs and a drabble written by me. Not sure why, but it helps keep on track with publishing.
22nd September - When He Gets Jealous - Miles Miller
24th September - Just Works - Bob Reynolds - Wrong Number Universe.
26th September - Physical Affection in Public - Calvin Evans and Ben Mears.
28th September - Solace - Miles Miller finds solace in your presence following the events of El Royale. = The Rhett Abbott is kicking my ass at the moment :(
30th September - When He Gets Jealous - Joaquin Torres
Joaquin get quiet when heâs jealous, which for him is out of the ordinary since he rarely stopped speaking normally. He observes the situation and plans for the best course of action to extract you away from the person and back to his side. When he gets you back to his side, he makes sure that everyone knows that you are off limits, his hands are consistently touching you and whispering in your ear.Â
Joaquin glared at the people hovering around you, he knew you were gorgeous and had an aura around you that drew people in like a moth to a flame. He had absolute trust in you and your relationship, but that didnât stop the green eyed monster inside of him from raising itâs ugly head. Sam was standing next to you and hiding the smirk when he saw Joaquin looking like he was going to set people on fire with the intensity of his stare. Joaquin walked over and slid next to you, his hand resting on your lower back.Â
âExcuse me, mind if I steal this lovely lady away for a moment?â Joaquin smiled, charming those around you, causing you to look confusedly before being led away with a wave of Samâs hand.Â
âJoaquin, whatâs wrong?â you ask, allowing your boyfriend to lead you do one of the empty corridors and press you against the wall.Â
âMineâ he growled before slamming his lips to yours, his hands gripping your hips and pulling you closer to him. It was messy, full of passion and swallowing you whole. Joaquin was trying to claim you, let you know that you were his and he was yours. Your fingers gripped onto his shirt, your legs feeling like jelly with the force of the kiss.Â
Nipping at his lips, you slowly pulled back stared into Joaquinâs soft eyes. âYours baby, always.â
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Summary: Miles was able to escape from the El Royale with you, running away and starting a new life with you. Sometimes he is bound by the nightmares of the past, but you always help him through them.Â
Content: established relationship, mentions of PTSD and nightmares, mentions of past drug use, hints of religious trauma, mentions of death and shooting people
Word Count: 1k
Solace:Â
Noun
comfort or consolation in a time of distress or sadness.
The smell of the smoke burned his lungs, and the blood on his hands felt like it was melting through his skin to his bones. All he could see was the flames licking around the crumbling walls and decor of the El Royale, as well as the corpses of the cult members that attacked them. The flames sucking the souls into the depths of hell.Â
The gun in his hands felt a disarming level of familiar, cold and heavy at the same time. He knew how to operate it, and he knew the weight of taking the lives of another living being. He aimed it at another one of the cultists and fired a shot. He scanned his surroundings, and he saw one, and before he could fire the shot, his heart froze. The cultist fired his gun, and Miles swore time was slowing down.
The bullet tore through your chest, the blood staining your shirt red. The gasp that escaped your throat as your body fell backwards, hitting the floor with a sickening thud, snapped time back to its normal speed. Miles fired the gun again and took out the last cultist. He ran over to you, shucking off his cardigan and pressing it to the wound.Â
âStay with meâ he sobbed, even in the burning building with flames dancing around the foyer your skin was getting colder.Â
âMilesâ you whispered, your voice no longer full of life and laughter that he had grown accustomed too. It was weak, soft and hard hear. âIâm ⊠sorry.â
âNo. You stay with me. Weâll get you help.âÂ
âMiles ⊠I ⊠â
âMiles. Milesâ your voice soothes him as he starts to wake up. Miles feels your fingers running through his hair, and tracing patterns along his face. âWake up baby, please wake up.âÂ
Milesâ breathing was shallow, as he sat up abruptly, sweat sticking to his skin.Â
You sat next to him, continuing to rub soothing circles on his scalp, allowing your nails to drag along his scalp. He leant into your touch, his chest rising and falling rapidly along with his breathing.Â
âBreathe in slowly, breathe out,â you soothed. This wasnât the first time that Miles had woken up like this in the middle of the night. While the frequency of his night terrors had reduced a times, it didnât mean the memories that haunted him were forgotten. Sometimes there was a trigger for the nightmare - a loud noise during the day, something on the radio or television or an article in the newspaper - but other times it was memories his mind pulled up and twisted, until it was a mangled mess of darkness and fear in his mind.Â
You kept an eye on Milesâ chest as you soothed him, the longer you continued your ministrations the slower his breathing became and the slower his chest was rising and falling.Â
Milesâ hands unfurled from the blanket and moved your hand from scalp and pulled you so you were sitting with you back against his chest, his arm around your waist and rested his head against your shoulder.Â
âBaby, tell me 5 things you see.â You whisper, one hand resting on his thigh, the other resting on his forearm. Miles lifted his head and followed your instructions, having been through this grounding technique before.Â
âThe frayed blanket, the curtains that donât close properly, the lamp, the book you were reading before bed and you.â Miles voice was quiet but less shaky sounding than normal.Â
âGood, tell me four things you can feel.â
âThe air of the fan, the material of the blanket, my wedding ring, your hand on my arm.âÂ
âThree things you hearâ
âThe fan, next doors dog barking again and my breathing.â
âTwo things you smellâ
âYour shampoo and laundry detergentâ
âOne thing you tasteâ
â... salt?â
âThere we go. You want to talk about it?â You lean back onto Milesâ chest, his hold on you tightening. You feel him shake his head against your shoulder and relax slightly. There was nothing new about this arrangement. When you and Miles first moved into the small house, it took Miles a while to adjust to not sleeping in a back room with drugs to get him to sleep.
You didnât say anything, just grabbed the book you had been reading earlier from the bedside table, some trashy romance book you had somehow acquired when moving into this house. As you opened to the page you were up to, you began to read the words out loud, feeling the muscles in Miles relax with each new sentence you read. His hand moved from your waist to trace over the wedding band on your finger. Your marriage had been completed by Father Flynn, who said he was ordained to marry people even if he wasnât an actual priest, following the events at the hotel, before separating and going on with your own lives.
âYou diedâ Miles interrupted your reading, reaching over and closing your book. âAt the El Royale, I saw you get shot and I couldnât save you.âÂ
âMiles, we made it out. All four of us got out safely. It wasnât real.â
âI know. It just felt so real.â Miles hold on you is getting tighter, needing to feel that you are still with him. âI canât lose you, even in my mind.âÂ
âBaby, remember what I said on our wedding day?â
âThat I was stuck with you until the end of our lives.â
âAre you alive?â
âWhat?â
âAre. You. Alive?â You look up, leaning your head back against Milesâ chest, looking up at him while you do.Â
âYes.â
âThen you are stuck with me for a while longer.âÂ
Miles didnât say anything after that, just laid down on the mattress and pulled you next to him, keeping you wrapped in arms. He knew that that he had sinned in the past, that there were things he wanted to repent for. But here, with you in this moment, he felt that you were his solace. His safe space. His comfort. His Heaven. His wife, who he loved more than everything.
How do they show physical affection, specifically when you are in public spaces?Â
Ben MearsÂ
Ben is tame when it comes to showing affection in public, especially after Mark came into his life. Neither of you wants to deal with a child complaining about their grown-ups' affections. When you are out in public, Ben has a hand resting on your waist if the small of your back. He may kiss your cheek or forehead if you do or say something cute - which, according to him, is all the damn time.
Following the events of Salem Lot, where he thought he might lose you, Ben made sure that some part of him was touching you at all times. At firs,t you didnât notice where he was touching you, but Mark picked up on it before you did. Ben made sure your pulse points were in easy reach when he helped you or pressed a kiss to you. He needed to feel the steady beat to remind him that you survived.Â
Affection for Ben because a reminder that the two of you survived.Â
Calvin Evans
Calvin doesnât tend to show much affection to you in public; he prefers to shower you with his affection in private. Given that he is not the most social person and tends to get drawn into his work, it made sense that he wasnât smothering you with affection when out and about.Â
If the two of you are out in town or shopping, Calvin will hold your hand and lace his fingers with yours. It might not seem like much, but for the two of you, it is something that lets you know that the other is there. That neither of you is alone.Â
One of the few times that he shows affection in public is when he drops you off somewhere or says goodbye. If he is leaving you, whether it's because heâs going on a run, to work, or dropping you off to see friends, he will always kiss you.Â
Another time is when he gets struck by inspiration for his work and is excitedly telling you all about it. He will hug you, pick you up and pepper your skin with kisses while he explains his thoughts at a million miles a second.Â
Affection for Calvin is a reassurance that you are there for him.
Summary: Since youâve moved into the Watchtower, you and Bob have begun dating. The Thunderbolts/New Avengers donât understand how the two of you work - until they do.Â
Content: Fem!Assistant!Reader, sparring, mentions of recovery, Walker being a bit of an ass,Â
Word Count:Â 1.7k
Next Part of Wrong Number, Right Person Universe
When Val had told the team that one of her assistants would be assigned to the New Avengers and live with them at the Watchtower, the response had been mixed. Yelena, Bucky, and Ava didnât care; they previously had positive - if not tense - interactions with you in the past. Alexei and John were annoyed, mainly because the two super soldiers were intimidated by you, especially since every interaction involved either cleaning up their PR messes or shutting down their ideas. Bob, on the other hand, had been too focused on his Mystery Girl heâd been texting to pay much mind to the new arrival, plus he was happy to follow Yelenaâs lead with dealing with the change.Â
Then you moved in and, almost immediately, were in a relationship with Bob. Yelena had given the team the rundown, how you and Bob had been messaging back and forth for a month without knowing who the other was, and when you actually met, you got together. The rest of the Thunderbolts were glad to know why Bob had been so obsessed with his phone lately, but they were worried. You and Bob were very different people. Bob was currently focusing on his recovery and coming to terms with the ramifications of the Sentry Project.
On the other hand, you were, as Walker so kindly put it, a cold-hearted, business-oriented hard ass. There were doubts about how the two of you would work, though Yelena was the only one who knew exactly why the two of you worked. She was going to enjoy watching the others realise how well you and Bob complemented each other.
Breakfast at the Watchtower was a unique situation; everyone had their own preferences for their morning meal. It also depended on whether or not anyone was currently on a mission or called into a meeting with Val. Alexei had currently taken over the kitchen with dozens of boxes of Wheaties, which no one was really eating apart from him and occasionally Yelena when she couldnât get away from her father quick enough to avoid him making her breakfast.Â
âAh, come have Wheatiesâ, Alexei called when he saw you and Bob entering the kitchen area. Bobâs arm slung casually around your waist as he sat on one of the stools at the bar, pouting when you detangled from him. âBreakfast of heroes.â
âThank you, Alexeiâ, but I donât have time for breakfast todayâ, you smiled, moving to the coffee maker and pulling out your travel cup from the cupboard and the cup that Yelena had dubbed Bobâs (it had an ugly cartoon chicken on the side). âI have to go and coordinate details about the upcoming gala with Mel and Val once my coffee is made.â
âBah, you need to eat. Cannot plan on empty stomachâ
âHeâs right, babe, you need food. Coffee isnât a meal.â Bob said, watching as you shuffled around the kitchen and avoiding Alexei as he chewed on his Wheeties.Â
âIâll eat laterâ
Bob sighed, heading to the back of the pantry and digging around the multiple boxes that had accumulated during their time living at the Watchtower. Alexei kept watch of Bob, curious about what he was doing while preparing a bowl of Wheeties for the Sentry.Â
âOkay, coffee is ready for you, and I have mine.â You say, making sure the lid of your travel cup is sealed and putting Bobâs cup near his bowl of Wheeties. âI will be out for most of the day. Iâll text you later, okay?âÂ
âThanks,â Bob said, now appearing in front of you, having finished riffling through the cupboard and slipped a protein bar into your hand. âIf you get hungry, you donât have to eat it, but ⊠just in case you are hungry.âÂ
âThank you.â You press a quick kiss to your boyfriend's lips before heading off. Alexei watched with amusement at the love-struck look that was adorning the man's face, almost laughing out loud at how Bobâs gaze never lingered from you until you were out of sight. However, the Red Guardian did let a chuckle escape his laugh when he saw a message from you pop up on Bobâs phone not even two minutes after leaving the tower, especially when Bob immediately went and answered it.Â
âAh, young loveâ, he muttered to himself as he ate his Wheaties mostly in silence; the only sound in the kitchen was the spoon scraping against the bowl as the two ate and the typing on the phone.Â
Alexei and Yelena had been the two who had seen the interactions between you and Bob as a couple, and not when you were in work mode. So, for the father-daughter duo, they understood why it worked. Alexei had tried to explain it to the rest of the team, but they tuned him out when he went off on a tangent about young love and the joys of the heart. Bucky and Walker had found out about the two of you making sense during a training session.Â
As the Sentry Bob was practically undefeatable, the previous fight theyâd had proved that; however, they also knew that Bob was not a fighter. Since Bob had no training of any kind, it had fallen on Bucky and Walker to train Bob so that he could at least throw a punch properly. While it would be beneficial if they could get him to fully control his powers, they also knew that with the Sentry coming out, there was a risk of the Void coming out, and no one was up to going back into their shame rooms.Â
âCome on, Bobbyâ, Walker ground out, sweeping his leg and sending his partner to the ground. Bob lay sprawled out on the ground, glaring up at the US Agent, his breathing heavy.Â
âIâm tryingâ Bob snapped, sitting up and continuing to glareÂ
âLook, Bobby, you want to protect people? Be a hero? You need to be able to fight without your powers.â Walker pulled Bob up, his eyes falling onto you talking with Bucky as you went through the logistics of an upcoming event. âWhat happens when your girl is in danger and you canât protect her?âÂ
Walker hadnât noticed the flash of gold that went through Bobâs baby blues, or that one of the water bottles was starting to bubble.Â
âI wonât let anything happen to her.â
âThen learn to fight properly if you want to protect her. Living with losing someone you care about that you know you could have protected is a hell in its own.â Walker spoke, going to swing at Bob. With Bobâs gaze never leaving your form, he caught the punch - and even though it was technically using his powers, he used the momentum to send Walker onto his back, just like he hadÂ
âGo, Robby!â you cheered when you saw Bob beat John in the fight. You handed the tablet to Bucky and ran to throw your arms around your boyfriend's neck. A giggle escaped your lips when Bobâs hands went to your waist and lifted you. âThat was amazing, you are so strong.â
â... thanks, honey.â Bob tightened his hold on your waist and rested his forehead on your shoulder. He had hoped you hadnât caught sight of hisÂ
âYou must be hungry, letâs go and get some lunch. Thatâs alright, isnât Bucky?â
âItâs fine.â Bucky shook his head and watched as Bob adjusted his hold on you, your legs now wrapped around his waist as he carried you out. Listening to you sing your boyfriend's praises for winning the fight as you went.Â
Bucky walked over to Walker and helped him up, both men thinking of the same thing, especially when they caught sight of the melted and malformed waterbottle in the corner of the room, as well as the legs of the bench it was resting on.Â
âNext time, leave her out of encouraging him,â Bucky said, earning a nod from the former Captain America. âHe might kill you if he thinks you're a threat.â
âWasnât just Bobby, swear I saw gold in his eyes. Lucky he was only looking to spar and not take it seriouslyâ
âHe cares about her.â
âShe cares about him.â Walker sighed, rolling his shoulders to ease the pain from where he hit the ground. âGuess we have to see how this plays out.âÂ
Given her power sets, Ava was one of the best members of the team for stealth missions and recon. This meant that she was coming and going from the tower more than the rest of the team, normally on more frequent, shorter missions compared to the rest of the team's longer ones. With her coming and going, she would come in and out of the tower at any time of the day or night. Finishing up her current recon mission, Ava heard the slow ticking of the clock on the wall. Taunting her with the fact that the tower looked abandoned, with everyone else asleep or on a mission. Heading towards her room, she saw your door still open and cautiously headed to see what was happening. Normally, you kept your door closed, so the fact that it was open was curious. Ava hesitated before sticking her head into the room, before pulling back. Turns out she wasnât the only one awake in the Tower.Â
Bob was lying with his head on your lap while you ran your fingers through his hair. You were scrolling on your phone, before showing something you found entertaining to Bob. Ava stepped back, making sure that the pair couldnât see her. She noted the domesticity and contentment in the action between the two of you. It also reminded Ava of how Bob hadnât wanted anyone to touch him when he first joined the team, too scared to hurt them following the New York incident. Seeing the difference between how he was warmed her heart, though she would deny it if anyone asked.Â
Once the team had seen the two of you together, they agreed with Yelena that you and Bob made a very sweet couple. You softened when you werenât with Bob, and your presence brought out a level of confidence in him that they werenât used to. Even though you were cute together, it didnât mean you avoided teasing about your relationship in the future.Â
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When Someone Hits on You and He Gets Jealous - Miles Miller
When Miles gets jealous, he gets quiet and withdrawn. He also has very low self-esteem, and when someone is hitting on you, his brain tends to go to the worst-case scenario - would you be happier with this person than you are with him? Miles lets you handle yourself; you can handle yourself most of the time. He hates to admit it, but he finds a sense of pride that once you turn down the person hitting on you, you go straight to his side. If, however, you are in an uncomfortable position or an unsafe position, Miles will remind you and the person that he used to be a soldier and works for a highly questionable company at the El Royale. You tend to tease him about how, after he gets jealous, he is like a clingy kitten.Â
The El Royale actually had customers for once; Miles wasnât sure why they had customers since it had been a month since the last check-in. It also didnât help that this customer was a conventionally attractive businessman who was currently at the bar talking to you. He had been staring at the two of you the entire time. Part of him wanted to go over and shove the guy away from you, but that niggling voice - one he normally drowned with drugs - was telling him that the man was a better, more stable fit for you. Miles watched as you smiled and brought the man with you. Hopping onto the desk ledge, Miles watched as you leaned back slightly and kicked your legs back and forth.Â
âMiles, your guest is checking out. Farewell MarkâÂ
âYeah, thank you for the stay,â Mark says, looking less thrilled than he was when he was talking to you. Once he left, you sighed and gestured for Miles to come around from behind the desk.Â
While you donât normally deal with people hitting on you too often, given that you and Miles are pretty reclusive, it hasnât escaped you that Miles gets filled with self-doubt when it does happen.Â
Miles followed your directions and ended up standing in front of you, his hands resting on your knees as theyÂ
âMiles, I want a hug,â you said, and like a rocket, Miles had stepped between your legs and wrapped his arms around your waist, his head resting on your chest. Using one arm to keep you balanced, you run your other hand through his hair, messing up his neatly styled hair. âI love you, Miles, you are it for me.â
âLove you,â Miles murmured, his voice muffled by your shirt. You chuckle, not stopping your ministrations. You know that for at least the next few hours, Miles is going to be glued to your side. Though you donât mind, itâs nice to feel so wanted by such a sweetheart.Â