what would you do if we accidental kissed (and we are both abominations of nature) O_O

Can i get a step by step on how to do this?

i’m bored with myself as a person maybe i should do some drugs or crash a car or stop eating again or pick up a nice smoking habit just to keep me busy

i hate that im sensitive and jealous and stupid and quiet and ugly and annoying 

I wish there was a simpler way to say “I know that what I’m upset / angry about isn’t really a big deal, but I have extreme difficulty regulating my emotional response to things so I’d appreciate some support and time to work my feelings out”

when people with bpd talk about their mood going from ecstatic and euphoric to completely suicidal in 3.7 seconds we’re not exaggerating. the other day i was in one of the best moods i’d had in weeks, months and one small argument w one person at work literally sent me in such a downward spiral that i relapsed and cut and wanted to end my life. we’re not joking when we talk about this and if you don’t have bpd please don’t reblog our posts and add things like “omg so relatable” bc it’s hell. this isn’t some trend or whatever

do you ever feel embarrassed to be in your own skin like please just dont look at me i wish i didnt exist sometimes like i want to disappear because i cannot handle being me 

BPD is like bad fanfiction because everyone feels 20 emotions per chapter and you can never understand what’s going on and all the characters fall in love too quickly

let’s go lesbians

do you ever just randomly get in the mood to play the sims??? like i’m sitting here at work just minding my own business and my brain is just like “i wish we were playing the sims right now” and i’m like “damn brain… me too”