vire[n]

the only thing that's good about my attachment issues is that it makes me look like an independent person

someone making me dependent on their praise and attention by how much i cut for them, how deep i go and how much i bleed for them. <3

normalize abusive, obsessive and toxic non-conforming relationships

love me beyond recognition. peel away every layer i've hidden behind until all that's left is something monstrous, and tell me it's the most beautiful thing you've ever seen.

hey. let me psychoanalyze you. as a treat.

i want a love so bruising and painful, it's impossible to recover from or live without.

i'll understand why someone hurt me before i even let myself admit that they did.

i want to be hit over and over and over and over and over and over and over while being told how loved i am. bruise me as proof that you do.

cutting each other up is, in itself, more intimate than kissing or sex.

craving a really good cutting and make out session

i need a person that's close to me but not close enough to scare me

the hardest thing about bpd is that love feels temporary no matter how many times it's proven otherwise.

i feel so empty not having anyone to fixate over. i want to be consumed by the idea of someone again. my mind is too quiet. give me someone to haunt it.