BPD Rant Blog

not gonna lie i’m actually really sad and i kinda wanna die but it’s ok

BPD is literally just going, “This is the saddest and emptiest I have ever felt and no human being has ever experienced a depression this intense in the history of ever” three times a day every day for the rest of your life with each time somehow still feeling genuine.

Do you ever just… Casually get flashbacks? Like yeah, I just spaced out for a good minute thinking about the worst thing that has ever happened to me, but it’s chill. It’s not ruining my mood it’s just,,, lurking in my thoughts.

ok firstly I’m traumatized, not crazy, so jot that down

me after someone hears me talking to myself 

she said time is an abstract concept i said bitch where, she said underneath the illusion of existence i said bitch..none of this is real

hey friendly psa/reminder that with the seasons changing right now, a lot of people with mood disorders (and even people without them) can get all messed up and wonky from that so try to go a little easy on yourself if you find yourself spiraling or getting emotional a lot lately okay? youre doin your best. love u

bpd, also known as Brain Please Dont

abuse has actually ruined my brain. i’m programmed to sabotage and harm myself.

me: *suddenly cries for ten seconds* someone else: holy shit are you okay me: yeah totally sorry about that