BPD Suggestion

I've sent nudes to a guy and I'm with a girl and he's asked me twice and all I could think is that it doesn't matter cause no one finds me attractive and even she doesn't wanna do stuff with me right now so why not? I hate myself but he doesn't so I did it. Twice. She doesn't know I just hate myself for it, I'm bpd as fuck and I feel like that's an excuse. I'm all over the place I just want constant attention and love. Am I an awful person? The guilt is gonna be the death of me

My fp recently broke up with their partner, and I have loved my fp for a long time now but they're very sad and in love with their ex still and I'm so scared that they're going to forget about me or something. I keep freaking out about them not answering my texts

My Ex Fp was abusive and honestly I'm convinced being abused is better than being this lonely. I can't stop crying

I fit most of the criteria for bpd but can't get a therapist/psychiatrist and I don't wanna sled diagnose because that's offensive what should I do?

hi my fp is my ex-fwb (friends w benefits) whos 10 years older than me and he called it off bc he thought im not into the same things he is, even tho i am, and idk how to tell him i am without sounding like a clingy bitch :)

my fp is dating me but she cheated and i know its because of how awful a person I am but i cant deal with it

my fp might not be my fp. if she is my fp then i'm not straight. if i'm not straight nobody in my circle will love me. if i love the way i want to love then love may never come to me. if i don't love the way i do love then i may never come to love. what is happening why is this whirlwind rising

my fp almost broke up with me last night and while we've worked through it and they've tried reassuring me they still love me i still feel like they don't anymore and like they're going to leave me and it hurts because i want nothing more than to trust them when they say that. but i can't and it hurts so much and now i'm grieving over a breakup that's all in my head and i don't know how to cope with this.

one of my good friends attacked me via text calling me abusive. i was upset that she said things about my fp and she insulted me all the time. how should i have reacted to this?

when someone asks what they can do to help with you splitting so much, is it manipulative to say 'if you love me, you can do this thing'