I've sent nudes to a guy and I'm with a girl and he's asked me twice and all I could think is that it doesn't matter cause no one finds me attractive and even she doesn't wanna do stuff with me right now so why not? I hate myself but he doesn't so I did it. Twice. She doesn't know I just hate myself for it, I'm bpd as fuck and I feel like that's an excuse. I'm all over the place I just want constant attention and love. Am I an awful person? The guilt is gonna be the death of me
you're not a bad person but you shouldn't be doing things behind your partner's back. just because she wants to take her time doesn't mean she's not attracted to you.



















