#negative suggestion

I want to give you everything everything everything everything everything

i need you to listen to me i am not passive or weak or docile i need you to understand that i am violent and loud and furious but i can't feel anything

i hate saying it because i feel like an awful person but god, you deserve so much better than what you have right now. someone who will love you unconditionally and give you advice when your sad and talk to you during the late hours of the night when you need it. someone that will always be there no matter how difficult you can get. just – someone better.

There are too many weak points—so many cracks—in this armor of mine.

it feels like every time i breathe i make things worse

unrequited love is awful and i wish it upon no one. no one deserves that kind of heartache.

i'm tired of pretending to be okay!!! let me be upset for once!!!

Am I destined to fail?