Hey!! I'm Nilson, but you can call me Nil. I also go by Crazy sometimes. And a BUNCH of other names- Just call me anything, y'know?
I'm an artist & writer. Though, art is something I want to pursue as a career and writing is more of a hobby.
I post and reblog stuff about different fandoms on one blog because keeping separate ones is exhausting. I also reblog random stuff.
Feel free to talk to me! I love making friends. I don't mind DMs and tags and other stuff!
Toyhouse / YouTube / ArtFight / AO3
Stuff I like;
The Elder Scrolls (This blog's primary focus right now!), Tales From The Stinky Dragon, Spore (2008), StarCraft, No Man's Sky, Half-Life, Final Fantasy 9, Warrior Cats, Portal, Ace Attorney, JSaB, Flight Rising, Undertale, etc.
I might be forgetting something so just ask if I know stuff xD
Relevant tags;
#rb – Any post that is reblogged.
#insane ramblings – original posts, but mostly personal ones, like updates about my life and similar things.
#Oc stuff – Stuff about my ocs.
#tes, #aa, #tftsd, #flight rising etc. etc. etc. – fandom posts.
#hermy mora <33 – VERY important tag!! i love Hermaeus Mora :'D
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Babysitting a toddler is a lot like being the narration in a point-and-click adventure game. Watching him knock on the doors of empty rooms and saying "hmm. I don't think anyone's in there". Watching him attempt to use [spoon] on [cat] and saying "I don't think those things go together". Watching him throw a cup of water onto the floor and just commenting "the floor is wet now" when he looks up at me to see if I approve.
Was driving with my grandmother and in broken English she says “no eyes… no nose… no face. Don’t trust.” To which I looked around wildly in search of this omen of ill portend.
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being an everything crafter is great but also sucks. like i want to get my watercolors out but i need to put away my microcrochet first. i want to do some leatherwork but my oil paints are on the table. i want to whittle but i'm using the bucket i catch wood shavings in to hold my papermaking mush. i want to write my book but my hands are too busy knitting a sweater. i want to code another video game but i'm too busy studying nalebinding. do you see my problem. the problem is that i need more hands
The one coding the game told me to tease our game so.... hey guys were in the process of greating a fan game as practice :D releases (if all goes well) in 2 weeks!! :D
recently generated a dwarf fortress world and went to start an adventurer but the only options were human and elf. confused, i decided to investigate the history of the world through legends mode. i learned that
-dwarves went extinct towards the dawn of time
-almost every character was a were-tapir
-there was a blind forgotten beast named Gabe
-a goblin who lived to be 3 years old was deemed by the game to be one of the most important people in this world’s history
-several artifacts were made by a great necromancer who lived before the dawn of time who was also an actual giraffe
-did i mention everyone was a fucking were-tapir
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when you look at a psychiatric diagnosis and you see that it has a 3:1 diagnostic rate of women to men, it's more likely to be diagnosed in trans people than cisgender people, and it's most prevalent in hispanic people out of any ethnic group. you really do have to consider who benefits from a label that amounts to "Biologically and Pathologically Hysterical". yknow.
it’s not a “stigmatised” disorder. it’s a disorder that was designed to stigmatise, to shame, and to oppress. acting as though the diagnosis is a stigmatised one is missing the part where this diagnosis is in fact meeting the exact purpose it was designed to fulfil
OP's tags from both the original post and the reblog were too good to hide.
that's really exactly it.
as someone who could very easily qualify for a diagnosis of bpd or cptsd, and even very often resonates with both, everything described in bpd is just a demonization of the same patterns of behaviour described by cptsd. it is just describing you as evil for struggling with being hurt so much, and in doing so, takes the focus away from the person hurting and puts it onto how it inconveniences everyone else.
we really need to be critical of how these labels come to be, because they are deliberately created, and they are created by people with biases. they are so often just a tool of oppression, another extension of a discriminatory machine.
I hope it isn't derailing, but I think this is also really illustrated with Narcissistic Personality Disorder. "narcissist" was a word for an asshole before it was a word for a disorder. rather than describing how someone might struggle to relate to others or be open to true connection, and centering the person who needs to heal, they instead called everyone who struggles with that an irredeemable dick and dressed it up in medical expertise so you wouldn't think to question it. frankly I think it's silly to call for treating "narcissist" like some sacred medical term instead of looking at how fucked up it is that they called a disorder that???
it was ages ago, but there was a post on here talking about just how many "disorders" and diagnoses boil down to "shitty bitch disease". and well, once you see it, you never stop seeing it. anti-social personality disorder? shitty bitch disease. npd, shitty bitch disease. obstinate defiance disorder (come the fuck on) well that's shitty bitch disease. bpd is maybe the most classic example of this. you don't need to listen to her, she has shitty bitch disease. pay no mind to the fact that this label somehow only makes it onto the most marginalized. don't worry about that, because you don't need to listen to those people anyway. they don't have reasons or pain or bad days or feelings or any of that pesky stuff that real people have to explain their actions. no no, we haven't abused them, not at all. haven't you heard? they were broken from the start, and I can prove it. see? they have shitty bitch disease.
my sister has apparently had to stop playing Skyrim because she stole every book in the game to stock her house so now her house is full of books to the point where it almost breaks the game and every time she tries to read one guards teleport into her home and arrest her
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