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𝒊 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒈𝒐 𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒃𝒔𝒐𝒍𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆

What was the most pain you have ever felt?"

Maybe one day you realize, what it was you threw away, but I'll no longer be the one begging you to stay.

Death: “You’ve cheated me three times now.”

Death: “You also once fought off a bear with a flip-flop.”

“I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect, because that’s natural and that’s real.”

on watching a parent age

to the person who reposted my poem a couple days ago, i read the tags and i'm so sorry for your loss. there are not words adequate to comfort you right now, but here is a piece on grief i wrote a few months ago that i hope you may relate to someday

on watching a parent age

to the person who reposted my poem a couple days ago, i read the tags and i'm so sorry for your loss. there are not words adequate to comfort you right now, but here is a piece on grief i wrote a few months ago that i hope you may relate to someday

Grief is strange. It doesn't always arrive in tears. Sometimes it looks like reaching for your phone before remembering. Like hearing something funny and already knowing who you'd tell. Like falling asleep with imaginary conversations because they're the only ones that still feel real. Maybe that's why I still talk to you in my head. It's the only place where you still answer.

for me, it’s being excited to hug my grandpa when i’m going to my grandparents house, but then i remember. i miss his hugs more than anything.

One of the most important things to remember when writing, or reading advice is that it is advice.

“I don’t want to get attached to anyone anymore, it only destroys me in the end.”

Ah, mon chéri, mon amour, my handsome love, you, you! You, with the peace you bring me, the life you fill me with, your greatness that rubs off on me, and the kindness and the demons you instill in me! You, and life! Don’t leave me! Keep me always by your side! Don’t let me leave. I don’t want to die! Ah, I’m afraid of this terrible need that you’ve become to me, this vital need that you are for me! I’m afraid. The bond that unites two beings is so fragile. The obstacles on our path are so great! And I need you so much! Come! Come quickly and take me in your arms, speak to me, calm me, cherish me. Tell me, tell me again and always that you need me and you’ll always need me, you’ll need my presence by your side! Give me back my reason for living and my appetite for life! I don’t know anymore if I love you. I think it’s more than that and I’m a bit terrified. Guide me. Help me. Give me your hand to lead me. I can only find myself within you. Help me, I beg you. Force me if you have to, but let me hear you, so I’ll finally know that you know that I belong to you. I know I’m a heavy burden to bear. Are you still willing to keep me beside you?