Anastasia

"I could make up a story, a funny story about how I grew wings and flew all the way and built myself a home in some crater on the dark side of the moon."

"Sometimes I do scream, and write little ‘since you’ve been gone’s, updates and promises to people I’ve cut out my life with dull knives, that left wounds which mean my hand still itches to send messages after every interesting conversation I have."

"At least not the ones I’m trying to catch up to, so I no longer feel like I’m lost in the vastness of you as I simultaneously try my hardest to only scratch the surface of myself, and even that is too big of a commitment, even that’s too much work, too much knowledge, too much love for you and hate towards myself."

I started doing these montly thoughts spirals where I have no form, no rules, just a general theme that dominated my life that month and a permission to spiral, just thoughts, a stream of consciousness. Unedited and unfiltered, I think I'll start posting quotes from them, they're fun sometimes