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God, it’s fucking exhausting being the crush-haver all the time. Can I be the crush for once? C’mon, it’s my turn to be the crush, he’s always the crush!

i want to love someone who loves me back for a change

I know it's stupid and a useless crush and he'll never be mine and he'll never want me to be his but still when he looks my way I can't help but get butterflies and the urge to grin like a stupid IDIOT

i wonder what he looks like right now, i wonder how he smells like, i wonder what he tastes like, i wonder what hes thinking about right now.

laying in bed at 12am listening to music and just wanting to be held by a pretty boy while i fall asleep :/ oh well, ik he will come one day :)

there's such a simple joy in being the arms of someone who loves you. there's such a simple joy in feeling them against you, in taking in their warmth, in syncing your breathing with theirs. there's such a simple joy in hearing their gentle laugh, feeling their gentle movements, in seeing their soft smile, in sensing their easy happiness.

I may be old school, but the thought of grabbing them by the belt loops using that to pull them close, only to whisper that they look so magnificent that you thought you were dreaming. Seeing the blush that creeps up to their cheeks and a sad attempt to hide them is what makes your whole day brighter.

Hot chocolate and cuddles with the boy I love as the outside gets covered with a thick blanket of snow

i want a boy that i feel comfortable sharing music with. dancing together after a long day and singing in the car and sending each other playlists without fear of judgement.

laying on his chest, feeling him breathe while he lazily has his arms wrapped around your waist as you sit together listening to the rain >>

The masculine urge to kiss a boy

oh to have a boy to hold in my arms

i want a boy who i can cuddle up with on a couch, someone i can hold and love and cherish, someone who i love to talk to but i'm just as comfortable in our conversations as i am in our silence

Not to gayly wonder out loud, but when is a cute boy going to cut class with me and kiss me until I’m breathless in the stairwell??

i want to take a boy on a roadtrip. take candids of him laughing, pictures with dinosaurs and statues. eat at local restaurants and watch the sunset in the desert.