sometimes I have brief moments of clarity like oh yes. love and joy should be guiding me and it will all work out. documenting so i remember to express this

how can we lose when we’re so sincere is forever always one of my favourite peanuts bits

Childhood made everything feel like it lingered. The time it took for hot chocolate to cool down was eternal. Christmas day took weeks. The two-hour drive to my grandparents' house took us to a new world. It's all too fast now.

ur early 20s are about being obsessed with kindness and mary oliver and seasonal fruits and recreating comfort foods you ate as a child and learning how to love and crying because you have no choice but to live the life before you and finding god on the bus back from the grocery store

girls will carry unimaginable primordial rage but still go about their day as if nothing is wrong and that is very sexy of us I think

do you ever think oh actually i am never going to stop being eleven years old and lonely

mothers give you mental illness and then complain about it

gaslighting myself into thinking i’m doing fine

women only want one thing and its other women

all i do is yearn, read books, chug coffee, talk shit, cry and have panic attacks

Embracing my demons. French kissing them. Might fuck them.

a relationship should be 50/50, she exists and i'll take care of her for the rest of my life

I feel FATIGUED like send her to the seaside for her health type fatigue