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#how do you even with these incredibly brilliant acting skills #and those jaw clenches he did several times in this episode #i present to you #mr colin o’donoghue #as the amazing multi-faceted killian jones
A Doggone Good Plan - Chapter 6 (Finding Treasure)
A CS Multi-chapter Modern AU
Because of potential incoming weather and the possibility of losing internet service, you get the final chapter a day early. There will be a short epilogue that I plan to post Saturday. Wishing @whimsicallyenchantedrose a very happy birthday once again. I hope you, and all who have read this story, enjoyed it.
Another big thank you to @kmomof4 for all her help, encouragement, ideas and beta skills.
STORY SUMMARY: Desperate to save her beloved dogs when her ex-boyfriend makes threats against them, Emma Swan takes Killian Jones up on his offer to foster them.
RATING: M (for language, verbal abuse and gun violence)
WORDS: 3134 of 18,750 total
Catch up with the story on Tumblr - Ch. 1 Ch. 2 Ch. 3 Ch. 4 Ch. 5
Can also be read on Ao3
Chapter begins under the cut
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The next morning, Killian awoke to Emma’s voice and the smell of coffee wafting up from downstairs. He sat up, yawned and stretched, trying to clear the cobwebs from his brain. When he’d finally gotten to sleep, he slept fitfully and was far from well rested this morning.
From what he could hear of Emma’s conversation, he assumed Mary Margaret had called as promised. He got to his feet and stumbled across the room to the stairs, then slowly descended. Emma was sitting on a stool at the kitchen counter. She looked up and saw him, pulled the phone away from her ear and whispered, “I hope I didn’t wake you up.”
Shaking his head in answer, he headed to the coffee maker, located a mug in one of the cupboards, and filled it. Before taking his first sip, he inhaled the strong scent, anticipating the caffeine boost it was going to provide.
“Tell David we said hi,” Emma said, before ending her phone conversation. Turning in her seat to face Killian, she told him, “I already took Oscar and Sophie out.”
“Okay,” he replied.
“Do you want some breakfast?” she asked, hopping off the stool. “Mary Margaret said to help ourselves to anything we want.” She opened a cupboard, then the refrigerator. “Looks like she has cereal, instant oatmeal, eggs, and bread for toast. What would you like?”
“Coffee is fine. I’m not really hungry.” Setting his mug on the counter, he left the kitchen to go to the bathroom.
When he returned, Emma was standing in the middle of the living room with a concerned look on her face. “Are you feeling okay?” she questioned. “You’re really quiet this morning and you usually eat a big breakfast.”
He shrugged as he started to walk past her. “I didn’t sleep very well. Too keyed up after the events of yesterday, I suppose.”
“Hey, Killian,” she said, reaching out to grab his wrist. “What’s wrong? You are acting strange.”
“Nothing. I’m fine,” he said with a forced smile.
She studied him. “You know I’m pretty good at being able to tell when someone is lying to me.”
He considered his options. He could continue to insist nothing was wrong, which she clearly wasn’t buying, or he could tell her the truth and see how she reacted to finding out he was in love with her.
“Killian?” she persisted.
He sighed, resigning himself to the consequences of revealing his feelings to her. “Alright,” he said, reaching for her other hand to lead her to the couch. “Come here and sit down.”
When both of them were seated, they positioned themselves to face each other. He took a deep breath and began. “Yesterday, I thought you were going to die.” He paused and looked down at his clasped hands before looking up and meeting her gaze. “And that does something to a man. It changed the way I think about…about us. Actually, it didn’t change how I feel about you, it just made me aware that I…that I care for you a great deal. As more than a friend.”
He paused again, searching her face to gauge her reaction. Her mouth opened slightly and her eyes widened, but she didn’t say anything, so he went on. “I know you probably don’t feel the same and I don’t want to make things awkward between us, but…”
“I can’t feel the same,” she interrupted. “You saw what happened when I let myself fall in love.”
“Emma…”
“And it’s not just Neal. All my life, people that I love - people who are supposed to love me - have let me down.”
“Hey, I don’t intend to let you down,” Killian assured her, moving slightly closer to her on the sofa.
“You say that, but you’re going back to England eventually, and when you do, you’ll be another person who leaves me.”
“That won’t happen for several months, Swan. We can figure something out by then.”
“No, Killian,” she said firmly. “I can’t risk being hurt again on the off chance that we can ‘figure something out’.”
He considered her words for a moment and it occurred to him that she hadn’t told him she didn’t have deeper feelings for him. In fact, she’d said that people she loved always let her down. Dare he hope that his feelings for her were reciprocated?
“May I ask you something?” he inquired softly.
“I guess?” she answered skeptically.
“You said you can’t let yourself have deeper feelings for me. Does that mean that you could - or that you do - think of me as more than a friend? I could live here permanently, you know.”
She blinked rapidly. “We both know that’s not a possibility, so why even ask?”
“I could put in for a transfer…”
“What about your life back in England? Your brother and his family? All of your friends, your apartment? You can’t just leave all of that.”
“For you I would, Emma,” he said, reaching to take her hand, but she jerked it away before he could.
Leaping to her feet, she turned her back on him. “Don’t say that, Killian!”
“Why not?” he questioned, also getting to his feet.
She whirled around to face him. “Because I’m not worth it! I’m not worth anyone giving up their whole life!”
“I beg to differ, Swan,” he said quietly, hoping his tone would help calm her. “I think you are very worth it.”
Tears sprang to her eyes and she swiped at them angrily. “You’re wrong!” she shouted. Then before he could answer, she turned and ran out the door, slamming it shut behind her.
Killian stood staring at it for several moments, stunned by her vehement response. He heard a whine and looked down to see both dogs looking up at him, seemingly puzzled about what just happened. “Well kids, I certainly made a mess of things, didn’t I?” Sophie looked back and forth between Killian and the door. “Do you think I should go after her?” he asked. The shaggy dog gave a short, sharp bark, which he took to be a yes.
Dashing upstairs, he quickly changed out of his pajamas, glancing out the window a couple of times to try to catch sight of Emma, without any luck. When he was dressed, he ran back downstairs, out the door, down the steps, and out of the building.
As he began to jog down the sidewalk, he searched his memory for conversations they’d had about their favorite places to go. He recalled her saying she found the harbor to be peaceful and decided to try there first.
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Emma’s lungs were burning by the time she reached the bay. When she fled the apartment building, she didn’t have a destination in mind - she just knew she had to get away. She wasn’t surprised that her legs automatically carried her to the harbor, since that’s where she liked to go when she needed to clear her mind.
Sinking down onto the concrete wall, she tried to concentrate on regulating her breathing, hoping to keep from thinking about the conversation with Killian, but it was fruitless. Why did he have to tell her he had deeper feelings for her? Things were perfect when they were only friends, nothing more.
But who was she kidding? She couldn’t deny that her own feelings for him had gone beyond friendship, too. She’d been attempting to squash them down for weeks, knowing that all she had to do was suppress them until he went back to England. Then he would go on with his life and forget about her.
That was the plan, but now his declaration had her rethinking everything. She’d told him she wasn’t worthy of his affections, yet she secretly longed to know what it would be like to be loved by Killian Jones, and to love him in return.
Still the question remained - was it worth the risk?
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When Killian got close to the harbor, he slowed down, scanning the area. He blew out a breath of relief when he saw Emma sitting on the seawall, staring out at the water.
He approached her hesitantly, unsure of what to say. Finally, he decided to just sit down and allow her to begin the conversation, if she was so inclined. He wasn’t sure she even realized he was there until she asked, “How did you know where to find me?”
“I remembered you telling me that you come here to look at the horizon because you find it calming.”
They sat quietly for what seemed to Killian like hours, but in reality was only a few minutes. When she spoke at last, he had to strain to hear her over the squawks of the seagulls and the waves lapping at the shore.
“The answer to your question is yes.”
His mind raced through their conversation, trying to figure out to which question she was referring. “You…are you saying your feelings for me could go deeper than friendship?” he asked hopefully.
Keeping her eyes on the water, she replied simply, “Yes.” Then, turning to look at him with tears shining in her eyes, she added, “They already have. I’m so stupid.”
“Because you think I’m going to leave you,” he said. It was a statement, not a question.
“Aren’t you?” she whispered brokenly.
He longed to pull her into his arms and never let her go, but he knew she needed to see the sincerity in his eyes when he answered. “I’d really like to pursue a relationship with you, Emma. If that means asking to remain here with the company permanently, that’s what I’ll do, because you see, I’m in this for the long haul. You’re something special, Love. Much like the thrifting treasures you find, others may not see your value and worth, but I do.”
She was looking at him with wide, disbelieving eyes. He took her hand and gave it a squeeze. “I know you’ve been hurt and abandoned by far too many people, but I promise I won’t be one of those people. Please give me a chance, Emma. Give us a chance.”
“What about your family and your life back in England?”
“There are these things called airplanes, Swan,” he smirked. “We can schedule visits a couple of times a year, and they can come here to visit, too.”
“We?” she questioned.
“Aye, both of us, Love,” he affirmed.
“Your brother and his wife will probably hate me for taking you away from them.”
“Liam and Elsa want me to be happy. They’ve been after me for years to find my special someone. They’ll be thrilled to find out I have.” She chewed on her bottom lip, clearly considering all he just told her. He reached up to cup her cheek, gently urging her to look at him. “I’m not asking you to make a commitment, Emma,” he assured her. “But I know if I don’t explore the feelings I have for you, I’ll regret it, and I think you will, too.”
Her eyes darted back and forth between his several times, before dropping down to his lips. Then she subtly leaned toward him, and his heart pounded in anticipation. He met her halfway to share a sweet and tender kiss, and he knew in that instant that he never wanted to kiss any other woman.
When she pulled back and looked at him, he could still see hesitance in her expression. Unable to stop himself from voicing his feelings, he whispered, “I love you, Emma.”
A slight smile graced her lips. “You do?”
He grinned and nodded, never breaking eye contact with her. “I was reasonably sure I did, but that kiss just sealed the deal.”
“It was a good kiss,” she said playfully. “But it might take a few more for me to know for sure if I love you, too.”
He could tell there was some truth behind the teasing, but decided not to dwell on it. Instead, he quipped back, “Well, it may be a bit of a hardship, but it’s a cross I’m willing to bear.”
She giggled before leaning in to kiss him again…and again…and again.
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Mary Margaret and David were at the loft by the time Emma and Killian got back. When they walked in holding hands, Emma thought Mary Margaret’s smile was going to split her face in two.
“I was worried when the two of you were gone and the dogs were still here,” she said. “But it looks as though you’re both okay.”
“Yeah, sorry about that,” Emma replied. “I…we…” she amended, glancing over at Killian, “were discussing some things and I…I…”
“We were at the harbor,” Killian jumped in. “It’s one of our favorite places.”
Emma threw him a grateful smile for not revealing that she ran out on him.
“How are you this morning, mate?” Killian asked David.
“I’m doing alright,” he said, his voice a bit melancholy. “I don’t really know what to do with myself since I can’t go to work, so Mary Margaret suggested we all have breakfast together.”
“Have you eaten already?” Mary Margaret asked. When Emma and Killian assured her they hadn’t, she said, “Oh, good. We picked up pastries and David is going to make omelets.”
“I hope you got a bear claw for Emma,” Killian remarked.
“Of course we did,” Mary Margaret said. “I know how Emma is when she doesn’t get her bear claw.”
“Aye, so do I,” Killian agreed with an overly serious look on his face. “I made the mistake of doing that one time. It was quite the frightening experience.”
“Hey!” Emma protested, elbowing him sharply.
“Swan! You wounded me!” he exclaimed, rubbing at his side, but the happiness in his eyes told her he didn’t feel the pain at all.
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That afternoon, Emma, Killian, Sophie, and Oscar returned to the house they all shared. David assured them that all evidence of yesterday’s events had been cleared away, but they were still apprehensive about entering the place where both of them nearly died. On the car ride back home, Emma shared the concern that she was afraid every time she walked into the kitchen, she would relive the horror of seeing Neal’s lifeless body in the middle of the floor.
Killian reached over the console to take her hand. “That’s completely understandable, Love. Trauma as disturbing as what we went through tends to linger. Dave told me that he has to go to mandatory therapy before he is reinstated and gave me the name of his therapist, in case we want to see him.”
“You would go with me?”
“If you like, but it might also benefit both of us to go individually. As I mentioned, thinking you were going to die affected me, and I think it might be a good idea for you to talk to him about all you went through with Cassidy, even before yesterday.”
“What’s the name of the therapist?” she asked.
“Dr. Archie Hopper. Dave said he works with the police quite a bit and they’re always impressed with the work he does.”
She was thoughtful for several moments. “It probably wouldn’t be a bad idea,” she finally conceded.
He squeezed her hand, pleased that she was willing to seek help.
As soon as they pulled up in front of the house, Killian exited the car and hurried around it to open Emma’s door. They untangled the dogs’ leashes and let them meander around the front yard for a few minutes to do their business.
“Ready, Love?” he asked at last, knowing the longer they put it off, the more apprehensive she would become.
“As ready as I’ll ever be, I guess.”
“Hey,” he said, stepping in front of her and tipping her chin up with his fingers. “I’ll be right here with you. If it’s too overwhelming, we’ll take Mary Margaret up on her offer to stay at her place for as long as we need.”
“Yeah, okay,” Emma agreed.
He gave her a reassuring smile, then leaned in to press a sweet, lingering kiss to her lips. After unlocking the door, he took her hand and led the way inside. They passed through the living room and kept walking toward the kitchen. Before entering, he turned and gave her a questioning look. She nodded firmly, a determined expression on her face.
Killian was relieved to see that the cleaner David called had done a very thorough job. There wasn’t a trace of blood to be seen, all of the pieces of furniture were back in their rightful places, and a slight scent of ammonia hung in the air.
He glanced over at Emma, who was surveying the floor with her bottom lip pulled between her teeth. “Swan?” he asked quietly. “Are you okay? What are you thinking?”
She didn’t answer immediately - just kept sweeping her eyes over the place where she last saw her former lover. When she finally looked at him, her eyes were filled with sadness and she asked again, “How did it all go so wrong? He said he loved me, but then he shattered my heart and tried to kill me. What if something is wrong with me that drives people away or…”
“Emma, please stop,” Killian implored. “There is nothing wrong with you.”
“Then why have so many people in my life given up on me?” she cried. “Why am I always tossed away like a bag of garbage?”
He drew her into his arms, pressing her trembling body against his. “I know it seems unfair that some people have more than their share of pain and rejection, while others are born with a silver spoon in their mouth, but are never satisfied. I used to think that same thing when I was a lad, after my mother passed away and my father deserted us. What I’ve come to realize is that having difficulties makes us appreciate what we have. Cassidy didn’t appreciate you, so all he wanted was more.” He pulled away just enough to make eye contact with her. “But I’ll tell you one thing - I am blessed to have you in my life and not a day will go by that I won’t be grateful for you. You’ll never have to worry about being tossed away by me, because it will never happen. You can trust me on that.”
He knew she was searching his eyes for any hint of a lie and he let her, knowing she wouldn’t find one. Then with a sigh, she settled against his chest once again, her body relaxing. “I do trust you, Killian. Maybe my luck is changing and I’ve finally found my person.”
He tightened his arms around her and kissed the crown of her head. “Aye, Love. You have.”
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i spent many years in neverland, home of the lost boys. and they all share the same look in their eyes. the look you get when you’ve been left alone. love has been all too rare in your life, hasn’t it?
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Summary: “If it’s aid of a magical sort ye seek, then you’ll be wanting to find the witch in the woods.”
A/N: Holy crap! What's this? Another finished fic?? Those Killian sacrifices are really paying off! Seriously, though, I am so sorry this took so long for me to wrap up. I hope y'all will find this a conclusion satisfactory as reward for your patience. Your support and comments have meant the world to me. Without them this may never have gotten finished!
Now to keep the momentum going, should I work on my Serial Killer with a Twist AU or my Bachelor/Bachelorette Weekend in Vegas AU next? Reply, comment, or send me an Ask with your vote!
All my love to @kmomof4 as usual for giving this a once over!
Rated T (for now?) / Also available on ao3 / add to tag list / Curious? Come Ask Me! / Part One / Part Two / Part Three / Part Four / Part Five
Part Six
Skull Rock was shrouded in fog, the dense mist adding a refracting filter over the torchlight flickering from the cavern’s opening. The weight of the air, heavy with a humidity usually only found within the Dark Jungle made Hook feel as though he were being dragged underwater rather than flown through the night sky. Glancing to his left, he could make out Emma cradled in the arms of The Shadow, a look of determination mixed with trepidation affixed on her features which shimmered under the moonlight.
While The Shadow took care to soften its landing with Swan in its embrace, the shadows transporting him were not so delicate. Hook’s knees buckled from the hard landing and his feet were swept out from beneath him as his spectre guards began pulling him along towards the cave’s entrance.
The Shadow had told them that Pan expected Hook to arrive weakened, so Swan (with some difficulty) had conjured a glamour spell to make him look as though he’d been beaten within an inch of his life. Now he and the other shadows were playing their part in case Pan already had eyes on them. With his head down, lolling in all directions from the way he was being unceremoniously dragged up the stairs, he hoped neither Pan nor the Dark One would suspect the trickery, or come to realize he was no longer in possession of his own shadow.
Who was currently on a very important mission; one crucial to their success and survival.
The stairs opened up to a spacious room at the center of the cave. Large holes within the exterior - the eyes of the skull shaped grotto - looked out over the coastline. An ocean breeze filled the chamber; the fresh brine both calming and invigorating to Hook’s senses, fortifying him for what was to come.
The shadows continued to lug him across the floor. Hook kept his head down and his body limp until he was roughly deposited against the stones in front of two sets of feet. A deep groan echoed out from his chest and he rolled over onto one side, clutching his ribs on the other.
“Be careful!” Emma pleaded beside him, struggling against The Shadow’s hold. “Haven’t you hurt him enough?”
Tilting his head back, Hook looked up into the faces of his two worst enemies, a scowl pulling at his split lip and a murderous rage glinting from his swollen and blackened eyes. The Dark One crouched down, his reptilian visage hovering within Hook’s view and a wide, gloating grin spread across his lips.
“Always a pleasure to see you like this, Captain,” he sneered. “So glad you could join us.”
“Indeed,” Pan agreed. “Lovely of you both to accept my invitation.”
“As though you left us any choice,” Emma replied back in a tone of pure venom. “Where is Henry? Where is my son?”
“All in good time,” Pan answered. “The lad is being well looked after by my Lost Boys. No need to fret.”
Knowing the Lost Boys as he did, Hook knew she had every reason to fret. Fortunately, a blur of black silhouettes wooshed across the cavern’s openings like billows of smoke, racing towards Pan’s encampment to retrieve the lad before any further harm could come to him.
“Why are we here?” Hook panted out in a pained cadence, forcing himself up to his knees in an effort to continue to sell his injuries. “What game are you playing now?”
“It’s quite simple, really,” Pan began in that irritating voice of feigned innocence. “We each wanted you here for different reasons. I…” he continued, stepping forward and indicating to himself with his eyes trained on Swan. “require your magic. And my son…”
The Dark One grabbed a fistfull of Hook’s hair and hauled him to his feet by his scalp. His pained cry almost drowned out Rumplstiltskin’s dementedly maniacal laugh as he brought him in close and confessed in the pirate’s face, “Why… I want you dead, of course!”
“Well, go on then,” Hook challenged, defiantly. “What are you waiting for?”
“No! Stop!” Emma cried out, wrenching her arm out of The Shadow’s grasp and sending a pulse of magic straight at Rumplestiltskin's chest.
The force of the blast caused him to release Hook and stagger backwards. Much to Hook’s displeasure, Swan braced herself in front of him, shielding him, and ready to match the Dark One curse for curse.
“Now, now,” Pan tutted, throwing his progeny a hard look. “As I said, all in good time. Remember our deal? I’m first.”
“What do you mean, you’re first?” Emma demanded with her hands still raised. Magic may work differently than she was used to, but they had both agreed - along with The Shadow - that she ought to risk using it if necessary.
“The reasons we brought you here,” Pan informed her. “I get to have mine fulfilled first.”
“You mean Swan’s magic?” Hook limped forward to stand next to Emma and followed up the inquiry with another. “What bloody use is her magic to you and why would she ever agree to relinquish it?”
“To save her son, of course,” Pan answered, his words delivered as though that fact ought to have been obvious.
Hook shared a wary yet hopeful glance with Emma, then turned his attention back to the demon brat who was now arrogantly lounging against a craggy outcropping with his arms and ankles crossed.
“Go on.”
“It’s simple really,” Pan began. “I need an infusion of powerful magic to retain my youth and keep the reaper at bay.” His eyes narrowed in on Swan, the unnatural hunger and covetousness in his eyes sparking Hook’s anger and possessiveness. “A seer once told me I could gain the power I needed from the heart of a boy descended of my line, one full of unshakeable belief, but--”
“You’ll never get my son’s heart! I’ll die before I let you--”
“Yes, yes,” Pan waved off Emma’s outcry and threats with an air of boredom, then carried on as though they were discussing nothing more serious than the weather. “Well, it turns out the heart must be given willingly, and your little brat has been less than cooperative. Therefore…”
Sauntering forward, Pan came to stand in front of Swan, and Hook moved to place himself between them. His efforts were thwarted by a rough shove from the Dark One which landed him on his backside.
“I’ll make you a deal.” Pan circled Emma, who remained stiff-backed with a glower of determination scowling from her features. “While I could keep the boy here in an effort to wear him down and comply, I’m afraid time is not on my side… even here. So…”
“So you want my magic in exchange, hoping it will be enough to keep you alive until another option presents itself,” Emma finished for him, doing her best to keep the fear and torment out of her voice, but Hook could still detect it and his heart ached all the more for her.
“You managed to go nearly a decade without using it, if I’m not mistaken,” Pan rationalized callously. “Surely, you won’t miss it that much. A small price to pay for the life of your son, wouldn’t you say?”
Glancing back at Hook, Emma raised her brows; the hope that he might signal to her that their plan could be put into motion clearly pouring from her eyes. With a subtle shift of his head, Hook tried to convey they’d have to stall a bit longer. The crestfallen look she gave him let him know the message was received. With a decisive swallow, she straightened her shoulders and turned back to Pan.
“I’ll give you my magic with one additional condition.”
“Oh?” Pan replied, eagerly. “Do tell.”
Gesturing back at Hook, she demanded, “Hook’s life is also spared and he leaves with Henry and me.”
Pan drew in a hissing breath of supposed remorse, but Hook knew the boy did not possess the capacity for such an emotion. “I’m afraid I can’t make that deal.” A sinister grin lifted the corners of Pan’s mouth and he stepped back to gesture at the demon beside him. “You’ll have to take up the pirate’s fate with him.”
Another maniacal giggle twittered from the Dark One’s throat, setting Killian’s teeth on edge. “Care to make another deal, Dearie?”
“Don’t do it, Swan,” Hook pleaded, finally getting to his feet. “You know this demon can’t be trusted.”
Ignoring Hook’s protest, Emma asked, “What do you want? What will it take to spare his life?”
“Let’s see,” he drawled ominously. “How about… the life of your son.”
“Never!”
Emma stretched out her hands, ready to blast curses at both their adversaries, willing to risk her own safety should the corrupted nature of the island cause her magic to backfire. Grabbing her wrist, Hook stalled her actions and out of the corner of his eye he saw a glint of metal sparkle from the cavern's eyes.
His shadow had returned. Victorious.
“You can’t really expect Swan to trade her own son for me,” Hook grit out through clenched teeth. “And you,” he said to Pan, “blinded by the capriciousness of a prophecy, you have failed to see the answer to your problem even when it is literally standing before you.”
An intrigued perplexity pulled at Pan’s features as he cocked his head to one side. “What do you mean by that, Captain?”
Hook shifted his weight and tucked his thumb into his belt. “I’ve spent a long time trying to find a way to exact my revenge on Rumplestiltskin, and in the course of that pursuit, I learned something.”
“You’ve piqued my interest, pirate, but my patience will not last.”
“There is another prophecy,” Hook told him. “One about a boy--one who will be more than he appears and who will lead the Dark One to his son. This boy shall be his undoing.” Shifting his attention to Rumplestiltskin, Hook clarified, “That’s why you want Henry dead. You believe him to be the boy.”
“Are you suggesting he is not?” the Dark One challenged. “You think you can save his skin by attempting to cast doubt?”
Shrugging, Hook replied, “I’m merely offering another perspective.” Taking a few purposeful steps to his left, the pirate positioned himself closer to the opening where his shadow remained hidden. “It seems to me it wasn’t Swan’s lad who led the Dark One to his son, but another boy altogether.” Flicking his eyes onto Pan, Hook stated, “One that is much more than he seems.”
Pan’s eyes widened in comprehension and Rumplestiltskin’s face grew pale beneath his scaly pallor.
“I see you both finally understand,” Hook said with a malevolent smirk. “Pan is the boy who shall be your undoing.”
“Impossible,” Rumplestiltskin scoffed. “We all know there’s only one way to kill me, and good luck finding the necessary--”
“Ah, yes. That.” The hard crack of the t reverberated off the rocky walls. Reaching his hand towards the sky, Hook gloatingly said, “You should know by now… pirates make their own luck.”
Hook’s shadow came soaring into the chamber and deposited the Dark One’s dagger into its master’s hand.
“NO!” Rumplestiltskin bellowed, lunging for the dagger only to be held back by his nemesis’ shadow.
Emma rushed forward and took the opportunity to snap her enchanted cuff onto the Dark One’s wrist, rendering him incapable of using his magic against them. The entire scene was silently witnessed by Pan, whose expression grew more and more delighted and more and more menacing.
“Well, now.” Pan slowly clapped his hands together in appreciation and approached Hook. “Isn’t this an interesting turn of events?”
“Indeed,” Hook replied, gripping the dagger tightly in his hand. “Looks like the only ones who will be making a deal are you and I.”
“I’m listening.”
“You free the boy, allow Swan to keep her magic, and guarantee us safe passage off the island. In exchange, the dagger is yours.”
“And with it you expect me to murder my own son?” Pan asked, feigning shock and outrage.
“We both know you’d gladly sacrifice your entire bloodline for the chance at the power and immortality he possesses,” Hook shot back, holding out the dagger. “Do we have a deal?”
Pan’s greedy eyes dropped down to the curved blade then flicked back up to the pirate’s. “You would willingly give me such power? Knowing the horrors I am likely to inflict?”
“So long as you leave Emma, her lad, and me be to live our lives in peace, I don’t much care.”
“Well then,” Pan purred, extending out his hand. “I’d say you’ve got yourself a deal, Captain.”
Rumplestiltskin began to protest, begging and pleading for Pan to reconsider as Hook handed over the dagger. Without hesitation and absolutely zero remorse, the demon boy plunged the dagger straight into the Dark One’s chest.
“What have I always told you, Rumple?” The boy whispered with a vicious gleam in his eyes. “Pan. Always. Wins.”
Death rattles gurgled up the Dark One’s throat and Hook pulled Emma in close, turning her into his chest to save her from having to witness the gruesome sight. He would not deny the pleasure it gave him to see his old enemy in the throes of dying, even if it meant giving his other adversary nearly unlimited power.
Rumplestiltskin dropped to the cobbled floor, his hand wrapped around the dagger protruding from his chest, as he struggled to draw breath. Pan turned, triumphant; his stance wide and his hands smugly braced against his hips. A savage smile split his face and a feral glint gleamed from his eyes, sending a shudder down Hook’s spine.
A final rasp hissed from the former Dark One’s lips and his hand went limp, failing to the ground. Pan’s features began to glitter under the torchlight of the cavern and a swirl of black tendrils crept up his legs.
“See that my part of the deal is met, then come collect me at the Dark Vault,” he said to his Shadow, whom he believed was still loyal to him. The spectre nodded, and Pan vanished in a billow of pitch.
Hook and Emma stood in weary silence for several erratic beats of their hearts before turning to embrace one another. They’d done it! They’d beat Pan at his own game!
“I should not wait too long before going after him,” The Shadow commented, breaking the two apart and forcing them to focus on the next part of their plan.
“How long will you be g--”
Emma’s question was cut off by the exuberant sounds making their way from the cave’s openings.
“Mom!”
“Henry!”
Swan sprinted towards her boy, who was being gently set down by the shadows that had gone to retrieve him. Dropping to her knees, she pulled the lad into her arms and he reciprocated, wrapping his tightly around her neck.
Hook repositioned himself to try and hide the body of Rumplestiltskin from the boy’s view. However, the action caught Henry’s attention and his eyes widened in terror.
“Y-You’re Captain Hook! The Lost Boys told me about you!”
“It’s okay, Henry.” Swan stood and took her son’s hand, leading him over to the pirate. “He helped me get here. He helped me save you from Pan and--”
“Pan!” Fearfully, the boy searched the room, his head swiveling to and fro. “He wants my heart! He said he’d hurt you if I didn’t give it to him, but I knew you’d…” Impossibly, the lad’s eyes grew even wider when they landed on the poorly concealed body behind Hook’s feet. “Is that the Dark One? What happened to him? Is he… is he dead?”
Turning her son around so his back was now to the gruesome scene, Emma continued her assurances that the boy was safe and had nothing further to fear. Flicking her eyes up to Hook, a pleading glimmered from their jade depths and the pirate answered with a nod of understanding. Swan recounted the entire tale of what she had gone through, beginning at the point of his abduction and following through to the most recent events, all while Hook worked to move Rumplestiltskin’s body to a dark corner of the cavern.
Once sufficiently out of sight, he grasped the dagger and freed it from his enemy’s chest with a firm tug, then with his hook, he pried off the magic binding cuff from the corpse’s wrist. A sick churning overwhelmed his gut as he read the name now etched upon the blade and was reminded of the new horror they had unleashed upon the realms.
Lifting his head, he faced The Shadow hovering beside him. “Are you certain this will work?”
“It has to.”
Hook was not at all comforted by that reply as he handed over the dagger and cuff, but they had few options at this point.
“Once you’ve taken control of him with those,” Hook began, nodding at the implements, “will you bring him back here or keep him imprisoned in another realm?”
“Here,” The shadow replied without giving it a moment’s thought. “The island won’t like it, but he must be kept where he can be monitored, and I have a duty to mend what he destroyed.”
“I do not envy you that task.” Hook may not have the same magical intuition as actual purveyors of the mystic arts, but he had seen the changes and corruptions of the island firsthand since that initial tragic visit with his brother and all the years he’d spent trapped in the demon boy’s service.
“Captain?”
Young Henry’s voice echoed across the cavern and Hook was quick to follow it back to its source, lest the boy seek him out and catch another harrowing glimpse of the body.
“Aye, lad?” He slowed his steps as he drew closer and tucked his hook behind his back, not wishing to frighten the boy with his namesake.
“I… I wanted to say thank you,” Henry said, staring up at him with the same warm, brown eyes another boy had looked upon him with long ago. “My mom said she’d never have been able to rescue me without you. I owe you my life.”
Sticking his small hand out, Henry stood rod straight as he awaited the pirate’s acceptance. A touched, soft smile lifted the corners of Hook’s lips and he took the lad’s hand.
“No thanks required, my boy. It is I who owe you and your mother. If not for her, I’d still be indentured to Pan and just as much a captive on the island as you were.”
Twisting his head to one side, Henry’s eyes narrowed in contemplation. “You are not at all what I expected for a pirate,” he said. “I always thought pirates were the bad guys.”
Something unpleasant tightened in Hook's chest. “I hope that recent experiences have proven that, at least on this island, I am not the bad guy.”
“And neither is he,” Emma informed her son, indicating the umbral spectre still hovering in the dark corner. “You can come forward. He knows you were powerless to deny Pan’s bidding as well.”
The Shadow presented himself and gave an apologetic bow towards the boy. Hook noted that he too was concealing potentially distressing items behind his back. Although, the effort wasn’t quite as successful given his gossamer nature.
“So, what now?” the lad asked, turning his face up towards his mother. “You said we can’t go home because the village turned against you.”
“We’ll just have to find a new home,” she told him, wrapping a comforting arm around his shoulders. “The important thing is, we’ll be together and no one will ever separate us again.”
“I actually have a proposition for you in that regard,” The Shadow began, hesitantly. “What would you say to staying and making a home here for a while?”
Emma balked, her lips parting in surprise and her brows arching up her forehead. “Here? In Neverland?”
Hook was also taken aback. Surely the entity must know of their eagerness to leave this accursed place.
“I realize it is not an ideal environment, but with your help Neverland can be restored to what she once was.”
A look of uncertainty crossed her features and her mouth opened to voice, what Hook could only presume would be, a resounding refusal.
“Please,” The Shadow pleaded, stalling Swan’s words. “Truth be told… I am not certain I can heal all of her wounds without you.”
“Why me?” she asked, and Hook could see the heartache she felt for the island shimmer within her eyes even as she fought to keep her resolve. “There are plenty of others, more suited to the work than I, whom you could enlist.”
“But none of them possess white magic as powerful as yours.” His head tilted down towards Henry and he added, “Nor do they have the heart of the truest believer beating within their chest.” He cast his eyes out towards the shoreline, the moonlight glittering upon the waves and mused, “I do not think any of this has been a coincidence. I believe you have always been meant to save this place.”
“I’m no saviour,” Emma refuted. “I wouldn’t even know where to begin to--”
“Yes. You are,” Hook reminded her. “You saved me. You saved your son. You saved all the shadows who were doomed to be trapped here forever.” When her stubbornness refused to release the dubious expression from her face, Hook took her hand and pulled her in close. “How many people have you helped over the years? Even while you were in hiding and without your magic, I know you could not have sat idly by while others suffered from that which you could help ease.”
“How could you possibly--”
“Because I know you, Swan,” he murmured with a flirty smirk. “You are something of an open book… to me.”
She swallowed hard then inhaled deeply. “What about Henry? There are still so many dangers here and I--”
“I’ll be fine!” the boy protested. “The Shadow and the Captain are right, Mom. If we can help make Neverland better, then shouldn’t we stay and at least try?”
Sensing they nearly had her swayed, Hook offered, “The two of you can stay with me on my ship. I swear no harm will come to the boy whilst he is in my charge.”
Henry’s eyes lit up. “Can we really?”
“No,” Emma replied, emphatically, gripping Hook’s hand tightly. “You can’t possibly mean to stay. Not when you are finally free to leave.”
Running the pad of his thumb over her knuckles, he confessed, “My reasons for wanting to leave this place no longer exist.”
“What possible reason could you have for wanting to stay, though?”
An amused and slightly exasperated huff puffed from his chest. “Don’t you know, Emma?” he whispered. “It’s you.”
Before that wall of hers could begin to fortify itself, he gave her hand one last gentle squeeze then stepped back, tucking his thumb into his belt as he cocked his hip to one side. “Besides, you were right. There are still many dangers lingering, and you’ll need someone to help you navigate past them.” Throwing The Shadow a look over his shoulder, he added, “You’ll need all the help you can get keeping Pan secure and the Lost Boys in line.” Turning back to Swan, he shot her a challenging grin and a raised brow. “So what say you, love? Fancy throwing your lot in with a pirate?”
A smile tugged at her lips, her eyes cutting between her son’s hopeful pleading and the pirate’s taunting expression.
“Fine,” she dramatically exhaled. “We’ll do it your way, pirate.” She took a few sauntering steps forward and poked her finger in his waistcoat. “But don’t think I’m taking my eyes off you for a second.”
Hook brought up his hand and pressed hers against his chest beneath it. “I would despair if you did.”
~/~
Some measure of time later…
“Don’t run too far ahead!” Emma called out to her son who was hurriedly making his way to the Pixie Wood. “The cottage will still be there!”
Beside her a deep chuckle rumbled through Killian’s chest. When she glanced his way it was to find him already gazing down at her. Lifting their joined hands, he brushed a soft kiss to the back of hers, sending a quiver of a wonder down her spine.
“You can’t blame the lad for being excited,” he murmured softly against her knuckles, skimming the tip of his nose along her wrist before letting their hands fall back between them. “It’s been an age since he had his own room.”
Emma mused affectionately to herself. She supposed he had a point. The Jolly Roger had become rather crowded as of late, what with many of the Lost Boys choosing to relocate there in order to learn a sea-faring trade from one of the greatest sailors in all the realms. Realms they planned to return to one day as soon as their captain deemed them ready to join another’s crew.
The more troublesome of the group, the ones dangerously loyal to Pan, who would have stopped at nothing to free him from where The Shadow had imprisoned him deep within Echo Cave, had been shipped off early on. Literally. The army of shadows had rounded them up in a matter of days, and Killian had wasted no time in taking them to a place called Pleasure Island. He hadn’t said much about the place, but Emma had been quite certain she did not want the details.
Once the Lost Boys and Pan’s imprisonment had been dealt with, she and The Shadow began the arduous task of setting things within the island’s enchantments to rights. Their first victory had been the returning of the dawn. Emma would never forget that morning, dozing in her pirate’s arms as they lazed in his bunk after a night of ‘enjoyable activities’ (as he called it) only to be roused by faint rays of sunlight prisming in through the Captain’s Quarter’s windows.
Nor would she forget the experience of being kidnapped by said pirate the very next day, taken to a secluded lagoon, and introduced to the provocative practice of skinny dipping. The image of his naked, glistening body being bathed in beams of light as he sunned himself on the grotto’s large rocks would be forever seared into her memory… and happily so.
The days had not lasted a full course at first, but with each salve of sorcery, each balm of spellwork, and every incantation towards a cure, the island began to heal more and more. Yet, with each achievement there was one restoration of the island’s power that remained beyond their conjuring.
Pixie dust.
Try as they might to get the trees where the pixie flowers grew to produce their blooms, Neverland was still without its most powerful resource. That was until Tinkerbell (a former fairy who had been banished to the island) had been able to persuade the Blue Fairy to help in their cause. A sackful of fairy dust had arrived by special delivery from another fairy named Nova, and with it, instructions on how the fairy dust might help encourage things along within the Pixie Wood.
And encourage things it did! Within a matter of days blooms began to appear on the highest branches of the trees, but the Blue Fairy had also warned how fragile and delicate the early stages of pixie flower growth was. The blooms would require constant monitoring and infusions of magic in order to survive into maturity and produce pixie dust.
Tinkerbell had offered to become the Wood’s guardian and look after the flowers, but Blue had other ideas, gifting the fairy back her wings and her wand and inviting her to join the ranks of her sisters once more. Emma would not hear of her missing out on this second chance and with Killian’s agreement, they urged her to go with their blessing.
Emma would see to the Wood.
As much as she had enjoyed spending time on the sea, she could not deny having missed the firm foundation of nature and the solace of the forest. Fortunately, her pirate was well aware of her longings and had agreed to relocate with her without a moment’s hesitation. It had taken more time than she’d expected to construct the modest cottage - her magic still functioned abnormally on the island from time to time - but now that it was complete, she, Killian, and Henry would live out the remainder of their time in Neverland within the comfort of its walls; although, Killian would return to the Jolly Roger each day to continue the necessary lessons with his prepubescent crew.
“Now the cottage is finished and the pixie flowers are growing, might we ought to discuss what happens afterward?” Killian posed as they continued to make their way through the woods.
“Afterward?”
“Aye,” he replied with a hesitancy in his tone that had Emma pausing their steps. “After you’ve successfully brought pixie dust back and finish bringing the island back to its former glory.”
“You mean… what happens when it’s time for us to leave.”
Killian did not respond, choosing instead to give her the time and space she needed to consider what he was truly asking. She really was an open book to him.
Inhaling deeply, Emma worried her lip and cast a glance towards the cottage door which had just been flung open by her exuberant son. “I suppose we’ll have to find a place that accepts pirates and witches.” Flicking her eyes back up to the man before her, she pondered, “If such a place exists.”
Wrapping his arms around her waist, a broad smile stretched across his handsome face and he crooned down at her, “I am certain there are a number of places that will welcome your gift. And as for piracy…” His expression became solemn and serious, his eyes swimming with a resolve that left her nearly breathless. “I think I have had my fill of such endeavors.”
“What?”
“I will keep my ship, of course,” he hurriedly clarified. “Perhaps we could find a quaint fishing or merchant village with a harbor suitable enough for her?”
“Are you… are you sure?” Emma could not quite believe he’d be willing to give up his life on the sea. “I would never ask you to make such a sacrifice for my sake.”
“You’re not,” he assured her, reaching up to cup her face. “And it is no sacrifice. Not when I compare it to a life spent at your side.” His thumb caressed her cheek as he bent over to brush his lips over hers. “That is, of course…” he murmured nervously with his forehead pressed against hers, “if you’ll have me?”
A shuddering breath fell from her mouth, followed by a jubilant elation of mirth. With joyous tears stinging the corners of her eyes, she swept her hand through his riotous hair and lightly held the back of his head, toying with hairline at the nape of his neck.
“Yes!” she whispered excitedly. “A thousand times, yes!”
A startled cry made its way up her throat when he tightly wrapped her in his arms then lifted her off the ground, swinging her around as an overjoyed burst of laughter rumbled through his chest. Setting her back on her feet, his lips crashed against hers and they lost themselves for several blissful moments, until Henry’s impatient shouts forced them to come up for air.
Taking Emma’s hand, Killian pierced her with a look that held heated promises for later before leading them towards the cottage. A charge of desire zipped through her, and she silently hoped that the day’s excitement would be enough to cause Henry to sleep very, very soundly that night.
“Shall we tell the lad now, or wait?”
Emma contemplated Killian’s question before deciding, “Let’s give it a day or two. Give him time to settle into the cottage before we set his sights on the next chapter.”
“As you wish.”
Arriving at the door of their new, albeit temporary, home, Emma tugged on Killian’s arm to stop him before entering. Perplexed by the action, he raised his brow and cocked his head at her.
“What is it, love?”
“I just want you to know,” she began lovingly, “No matter where our life may lead us or how we spend our days… you’ll always be the pirate captain who gave me my greatest adventure.”
Killian smiled and swept her up into his arms, carrying her over the threshold. “And you, my love,” he replied with his mouth poised to kiss her as soon as he said his piece. “Shall always be the witch in the woods who saved me.”
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STORY SUMMARY: Desperate to save her beloved dogs when her ex-boyfriend makes threats against them, Emma Swan takes Killian Jones up on his offer to foster them.
RATING: M (for language, verbal abuse and gun violence)
WORDS: 4213 of 18,700 (6 chapters and a short epilogue)
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Can also be read on Ao3
Chapter begins under the cut
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“Killian!” Emma screamed, covering her face with her hands.
“I’m right here, Love.” Relief flooded through her at the sound of his voice. She opened her eyes to see him crawling toward her, avoiding Neal’s crumpled body on the floor. He pulled her into his arms, while several police officers rushed past them.
“Are you two okay?”
Emma looked up to see Mary Margaret’s boyfriend David Nolan looking at her with concern. “What happened?” she croaked.
“Officer Nolan just saved your life,” another officer reported.
“You shot Neal?” she asked.
“Only because he was threatening to shoot both of you,” David explained.
“Is he…dead?”
David threw a questioning look at one of the men squatting beside Neal. The officer nodded. “Looks like we’re gonna need the coroner.”
Emma buried her face in Killian’s neck, trying to block out the sight of the steadily increasing pool of blood spreading out underneath her ex. Killian’s arms tightened around her as she gave into her sobs.
*********
Killian held Emma’s shaking body, his own rush of adrenaline slowly ebbing away. He felt like he hadn’t taken a single breath since he looked through the window to see Cassidy slap Emma.
After several minutes, her sobs began to subside and he heard her whimper something against his throat. “What’s that, Love?”
“My babies. They must be so scared.”
He hadn’t thought about the dogs, but was honestly glad to have an excuse to get her out of the house. The atmosphere was completely chaotic with noise from police radios, officers collecting evidence and taking photos, and sirens outside signaling the arrival of more first responders. Slowly he got to his feet, not releasing his hold on her. “Let’s go check on them,” he murmured. Keeping her tucked tightly against him, he steered her past Neal’s body and out the back door.
Once they were outside, Killian reluctantly let Emma go. As he watched her snuggling with Sophie and Oscar, it hit him that he could have lost her if the police hadn’t arrived in time. Just the thought of it made his heart ache. In that moment he realized that his feelings for her had gone beyond friendship. Far beyond friendship.
Before he could ponder this further, he felt a hand on his shoulder. Turning around, he saw David, who had an apologetic look on his face.
“I’m afraid the two of you are going to have to go down to the station to give statements.”
Killian glanced at Emma, then back to David. “I figured as much.”
“I expect you won’t want to stay in this house tonight,” David continued. “I took the liberty of calling Mary Margaret to see if Emma can stay with her. You’re welcome to crash at my place, if you like.” The two men had gotten to know each other when they both ate at the restaurant while Emma and Mary Margaret worked together.
Killian turned his eyes back to Emma, who was sitting on the ground with her head in her hands. “I appreciate the offer, mate, but I…I don’t want to leave her. Would you be alright with me staying at Mary Margaret’s as well? I’d be willing to sleep on the floor. I just…I think Emma needs me…and I need to be with her, too.”
David nodded. “I understand.”
“What about Sophie and Oscar?” Killian asked. “We can’t leave them here by themselves.”
“Mary Margaret said Emma can bring them along. Her landlord normally doesn’t permit pets, but since it’s probably only for one night, it’ll be fine.”
“Sounds like a good plan, then. Are you able to stay out here with Emma while I go throw some things in an overnight bag?”
“Of course,” David answered, then sighed and ran a hand through his hair before adding, “I can’t do much to help inside anyway. I’ll be put on administrative leave for a while, since I’m the one who killed Cassidy.”
Killian turned to face him fully. “I can’t bring myself to say I’m sorry, Dave. If you hadn’t shot him, we…Emma and I might…”
David quickly put a hand on his shoulder. “I don’t even want to think about it. I did what I had to do and I have no regrets.” The two men shook hands, their eyes meeting with an understanding that only two people who had shared such a traumatic experience could convey.
Killian walked over to Emma, touched her on the shoulder, and winced when she jumped. “Sorry, Love,” he apologized. “I wanted to let you know that David made arrangements for us to stay at Mary Margaret’s tonight.” When she started to open her mouth, he hurried on. “All of us - Oscar and Sophie included. I’m going to gather some things to take along. Is there anything in particular you’ll need, besides the essentials?”
She thought over his question. “Could you grab my pillow and blanket? Having those might make the dogs, and me, more comfortable.”
“I can do that. Anything else?”
She shook her head. “Not that I can think of at the moment.”
Squatting down beside her, he took one of her hands. “Before we go to the loft, we’ll have to go to the police station to give our account of the events. Do you feel up to it?”
She looked at him and his heart broke at the pain he saw in her eyes. “I loved him,” she whispered hoarsely. “How did things go so horribly wrong?”
“Everything that happened is a consequence of Neal’s poor choices,” he replied quietly. “I wish it hadn’t come to this, but everything that happened is on him.”
“If I would have just…”
“No. Don’t do that to yourself, Swan.” Ducking his head down to make eye contact with her, he added, “You did nothing to warrant the actions he took, and there’s no way you could have predicted this turn of events, aye?”
“Yeah,” she sighed. “I guess you’re right.”
“Of course I am,” he quipped, hoping to lighten the mood a bit. To his satisfaction, the corners of her mouth turned up a bit. He stood up, hesitated a second, then bent down and pressed a kiss to the crown of her head. “Dave is going to stay out here with you. I’ll just be a few minutes.”
She started to rise to her feet. “I need to get Sophie and Oscar’s beds and food.”
“I’ll get them,” he hurried to assure her. “Just stay out here, Love.”
Looking up at him with tears in her eyes, she said, “Are you trying to keep me from seeing his…him?”
“You already lived through a nightmare today, Emma,” he replied. “You don’t need to experience more trauma by going back into that chaos.”
“Okay,” she agreed.
“Be back in a few minutes,” he said, then went into the house. He skirted around the edge of the kitchen, intentionally averting his eyes from where Neal’s body still lay in the middle of the floor.
After stuffing pajamas, underwear, and a change of clothes from his and Emma’s rooms into a duffle bag, he added their toiletries from the bathroom, and tucked the dogs’ beds under his arm. On his return trip through the kitchen, he collected the bag of dog food, their bowls and leashes, being careful to stay out of the investigators’ way.
Emerging into the backyard again, he saw David and Emma sharing a hug. They appeared to be comforting each other and Killian was sure the events of the day were just as hard on David as they were on himself and Emma. No police officer would choose to shoot and kill someone unless it was absolutely necessary.
Killian approached them quietly, not wishing to interfere in their private moment. They ended their hug and Emma wiped at her eyes, saying, “I’ll never be able to thank you enough, David.”
“Aye,” Killian agreed. “We owe you many thanks, mate.”
David looked at each of them in turn, then gave a slight nod of acknowledgement. After clearing his throat, he said, “Mary Margaret is on her way over to pick up the dogs, then you can go to the police station.”
“How long will we have to be there?” Emma asked.
“However long it takes for you both to give your statements,” David answered, just as his phone dinged with an incoming text. He pulled it from his pocket and checked it. “Mary Margaret is parked around the corner. They have the street blocked off, so she can’t get any closer.”
Killian handed the leashes to Emma. “Why don’t you clip these on while I go put our things in the car. I’ll be right back.”
He jogged around the side of the house and tossed everything in the trunk of his car. A police officer stopped him to ask if they should lock the door when they were finished collecting evidence. After answering in the affirmative, Killian returned to the backyard where Emma was leading the dogs around the yard, giving them an opportunity to do their business.
David was sitting on the steps, staring off into space. Killian sat down beside him and asked, “When the detectives finish their investigation, will they clean up the kitchen?”
David turned his attention to his friend. “The police won’t, but there are a couple of people who clean up crime scenes for us. I’ll give one of them a call, if you want.”
“That would be great. I know Emma will want to bring the dogs back home tomorrow, and I’d really like all the mess to be gone.”
The two men watched her lead the dogs back to where they sat. Killian stood up and took Oscar’s leash from her. “Ready to go, Love?”
“As ready as I’ll ever be,” she sighed resignedly.
David joined them and the three of them left the backyard, following the sidewalk around the corner to where Mary Margaret was pacing beside her car. When she caught sight of the trio, she rushed over to David, embracing him in a tight hug.
Killian and Emma hung back, allowing the couple to have a moment. They could hear Mary Margaret murmuring words of comfort and reassurance to her boyfriend. As soon as they pulled away from each other, Mary Margaret turned toward Emma, gathering her in her arms as well. “That must have been horrible for you,” Killian heard her say.
“I never dreamed he could be so violent,” Emma answered, her words muffled against her friend’s shoulder. “It was like he lost his mind.”
Mary Margaret ended the hug and held Emma at arm’s length, a look of compassion on her face. “I almost hate to say it, but at least he won’t be able to hurt you again.”
“No, he won’t,” Emma agreed. “But I never wanted him dead.”
“It was either him or one of us,” Killian said. “And fortunately, thanks to Dave, it wasn’t us. Your boyfriend is a hero, Mary Margaret.”
“Yes, he is,” she said, turning a beaming smile at David, which he attempted to return.
They loaded the dogs into Mary Margaret’s car, watched her drive away, then headed back to the house so they could go to the police station.
*********
By the time Emma finished giving her statement, she was thoroughly drained. Not only did she have to recount the events of that afternoon, she also had to answer questions about her relationship with Neal. When she finally emerged into the lobby of the station, Killian was waiting for her. He swiftly rose from his seat to meet her.
“Alright there, Swan?” he asked.
“Yeah, I just…” Her voice faltered and he pulled her into his arms. She went willingly, craving the comfort he was offering.
After several moments, she heard him whisper, “Let’s go to Mary Margaret’s, see the kids, and get some sleep, aye?”
“That’s the best idea I’ve heard all day.”
She expected him to release her, but he kept one arm wrapped tightly around her shoulders as they left the station and walked to his car. He opened the passenger door and she gratefully sank into the leather seat, leaned her head back, and closed her eyes.
Killian slid into the driver’s seat, started the car, and shifted it into gear. When they didn’t begin moving right away, Emma rolled her head toward him and opened her eyes. He was looking at her with obvious concern. She gave him a weak smile, reached over and gave his hand a squeeze. He flipped it over, threaded his fingers through hers, then directed his eyes back to the road. As he pulled away from the curb, she closed her eyes again.
They didn’t speak during the drive to Mary Margaret’s apartment. Emma appreciated the fact that Killian seemed to sense her need for silence after a day of chaos and didn’t try to fill it with unnecessary chatter.
When they arrived, Emma fumbled to unbuckle her seat belt, feeling like her hands were leaden and clumsy. Before she could reach for the door handle, Killian was opening it for her and offering his hand to help her out.
“What about our stuff?” she asked, as they started up the sidewalk.
“I’ll come back out and get it in a bit. Let’s get you inside and settled first.”
She leaned into him and once again, he wrapped his arm around her shoulders, adjusting his stride to match hers. They went inside the building and trudged up the flight of stairs. Killian was just getting ready to knock on the door, when it swung open and both dogs ran out, happily bounding around them.
“I saw you pull up out front,” Mary Margaret explained. “When I mentioned that Mommy and Daddy were here, they got all excited.”
Emma glanced at Killian to see him smiling about being referred to as ‘Daddy’. He ushered her inside, guiding her to the couch. After she was seated, he grabbed the leashes from where they were draped over the back of a kitchen stool. “I’ll take the kids outside and get our bag from the car,” he said, kneeling down to clip the leashes on their collars.
She watched him go, then turned her attention to her friend, who had taken a seat beside her on the couch.
“He’s a good guy,” Mary Margaret said.
“Yeah, he really is.”
Mary Margaret reached over and patted her hand. “I put some clean sheets on the bed in the spare room. Would you like to take a shower before you go to bed? Or maybe a nice, warm bath?”
Emma considered the offer for a moment before answering, “A soak in the tub would be nice. I don’t know if I have the energy to stand up long enough to take a shower.”
Mary Margaret nodded in understanding. “First though, you and Killian need to eat something. I made some chicken and noodles with mashed potatoes and glazed carrots. I thought comfort food might be the ticket after such a trying day.”
“That sounds amazing,” Emma sighed. “Thank you.”
“Come sit at the counter and I’ll fix a plate for you.” Mary Margaret patted her hand one more time, then stood and went into the kitchen to begin dishing up the food. Just as she was setting a full plate in front of Emma, Killian and the dogs came back in.
“We were just about to eat, Killian,” Mary Margaret said. “Have a seat.”
“Have the kids had their dinner?” he asked, dropping the duffle bag beside the sofa.
Mary Margaret shook her head. “No, they haven’t. I wasn’t sure how much to give them.”
“Let me feed them and wash my hands first.” He picked up their food bowls, while Mary Margaret turned back to her own task.
The three friends ate in relative silence, except for an occasional compliment of the meal or admonishment to the dogs when they begged for food. Emma expected to have little appetite, but found that she was famished once she began to eat. Now all she needed to finally put this day behind her was a hot bath and a good night’s sleep.
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After dinner, Emma went to start running the bath water. Killian removed his items from the duffle and dropped it outside the bathroom before helping Mary Margaret clean up the kitchen.
“It’s been quite the day,” she commented.
“Aye, that it has,” Killian agreed with a heavy sigh.
“David said you were the one who called 9-1-1. I hate to think what would have happened if you hadn’t.” Killian didn’t answer, trying not to imagine that scenario. Suddenly, Mary Margaret turned to face him. “How are you handling all of this? I’ve been concerned about David and Emma, but I haven’t asked about you.”
He put down the dish towel and ran a hand through his hair. “I’m fine, now that I know Emma is safe. When Cassidy pointed that gun at her…” He stopped speaking, a lump forming in his throat.
“You went in the house to save her,” she praised.
“It was the right thing to do,” he said, trying to brush off her admiration. Mary Margaret laid a soft hand on his arm. “I had to protect her, Mary Margaret,” he choked out. “If anything happened to her, it…it would kill me.”
She studied his face. “You care for her more than just as a friend, don’t you?”
“I…I didn’t realize how much she meant to me until I looked through that window and saw him hit her. I wanted to throttle him so badly for daring to treat her like that. Just the thought of her being hurt…it…I guess it made me aware of my feelings for her.”
“You’re in love with her.”
His eyes met hers, then his head dipped in a nod. “Aye.”
A huge smile stretched across her face, her eyes sparkling. “When are you going to tell her?”
He blew out a breath, his hand rubbing at the back of his neck. “With everything going on, hearing that I’m in love with her is not what she needs right now.”
“Or maybe it’s exactly what she needs right now.”
Before he could answer, he heard the tune from Disney’s Snow White, Someday My Prince Will Come. “That’s David’s ringtone,” Mary Margaret said, picking up her phone from the counter.
“I’ll take the kids outside so you can have some privacy,” Killian said, struggling to keep the bemused smirk off his face as he collected the leashes.
She nodded her thanks as she answered the call.
As Killian followed the dogs down the sidewalk, he thought about what Mary Margaret had said. Was it the right time to tell Emma he loved her? What if she didn’t feel the same? That would definitely make things awkward. But if she did reciprocate his feelings, they could pursue a romantic relationship, one in which he could show her how a lady should be treated.
His mind was still swirling with these thoughts as he led the dogs back inside. Mary Margaret was on her way down the steps. “David just got done giving his statement and he needs me,” she explained. “I left a key to the apartment on the table. Will you and Emma be alright?”
“I’m sure we will.”
She halted on the step above the landing where he stood. “I don’t know how much you know about Emma’s background, but she’s been abandoned many times by people who were supposed to love her. First, her birth parents soon after she was born, then numerous foster parents and prospective adoptive parents. And there were more men she dated before Neal who let her down. She has walls a mile high around her heart, Killian. It may take you a while to dismantle them.”
“Well,” he said, a small smile on his face, “I do love a challenge.”
“Have you thought about what will happen when your job here is finished and you go back to England?”
“Aye,” he sighed. “That’s another obstacle to consider.”
“Think about it, but don’t give up on her,” Mary Margaret urged him. “Emma is worth it. Love is worth it.” She leaned forward and brushed a kiss across his cheek. “I have to go. I’ll call Emma in the morning.”
“Tell Dave he’s in our prayers.”
“I will, and the two of you are in ours,” Mary Margaret said, before going out the door.
Killian watched her go, then continued up the stairs with Oscar and Sophie. Emma was still in the bathroom, so he finished drying the dishes and found where they belonged in the cupboards. Then he took the dogs’ beds upstairs to Emma’s room and called his closest co-worker to explain why he wouldn’t be at work the next day. When she finally emerged ten minutes later, he was sitting in the living room, checking emails on his phone.
“Sorry I took so long,” she apologized. “A hot bath felt really good, but now I’m all pruney.” She held up her hands to show him her water-wrinkled fingers.
“There’s no reason to apologize, Swan. I hope it was relaxing for you.”
“It was, but I’m sure you want to take a shower.”
“There’s still plenty of time for that,” he assured her. “Mary Margaret went to David’s for the night. She left a key on the table and said she would call you in the morning. I took the kids out, so they should be good for the night.”
“Okay, thanks,” she said, putting her hand over her mouth to stifle a yawn. “I think I’m going to bed.”
“Sounds good, Love. I put the dog beds upstairs so they can be close to you.”
He was trying to decide if he should give her a hug, but she made the decision for him by moving into his arms. He wrapped her up firmly, kissing the crown of her head.
“I will never be able to thank you and David enough for saving my life today,” she whispered.
“No thanks are necessary, Emma,” he murmured. “I’m just glad we were there in time.”
She clung to him for a few more moments before finally pulling away. Looking up at him, she said, “Goodnight, Killian.”
He couldn’t keep himself from caressing her cheek as he gazed into her jade eyes. “Goodnight. Sleep well.”
He watched her drag herself up the stairs, exhaustion evident in every step. When she reached the landing, she called Sophie and Oscar, who bounded up the steps. The room she slept in was an open loft, so Killian was able to see when she turned off the bedside lamp. Once she did, he headed off to the shower.
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Killian had just drifted off to sleep on the sofa when he felt a cold nose pressed against his cheek. Annoyed and half asleep, he batted at the offending dog, but when he heard an insistent whine, his eyes popped open and he sat up quickly.
“What’s wrong, Oscar?” he asked. The dog ran toward the stairs, looking back to see if Killian was following him, which he did with his heart pounding. He hadn’t seen the dog act so agitated before.
He took the stairs two at a time and turned the corner into the bedroom. Sophie was lying on the bed beside Emma, who was tossing restlessly. The whimpers coming from her broke Killian’s heart and as he got closer, he saw her face was wet with tears.
He was unsure what action to take, afraid that if he tried to wake her up, it would frighten her. Instead, he lay down on the bed and gently pulled her into his arms. “Shh, Swan,” he crooned. “It’s alright. You’re safe, Love.”
He continued to murmur comforting words and stroke his hands up and down her back, until he felt her rigid body begin to relax. He thought she was asleep, but then realized she was sobbing into his chest, causing tears to gather in his own eyes.
After several minutes, he heard her say in a voice thick with emotion, “I’m sorry. It seems like all I’ve done today is cry.”
“I would be worried about you if you didn’t cry after what you’ve been through today, Love.”
She didn’t respond, but he felt her wrap her arms around his waist and snuggle more deeply into his chest. He was content simply holding her and dropping occasional kisses to the crown of her head.
“Killian?”
He jolted, unaware he had started to fall asleep. “Hmm?” he hummed.
“Can I…will you do me a favor?” she asked hesitantly.
“Anything,” he affirmed.
“Stay with me tonight? I mean here, in my bed,” she clarified. “I just…I don’t want to be alone.”
“Of course I’ll stay with you, if that’s what you want. Truth be told, I’ll feel better being here with you, in case you have another nightmare.”
“Thank you,” she yawned. “You’re such a good friend.”
Her words hit him like a bucket of ice water. Long after she went back to sleep in his arms, he lay awake, her words echoing in his mind. Would she ever think of him as anything more than a friend?