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Fanfic
The blog where I count each character's separate screentime per episode
Reactions/analyses of season 2 episodes | Season 3
Crack recaps by me
My thoughts on the Spy x Anya game
My thoughts on the film Spy x Family Code: White
Small Things I Spot, Headcanons & Theories (on different posts because tumblr won't allow more links)
Meta / Analysis
An analysis of leitmotifs in the anime soundtrack
Overanalyzing Spy x Family
The Twilight Eyes Project: How Twilight's eyes change from scene to scene and what that says about his character
New perspective of the meeting between Twilight and the Desmonds
Spy x Family Character Alignments
Twilight receiving comfort from his family
Jeeves discreetly telling Damian about Melinda
Twilight's worries about Anya after the bus hijacking
Yor's experience in raising Yuri
Spy x Family and Indoctrination
The audience doesn't need to know why the war started
The terrorist students as a reflection of Twilight's past
Twilight telling Yor she deserves friends
Similarities between Twilight and Yuri
Twilight's cover job as a psychiatrist awakening his humanity
(somewhat headcanon) Twilight suppressing his need to be recognized
Roland's expression when his fellow soldiers called him "lucky"
Twilight and cooking
(way more under the cut)
[redacted]'s reunion with his friends
Analysis of the first meeting between Roland and "Franky" (warning for heavy themes mentioned)
The past being sympathetic, but not an excuse
Twilight's reactions to Handler
Twilight's view on "teasing friends" based on how he sees "General"
Twilight being vulnerable after having the flashback
Bond can't eat onions
Young [redacted]'s xenophobia not being sugarcoated
Twilight's reaction to Anya saying she'll work hard - new perspective after seeing his flashbacks
"General" being the leader of the group
Has Twilight forgotten his friends' names?
Twilight not remembering his parents' faces
The bonds of the Forgers are based on truths
Twilight's (possibly distorted) memories of his father
Analysis on the season 3 opening credits | Closing credits
The development of Anya's emotional intelligence
Yor feeling supported by Loid not judging her for her "past job"
Yor's different visions of the Forgers in episode 33
Names and identities
Twilight's wish being very simply phrased
Twilight going like "It's for the mission!" even in front of Bond
Thoughts on Anya intimidating the guy in the bullet-in-butt date episode
The Forgers' kitchen
The nature of Operation Strix causes Twilight to open up
Difference in expressions between manga and anime
Twilight being an unsung hero but recognized by Anya
Analysis of the scene in episode 9 where Twilight is testing Yor
Nightfall's hopes of awakening Twilight's heart
The Briar siblings' lies
The balance of dark topics and humor
Detail on the printed version of the manga
Loid complaining about Yuri being loud
The kindness surviving
The different voices of Twilight, Loid, and [redacted]
Yor remembering Loid's supportive words
Yor using melee weapons and being cautious with getting physically close with a friend
Loid focusing on Anya's mental well-being in episode 32
The narrative takes the side of peace, not of any country
The narrative forgiving characters being soft for their family
Yuri's reaction to Loid
Yor connecting with Olka's need for a peaceful life
Twilight taking Anya back home in episode 1
Twilight making Anya happy
Season 2 opening credits analysis (Part One - Part Two/Tea Time)
Yuri's jealousy
How the humor makes the story more human
What Twilight's "I want to live" narrative can build on
Anya playing
The different levels of secrets kept, lying to themselves, and accepting their love for their family
Manga/anime comparison for the last scene of chapter/episode 1
Anya's reaction to saving Loid from the bomb
Twilight encouraging Anya to prioritize peace
Yor threatening the "secret police officer"
Damian Desmond, the bully and the victim
An analysis of how Yor sees Loid - and how that can collapse post-identity reveals
Trigger discipline and gun safety as shown in the manga and anime
Different opera depictions between manga and anime
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Thoughts on Qifrey's slutty slutty black turtleneck thing that got very much out of hand and became thoughts more broadly on the theme of concealment and Qifrey's character:
(manga spoilers below the cut)
Because while the obvious purpose would be that it protects against anyone seeing potential manifestations of the silverwood, that doesn't explain why he starts wearing it as a kid before he or anyone would have known about the silverwood. So I think the top is something that has come to serve multiple purposes throughout his life. AND I think it has an important role to play related to the one silverwood attribute that it seems like a lot of people skip over: it heals injuries in its host (to allow them to escape to "safety").
When he was a child, I think the black top was devised as a solution to cover the wounds and scars from his abuse and captivity. While it's hard to see in the illustrations that there's any obvious neck wounds, his wrist is clearly shown as marked by some kind of bondage (Beldaruit's flashback in ch. 36)--which is also why the thing extends so far onto his hands. It makes sense that as a child he would be self-conscious about these obvious scars, and so the garment was created to allow him to have freedom of movement with the most coverage.
With the revelations of the silverwood, I think the meaning changes. First, because obviously now there is the potential for someone to see its growth on him, but ALSO because when it does manifest, his wounds and scars are erased. This is what we see at the end of ch. 93 when he walks into the lake--not just that gazing at Olly has activated the silverwood, but that in being activated, it is erasing the scar left from the Romonon injury on his shoulder. If anyone were seeing Qifrey's body regularly, the sudden disappearance of scars would obviously be incredibly suspicious. I personally imagine the first major Silverwood incident at the Tower of Tomes is what erased the neck and wrist scars--but he couldn't ever let anyone know that. Any time he is seen without the layer is a potential risk for questioning.
(This is also why I think fics/fanon that describe his body as scarred are wrong. The eye wound remains because the eye can't be replaced, but there's a reason why the silverwood always starts there--that's the injury it's trying to heal. Otherwise though, Qifrey should actually be unsettlingly unmarked by all his injuries).
Finally, on a more meta level, the fact that the top is there to cover nothing--that is, not the presence of something but the absence, is fucking genius. I'm sure like many of us, when I was first watching/reading WHA I assumed that the layer was covering some kind of glyph or magical marking on his body, considering how much that was signaled as the ultimate wrong in the early parts of the story. If not that, then yeah, maybe some kind of scar. But then when we finally see him stripped of it, there is nothing.
This is paralleled by the hair/black lens used to cover the lack of his right eye. It's hard not to see this as Shirahama's direct response to the (especially shounen) anime/manga trope of the character with a hidden "magical eye." There's obviously the Kakashi-type, and Lelouch from Code Geass, and a million others I'm suddenly blanking on. But the trope is predictable: ooh, can't see this guy's eye, must be some kind of taboo magic, etc. etc. So again, in the same scene where we see him without the black top, we also see him without the glasses, and all that's there is... nothing. Not some scary powerful forbidden magic eye but just a horrendous and heartbreaking injury, a total absence.
Parallel that again with Qifrey's entire story as one of lack, and it all comes together. Who is this mysterious guy, deep down? What kind of crazy origin story? And like, yeah, the Silverwood story is tragic, but especially in the midst of so many fantasy tropes about lineage, Qifrey coming from nothing, nowhere, is profound. I'm sure we'll eventually get more answers, but for now, it's the fact that all of these forms of veiling, hiding, covering, concealing, keep getting revealed as ways of covering up a kind of nothing--that really amazes me.
Friend and I were talking about how Olly would be a jealous person and I thought "Olly would get jealous of the wind" then this beamed into my head at mach speed.
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Colored a sketch that I like. Ngl I’ve always hated drawing digitally so I might just post more colored sketches. (ps I know that qifrey is taller, and I am joyous for that, just imagine it’s the composition/angle).
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