Don't throw it (me) away (out the window)

Kavinsky is like Gansey’s Wario. In a way.

you guys remember Adam Parrish. you guys remember Adam Parrish wanting to feel awake when his eyes were open. you guys remember Adam Parrish not being unknowable, except to himself. you guys remember Adam Parrish feeling alive because he bleeds. you guys remember Adam Parrish being ruined by the deal he made but his people loving him anyway, enough to never want to hurt him, even when he’s hurting them.

every gansey pov is like blues theythem slay has got me down bad. ronan is a literal god. adam is a prince among men. i need glendower carnally. i have ten mental issues and im going to ignore them all until they go away.

noah czerny, i didn't forget you, you never slid quietly from time for me, please come back.

thinking about my ghost boy right now

he’s haunting me again

i miss him like i knew him

wave of nausea just thinking about him again