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how to go about being moots with youā¦.
idk how to answer this lmao. um. just exist and say hi maybe

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I feel like because Wylan was so sheltered growing up, he wouldn't realize beating your kid (verbally and/or physically) as punishment wasn't normal. Jan Van Dick would have probably told him that he was just weak for not being able to take it like every other kid. And Wylan would only find out once Jesper or somebody explained that no, parents who love their kids don't abuse them. Yes I will be writing this into a fic eventually
Imagine, if you will, Wylan and Jesper are visiting Colm on the farm, Wylan messes up somehow (breaks a plate, leaves a gate unlocked & an animal escapes, etc) and he holds out his wrist to Colm immediately expecting a ruler or something & Colm and Jesper are just horrified
This is it, this is THE fic
Oh my god I have so many unfinished Wylan fics but I might have to write this soon
This is now going to be a chapter in my WIP modern AU longfic :3
(with the voice of a guy who has never been normal or sane about any media ever) yeah that musical is pretty cool. i think the little guy over there is alright too. idk i think iād be interested in this. a little.
wylan at 23 learning how after 7 years all your cells are officially regenerated. him realizing he now lives with a body his father never touched. him telling inej about it. inej quitely weeping that night because even if the memories are still there this body is entirely hers. idk if it makes sense and it is very badly worded but i'm at work and it's driving me insane.
"I am the one who's always been here"
anyways here's a bunch of gabe blocking i love
the taunting and throwing with dan's keys in just another day
his reaction when diana mentions retiling the roof in its gonna be good
the flinch away from dan when he reaches out to diana in i am the one
smearing diana's blood on the cabinet in i've been
being trapped in a transparent box for aftershocks, like he was never really that far removed from diana tbh (this is also a set design thing i guess?) also the editing where it pans to dianaš„
the coutnerblanace of gabe and diana in catch me im falling reprise
gabe touching natalie's hand

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I started watching the Next To Normal proshot thinking that Gabe was an asshole and. in what way is the pseudo-ghost of a eight months old baby an asshole. by the way I've never wanted to hug someone like I want to hug Natalie!
noticing that the characters iām latching onto and understand on a molecular level all have concerning amounts of self-loathing. iām a bit worried
most if not all of them either a) believe they, as a whole, are an academic/moral failing, b) vest their entire wellbeing in one unattainable aspect of their life, c) feel cramped by the world theyāre living in and aimless in terms of how they fit inside it, or d) a combination of all of those things at the same time
maybe the fact that i look at these characters and my immediate reaction is āNO DONāT TALK LIKE THAT YOUāRE YOUNG AND YOUāRE WORTH SO MUCH AND YOU EXISTā should be some kind of sign that i should also be saying the same things to myself, but as it happens iām extremely oblivious to that and it doesnāt work on me
i was standing next to a friend who i had no idea knew of next to normal. and they saw someone walking up pushing something very heavy and went āomg theyāre alive!ā and then started singing āiām alive iām alive i am so aliveā and i fear that i jumped several meters in the air
i wanna be ur moot ok
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Language things I'd like to see in the Grishaverse:
Kaz's Southern Kerch accent coming out thick whenever he's drunk, or on very specific words that he avoids saying for that very reason
Ravkans being able to tell when foreigners learned from a textbook or a standard classroom because they talk vaguely like middle-aged nobles
East Ravkans and West Ravkans having different accents, expressions, and slang because of being separated by the Fold for so long
Specific dialects on the disputed borders (the Ravkan-Fjerdan border, the Ravkan-Shu border, etc.)
Nikolai having to change how he speaks as Sturmhond so that his very posh noble accent doesn't give him away
ā¬ļø Wylan trying to do the same thing in the Barrel so he's not noticed
Jesper chatting with anyone and everyone who speaks a lick of Zemeni
Some Suli people speaking Suli, others speaking a dialect of Ravkan, others just using "standard" Ravkan/Ravkan with a particular accent
Matthias using hardcore military expressions and slang without even knowing it
Tolya and Tamar having the most unusual accents from all the cultural influences in their life
I still found it so adorable that when jesper and Wylan first hooked up, wylan bought/brought Jesper stroopwafels. Like thats so stinking cute, imagine you're like "okay gonna bang this hot dude, I should bring him stroopwafels"
modern wesper phones being complete opposites of one another (but not in the way you might think). jesperās is absolutely pristine and looks like he bought it two days ago. wylanās is so cracked and scuffed that youād think it went through at least one trash compactor, and you can barely operate it anymore. jesperās phone case is neon green but you canāt tell because itās covered in as many stickers as he can fit on it. wylanās case is the most plain one he could find with a few stickers he liked from jesperās massive collection. jesperās lock screen is a candid of wylan working out a composition on the piano and happening to glance up at him with a little smile, the sunlight catching his face just right, and jesper thinks itās the most beautiful picture of wylan heās ever taken. wylanās lock screen is a slightly-blurry zoomed-in picture of jesper pulling an exaggerated (+ very undignified) face that makes wylan giggle a bit every time his phone turns on.
oh i love thisss
jesper knows how to take care of good expensive things (note his guns, pristine, well-kept)
wylan doesn't even have a fucking phone case (me core), he just drops it and prays
(also jesper grew up learning to take care of things because nothing was just easily replaceable and there was always a price. wylan grew up with money, with things being replaced, if it breaks, we just get a new one)
except he's trying to grow out of this mindset of "if it breaks, we replace it" so he keeps it until it's probably broken nearly beyond use and jesper has to tell him that no that isn't the correct way to go about that
oh absolutely (he's trying his best, it's a bit warped in his mind, but it's the thought they counts)
some assorted siblingisms of sides of a coin natalie & gabe
both only like ice cream when it's superrr solid so if it's in a cup, they like to dig out the centers because that's where it's hardest
on a similar note. they like to bury their ice cream in sprinkles. BURY IT
they both say their favorite fruit is strawberry (but gabe almost always only eats them dipped in sugar)
masters of the wordless judgmental Stare (natalie's better at the sarcastic one though)
both like to sleep curled up in the corner of the bed, even if they have room to sprawl out (natalie specifically always takes the right side of the bed because that was the side away from the wall shared with her parents' bedroom in their first home)
both slept with a nightlight until they were ten
they both run their hands through their hair + tug at it when stressed (natalie started putting her hair up more in an attempt to curb this habit. it sorta worked but also she'll still catch herself messing with it sometimes)
both weirdly good at nail painting, even if they don't do it often (gabe likes the look of his nails painted but can never keep em painted long because he picks at them when he's restless; natalie hates how long it takes for them to dry but she'll sometimes do them for recitals)
they both have a strong preference for soft fabrics (gabe fidgets by rubbing the hems of his shirts often)
both have upper zone heavy handwriting that's a little messy but generally legible (gabe's a bit heavy-handed, too)
somehow both had the idea to toast their cracker-ham-cheese lunchables as kids + maintain it's the best way to eat them
both always need to have a power bank/charger on them or they'll get anxious
both prefer clicky pens over cap pens (gabe ALWAYS loses the caps of pens, somehow)
both very protective of gifts they receive, no matter how smallāthough they'll deny/deflect about this if it's brought up (gabe got a friendship bracelet from someone in kindergarten and still keeps it in a keepsake box, even if he hasn't spoken to the other kid in a decade; natalie got a sesame street plush from her grandparents when she was a kid that she still keeps on her dresser)
wesper shared playlist where jesper physically cannot stop adding terrible songs from the 2010s and wylan keeps taking them off because he knows jesper is just adding them for the bit
one day jesper adds one back and wylan doesnāt notice until later. that night jesper is in the kitchen and he hears someone go, ājes,ā in an extremely calm voice.
he looks up to see wylan in the hallway. āyes, wy?ā he says.
wylan doesnāt say anything, just presses a button and fixes jesper with a very pissed-off glare as āraining tacosā starts blasting over a speaker.
jesper wants to laugh so badly but heās a little terrified because wylan is genuinely fuming at this.
and then the song ends and wylan just turns around and leaves and jesperās like ā???ā
(wylan, meanwhile, has added several songs that heās thought a lot on. he has explanations for each, saying stuff like āthe percussion here reminds me of you, and when the strings add onto it thatās like the time weā¦ā etc etc.
jesper thinks itās lovely. he then proceeds to add 20 copies of the gummy bear song)

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iām on a bit of a phone headcanon kick at the moment, so while iām at it i think that when natalie and gabe were younger, natalie had a phone case that was aesthetic and pretty. and gabe would tease her endlessly about this, which would always end in natalie very slowly turning to look at his TRAFFIC CONE ORANGE case like āare you seriously making fun of me when i could locate you in the dark from your case aloneā
modern wesper phones being complete opposites of one another (but not in the way you might think). jesperās is absolutely pristine and looks like he bought it two days ago. wylanās is so cracked and scuffed that youād think it went through at least one trash compactor, and you can barely operate it anymore. jesperās phone case is neon green but you canāt tell because itās covered in as many stickers as he can fit on it. wylanās case is the most plain one he could find with a few stickers he liked from jesperās massive collection. jesperās lock screen is a candid of wylan working out a composition on the piano and happening to glance up at him with a little smile, the sunlight catching his face just right, and jesper thinks itās the most beautiful picture of wylan heās ever taken. wylanās lock screen is a slightly-blurry zoomed-in picture of jesper pulling an exaggerated (+ very undignified) face that makes wylan giggle a bit every time his phone turns on.