BlueBell

He gives Lestat a little kiss on the head as he holds him

people complaining about loustat having a romantic moment in the park after the seance have clearly never experienced traumatic grief before lmao

I don’t care about DM btw. releasing revenge porn of Lestat being SA’d by his mom with a stupid petty little YouTube intro is actually the nastiest thing I’ve ever seen a character/characters do and this is a show where they murder people nightly. Armand gets off a little lighter because he’s a fucked up little freak who has 500+ years of weird moral baggage to unpack but where does Daniel get off. Huh? what the fuck did Lestat do to him other than deny him footage of his public breakdown and be a difficult interview subject?? Genuinely what is his fucking issue??? I hope Akasha explodes his ass. fuck him and fuck everyone who tries to excuse this by calling the video anything other than it is.

i cannot get over the visual of lestat's face screwed up, vomiting, and trying to speak through his vomit with the same rationalization of his abuse we have been hearing all season. i just can't get over it. the writing, the acting, the directing of that one moment is stuck in my head. we've heard these words before, but smoother in the past, the lestat pretending-everything-is-fine tone we've grown used to. to hear those same words shaking out between blood pouring from his mouth, tears in his eyes, the video still playing on the phone, that's not my mother, my mother is dead, she cannot be my mother, she is not my mother, she isn't, she isn't she isn't she isn't