Blthya

Everything is ephemeral.

Intense Aura. Deep Stare. Guarded

Hyper Vigilant. Loner. Controlling.

Dear Pluto in the First House,

You’ve endured a lot throughout your life, and you wear those scars internally. No one sees them on the outside—they just think you’re deep and intriguing. They’re mesmerized by your aura, but they don’t truly see your depth.

Sometimes, they mistake you for someone who’s simply a good listener, when in truth, you’re quietly observing—trying to see who they are, studying them before you ever let them in. Your body is armored and guarded because you don’t trust easily. Your heart has been shattered into pieces, so you don’t give it away freely.

You’re quick to walk away, to say it won’t work out—because you’re already anticipating the pain, even before it arrives.

You’re the kind of person who feels others so deeply, yet utters nothing. The kind of person who can stare into someone’s eyes and feel everything—and still not say a goddamn word.

People often misunderstand you. They confuse your stillness for attitude, your silence for menace. You’re labeled intimidating, bitchy, or confrontational when really, you’re just… looking across the room. Just existing.

You feel like an enigma, a paradox. And other times, you feel like a loner—someone perpetually tossed aside for someone shinier, softer, easier.

Pluto in the First House, I understand how heavy it feels to carry the weight of pain on your shoulders. I know what it’s like to constantly anticipate something bad happening—to exhaust yourself trying to plan around every potential burden, every possible betrayal.

I see how often you’re in flux—how life keeps forcing you to shed skin after skin, to rise from ashes even when you’re begging the fire to stop. Sometimes, all you want is to rest. To not be a phoenix. To not always have to evolve. To just be.

From a very young age, you learned how to hide your emotions. You learned to suppress your pain, to wear a poker face, to say “I’m fine” when you were far from it. You learned to wrap your emotions in layers of mystery, when really, all that mystery was just your disconnection from your own feelings.

But let me tell you something.

You are more than your depth.

Because sometimes, that “depth” is just unprocessed trauma.

Sometimes, it’s shame wrapped in silence.

Sometimes, it’s the parts of yourself you’ve labeled ugly.

The parts you’re afraid to look at.

But you don’t have to carry that shame.

You don’t have to be the locked vault.

You can lift the veil by simply feeling and existing as you are.

You’re not always intense—you’re just gripping too tightly, afraid that if you loosen your hold, people will see that you’re soft, vulnerable, messy. That your life isn’t perfectly curated or composed. And that’s okay. Life is imperfect—and so are you.

The struggles you face aren’t yours alone. They’re deeply human.

I know sometimes you get those sharp, overwhelming pains—those surges that convince you everything’s falling apart. But I promise you: things will be okay. Life will keep moving. You can grow at your own pace.

Not every transformation has to be a rebirth.

Not every shift has to be a collapse.

Sometimes, it’s just rearranging your room.

Washing your sheets.

Wiping your face.

Crying—finally—because you’ve held it in too long.

Sometimes, transformation is simply speaking your truth instead of locking it inside. Sometimes, it’s allowing yourself to be seen in your weakness rather than pretending you’re always strong. Sometimes, it’s letting someone help you instead of carrying it all alone—and then resenting the world for not noticing your pain.

Pluto in the First House, you were never meant to be just an enigma.

You’re not some mysterious puzzle for others to solve.

You’re a person—resilient, evolving, real.

You see what others miss. You feel what others fear.

You are meant to walk a different path.

And sometimes, that means releasing the idea of what you thought you needed… so you can finally receive what your soul actually craves.

Sincerely,

Sagittarius Pluto generation has the most cases of people dying from extreme pranks and jokes which reflect the Plutonian manifestation of Sagittarius. Gen Z is also infamously known for not taking anything seriously, very dark humor and coping with every and any disasterous situation with humor and refusing to put up with the limitations of corporate life. It's also the peak of new age spirituality, cultural exchanges (one day it's trendy to be xyz nationality then something else), ethnic and political discourses, multilingualism.

Sagittarius women master the art of thinking like a man despite looking the most feminine and alluring - they'll still have the detached, opportunistic way of thinking and prioritizing their own needs (a big example of this is Shera7 who's known for giving advice to women on how to do...exactly that). Many of them also have a lot of male friends and utilize their favors since they have the exact combo of appearing very girlish but resonating with men on a mental level. A lot of female rapper/R&B singers have Sag. Something that contributes to this is also the fact many of them grow up with brothers or being very close to a paternal figure in their life. They're turned off by excessive verbal declarations of love from men (unless in love) and prefer practical actions of devotion. They'll struggle with navigating morals and religious beliefs. You'll find that many husband beaters or women that act very spoiled and selfish towards their husband will have Sagittarius placements, but they'll still have a girlish charm and be optimistic. This optimism is frequently tested (lesson of Jupiter) and people around them are usually shocked how they can remain neutral and preserve optimism even in the face of highly stressful events. They can be found working in real estate, politics, drug dealing, entertainment etc. in full glam. Very Jupiterian overall

Sagittarius placements do a lot of back and forth in their religious beliefs but many of them have very religious phases especially later in life. Men and women with a troublesome past, living the fast life, drugs, partying etc. and then finding God and feeling his gaze upon them is common Sagittarius experience. The main thing is, this awakening cannot be forced.

Although most of them are liberal in their approach, a negative manifestation of Sagittarius/9H is of course dogmatism and political dictatorship.

Story of mevlana & shams i tabriz

Before meeting Shams, Mevlana was the quintessential high-expression Gemini. He was a brilliant academic, a master of theology, a collector of texts, and a beloved lecturer. Of course he was alwasy surrounded by books, which represents the Gemini tendency to gather facts, definitions, scriptures. Gemini is the "I think, therefore I am" stage of spiritual development.

Sagittarius doesn't care about what is written about God or truth; Sagittarius wants to experience it directly (that's why you'll see Sagittarius influenced people diving heads first into anything and absorbing the essence of it which can't be taught from books). Shams blew into Mevlana's life like a roaring Sagittarian fire, and basically sagitterrorized him in modern terms...

A story of Gemini-Sagittarius opposition;

Mevlana is sitting by a fountain, surrounded by rare, priceless manuscripts. Shams walks up and asks, "What is this?" Mevlana, feeling intellectually superior, smugly replies, "You wouldn't understand; this is knowledge that cannot be gained through hearsay."

Shams then takes the books and dumps them straight into the water. Mevlana is devastated and outraged.

Shams pulls the books out of the water, completely dry and untouched. Mevlana is stunned and asks, "What is this secret?" Shams replies "This is taste and ecstasy, you wouldn't understand."

True wisdom and integration can not be achieved through books.

Throwing the precious books into the water was Shams’ ultimate Sagittarius move. He was saying, "You are drowning in information, but you are starving for wisdom."

Shams forced Mevlana out of the Gemini lower mind (logic, reading, reciting) and dragged him into the Sagittarius higher mind (intuition, cosmic love, direct experience). Aside from their mentor-student dynamics, they became very good friends and Mevlana discovered the taste of oneness with Allah through Shams, which is how the concept of "Divine Love" was emerged. As Shams was a gateway to God and infinity for Mevlana, he was highly attached to him. After the said incident, Mevlana became utterly consumed by Shams. He abandoned his students, his teaching, and his books just to sit at Shams's feet. He was treating Shams like a new, walking "encyclopedia" of divine knowledge. His intense, agonizing attachment to Shams's physical form represents the shadow side of Gemini: clinging to the dual (twins cannot be seperated) and the tangible.

But in true Sagittarius fashion, Shams left...then he came back...then he left again.

First time he left, Mevlana was so devastated by the loss that he fell into deep grief and depression. Seeing that Mevlana’s intellectual rigidity cracked, Shams returned (partly coaxed by Mevlana’s son) to finalize the transformation. But Shams knew that as long as he was physically present, Mevlana would always look at him for answers instead of looking within. In Sufism, the bond between a master and disciple is meant to guide the student toward Divine Unity (Tawhid). Sagittarius is the sign of the distant arrow and the endless quest. By permanently vanishing, Shams forced Mevlana to stop being a "student" (Gemini 3H) and finally become the "Master/Prophet of Love" (Sagittarius 9H).

For Gemini, "Twin" is not just a friend; they are the missing half of the soul. For a Gemini archetype, losing the "other" feels like a literal death. Being mutable air sign, it takes the shape of its container. In relationships, Gemini energy becomes a perfect mirror of the partner. Mevlana didn't just love Shams; he became Shams. (This is why he named his book the Divan-e Shams-e Tabrizi which he wrote as if he were Shams).

Shams’s constant disappearing acts represent the Sagittarian archetype of the wanderer. He was a catalyst and a spiritual nomad. He didn't come to be Mevlana's permanent fixture; he came to spark the fire ans awakening. Mevlana's intense grief during these absences turned him from a prose writer into one of the greatest poets in human history and gave birth to Sufism. He wrote entire poetry books about his experiences with him

“Sell your cleverness and buy bewilderment. Cleverness is mere opinion. Bewilderment brings intuitive knowledge.” — Mevlana

“The chemistry of mind is different from the chemistry of love. The mind is careful, suspicious, & advances little by little. Whereas love says, ‘Let yourself go!’” — Shams-i Tabrizi

Foundations of New Age Spiritualty

It's also important to note, Sufism laid the foundations for new age spirituality. I mentioned in my last post that Sagittarius Pluto generation is when the new age spirituality wave has reached its peak. Under any post-modern "manifestation/spirituality" principle, you find sufist philosophies. The "Law of Attraction" or the idea that "the universe responds to your vibration" isn't a 21st century invention, it is what Sufi mystics like Mevlana and Ibn Arabi were writing about nearly 800 years ago repackaged.

A core teaching of modern manifestation is that the external world is just a mirror of your internal state. It can be tracked back to Ibn Arabi’s philosophy of Wahdat al-Wujud (The Unity of Being) writings that everything in creation is an outward manifestation of a singular, divine reality. Mevlana famously wrote: "You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean, in a drop." If you want to change the reflection, you change the self.

Modern spirituality tells us that to manifest something, we must "align our energy" with it. Sufism teaches that the human heart (qalb) is a mirror.

Modern spirituality says: "What you seek is seeking you" or "Your thoughts create your reality"

Mevlana says in Divan-i Shams, “Whatever you are seeking, you are that.”

“If you are searching for a friend, you are looking at a friend. If you are searching for a piece of bread, you are a piece of bread. Understand this secret: Whatever your soul seeks, you are that.”

“The universe is not outside of you. Look inside yourself; everything that you want, you already are.”

“The world is a mirror, and it shows you your own face. Wash your face if you want to see a beautiful reflection.”

“Knowledge is to know yourself. If you do not know yourself, all your reading is in vain.” -Yunus Emre (Turkmen Sufi)

Hi, I did a nakshatra notesheet dump on my previous account.

The previous post included a varna categorization system. I’ve since abandoned that form of categorizing the nakshatras after looking further into it. It has been discluded from this post and it is not a system I will ever be personally using in the future.

I still have not drawn the ruling deities, that will take some more time 🙂

Altogether:

Vicky's first astro post (mostly vedic)

Moon in one's chart also indicates their emotional well-being and hence, to strengthen our moon what is often recommended is meditation and regulating our emotions

Another way to strengthen the moon is to stay hydrated and travel, moon loves to travel and explore. Stagnation in one's life can result in weakened moon

Check the house in which your moon is located and try to engage in activities related to that. For example:- if your moon is in 8th house, you'd benefit from engaging in deep studies, research related activities, engaging with esoteric knowledge etc

Rahu is obsessive and amplifies the effects of whatever house it sits in and whatever planet it's paired with;

For example:- if your rahu sits in 8th house in conjunction with moon, you are very likely to face alot of mood swings, you might go through intense phases of emotions, depressive episodes or anxiety aren't a far-fetched reality and neither is the sudden feeling of euphoria; because of rahu your moon (emotions) are likely to amplified alot, you might also see yourself be governed by your emotions alot as well and have tough time regulating them; you might almost have obsessive thrist for deeper knowledge or ponder alot about the mysteries of the world (8th house effect)

Rahu's intense obsession can be quite harmful at times when not taken in control, and hence, to combat Rahu, one must have a strong Sun

Since Sun represents our sense of self (esteem, confidence, worth) and if our sense of self is something rather crooked then we are easy to be swayed away by our desires and obsessios (Rahu)

When you don't know what you stand for as a person (weak sun) , you lean towards anything and everything that seems tempting (Rahu) and hence to strengthen our sun, no remedies can work if you are not willing to work on discipline and your own set of principles and getting to know yourself and standing true to who you are

A remedy to strengthen venus can be to take care of yourself physically, just basic consistent hygiene will do as long as it's intentional and if you can then using perfume can be a cherry on top, try to keep yourself clean, your area clean and your heart clean; be a clean human inside and outside; be polite to people as much as you possibly can be, try to donate and help if you can

People with prominent 8th house placement will thrive alot in careers that deal with the darkside of the world and where they are symbolising the light of the world. For example:- Investigative journalism, Criminal therapists, emergency ward doctors etc

People with ketu in 2nd house should try to gatekeep their personal plans and dreams until those plans are fulfilled

People with Saturn in 1st house might struggle with self esteem issues growing up, they might have to rebuild their sense of self again and again over time, it can also show up as the person being a late-bloomer

People ruled by Purva bhadrapada nakshatra might like to stand on one leg often in mundane life without even necessarily realising

Eating while using phone, taking phone to washroom, increased doomscrolling and too much screen time are all signs of amplified/uncontrolled Rahu since rahu rules illusion, mental fog, and escapism

The ultimate remedy of Rahu is ketu, Rahu will rule your mind and might make you depressed, anxious, overthinking, getting addicted to vices to escape and ketu is nature, the truth, the calm, the peace; hence, the advice for "touching grass", meditating, exercising better coping mechanisms like therapy, eft, journaling etc.

Rahu in it's best state makes you highly ambitious, to the point of obsession but there's again another problem with it, it can make you get away from yourself, you might lose yourself in your ambitions and this chase to get more and more and more, rahu is never staisfied because it's just the head (in mythology, rahu is the head and ketu is the body); the head alone is not satisfied because it only knows to open the mouth and eat, it doesn't own the stomach to sense the fullness and hence, latching on to ketu is how you get the sense of fulfillment and peace.

To get transformation in your career (10th house), start working on your 5th house (skills, talents, etc)

Learning multiple languages is the easiest way to start strengthening your mercury

Strengthening mercury can help you with depression (medical care is needed! This is just extra) which can show up as learning new skills, learning new languages, meeting new people, learning about new cultures, watching comedy content (that are not ignorant and offensive to a specific group).

Astro notes pt. II

THAT IS ALL I HAVE FOR NOW

I might make detailed post about planets

BYEEEEEEE

mwah.💋

With love, by Vicky ✨🦥

nor a lesson

it simply is

Rumi Wrote, "The Universe is not outside you. Look inside yourself, everything that you want, you already are.you may also have agreed that the only reason the Universe might not be available to you is if you're not attuned to it. The Universe already exists within you, but it's not perceivable to you if you re not vibrating high enough. However you can bring it to light through your words, actions, emotions and beliefs."

Note: I am not an astrologer. I am a total novice when it comes to vedic astrology. However, I like spreadsheets. A little too much, maybe. Also, this article is the results which I am asking for help when it comes to interpretation, since I am not good at interpreting astrological placements.

I've seen lots of discourse among both vedic and western astrologers about 'billionaire'/'millionaire' aspects, placements, nakshatras, etc. Some have produced research studies such as Claire Nakti in her early days. Well, I wanted to see for myself what astrological placements were more common among the extremely wealthy than among the general population.

I also have to admit: I've had frustrations with Claire Nakti's earlier research studies. She slips in far too many ideological rants instead of concrete explanations for her results, especially in her oldest surveys. From what I remember, her study on 'multi-millionaires'/'billionaires' had numerous flaws: small sample size, C-rated birthtimes which are known for being ... really dicey (the Beyonce debacle, for example), and little-to-no explanation of the statistical methods she was using (how did she measure these results with? Frequency? The confidence intervals she is using for her data? P-values? She explains absolutely none of that in her wealth video).

Going away from Claire Nakti, many other sources I found about 'billionaire'/'multi-millionaire' astrological analyses did not mention any sort of data collection besides some anecdotes or guesses. For my overthinker self, that's not enough.

It was from these frustrations that I decided to take a look over at Astrodatabank's B-rated birthtimes+ and collected the charts of 200 multimillionaires and billionaires. The metric for this sample was a net worth of at least $2 million USD or more. All birthtimes were B-rated or higher; most of them were A-rated or AA-rated.

I collected these charts into a Google spreadsheet and analyzed the frequency each placement appeared in compared to estimates of the general population (chi-square test). My confidence interval is at 95% (p=0.05 or lower for results to be considered significant).

For the Ascendant, to account for differences in certain signs' ascension times, I calculated them based upon the duration each sign is estimated to arise on the horizon within the northern hemisphere---where the large majority of charts in this survey were collected from. Yes, I know this isn't the best method. Not by a long shot.

For this survey, I used sidereal Lahiri ayanamsa. I only looked at D-1 charts.

Placements I analyzed included:

Planets (Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Rahu, Ketu) in Houses, Signs, Nakshatras. I also looked at Planets within the Same Sign as each other (Conjunctions/Conjoined). Planets in the Same Sign as the ASC and MC/IC were included as well.

Ascendant in Sign and Nakshatra.

Midheaven in Sign and Nakshatra.

Charakarakas, ranging from Atmakaraka to Darakaraka.

House Lords in Houses, ranging from 1st Lord to 12th Lord.

Big 3 (Sun, Moon, ASC) in Signs and Nakshatras.

I am sharing my personal opinions on your findings.

The prominent pattern seems to be Virgo and Cancer placements.

It’s not surprising to see Virgo as it’s earth zodiac and belonging to Artha trine and usually deals with earthy matters including money and finance.

Cancer denotes masses or public. So many famous people who deal with masses tend to have prominent cancer placements. Especially Saturn in cancer. Saturn is the karma karaka and placed in cancer is quite telling that the person might have karma related to dealing with public. Same goes with Saturn in Libra , Libra also denotes public and Saturn exalts here being the ultimate service provider.

Also Mars in Virgo seems interesting but not surprising. Virgo signifies Nukta- chini and analytical skills. Mars is a logical planet. Together the placement makes one highly logical and calculation. The combination also points to mathematics, tech, and law. Idk how many of the 200 people considered are in tech but as per current trend most of the wealthiest people are tech bros.

Mars in cancer is again not surprising. Debilitated placements in chart indicate wealth accumulation.

I also cannot help but think about how sidereal Virgo, and Mercury rashis as a whole, is associated with deception, and how the wealthy deceive the lower classes to fight amongst themselves. You don't become that wealthy if you don't rely on trickery, cunning and exploitation in this cruel world.

Note: I am not an astrologer. I am a total novice when it comes to vedic astrology. However, I like spreadsheets. A little too much, maybe. Also, this article is the results which I am asking for help when it comes to interpretation, since I am not good at interpreting astrological placements.

I've seen lots of discourse among both vedic and western astrologers about 'billionaire'/'millionaire' aspects, placements, nakshatras, etc. Some have produced research studies such as Claire Nakti in her early days. Well, I wanted to see for myself what astrological placements were more common among the extremely wealthy than among the general population.

I also have to admit: I've had frustrations with Claire Nakti's earlier research studies. She slips in far too many ideological rants instead of concrete explanations for her results, especially in her oldest surveys. From what I remember, her study on 'multi-millionaires'/'billionaires' had numerous flaws: small sample size, C-rated birthtimes which are known for being ... really dicey (the Beyonce debacle, for example), and little-to-no explanation of the statistical methods she was using (how did she measure these results with? Frequency? The confidence intervals she is using for her data? P-values? She explains absolutely none of that in her wealth video).

Going away from Claire Nakti, many other sources I found about 'billionaire'/'multi-millionaire' astrological analyses did not mention any sort of data collection besides some anecdotes or guesses. For my overthinker self, that's not enough.

It was from these frustrations that I decided to take a look over at Astrodatabank's B-rated birthtimes+ and collected the charts of 200 multimillionaires and billionaires. The metric for this sample was a net worth of at least $2 million USD or more. All birthtimes were B-rated or higher; most of them were A-rated or AA-rated.

I collected these charts into a Google spreadsheet and analyzed the frequency each placement appeared in compared to estimates of the general population (chi-square test). My confidence interval is at 95% (p=0.05 or lower for results to be considered significant).

For the Ascendant, to account for differences in certain signs' ascension times, I calculated them based upon the duration each sign is estimated to arise on the horizon within the northern hemisphere---where the large majority of charts in this survey were collected from. Yes, I know this isn't the best method. Not by a long shot.

For this survey, I used sidereal Lahiri ayanamsa. I only looked at D-1 charts.

Placements I analyzed included:

Planets (Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Rahu, Ketu) in Houses, Signs, Nakshatras. I also looked at Planets within the Same Sign as each other (Conjunctions/Conjoined). Planets in the Same Sign as the ASC and MC/IC were included as well.

Ascendant in Sign and Nakshatra.

Midheaven in Sign and Nakshatra.

Charakarakas, ranging from Atmakaraka to Darakaraka.

House Lords in Houses, ranging from 1st Lord to 12th Lord.

Big 3 (Sun, Moon, ASC) in Signs and Nakshatras.

I am sharing my personal opinions on your findings.

The prominent pattern seems to be Virgo and Cancer placements.

It’s not surprising to see Virgo as it’s earth zodiac and belonging to Artha trine and usually deals with earthy matters including money and finance.

Cancer denotes masses or public. So many famous people who deal with masses tend to have prominent cancer placements. Especially Saturn in cancer. Saturn is the karma karaka and placed in cancer is quite telling that the person might have karma related to dealing with public. Same goes with Saturn in Libra , Libra also denotes public and Saturn exalts here being the ultimate service provider.

Also Mars in Virgo seems interesting but not surprising. Virgo signifies Nukta- chini and analytical skills. Mars is a logical planet. Together the placement makes one highly logical and calculation. The combination also points to mathematics, tech, and law. Idk how many of the 200 people considered are in tech but as per current trend most of the wealthiest people are tech bros.

Mars in cancer is again not surprising. Debilitated placements in chart indicate wealth accumulation.