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aries south node: you absolutely love your alone time and independence. in fact, relying on other people is a huge sting to your ego. it feels like you’re incapable and u love being perceived as having the answers, being the one to lead, and having drive that others don’t have. you don’t really like to do mundane work, you’re more a person whose comfort zone is inspiration. you love when you get that buzz to do something and you can exist without constantly working on something. you’re quite restless tho, so staying stagnant or at home all the time can really take away your comfort. you love being on the go even if it means doing small things to get moving. also you absolutely love when u can move ur body, u feel so comfortable in the gym, walking, working out, or just getting your heart pumping.

taurus south node: you absolutely love the luxury of relaxation. in your comfort zone, you have everything you need close by and you can fully melt into what ever is preoccupying your time. your comfort zone is around long time friends, family members that remind you of sweet nostalgia, and places that you feel attached to. in your comfort zone, you are in your own world and bubble. you also love your routine, you’re the person who finds comfort in your personal routine and of course around luxurious things and places.

gemini south node: your comfort zone is around good friends. you could socialize all day, yapping away, going to do small side quests and having those “ omg i can’t believe that happened” moments. it’s like for you, your absolute comfort is good days with those you love. even being in a groupchat, discord, or having a long text thread with others is your comfort zone. also your PHONE, that’s your comfort item. everywhere you go, it must follow you.

cancer south node: you absolutely love your comfort, you can’t even deny it. you fall into your comfort so easily, some people don’t hear from you for awhile, others call you a homebody. you love a delicious filling meal with a homemade dessert. you love watching movies and tv series in a binge. you love being in your blankets with the room really cold. you love having gatherings at your home, with those closest to you. taking pictures and reliving memories from the past over and over again. you love places that remind you of the scent of the past, places where it feels peaceful and tranquil.

leo south node: your comfort zone is performing and expressing yourself. you’re the person who loves online shopping for new clothes because your style feels apart of you so deeply. the person who wears a lot of accessories because not only does it bring you comfort, it makes you feel adorned. you’re also the kind of person who finds comfort in singing in the shower, coloring in a coloring book, doing your makeup for fun, creating cute tik tok videos, playing an instrument, and making things pretty!

virgo south node: you find comfort in enriching your life. like reading a great novel or using a self-help book to rearrange your home. you love learning new recipes, or fixing things up, like building a lego set, planting seeds for a garden, writing your feelings out, or creative writing. u live in the corners of tumblr, reddit, forums. you love watching mind-fucking movies and shows. anything that gets you so fascinated. u could read a biology book or learn different subjects weekly and you’d feel right at home!

libra south node: your comfort zone is when you’re with those you love. from romantic dates in the park under the moonlight, to a dinner discussing upcoming plans with a dear friend, to kissing your lover in the middle of a movie. everything romantic and sweetly aesthetic is your comfort zone. late night door dash meals with your friend while you vent about how life’s been going and endless laughter.

scorpio south node: your comfort zone is actually different than the others. you find comfort in living life on the edge. you love when you’re knee deep down a rabbit hole, 3 documentaries into a subject that is so fascinating you can’t look away. you love the nightlife, stripclubs, getting drunk and forgetting what happened the next day. having intense s*x with someone you really are enticed by. dabbling in dr*gs especially ones that sedate you. and you love making money, even gambling. the taboo feels comforting to you.

sagittarius south node: your comfort zone is in the “bigger the better.” you’re like a kid who gets bored of their new toy and has to get something else. you are constantly fascinated by new things and experiences, easily bored. your comfort zone is in the new. new movies, shows, new clothes, and of course more money lol. you like new places, and trying new experiences. you’re big indulgent too, so eating delicious meals ( big plates) and a lot of drinking and s*x

capricorn south node: your comfort zone is in a routine life. you like to be left alone and enjoy your privacy. away from people, you enjoy doing your hobbies; could spend hours drawing, sewing, building, honing in. you lock yourself away from the world and get to working on what u love. u also tend to be a lone wolf and like to be the person who has their shit together and doesn’t need anyone else so really your comfort zone is away from the world, in your own space, doing something that keeps your focus and let’s the day fly by.

aquarius south node: your comfort zone is your interests. you’re the person who wants to go to different artists concerts, the anime nerd, the person who games and makes friendships through it. for an aquarius south node their interests color their cozy. if they’re really into raving they’ll make an entire lifestyle of it. they like to be deeply involved in communities so either they’re doing something with friends or heavily involved with a community.

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saturn in capricorn: yes, they can accomplish a lot in this lifetime. no it doesn’t cure the melancholy.

sun in a fire sign/moon in water sign: the constant tug of war between feeling vivacious, bold, and unstoppable and then underneath it all is a river of emotions they feel they can’t control. constantly being sucked into periods of depression.

mercury in scorpio: these people go through long periods of depression, though they tend to mask it better and tend to be less accessible during those times.

fixed signs in the mars placements ( aquarius, leo, taurus, scorpio): one wave of depression can last an entire year. their energy doesn’t move once it wanes. this especially for aquarius mars ( saturn influence), scorpio mars ( pluto’s influence). it looks more masked in leo and taurus mars ( stoicism).

scorpio sun: being in the suns position can make a scorpio’s identity be pessimistic, melancholic, depressed, or cynical.

moon in capricorn or aquarius: saturn can make these people emotionally constipated which in time can create the feeling of emptiness, numbness, or disassociation

scorpio rising: it can cause one to feel all alone and misunderstood leading to feelings of isolation.

aquarius rising: underrated placement but these people have to find their friendship group, so they go through a lot of friendship circles where they don’t feel they fit in or are misunderstood leading to feelings of inadequacy and bouts of depression.

12th house sun: this is a placement of losing urself often to love, a substance, or to depression.

mercury in the 8th house: feeling like no one thinks like u. exhausted from being fake. feeling disconnected from others because they see things so differently.

venus in cancer/leo: lack of love can make these people prone to periods of isolation or feeling worthless.

chiron square sun, moon, mercury, venus ( tight orb 0-3)- usually a lot of pain that doesn’t go away and continues to follow u. from feeling lost, to a constant sadness, to feeling constantly triggered or unloveable.

saturn in water signs: feeling numb and also emotionally sensitive at the same time. overthinking feelings. feeling judged for being emotional. struggling to be vulnerable.

saturn in 4, 8, 12: constant emotional discomfort that lingers. childhood wounds, running from shadow work and being haunted by one’s past, a constant feeling of self-doubt and sabotage.

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scorpio rising: ur exterior automatically shuts people out before they can enter. people might find it hard to talk to u, or to feel as if they can’t trust u. u give off a vibe that there’s much more, but u keep it hidden. love feels like a strategy to u. also taurus on descendant can make love slow moving and relationships lengthy.

aquarius sun: your opposite on the axis is leo, so you might constantly be rejected by your crushes for someone else, more flashy, more popular, or maybe just more romantic to them. also you can feel like you make a lot of friends, and maybe ur friends end up desiring you, but one-on-partnership tends to happen less. a lot of hook-up’s, people leading you on, even situationship but a lack of actually committed relationships.

aries moon: again on the aries-libra axis, libra moons tend to attract a lot of suitors and end up in relationships quicker even if they don’t last. for aries they may find they find people who want to hook-up with them and get intimate fast, but not an actual relationship.

gemini moons: it’s mutable and air. can have a lot of situationships but very few solid relationship.

venus in 10th house: so here this person might want to reach a level of success before a relationship and or might be too picky because they really want marriage and the ultimate relationship.

venus in aquarius or capricorn: simply put saturn. either early heartbreaks or they tend to take longs gaps in between a relationship for awhile.

saturn in leo: issues around confidence, self-doubt and fearing betrayal.

saturn in taurus: might make for such a long and drawn out relationship or period of being single.

saturn in pisces: desires unconditional loves and yearns for a spiritual bond but oftentimes ends up in struggle love and going through long healing processes.

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mars 12th house: kinda makes u feel like people are always out to hurt you. u get super anxious around people, but the anxiety can easily turn into paranoia, distance, or accusing people of shit.

pisces moon: a bad dream alone can give you anxiety within your day. but what’s worse is when u r around people ur not comfortable with. u get easily anxious and overwhelmed.

sun in the 10th house: the type of person who will think they stink even when they smell like such a good perfume. they get super vigilant when it comes to how they look and come across so they get hella anxiety.

sun in the 6th house: especially at work they feel like they’re being watched or they have to perform so well or they believe they’ll get fired.

moon in the 8th house: a lot of times they’re anxiety is just their overthinking. expecting the worst, being paranoid, being super guarded especially to people they’re not familiar with.

virgo rising: very anxious about how they come across to others, so they might fidget a lot, bite their nails, play with their hair, keep adjusting their clothes, avoid eye contact, speak lower, or come across overly friendly.

libra moon: they get social anxiety real bad. will think someone hates them even if the person is just not friendly lol. reads too much into what people say and body language.

mars in the 1st house: very guarded and might just assume the worst lol. also might have the anxiety where they cover their bodies, or they keep a g*n on them, or they avoid certain people and environments.

neptune in the 1st house: the worst kind of anxiety in crowds! can easily get dizzy, light headed or feel sick around people. can lose appetite easily.

taurus moon: super anxious around chaos. the type of person who will burst out crying because it’s just too overwhelming for them to deal with too much.

gemini mercury: they’re the type of person who gets super anxious when things are silent. they have to know everything so they don’t like when life is not moving, people are not talking, or they feel they’re not getting the information they need.

cancer venus: literally homebodies, will be anxious stepping out the house or meeting new people.

scorpio mercury: they overthink sooooo much. terrible social anxiety, they go home and make a whiteboard of notes out of the occasion.

virgo mars: anything they’re working on, or work itself will stress them tf out and give them anxiety. lowkey they love being away from people and chillin in their own energy.

pisces mars: social anxiety like crazy, they’re hermits, they’ll hide out in their rooms to avoid dealing with human interactions.

saturn in aquarius: socially can be awkward and get super anxious of others self perception.

scorpio rising: hyper vigilant when they’re out and about so it feels like they can never relax.

moon in 1st house: can retreat super fast if they feel like others aren’t receptive to them. constantly intuiting people’s intentions and thoughts.

venus in virgo: anxious around crushes or suitors because they think they look bad or the person isn’t attracted to them.

saturn in pisces: constantly feeling like everyone is judging u for being emotional when really they’re struggling to read exactly how u feel. super guarded.

water signs: believe it or not, i think that water signs are just a lot more self-aware. when they feel shitty and depressed, they know it, there isn’t a rationalization, it’s just THERE. i don’t genuinely think they are more emotional, it’s just their identity is in their emotions. they’re the types to be into psychological thrillers because the intensity makes them feel like they’ve stepped into another world, or the type to repost a bunch of relationship tik tok’s about yearning and poetry because it makes them feel understood. it’s not that they cry so much because their more emotional, just crying feels right for them, rather than doing something else. also the type of people who just like want to see everything through color, like they may be into photography for what a picture evokes, love painting because it feels like a release. they might listen to a strangers story because they feel terrible ignoring a human, or take a late night drive because it brings out all the nostalgia. they might adopt a cat because they feel like a hero. it’s not that they’re more emotional, their identity lives in it. they want meaning with everything, like hugging them for fun might feel weird, they want to feel your body if they feel they can trust u. it can make them complex, but this is where their identity lies and so they don’t know how else to be.

earth signs: earth signs are the kind of people who spend their lives trying to achieve something. one of the biggest observations i’ve made about them is that when they are financially bankrupt, poor, broke, or struggling that they oftentimes want to end their lives. they can be nihilistic when they don’t feel they’re producing a singular result in life. they’re the kind of kids that have to be accomplished in one area, doing well in school, great at a sport, or getting awards and it sort of applies to adulthood. it’s really hard for them when they feel like failures. they tend to shut out the world and become avoidant. the friend to ghost u if their account is negative. the type of people to seem mean and like bit*he’s if they are struggling in their lives. they tend to be a lot more generous and loving when they feel their lives are together. they’re private but want everyone to know when they accomplish something, the person who doesn’t post their relationship until they’re engaged, or who doesn’t post much until they got their bachelors and now they’re on facebook posting. i find they think stability and success and then they think about how they feel second. also i find them to be very judgmental ( not just virgo) because they don’t understand how other people think differently, to them if u don’t operate like them they think ur path or perspective is troublesome. they really do inspire me to get my shit together and can be super reliable when i don’t. but sometimes i feel a huge sadness for them.

fire signs: i feel fire signs have this main character energy that either makes them popular or come across as a narc. they can be very likeable and also incredibly hated. there is a very extreme way of seeing these people because they either are very genuinely sweet and fun or very nasty people who are super self-absorbed. it really depends on their environment, the sweet fire signs usually grew up around a loving family, and probably also had enough discipline or structure to know limits, boundaries, and have self-awareness. some of the worst fire signs were not really raised and given too much freedom or were so spoiled and was their parents fav. the former fire signs are genuinely sooooo GREAT, they are super motivating even inspiring they will literally speak life into you, they’re always supportive, and down to different things. they’re the friend u call at 2 am and they answer. the friend who is the first person to support ur new business. the friend who might even flirt with u but hypes u up. they’re super sweet and protective too like don’t fuck with those i love and their loyalty is so unmatched!! the type of people u need around, but when they’re raised wrong they tend to have so much resentment towards people and life, they pick fights, they lash out, they triangulate their friendships, they’re cheaters, they are violent and aggressive, they have 0 respect and manners, they become unhinged and think they’re so important that they belittle others. they become super angry and they burn so many bridges. they might fall in love today and treat u like shit next week. they have 0 impulse control and usually end up in j-a-i-l.

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