i want to post on one of my main accounts (either my main tumblr or twitter or snap or something idk) about how i realized one reason i feel so bad and alone is that while i have friends and family none of them are people i feel that i can count on or lean on when i need it and iām afraid to post it for those people to see because i donāt want them to feel bad but then again why the fuck are they not showing me that they care in the first place??? should i care about their feelings as much as i do when they donāt seem to put forth any effort to make me feel loved?


























