little cunt

No matter how much time passes, no matter how much we grow, some part of me always belongs to you.

I didn't fall in love with you because I needed a relationship. I fell in love with you because in your presence, I found a sense of peace I never knew I was missing. I didn't fall for you out of loneliness. I fell for you because your soul felt like home.

"it gets better" - but i've been this way since i was a child.

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

I pretend to be lovable but I know, I know I’m not.

I've been 'waiting for it to get better' for as long as I can remember.

i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

and my final act of love would be to force myself to never speak to them again.

I miss feeling wanted by you. I remember when you first held me. Like you didn’t want me to go anywhere.  I miss feeling loved even if you don’t love me.

I can't keep doing this to myself.

I got that temporary sadness in me