i'm having thought over the fact foolish is SUCH a dad. like dreamsmp his first stream his #1 goal was: Aquire a Son! he didn't care about tools, armor, or settle, no he said his number one priority was finding a way to acquire a child. and he LOVED foolish jr. he made jr a nest in the endercrib until he ran out of space. he was terrified anytime he took jr out but he still carried him to go on playdates. dude was paranoid about SEAGULS. in VANILLA. he would tell them age-apporitate bedtime stories about what he was going through. he didn't want finley at first but between chat and his reluctance to ever use a real totem, he accepted her and he loved her two. and then there was that brief moment where he thought he was pregnant and was excited about it. and then he comes to the qsmp and he adopts arin. arin new nothing about the world and was the equivalent of an infant and foolish saw this and said "yes i will be your dad. i will love you and teach you." how when he found out he about the multiple arin computers his first thought was "do I have triplets?" and he he gave each and every one a hug. and the egg even where he begged the gods to grant him a child when he saw all the eggs had been adopted. how leo changed his world and he dedicated his life to her. how he has entire backpack dedicated to gifts she's given him, how she showed him there was more to life. she taught him it was ok to get attached. leo was his best besti and just. i can't stop thinking of his conversation with bad and how much he's grown since his time on the dream smp. "if i trapped you in an obsidian box, you'd be alive but that wouldn't be living." that's exactly what he did with his first children! but now he's learned that was a mistake. leo has taught him it's better to enjoy life even if it's short. and now leo's gone and what has foolish been doing? getting pregnant, over and over, and over agian because at least then he's helping another life into the world. at least then his life is used to nurture another. because what is he when he's not a dad? and yeah he's not perfect, he struggles with emotions and saying his love. but he loves so so much. he tries his best he does. give him his two(8???) kids back please
Every single Angsty Papa Foolish Fanfic idea I now have in my drafts is because of YOU, I’ll have you know now with how much angst, and depression and Dead Dove Do Not Eat I just shoved into my drafts just now
I’m about to go write a oneshot with him in older times where the old lady asks ‘do you want me to send it back’ and he contemplates YES
It will never be finished nor see the light of day but still- I have an urge now to make it
(If you get what I mean by that, no you don’t, you saw nothing, you read nothing)
