Hello. Sorry I haven't posted since September. It's been a while. I've been growing, learning, and changing very much since I last posted. Times have been pretty rough. Cloud is working a 40 hour a week job where I only see him on weekends now. School is always getting harder to keep up with, and my mom and I are in high tensions with each other as always this year. My living situation right now is quite shitty. There are fleas all over the house, and I can hardly sleep without being bitten by 15+ fleas. So that sucks. I've forgiven my dad completely. I decided to let everything go about what happened when I was little with him. He's trying, and he loves me. That's enough for me. I'm working on forgiving my mom for things I'm holding against her, but it's kind of hard living in a house full of fleas in a place that I hate. I understand her struggles though, I really do. It's just that she isn't being very progressive. That's saying something coming from me, because I'm pretty lazy. EDNOS. I've been doing great, actually. I've started worrying WAY less about my weight, and I can actually eat until I'm full without feeling remorse. sometimes I look at my tummy and think that I'm too pudgy, but Cloud says he likes to know that if I was stranded on an island, or if I got kidnapped or something that I could survive without food for a while. Anyway, I conquered fear foods like chocolate milk and burgers entirely. I've started writing Japanese again, and I'm continuing to pack because I really want to leave this house. I've grown and changed a lot in two months, and I'm really happy about my progress. Thank you guys for sticking with me in my long absence.