“I don’t know if people like me ever find love. I think I’m just the kind of person who loves. I’m always the one who loves without being loved in return.”

once a girl reported me to an administrator at school bc i was breaking dresscode and she didnt like me. so i pushed her down the stairs. i just kept walking and i dont think she saw me and i never got caught. i know she got very seriously injured and they had to call an ambulance and she transferred schools bc she knew SOMEONE pushed her and she didnt feel safe. ive never regretted it. its been years since i graduated and im on mood stabilizers now, but sometimes when someone is testing my patience i calm myself down by thinking about how good it felt to snap once and how i cant do that again bc i would go to prison probably

gordon ramsey: is the food good here?

BONUS: 

“Perhaps the saddest thing of all, is maybe you didn’t really hurt me by leaving. Maybe you protected me the only way you knew how, because I would have taken whatever you gave me. So you left, and you protected me from myself”

“It’s not that he couldn’t love me, I don’t think he ever wanted to.”

“Perhaps, the saddest thing of all, Is that I loved you, and every so often, I thought maybe you could love me too.”

“The other day she said to me ‘sometimes I just feel like a gas station’ and I laughed at the statement before she explained ‘people stop by to get what they need, whether it’s sex, laughter, or someone to suffocate the loneliness, until they’re full again and the last thing you ever see is them driving away’ and now I’m wondering if a gas station is all I’ll ever be”