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Damn seems like an author called blackpensils deleted all their SM (remember them going by colourful pencils or something on some platforms) as well as their ao3 fics, i was subscribed to one fic & have a backup of the first 29 chapters as an epub but checking my emails seems like there was at least 53 chapters and possibly a series 😭
The fic title is The Consequences of Accidentally Creating Life with your Arch-Enemy & was megop seems to be part of a series as far as i can tell from the emails I have
I remember reading the first few chapters then adding it to my read later pile because of fanart i saw & lots of ppl discussing the fic on twt like @pricklyjim so sucks I'm probably not gonna be able to read the rest of it or enjoy the author's other work unless someone else has a more up to date backup 😔
I really can't understand why someone would delete their fics instead of orphaning them, i know authors in other fandoms who have deleted all their SM but just change their ao3's username or orphaned their fics
I need to figure out a way to automate making archives of fics I'm subscribed to because there's simply too many emails in my deleted fics folder 😭
The series was called The Endling Paradigm. It contained stories that took place before The Consequences of Accidentally Creating Life with Your Arch-Enemy (I often shorten it to ACL) but weren't overall necessary reads since the contents of every fic would either be mentioned in, dealt with or some other variation in ACL.
And to simplify a long story that I really don't want to go into detail on and would rather just forget and move on, I was tired of ppl thinking it was okay to jump in my DMs and my straw page to tell me everything they didn't like about ACL, about the story, the plot, the way I was handling Optimus' anxiety (which had plot relevance related to his pregnancy, but I never got the chance to get there), the way certain characters were acting or, as I've seen you mention in some of your comments, the overall criticism of how I write. I had ppl acting as if just because my story was popular (something I never wanted tp happen btw) I should be grateful ppl even read it, that their unwanted criticism of the way I write should be taken positively when I never asked for it or accusing me of thinking I'm a better writer than I actually am when all I'm doing was practicing a hobby that I was doing for fun. Something I stopped enjoying everytime ACL was involved in the end. Posting a new chapter would literally have me spiral into such great anxiety attacks it had my doctor concerned, and where it was affecting my real life (such as personal life and even my work. I was away from my place of work sick for a good majority of 2025 because of poor mental health. Now my mental health was bad before as a side effect of bipolar disorder type 2, but everything related to ACL wasn't making it better).
Now I've probably missed some stuff, omitted some stuff cuz I never made some things I had to deal with from online anons public or just forgot some stuff.
And some minor correction on your comment o the length of ACL. It was originally planned for 99 chapters, but act 1 currently sits at about 68 chapters, and the outline for act 2 is nearly twice as long... I don't have an estimated final chapter count anymore.
I also pray you never get to the point where you do understand why a creator may delete their stuff from the internet instead of choosing to orphan it. It's not a nice place to be, but considering I had ppl leaving comments claiming I was withholding chapters when I was on a break between January and May... I felt it was for the betterment of my own mental health to just disappear along with my stuff. Especially considering I made it clear I took a break for my own sake but was still actively working on the story (meaning it wasn't abandoned) and was disabling comments because I didn't want to deal with any "plz come back T.T" or "when's the next update?" comments.
I'm not saying you have to understand or that anyone else has to understand either, but in the last month I've already been called every name under the sun by angry, parasocial anons that act like they're owed the right to read my stories while also treating me like garbage, thinking that's somehow going to make me hand over the fic on a silver plater.
You're allowed to be upset. You're allowed to be mad. And I hope someone can supply you with a copy of the posted chapters. I'm sure someone has one.
This wasn't very concise or simplified, and I'm sorry for that 😓 but I deleted it so that if I ever choose to come back, I'll have full access to all of my fics. If I'd orphaned the fics and deleted my ao3, I would've lost all access to the stories that I'd worked so hard on. And I don't care if that sounds selfish to ppl, they're my stories and ppl need to be aware of the fact that what they say to an author can be that author's last straw.
Pensils! No you’re all good 😭 No, no, I’m sorry if I came across as rude in my comments and reblogs, that was not my intention 😭
I also want to apologise for pushing the issue too, I know I was reblogging and commenting a lot and tagging you. I’m sorry for any ill feelings I created by doing that 🥺 (I’m stopping now, I just wanted to take a second to apologise first.)
I loved your story, but I loved your writing too. 🙂↕️ The anons were cruel and you didn’t deserve that at all. 😢 After reading what they caused you, I can’t imagine how it must’ve felt. I’m so sorry you had to go through that, and I do hope it gets better. 🫶 All of it, I hope that spark comes back to you again for you and you alone to enjoy 🩵
Thank you for giving an explanation for the deletion. 😭 I hadn’t explored orphaning works at the moment, so I was unfamiliar with the process on that, so I do appreciate the clarification.
However your journey goes, I wish you the best in life 🙂↕️🫶 Thank you for replying and taking the time to read everything. Once again, sorry if I’m harping on it, but I am so sorry of this came off as bothering you and upsetting you in anyway, shape or form.
I wish you the best Pensils 🥹 Stay cool in this heat wave ^^
You're okay. I didn't mean to come off as appearing mad at you. I'm sorry for that. I understand that it might be sudden that I deleted stuff for ppl who aren't very active on sm or over on bsky before I deleted.
It's just a bit exhausting to relive sometimes since the feelings associated with ACL and everything that happened around it are complicated at best.
Did I handle everything the best? No. Was it as a result of everything that went on? Yes, but that's not an excuse.
I'm sorry I made you and everyone else worry. I hope you guys the best, I hope you stay cool during this heat wave and I hope someone can get you that copy 🖤
Damn seems like an author called blackpensils deleted all their SM (remember them going by colourful pencils or something on some platforms) as well as their ao3 fics, i was subscribed to one fic & have a backup of the first 29 chapters as an epub but checking my emails seems like there was at least 53 chapters and possibly a series 😭
The fic title is The Consequences of Accidentally Creating Life with your Arch-Enemy & was megop seems to be part of a series as far as i can tell from the emails I have
I remember reading the first few chapters then adding it to my read later pile because of fanart i saw & lots of ppl discussing the fic on twt like @pricklyjim so sucks I'm probably not gonna be able to read the rest of it or enjoy the author's other work unless someone else has a more up to date backup 😔
I really can't understand why someone would delete their fics instead of orphaning them, i know authors in other fandoms who have deleted all their SM but just change their ao3's username or orphaned their fics
I need to figure out a way to automate making archives of fics I'm subscribed to because there's simply too many emails in my deleted fics folder 😭
The series was called The Endling Paradigm. It contained stories that took place before The Consequences of Accidentally Creating Life with Your Arch-Enemy (I often shorten it to ACL) but weren't overall necessary reads since the contents of every fic would either be mentioned in, dealt with or some other variation in ACL.
And to simplify a long story that I really don't want to go into detail on and would rather just forget and move on, I was tired of ppl thinking it was okay to jump in my DMs and my straw page to tell me everything they didn't like about ACL, about the story, the plot, the way I was handling Optimus' anxiety (which had plot relevance related to his pregnancy, but I never got the chance to get there), the way certain characters were acting or, as I've seen you mention in some of your comments, the overall criticism of how I write. I had ppl acting as if just because my story was popular (something I never wanted tp happen btw) I should be grateful ppl even read it, that their unwanted criticism of the way I write should be taken positively when I never asked for it or accusing me of thinking I'm a better writer than I actually am when all I'm doing was practicing a hobby that I was doing for fun. Something I stopped enjoying everytime ACL was involved in the end. Posting a new chapter would literally have me spiral into such great anxiety attacks it had my doctor concerned, and where it was affecting my real life (such as personal life and even my work. I was away from my place of work sick for a good majority of 2025 because of poor mental health. Now my mental health was bad before as a side effect of bipolar disorder type 2, but everything related to ACL wasn't making it better).
Now I've probably missed some stuff, omitted some stuff cuz I never made some things I had to deal with from online anons public or just forgot some stuff.
And some minor correction on your comment o the length of ACL. It was originally planned for 99 chapters, but act 1 currently sits at about 68 chapters, and the outline for act 2 is nearly twice as long... I don't have an estimated final chapter count anymore.
I also pray you never get to the point where you do understand why a creator may delete their stuff from the internet instead of choosing to orphan it. It's not a nice place to be, but considering I had ppl leaving comments claiming I was withholding chapters when I was on a break between January and May... I felt it was for the betterment of my own mental health to just disappear along with my stuff. Especially considering I made it clear I took a break for my own sake but was still actively working on the story (meaning it wasn't abandoned) and was disabling comments because I didn't want to deal with any "plz come back T.T" or "when's the next update?" comments.
I'm not saying you have to understand or that anyone else has to understand either, but in the last month I've already been called every name under the sun by angry, parasocial anons that act like they're owed the right to read my stories while also treating me like garbage, thinking that's somehow going to make me hand over the fic on a silver plater.
You're allowed to be upset. You're allowed to be mad. And I hope someone can supply you with a copy of the posted chapters. I'm sure someone has one.
This wasn't very concise or simplified, and I'm sorry for that 😓 but I deleted it so that if I ever choose to come back, I'll have full access to all of my fics. If I'd orphaned the fics and deleted my ao3, I would've lost all access to the stories that I'd worked so hard on. And I don't care if that sounds selfish to ppl, they're my stories and ppl need to be aware of the fact that what they say to an author can be that author's last straw.
[WHAT IF]: What if in the episode of TranWarp PART 2, instead of Blurr tumbling to a complete stop a few meters away from Longarm Prime, he actually rams into him. The sheer force knocking them down in tangle limbs.
Decided to do something with an old sketch from way back in 2023 in an attempt get back to my old Danny Phantom roots, and man have my way of coloring and rendering changed.
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Considering Lou Jitsu got kidnapped by Big Mama in the middle of the height of his career, the true crime case around his sudden mysterious disappearance without a trace must've been quite something. I can almost hear the true crime videos and podcasts around how he vanished without a trace, and the theories that would try to explain what happened to him.
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I don't know if I'll ever finish this and it's been sitting collecting dust in my writing drafts for a while now. It's a medieval AU with monsters and supernatural creatures where Danny's parents are monster hunters, Sam is a rich noble who dresses like a pesent to be friends with Danny and Tucker, and Danny got killed by some unnamed creature and then woke up some time later in his grave, as one of those creatures. I had a whole story planned out but I never really got around to writing much about it. So thought I'd share a snippet of what I got at least. They're still fourteen, btw. It was supposed to be like a series of multiple stories.
Snippet of the story under the cut:
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Now that he was more docile, Sam got a better look at him as a whole. Saw the way his shape was not quite as animalistic as she'd first observed in the woods. The curve of his back was very wolf like but the shape, size and structure of his torso was very reminiscent of a human's. His legs, despite the elongated feet with heavy paws at the ends, were still very much the same as any man's but with the heels never quite touching the floor, giving him an uncanny look as he padded across the room. His tail swished behind him, thick with fur and definitely going to be a hell to deal with in terms of shedding. Then there were his arms and the very obvious human hands attached to them. Despite the white fur and massive claws, as well as the black paw pads, they were undeniably human hands with fingers that gripped. They were maybe even a bit too long to be quite human, now that she looked at them more closely.
All in all, Danny still retained some very human features despite the black skin, black and white fur or the long claws. Even the tail didn't take away from the fact that his frame was just too human adjacent to belong to an animals. But then there was his face. Or where his face was supposed to be.
At first when Sam had seen him, she'd believed he was wearing some kind of mask. Something shaped like an animal skull to scare her or to give fright to anyone who saw it. Especially since his bottom jaw was furry and very much made of flesh. But that was wrong. The mask Danny wore wasn't a mask at all. Now she was very much sure that it was in fact his skull. She hadn't gotten a good enough look around the edges where the fur began and where the bone took over, but Sam could swear that from what she could see, the skull seemed to be growing out of his flesh.
It was…. disturbing. In a fascinating kind of way, but still very much disturbing.
Sam scratched her arm as she watched him walk around the open space of the barn, bent on all four and sniffing the ground. She couldn't tell his facial expression. Unsure if he even had any like this, with his face made up out of bone. She didn't really know what to do or what to say. How to handle the situation before her even though she'd been so sure about herself when she'd told him to follow her.
Now he was here and she had no idea how to actually help him. With all of her occult knowledge, Sam couldn't even say for sure what kind of creature Danny was supposed to be.
She'd at first thought he was a werewolf. He'd been killed in a viscous animal attack, after all. The signs were there. Partially eaten organs, torso torn to shreds and long claw marks cleaving his skin in two leaving him a bloodied mess of a corpse.
But werewolves didn't pass the curse by killing their victims. In fact, it hadn't even been a full moon when Danny had died. That had been on the night his grave had been burst open. Which kind of spoke to him being one, but Sam had never heard of a werewolf who could transform outside of the rise of the full moon. Not to mention that if a werewolf was loose in Amity, it would've made headlines right away. Danny would not have been the only victim. Yet, as far as she was aware, he'd been the only casualty. Not to mention, werewolves were more animal than they were men.
Danny had too many human features. Too much in his frame, in the shape of legs and the way he still had proper hands, despite the fact they were probably three times the size of his regular size.
And he was far too lucid. Too much in control of himself to be a werewolf. Because Sam would not have been able to get through to him if he'd been a proper moonwalker. Plus, it was still light outside. Werewolves only changed once a month, and they were rarely ever aware of their own transformation.
Danny turned his large animal skull in her direction, the green lights in the black eye sockets flickering as if he was blinking at her. He tilted his head before he slowly made his way over to her. Well, slow-ish. He was pretty tall and his legs were long, making him only need about five steps to actually reach her side.
There was a sound in the back of his throat that was very dog like. Very reminiscent of a whimper or whine, like a dog begging for pets.
He nuzzled forward with his bony snout but stopped himself. He seemed to contemplate what to do because he sat back on his legs and reached a hand up as if he was going to touch her. He halted when his hand was level with her face, instead spreading it out and flexing his fingers as if he was seeing them for the first time.
When he met her eyes, there was a look in those green lights that were just so sad that Sam took a step forward. She grabbed Danny's outstretched hand in her own before wrapping her arm around his neck as best she could. Sitting back like this he was still so much taller than her.
"It's okay," she whispered, trying to sound as reassuring as she could. "It's all going to be okay. I promise we're going to find a way to turn you back. I've got the books."
When she pulled back she pointed at the room she and Danny had left the stacks of occult literature and scripture in just a couple of days earlier.
The night he died, she reminded herself and her hand fell to her side. It felt so long ago now. The two of them and Tucker with heavy leather bound books in their arms, pushing through the doors to the barn, laughing and joking as Sam led Danny to where he could drop off his stack. It was probably still on the table where he'd left it, beginning to collect dust.
Sam hadn't been able to come back up here after she'd gotten the news. It hadn't felt possible to come here knowing that Danny would no longer be able to sneak up here with her. No more would he come with baked goods from his mom while they went over the occult that Sam loved so much. Danny was much less interested in the topics, but having hunters for parents he held a conversation better than anyone else she'd ever broached about the topic. Which, to be fair was limited to Tucker and her grandma, and while she loved the old lady with all her heart, Ida Manson wasn't as sharp as she'd once been.
There had been many late nights where Sam and Danny had bundled up in the old barn at the back of the Manson property, large tome in hand and reading through ancient texts about creatures from cultures and continents neither of them had heard of before. Tucker would usually be there as well, but at that point he would be slumbering in a corner somewhere.
That was fine. Tucker never believed on the same level as Danny did, and while Danny himself was skeptical at times, he was far more open minded to the concept of the occult than Tucker was.
But those memories had made it impossible to walk up the path to the barn that would usually fill her with joy. Her personal place of escape where her parents rules and expectations wouldn't have to get in the way of her interests. Where she didn't need to be Samantha Manson, daughter of a noble and sole female heir to her family's fortune, thus doomed to marry a fellow noble in order to live up to the family name. In that run down shack, she could just be Sam. Sam who liked to read and write, who didn't like to eat meat and Sam who liked the strange, unusual and twisted occult a little too much for society's standards. The Sam that befriended Danny and in turn Tucker. A Sam who didn't have expectations outside of her own.
In a way, a part of her had died with Danny that day. The part of her that still saw something good about this world. The part of her that still looked forward till tomorrow because maybe things would be better by then.
Maybe because, somewhere deep inside, she still blamed herself for what had happened. If she had just convinced Danny to stay that night, to not walk home in the dark where creatures hid, maybe he would've been alive today. He would still be himself and not this… creature that she couldn't name. If only she had convinced him to sneak into one of the spare rooms then maybe…
Danny bumped her cheek with the tip of what was probably meant to be his snout. It was cold and hard against her skin. She could feel a draft coming from the nose holes in the skull. The way he tilted his head and the low whine in his throat gave away his worry. For a second, she thought she'd heard him speak below the whimper but she shook the ridiculous thought away.
"Let's start by going through some books. There must be something on what you are in there. Somewhere," Sam said in regards to the makeshift library she'd built. She met Danny's eyes and took a deep breath before giving a stern nod, more to herself than to Danny. "We should also send for Tucker. He'll be able to at least help categorize." She gave Danny a one over before saying, "And he'll probably think you look amazing."
Danny gave a huff at that but it had an amused undertone to it that made Sam smile. She gave him a scratch behind one of his very wolf-esque ears. It made him tilt into the touch and release an almost purring kind of sound from deep down in his chest. His tail wagged back and forth just like that of a happy dogs.
Also that comic panel where Megatron wants Optimus to submit himself to him and become his Lord. Wanting to accomplish such glories with him.
That’s big time fuel to the fire.
I don't care how questionable the canonicity of this comic is! No one can tell me this is not canon! Megs wants Op as his wife to co-rule Cybertron. Simple as that <3 I'm delulu enough to accept this (but not the way the comic ended. Yes, I'm selectively delulu) as canon
Did you ever read the allspark almanac? I really enjoy the floorplans and the room designs of the autobot's base and their bedrooms. Optimus' trailer storage and Starscream's wing tacked up on the wall lile a trophy is a highlight but I like the insights you can take from how the bots and sari decorate their spaces. Just neat character details
People who've known me a while will know how I feel about suplementary material that should've been in the show. I'm sure there's plenty of useful stuff in the almanac that wasn't necessary to put in the show and that's fair. That's the stuff I expect in a supplementary material for sale. But from what I've seen, there's stuff in the almanac that should've been included in the show and is useful information for context. Like the history of the Autobots, how Megatron became the leader of the Decepticons, how Cybertronians even came to be in the tfa universe, etcetera (if I'm correct). This is stuff that should've been adressed in the show if it was that important. Not in a separate piece of media that I have to purchase in order to gain access to.
Short answer, no. I have not read the almanac. I'm sure I would like the character details, but at the same time. How the bots decorate their rooms could've easily been incorporated into the show by having short scenes of them in their respective rooms. Simple as that.
Maybe one day I'll get over my stubborness and read the almanac, though lmao
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taking the threshold of adulthood as 18, you are likely to spend at least 52 years as a fully grown adult
at the age of 30 you have lived less than one quarter of your adult life (12/52 years)
'middle age' is typically considered to be between 45-65
it is extremely common to switch careers, start new relationships, emigrate, go to college for the first or second time, or make other life-changing decisions in middle age
it's wild that I even have to spell it out, but older adults (60+) still have social lives and hobbies and interests.
you can still date when you get old. you can still fuck. you can still learn new skills, fashionable, be competitive. you can still gossip, you can still travel, you can still read. you can still transition. you can still come out.
young doesn't mean peaked. you're inexperienced in your 20s! you're still learning and practicing! you're developing social skills and muscle memory that will last decades!
there are a million things to do in the world, and they don't vanish overnight because an imaginary number gets too big
do you know where people got the idea of TFA megatron being head over heels freaking obsessed with op? i love it so much, but when i watched TFA i was a bit disappointed with megatron not caring about him the first and second season haha
I don't actually, but I think it originated from the tfa comics. Particularly this panel;
But I honestly don't know. It might've also had to do with Optimus defeating Megatron in the season 3 finale, which many use as the reason for why Megatron would develope an obsession over Optimus.
I do think the fandom ran away with it a bit, though. Not that I can complain or anything. My stories certainly don't help much to say otherwise lmao
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