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The concept of Pure Darkness existing was introduced in BBS, not KHUX
Explicit details about, and confirmation of what "form" capital D Darkness took happened in KHUX. Entities being called and confirmed outright as Pure/True Darkness did not happen until KHUX.
However the idea that these entities existed was stated fairly plainly in BBS, and even technically implied as far back as KH1. It is not a new concept, and certainly not one that was pulled out of thin air or shoehorned into the plot out of nowhere. It had a lot of buildup and foreshadowing, and I resent implications it is something someone pulled out of their ass. As it's something I've been looking forward to for so long it feels pretty bad hearing mostly complaints, so I hope this explanation will make it a bit more palatable to anyone caught off guard.
The existence of Pure Darkness is implied as far back as KH1 in the same way dark matter in the real world is implied to exist due to various laws of physics. It is not directly observed, but something that logically has to be there.
If there are 7 pure Lights in a story about the battle between forces of Light and Darkness, why would there not be a number of equal but opposite pure Darknesses? Narratively speaking, the Princesses of Heart have implied the existence of an equal but opposite force from the onset. However, the simple logical vacuum of narrative symmetry gives us no actual bearing on what said force could be or look like. It could have been anything. A group of Disney villains, a very fancy heartless- hell Sephiroth was running around, and 11 to me was very fond of the idea of it having to do with the 'darker' final fantasy half of the franchise. (Obviously, this did not play out. 11 yo me was still 11) But all this DID imply we would probably have a Darkness plot eventually, whatever form said darkness would take was a surprise for us later.
In BBS we get hard, direct confirmation about the equal and opposite force of the seven Lights when the X-blade is introduced. It is stated to be made of 20 parts, 7 pure Lights and 13 pure Darknesses. It is stated, outright, that the Light the princesses safeguard is the original Light that was used to make the original X-blade. At this point, we know for a fact somewhere, at some time, there were 13 Darknesses that were specifically related to the forging of the X-blade and interacted with those 7 Lights. We still don't know a lot about them, but they are being directly acknowledged, and we are given SOME information even if it is sparse and teasing still.
It should be noted that while Xehanort makes several attempts to forge the X-blade, every time it is very explicitly NOT with the original materials or even formula, and ergo does not include these original Darknesses. The first time he acknowledged fully 'it was made by 7 pure lights and 13 pure darknesses, but we're trying a 1:1 ratio with Vanitas and Ven'. Between then and through KH3 it is very clear the True Organization's purpose is to present strong darknesses in numbers that will match the 7:13 ratio, but he's still brazenly gaming the system. He's using copies of himself from different times because there aren't that many strong dark entities at once otherwise. He never pretends to be one of the original Darknesses himself, though admittedly this wasn't fully ruled out for some time. Still, as he was gaming the system, he could have only ever counted as one of those 13 originals, meaning there would have been 12 unaccounted for regardless.
We know unquestionably thanks to BBS that these entities date specifically to the ancient past of the Keyblade War (which was also by and large introduced in BBS, so that's not too surprising). It should then not come as a shock when these entities finally get direct exposition and screen time in an installment about the Keyblade War (KHUX). Which is not to say nothing about the new info is unsurprising. They appear as though they intend to be fully fledged characters and not just some force or metaphysical aspect. On the one hand, well, the princesses of heart were people, but on the other the actual Light isn't permanently attached to them and, as we learn more about the Darkness it feels like we know less about these 7 Lights. On the third hand, given the timing, they were filling a different narrative vacuum of needing new proper villains on multiple counts.
KHUX then provides us with a lot of juicy details on these entities and how they function, but not necessarily a lot about who they are as people, their histories, the full extent of their motivations, but that is the normal 'order' of revealing information to continue to build suspense. We get more details in DR in a traditionally dramatic 'I got more questions than answers' way. I look forward to getting a bulk of 'proper' answers in KHIV!
I believe Vanitas has been written as one of these original Darknesses from the beginning. If NOTHING else, his nature of being able to independently produce what is effectively his own personal subspecies of heartless makes much more sense knowing he is some long lost Jenova tier thing. I love a good division of self dynamic, but I also love Nomura being self aware enough about his own tropes he used it to successfully mask Vanitas' true nature.
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I want to assure I should be updating repeat :|| like... Soonish. The trailer just unfortunately hit like, right between the end of the school year and my spouse and I planning a meager attempt at vacation. (Speaking of Xehanorts- dogsitters are plentiful, goat sitters... Less so.)
I have worked on it a bit over the last year or so, and uh... Apparently a lot more than I remember? Much to my surprise I found about 30k words of unpublished content, none of which I remember writing. Like at all. Enjoyed reading it though! And do hope everyone else will.
So I will be posting up as much if that as feels logistically appropriate impendingly. Writing out the last like... Two? Chapters will take longer because I just don't have the confidence to do that right now without a good cutscene binge >>
Honestly at this point I'm just imagining like, half a dozen producers trying to hold Nomura down from deciding to name the thirteen True Darknesses after the same recycled zodiac associated names from Ivalice that Square has become so fond of, and realistically I doubt it would actually happen, but imagine the absolute chaos that would result from every FFXIV player simultaneously shitting bricks as the New But Not Really villain puppeting Hermod or whoever's body introducing them self as fucking Lahabrea.
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Sad Wet Cat and Umbrella Boy have instilled the burning desire for a fun new cursed soxeha ship dynamic that's just
Xehanort, tired, retired and entirely unfazed by anything watching the horrors unfold with the bored dead pan of a man who knows God is dead while sipping a coffee tumbler that is actually full of gin.
Sora a rapidly spiralling manic mess of instability not even remotely successfully holding his shit together bouncing from crisis to crisis with a determined NO it's fINE everything fuCKING fINe!
While Xehanort just quietly follows after him with pockets full of Mom Friend like "babe do you want some ibuprofen? A snack? Maybe you should sit down? No? Alright then." And eventually, is there to drag sora back to the apartment once he collapses from exhaustion if nothing else. He's not actually more functional just more desensitized.
It's not wholesome fluff dynamic, it's not bad end dynamic, it's just fraying sanity of tired purgatory dynamic.
YOOOO (I’m that person on ao3 that has reread Repeat a million time) did you see the Nintendo direct kh4 trailer!? What are thoughts on it?
Beloved reader I am SO glad you asked.
Buckle the fuck up because in a dissociated state of insisting to myself I am COMPLETELY normal about this I vomited 3k words analysis ripe with the sarcasm of a man who now knows no matter how hard you try to explain to the world Ventus killed Strelitzia, no one will listen.
It is the year 2026, and after roughly 247 years of no particular news or new installments, Nomuras has dropped a new KHIV trailer with the rightful confidence of Beyonce.
I am very much elated to have a gentle assurance that KHIV has not been forgotten and continues to make steady progress towards the beleaguering state of existing, however I find very little in the trailer in question to be particularly shocking or overly dissectable (I say with resounding confidence many paragraphs before this document reaches 3k works).
Which is, all things considered, a good thing. A gentle easing in back into the deep pool of what the fuck that surely awaits us with subsequent updates. I was not met with a dizzying smorgasbord of new content of which I would have to rush to struggle to shovel down my gullet without being able to savor. Rather, it is as if Nomura quietly knocked on my door, left a single plate of warm, comforting and familiar food outside it, and left for me to be able to reacquaint myself with something I had been deprived of at my own leisurely pace.
I am sure my blazé indifferent and unimpressed reactions will give a distinct impression of arrogance. Rest assured I am perfectly aware of my sin, and that at least half of it is borne of a determined commitment to the bit.
In the words of Ansem, Seeker of Darkness, one who knows nothing can understand nothing. So I implore anyone who finds themselves motivated by curiosity to look into Dark Road and UX, as their narratives will unquestionably be included in IV, and this trailer is fraught with references to them. I myself have been so entrenched in lore so obscure for so long, to say nothing of the literal years that have passed, I truly have no sense for what is or isn't common knowledge. I expect to misidentify some things and apologize, but still wish to do my best to provide summaries of relevant parts for those looking for them. Though again perhaps… not in this post. Consistently at any rate.
The first time I watched the trailer, the only thing I particularly retained was confirmation of Xehanort’s continued inclusion in the cast. Which, frankly, should not be surprising in any sense. I have written the fan fic of the exact scene shown and so have dozens of others. Deep in my heart I know firmly that Xehanort has been stated by Nomura to be his favorite more than once, that Dark Road clearly indicated its elements being further involved with the grander plot, and so there was no real reason to fear Xehanort would be written out of the narrative for a paltry forced sense of bookends on a stated saga.
Yet, after listening to countless whining complaints bemoaning his continued involvement, trying to cancel him, and insisting that there was No Way he could Possibly continue to be involved because “the Xehanort saga was ended with III”, the cocophany of a thousand echoing banshees screaming at once downed out the voice of reason, and I lamented and feared for the potential loss of one of my favorite characters as the full intricacies and nuances of his story seemed destined to fade into obscurity misunderstood by those who had skipped tertiary installments or seemed to lack general critical thinking skills.
Tho those who find his return regrettable, all that I have to say is:
HA
Because clearly, I am a mature adult.
But that being said there is nothing particularly surprising about Xehanort's confirmed appearance, as personally relieving as it is. Though, given the track record of the franchise repeatedly obscuring the faces of characters and giving them ridiculous definitive titles like “unknown” or “mysterious boy”, the rather straightforwardness of the reveal is extremely appreciated.
For those who may be blissfully unaware, the image of Xehanort in the exact jacket he is shown in, with an umbrella even, was first revealed as a single promotional artwork by Nomura now years ago without any further context or explanation. It did spark the assumption that this was his Quadratum attire and he would be appearing in IV, but this was, as stated above, contested by others.
For those reading this post because you’re fans of my writing on AO3, know that I sit giddily with the blatant queer coding of the scene and gesture. For those who may be unaware, sharing umbrellas have a distinct romantic implication in Japan.
That being said, in all seriousness, I do expect Xehanort to become an ally, uneasy or otherwise. There is very little to go on and the full scope of speculation and imagining I will save for the aforementioned website. That being said, being familiar with the events of Dark Road, many other aspects of the trailer seem to indicate our son will not be having a good time.
The trailer opens with a woman in an organization coat narrating, in essence, how heartless came to arrive in the current world. Or World, or world line if anyone remembers any of these specific indicators/differentiates in terms from secret reports. World as in big boy different dimension/plane of existence/time line, not just, “normal” KH gummiship dark corridor world.
Before bothering to double check voice actors- the trailer is in Japanese and I am already unfamiliar with the foretellers’ English voices all things considered. (Or well. Matt Mercer and Travis do cause something of a mere cat head turn reaction, but that isn't the point) The only real options for the woman's identity are Ava or Strelitzia. Which given we a) see stelitzia cloakless later and the trailer so she's accounted for and b) previous material saw Luxehabreigibar pointedly stating Ava was absent because she was off somewhere else, it seems to be a resounding case of one plus one equals two. Or perhaps more accurately the somewhat confusing notion that 0.99 repeating plus 0.99 repeating equals two, because 0.99 repeating is equal to one, as unintuitive as that sounds. (This is real math, I promise)
I am largely unsurprised by this technical drop of new information because it was something I have literally been waiting to happen since the end of III. I have written my share of fic and intricate kh themed DND campaigns featuring Ava holding some ominous, dramatic narrative pushing role literally running around in the obligatory coat because it just makes sense (they came from MoM after all, She’s also his apprentice and he himself is also there). While I was prepared to be incorrect, it was much more a prediction or theory I had than something I would consider a head canon.
And having now listened to the voices back to back, it is fairly unmistakably Ava.
What she actually says is arguably much more interesting. It is, in all technicality, the introduction of new metaphysics. But at the same time, it's not ground breaking. It is again more of a simple assurance or confirmation of something highly suspected, rather than the flashbang of something shocking and entirely new.
She asserts that there was no Darkness or Light in their specific metaphysical concepts as known in the KH universe in this new World, and implies the concepts were brought with them and grew to something recognizably similar to heartless but perhaps fundamentally different.
This serves a wonderful narrative purpose of giving us a potential newish enemy base- though they do by and large appear very similar to pure blood heartless. Just like everything else in the new setting, grittier and edgier.
But it also serves as the confirmation that the setting in and I've itself is a new place. What this simple statement has done is take the hypothetical “something could have started here long long ago” off the table. It puts its involvement in the greater timeline squarely after certain events. This implication is one of the only really strong theory feeding elements of the new trailer. It means that, for characters we know have been fighting amongst light and darkness for a very long time, this place isn't some secret origin point. It is not, say, like Radiant Garden which has a long history of relevant events hidden away for us to learn. And it implies certain aspects of the place are meant to be new and taken more at face value.
That being said. You know. Our boy Luxord rolling in looking his finest in HD. We know he has some kind of ties to this place and even could be “from” it. My point in the above is more that, even if this locale is tied to MoMs backstory in some counts, it is unlikely he is “from” here, and things like the Thirteen Darknesses from the UX finale/Darkroad are certainly not, as Darkness with a capital D did not go here until keyblade wielders wash up and brought their metaphysics with them. But well, this is all relative to MoM’s timeline, so technically speaking in the grand scheme of things the place could have been relevant for “a while” from someone like Sora’s perspective.
The trailer then consists of a few quick teasery clips and some early game play footage. We don't have a UI or anything, but we have some cool reaction command style attack animations being showcased. They show Sora keyblade surfing on gold, glowy keyblades similar to attacks seen in the keyblade graveyard. Which has Implications.
What are those implications? Something something KHUX something key kids something look Strelitzia is Right There it's not even surprising at this point. It's just. Symmetrical story telling.
The cutscene-esque cuts include shot of Luxord, Strelitzia, Xehanort, Donald and Goofy, a hooded figure that is presumably MoM, Hermod, and… *looks at smudged writing on hand* fuckin uh… Vali.
The last two names many may have no recognition of, because they are from Dark Road. Even I had to look up Vali’s name, as I fairly quickly recognized “hey isn't that the one ninja kid” but he had so little screen time I never quite learned his name.
Technically it is subjective to assert the identities of these characters. But as we have learned, if it quacks like Marluxia and looks like Marluxia, it's fucking Marluxia and Nomura was being fecitious when he said “laurium is laurium” and no one knows how to take a damned joke. Admittedly the boy presumed Hermod in 3D resembles is 2D sprite less, but the cut, parting, and fall of his hair all rather specifically matches. Neither are wearing the exact same clothes, but what of their outfits we see have similar elements and styles, just adjusted to match the modern setting.
Vali is fairly unmistakable. Besides his spiky layered hair cut being much more distinct, there's the, you know, ninja mask. In a GREAT twist of irony in the KH franchise, a character’s face being covered has made them immediately and distinctly recognizable.
We can see his keyblade. It does not resemble anything I immediately recognized or could think to check but I do admit to it having been some years and lacking confidence it is truly a new design. In Dark Road they students all use the same blade, which is very similar to but distinct from Starlight. What we see Vali wielding does not match it exactly, but has clear matching elements. What tiny blurry glimpse of the tip we see has the same “hollow” cut out design, and the base hexagonal shape of the hilt is the same. But it is dark blueish and blackish metal and appears to have the eye on the center of the hilt associated with dark keyblades, implying it may be a corrupted form of it.
Which if you haven't played Dark Road amounts to a very long “new potential bad guy” and if you have you're…. Probably staring off into the middle distance solemnly taking compounding emotional damage at the implication.
The inclusion of these two characters in the trailer serve as a gentle warning that Dark Road is required reading and will not be glossed over. Like anything in the franchise every possible installment will be interwoven to full capacity. I would like to hope we will get an easier to digest format for the narrative covered in it, but I'm also aware it was in fact very dark and got away with a fair bit due to the incredibly stylized and kawaii art style dampening the horrors. So.
For those who have not played or read through Dark Road and do not want to have to page through it in its entirety for whatever reason, (though, I do want to note it's much shorter and more straight forward than other ‘side’ content, certainly than UX, and reads like a short visual novel, if it's just a barrier to entry issue holding you back) the relevant points are that these two characters are very very dead, in ways that were very traumatizing for Xehanort and Eraqus, and were their friends. And they were murdered by a True Darkness, a concept introduced in UX I don't want to have to delve into its entirety here but… *gestures vaguely* super mega ultra heartless grandpapi. Anti princess of heart. literally darkness itself personified. (Actually one of them might have been offed by Luxehabreigibar but that isn't relevant, technically speaking >>)
The expression on Hermod's face is, frankly, quite villainy. It should be noted that this expression is incredibly unlike anything he has in Dark Road, and that that is not a result of the limitation of the art style given other characters who very much do make such malevolent fuck boi expressions. It is a square enix game, so the assumption would be that he is either possessed or corrupted in some capacity. Dark Road’s narrative was built around an instance of sort of both of these happening at once, so… yeah.
The thirteen Darknesses were all formless beings, so them using the pile of corpses that were Xhenort and Eraqus’s tragic dead friends as their meat puppets certainly checks out. But that is truly just conjecture.
Oh and in the words of my lovely spouse “all characters should be assumed to be Luxehabraigibar until proven otherwise.” Fair.
Luxord and Stelitzia are here! I don't really know what to say about that. We knew? Already? Luxord is technically a hard confirm? It's been so long I had to check to see if we actually officially knew that, but we didn't! So, that's a nice, rather generous admission instead of a continuing will he won't he. More and more ramping and piling up pointing to him being here. But it was enough it is not surprising. I do remember we saw Strelitzia in the previous trailer, so that isn't new. Her talking to someone in an org coat is, but now that could be MoM, Luxehabreigibar, or Ava.
Donald and Goofy we see surrounded by blue fire, which is the natural continuation of the scene where they went to talk to Hades. Which is still. We really. Have… Donald Duck and Goofy going to the Grecian God of the Dead to commit some kind of ritual suicide that will transport them to the same dimension of afterlife Sora is running around in. It's Goofy FUCKING dies on fucking steroids.
(I am sure it will be presented in a much more Disney friendly way, but the implication at all is still…????? Alrighty then.)
And last, but certainly not least, brings us to the One Thing That Did Surprise me. Our one slap in the face of wet fish in this trailer, a nugget left insidiously not directly noticeable yet in the form of a very stark once you see it, you can't unsee it flavor of oh shit.
It is time to address the Dark Side sized elephant in the room-
Why the JIMINY FUCKING CHRISTMAS DOES IT LOOK LIKE ERAQUS IS A DARK SIDE???
Admittedly I did not even notice this little bit of character coding until I tried to take a screenshot for the purpose of questioning why the design so deeply resembled an eva unit. But then I noticed the telltale squiggly lock of stylized bangs hanging in front of the dark side's face. The only other character it could possibly be emulating is Kakyoin from JoJo's bizarre adventure. (It… does have a hole in its torso, after all…)
The single hair noodle that I almost didn't even notice was a staggering shock. I saved this part for last for comic timing and effect, but also in hopes I would have time to process better. Unfortunately I still find my gobs being thoroughly smacked.
Upon checking the first IV trailer again, I found that the ominous squiggle has been there from the onset, yet I truly have no memory of anyone drawing any sort of attention to it, myself included. It could be a simple matter that the context of standing beside Hermod, Vali, and Xehanort himself paints the feature in a much more specific and character tied light. It could also be that after KHIII I promptly burrowed under a rock and refused to speak to other humans for the next 7 years.
But whatever the case, we're here now, and I find myself unable to undraw the parallel. It could be a coincidence and simply a new part of the general design, but the way the back of its head also looks decidedly more hair-like continues to decidedly point towards a terrible, terrible, bad end scenario.
It is perhaps unsurprising Eraqus wound up this way when one sits down to consider the how simply because there are actually a large number of possibilities. My mind jumps first to the dramatic narrative juxtaposition that would be created by the most “darkness racist” character succumbing to darkness borne of his hatred of darkness, but there is no real guarantee of that. He could have simply been captured, thrown himself in the line of fire and wound up corrupted in ways more similar to aqua, heroically attempted to take on the darkness meant for another, it could be something ripped from him and not him himself, so on and so forth. The actual answer to that question will likely set a fair amount of the time and themes for this installment for the franchise. The nuances of Eraqus’ complicated relationship with darkness in Dark Road would be a lot to get into here, given how long this already is, and would still only amount to more speculation, but certainly make the idea of Eraqus Flavored Darkside make perfect narrative sense.
Rather, I would draw attention to a detail everyone will surely remember, which is the poetic narrative symmetry of Eraqus having a Darkside when the first one was produced from Sora’s own shadow.
So to conclude. I enjoyed the trailer very much. Thank you Square, for a pleasantly straightforward trailer that neatly checked off boxes we had been angrily squinting at, unable to technically mark as fully quantified for the past few years. I appreciate this gentle redirection of the spotlight onto the franchise, and wait with some degree of fear and anticipation for whatever whammies may be stuffed into subsequent promotional material to counter balance this surprisingly easily digestible offering.
So how we feeling with the new kh4 teaser trailer? 👀
My crops? Watered. My livestock? Fed. I dance upon the corpses of a thousand thousand naysayers who insisted, nay demanded our collective literal canon son be written out of the franchise because "the Xehanort saga was over."
Hermod and Vali are here. So happy to see them. I hope the masses are ready to contend with the harsh reality that no corner of obscure or tucked away media will remain un-entangled by the greater plot in the deft hands of Tetsuya Nomura, but I know in my heart they will not.
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I have a real hard time with the near ubiquitous "get off social media" mentality. Not because I am heavily dependant on social media but rather the opposite.
Social media is very hard for me. I have a high natural aversion to it. Which many people would praise or act like it's a good thing. But it's crippling. Social media is a necessary part of society now. Having not only a derth of skill but actual mental blocks and fear regarding it prevent my ability to interact with people, live independently, do actual work, etc. I have become heavily isolated because of this deficit.
I get that I'm not the target audience of those "get off social media so much!" rants, but it's become so one-sided and ubiquitous that there is no room for me or other exceptions. People, including mental health professionals, literally have no idea how to approach or help my situation at all, because they are only taught that an over abundance of social media is the problem. I just really wish we were willing to admit, instances or over indulgence aside, that social media is incredibly necessary in this day and age.
I think also, it is because I am not of an age demographic where the problem is I am "too old" or the main issue is "it's unfamiliar and I don't know how". There are resources for older people, and also those older people have peers that are also not engaging with social media and using the same older models of communication. It's really weird for a millennial to try and explain they don't really have an Instagram and to talk to them to please give them something more direct at least like a discord, or preferably an email.
I also often try to explain it's not a matter of not knowing how to use the website interface, but the social rules of the platform, which most people don't consciously think about. I think, most ND people would understand, but I have ran into road blocks there too, which gets very discouraging and makes it harder to ask for help. When I was able to use tumblr regularly, I remember the very specific and clear unspoken rules of things like "don't tag this sort of thing" or "especially tag this" or "this kind of comment you add to a post but this goes in your tags". even the readmore bar I put in is an artifact of a rule I no longer know if it's a common consideration, about making it easier to scroll past long posts. I see things where people say "it's bad to interact with an old post of someone on insta" and like. I have no idea. I don't know what I am or am not supposed to do there so I get scared and simply don't.
Even this post, it's something I have been wanting to make and articulate for... More than 6 months at this point? I have made some others in that time I think, but this particularly I had a hard time figuring out how to even approach or talk about. The severity of the aversion flares sometimes, and it's been like that.
I think also... I am just a very wordy person. I am not good at being concise, and one thing I do know is most platforms reward or require conciseness, but then I become too engrossed in not being able to speak true to my own words and give up.
I can't imagine I'm truly the only person to experience this. So I hope this is comforting to anyone else who may have similar issues. I would love to talk to you.
Tumblr of course, is soupy in its nature in general, so it is a lot more approachable, and if nothing else it certainly feels less "wrong" to try and follow outdated rules here then go somewhere blind. And I can be as long winded as I want and let people choose to scroll past it instead of not being given the option...
Tldr; social media is hard and as much as I would love to just Not Engage, that's unrealistic and damaging to keep screaming so I would really like us all to focus on giving resources in how to use it correctly and productively instead of pretending the best thing is to cut it out entirely.
Sorbet Shark Cookie Cosplay from recent con. Happy with my fin wig ^^ just used some old packing styrofoam for the base and an extra long straight wig. Cut it down and used the cut off bits to layer over the foam core. Just hot glue and got 2 b. Then got the back flippy with a flat iron.
Went to a REALLY bad panel at a local con about disability accessibility that was entirely unhelpful. And I could bitch about it but instead I want to share some actually productive tips for navigating cons with disability.
-I got an umbrella arm for my wheelchair and put a parasol in it so there is something at standing eye level and people don't bump into me. Works great plus people think it's cute. But I imagine anything that makes you effectively taller would work.
-if you need to wear certain shoes but shoes are an important part of the cosplay: couple options, sort of depends on what the cosplay shoes are like.
--Main one would be to make boot covers around the comfy shoe.
--This might be a problem if them being heels or platforms are particularly important to the look. In which case depending you can carry your cosplay shoes and also have walking shoes (I've done this and also it is not uncommon for barefoot cosplays as well). But switching shoes may not be feasible for a lot of reasons.
--If you can afford it buying a good base heel that is comfortable for you that may be viable to have for boot covers for multiple cosplays
-- If this is a consideration for you renting or investing in a wheelchair for the weekend instead of being on your feet that long is totally valid. Even with comfy shoes, unless I'm having a particularly good day a full con of walking would leave me bedridden for a week. I consider being able to not have to worry about if cosplay shoes are comfy enough to walk in a bonus of my chair. Cosplay is a hobby that can require high stamina and if you need more mobility aids than you do in daily life to continue engaging with a passion that is perfectly valid and reasonable
---chairs are fucking expensive though I had to get mine on Craigslist to afford it. But check Craigslist. Also talked to a guy recently who got his chair on temu??? But check weird places for cheaper or second hand things, got mine for 50$
--even cheap insoles can go a long way (and this is a point everyone can benefit from not just people with special needs!) best insoles I had for a while were from fucking wish.com. also they make heel guard insoles and other special like... Padding stickers for the worst part of old/cheap shoes.
--this is obviously not for everyone, but if you're a cosplayer and maker, you might have more skills and materials for making your own shoes than you realize. Again, this is something that might provide accessibility for some but be entirely inaccessible for others, but that's why I've listed options and I do still want to include it. If you have access to a 3d printer you can even get rubber filament and print your own shoe soles.
--also this is all if shoes are important for you! Casual cosplay is still valid. But I don't want people to feel like they're being relegated to only causal cosplay because of a disability if that's not what they want. But also don't want people who don't want to engage in that kind of thing to feel like they have to to dress up and have fun. Hope that makes sense ><
-there are places now you can get badges or signs to print out and attach to mobility aids stating they are not props
--sometimes if you cosplay a character that canonically uses a mobility aid or other equipment people may not realize it's not just part of the costume. They're usually not bad meaning or anything like that but the sign helps skip awkward conversations or misunderstandings.
-Haven't tested it yet but I'm getting a bike/clown horn for my chair. Cons are loud. People can't hear you if you say excuse me especially if you are 2 feet below their ear. Then you project and they think you are angry yelling when in fact you just were trying to be heard. Think a horn of some kind would be a friendlier, sillier sound that could get people's attention that wouldn't cause any 'oh no I'm being yelled at' panic. Friend also suggested getting a vuvuzela to 'give the kids a taste of 2010'. Considering.
-i have a cane that has a fold out seat on it, which isn't enough for cons for me but smaller like street fair events it helps a lot. Very good if standing is harder than walking for you. Takes up less room in the car. Perfect for lines for me.
-Got a small bungee cord and stretched it between the chair handles so I could hang my cane on it so I had it if I felt like I could get up
-prewritten massages and disclaimers can help if you have trouble communicating. I personally use an app called emergency chat for when I go mute. You can make custom splash screens so people know why you are using it to communicate, and I have made a bunch of custom ones for different situations and find it helps.
-Having a hand sigal to let a caretaker know if you are overwhelmed and need to be removed from the situation.
-look up maps of the con/con center ahead of time to try to find where ramps/elevators are. Can be a hassle bc some events might stupidly block off the ramps.
-talked to some fursuiters and found out the idea of 'using fursuit to dampen agoraphobia because it's like wearing your own hidey hole' was not just a me idea! Not an easiest thing to break into but the knowledge still might help some folk.
-lots of bike accessories (like cupholders) fit on wheelchairs and other mobility aids
-the Craig's list wheelchair I got didn't have foot rests but we were able to find like a clip on fabric foot sling for chairs for cheap
-the way stuff attaches to mobility aids is usually very hardware-y which can be hard to find at a con if something breaks. Zipties can help a lot and you can ask prop check for spare ones, they should be happy to help. If there's a cosplay repair booth ask if they have duck tape also.
-Investing in a default comfy cosplay or outfit like a kigu or smth so you have something to wear if things are worse than expected so you feel at least a little less shit for not being able to wear the extra pretty thing.
--currently personally working on an Akatsuki coat bc it's animes most recognizable glorified potato sack and can choose how extra I want to be on shorter notice with different wigs and makeup
-im making this list but like different things are easier for different people. I know some people who find it easier to costume change half way through the day to conserve energy. For me that's a lot of extra work and I'm not sure how to describe why. I guess obligatory 'consider what works for you and don't feel bad if someone else's hack doesn't work' disclaimer.
--if anything on this list seems like it wouldn't help for you I am happy to help spitball solutions to whatever problems you are having! Especially if it is cosplay related.
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The neighbors horses were on the close side of the pasture so I got a pic! There are usually 2 and the small one which I believe is a donkey not just a baby or different breed or smth but I constantly question this. Today there were 3 big horses!