Another Lil Bambi💖

I wish my bf would spank me lmfao like if I’m being annoying or doing something he doesn’t like or something we don’t like , like hold me accountable wtf mold me idk I think That’s what I really need I wish everything in me could melt away and the only thing that would stay is like a happy simple minded house girl life would be so easy and happy because I would know nothing matters except for getting my chores done and taking care of the house and my family. Idk that’s my dream life. I just hate that it can’t be that way I’m too anxious and I have too much mental instability and mental illness. I guess that’s why my dream life centers around me having basically none of that. I’m difficult and he is too we fight and he doesn’t put me in my place and I know I shouldn’t speak bad on him but I expect more help from him around the house which I feel like is part of my fantasy as well like in that I don’t care that he doesn’t help me it’s my job to clean and take care of everything that’s why this patriarchy kink calls to me I think the woman looked so happy back then like some of them anyways I feel like I definitely would’ve been good in that time period